I thought that it would be more likely, but I never thought of anything like this...I could never even imagine myself being so far away from her! This was just unacceptable! But then again when was anything ever what I had planned? she is an alpha. I know this. She is strong and capable, she was no longer under me and I could not dictate what she can do and cannot...and if there was anyone who deserved such freedom then it is her. Not me or anyone else, she deserves to live out her life happily and without the constant fear and if that means staying away from me for her mental sanity then I could understand it"I am fine, I just choked" I said in a croaked voice as I managed to get a hold of myself, this was the first for me, choking on thin air I cleared my throat properly so I could speak well "you did not know did you!?" he asked in a sad tone. I knew what he meant but I did not want to make it easy on him, the fact she left me was slowly getting to me and he asking me such que
I swallowed dryly feeling guilty, this was my fault, I know. If only I had kept my hands to myself last night this awkwardness would not be there between us this moment "why else would I call? Imagine waking up and not knowing where you were?" I replied trying not to sound defensive"well I'm here, you found me, now what!?" she snapped, she obviously was pissed, why else would she answer me that way? "but... Luna.... you left without even a word, how was I suppose to know!?" I asked desperately, I knew she needed space but she should at least have told me where she was going. she snorted derisively and I couldn't tell if it was in response to my words or her own inner thoughts "you're telling me that!?" she stated simply, she sounded so unaffected by everything...it hurt my heart more than she might ever know"Last night when you left the party and went AWOL did you tell me before leaving!? You have me wait up for you"Was this what all this was about!?I assumed we were fighting
“I hope you don’t mind, I have with me the maid who was assigned to me by you. I hope you do not mind that I took her with me” Of cause I did not mind, if anything it was good, that means she will definitely be back, if not for anything then to bring her back“It’s fine, I hope alpha Derrick and his wife are taking good care if you!?” “Ooh yes, they are both perfect hosts” she said with a smile and I smiled in return “That’s good to hear”“How are you!?” She suddenly asked and it caught me off guard, I did not expect her to be concerned about my well being. I assumed she did not care about my well being but why would she? but I guess I was wrong, it seems she still cares but is just trying to understand where we both stand and our relationship t eachother “I am doing alright, as usual”“Good” she said and then there was an awkward silence then ensured, I was about to talk and ake it less awkward moment but she beat me to it. "it was nice hearing from you alpha, please take car
But maybe it was something different that he felt for me, maybe he just thought of me the way he would think of any other woman, as his mate or perhaps just as a fellow Alpha who needs help and support, but I doubted it.No, he has feelings for me, I knew it, how else would one explain the insane attraction between us and then it hit me. Maybe it's lust, that is it!. That would really explain a lot, why he went to get a woman that looks just like me and renamed her to a name similar as mine, why he just can't seem to keep his hands off me, and why he finds me extremely attractive even now that I am heavily pregnant.It's just lust. Thats not love. you can't replace a person if you love them, it makes no sense to say you love someone and then replace them with a look alike after they leave. he just sees me as a woman he loves to fuck nothing more. If that is the case,then I need to get over this infatuation I have over him and fast before it's too late. I don’t know whether
The pain I feel, every time I look at him, it burns and I hate myself for letting him affect me as much as he does knowing that our relationship will never be.So many things have gone wrong for us, from bad decisions to misunderstandings to disagreements to fights. We were happy once before we got into all those fights and I hate fighting, we have done it all and it is unhealthy , our past is unhealthy what we do with it is unhealthy - there is so much unresolved tension between the two of us that I don’t know if he knows how he makes me hurt and as if we do not have enough problems already I still feel like he is hiding something from me, something big and important that I need to know about, he might say it is because it is his birthday and with it came a wierd morbid clarity or even a mid life crisis but I know Duncan, I have lived with him and studied him and I know whatever is happening to him was something more, something troubling but yet he has not said anything, maybe it's
I looked up at her and She was wearing what looked as a face mask because I could not see her face "Do you need a hand?" She asked as she looked at me without moving from where she stood. I knew she was mocking me, she had to be, she was the witch who cursed me in the first place an this is probably what she wanted but then again isn't she dead!?Did she not kill herself as a sacrifice to torment my soul and eventually kill me!?So how then is she here in front of me!?Another proof that this is a dream, I am probably in my bed sleeping and this is all in my head. I tried to push myself up to sit and face her but nothing I did worked, it was like a strong force pushed me back against the floor anytime I tried to move, it was frustrating and I felt powerless. Everything was blurry and blurred together, all I could do was to stare at her as she walked over to me and reached down one of her hand went into my hair and pulled it up making me wince in pain, I was powerless to her assa
My breathing came out in sharp short gasps, I nodded my head frantically but she ignored me as she leaned forward to take me in her mouth. I grabbed hold of her hair tightly holding her head as I thrust my hips upwardI opened my eyes and watched as she lifted herself onto my shaft, positioning herself perfectly above me. She positioned her hand over her mouth as she gazed into my eyes, looking at me with a mischievous grin and she leaned forward to place her lips against mine, capturing my mouth with a passion. Our tongues danced together, teasing each other, playing with each other's tongues. The taste of salt and blood lingered in her lips as she licked her way up my chin, brushing her teeth along my cheek before licking it clean. She started moving her hips up and down, creating friction against my member. She lowered herself until her pussy englufed my dick, she was very hot and wet and it took everything in me not to cum in a rush. She slowly pumped herself up and down on me
Suddenly I woke up drenched in my own sweat and panting as my breathing as erratic as though I had run the hundred mile marathon of my lifetime. My placed my hand on my heart and noticed it raced and my hands were sweating, the covers were twisted in a knot, tangled between my legs as I tried to escape their grip. I quickly lifted my sleeves to check where she had clawed me and it my relief it was not there. My skin was untouched proving nothing had happened to me. That means it was all a dream, the sex, the torture, the pain and the witch. None of it really happened and suddenly I let out a breath of relieve not realizing I was holding my breath. I could have sworn that it was all real, the pain the bondage, the pleasure, everything felt real. I looked at my alarm clock, 10 o'clock. I sighed heavily, relieved that I was still in my own room. From the look of things in my dream, I had no idea where I was but it looked like a shrine and it scared me. The sun was already out