The horse ride back home was slightly peaceful. I was not able to relieve my stress from the morning's conversation on The Introductory. Why would a middle-class nation strive to become one of the high-class kingdoms conduct The Introductory? It is not like we are facing a problem where the solution would be to find a king from the high-class kingdoms. I am supposed to be "designed" to handle this on my own.
The guards salute me as I entered the palace gates. I can see Anna from the stables waiting patiently for my return. I appreciate having her around as she knows where and when to wait for me. She does not bother me at all with my activities and she knows to never cross the line. I appreciate that from her.
I slow Hera down as we near the stables and Oscar stands up along with Anna to meet me. I unmount from Hera and Oscar receives Hera. Anna meets me and smiles, "It is always good to see you back home safe but my God, let's tidy that bloody mess!"
"Thank you, Anna. As always, it is amazing to always have you around." Anna removes my cape and replaces it with a black wool coat. Exactly perfect for this cold evening.
"Dinner is in an hour. Would you like it served in your room?" She knows how my bad days would require my solace. She would offer to have my meal served in my quarters to harness time and space for myself. This time, I would rather approach and face things differently as a queen.
I shake my head, "No, thank you. I believe a little change will get me to figure things out too."
"Of course, Your Highness." Anna accompanies me to the garden where I appreciate a lot of the beauty and peace it gives me. I collect my thoughts and realize that I am starting to rid my anger on The Introductory. I try to rationalize what thoughts father has on the matter and what's in it for us.
It could possibly be because he wants new technological advancements in our kingdom. I shudder at the thought. Disappointment rises in me again as I recall how much he agreed that I will not marry against my will. It was never a part of the plan and now, it feels as if he is selling me to a deal with the high-class for technological advancements.
The maids wait patiently in my room to wash and dress me up in a black dress for dinner. Right after they dress me up, Anna waits by the door and smiles, "Dinner should be ready."
"I best be on my way, then." The maids do a finishing touch on my dress and put on my jewelry and crown. Royalty is crazy. You have to keep wearing a damned crown on your head and all the formalities are observed even in a simple dinner like this one.
I walk towards the banquet hall trying to lighten my mind off of things. I do not want to be thinking of the Introductory or whatever deal father might have on this marriage he just discussed.
It seems father has found his place in the banquet hall already as I arrive. And as usual, Kael is nowhere to be found. How is the crown prince always late? "Good evening, father," I curtsy and find my way to my seat.
"Good evening, Aurora," he says.
Kael enters the hall a minute late. I sigh at his sight and ask, "Kael, where is John?"
"He is just outside my room, Aurora. Good evening Your Highnesses," Kael curtsies.
I signal for the butler and say, "Please call John. Thank you!"
The butler curtsies and exits the room as I wait patiently for John. John emerges in the banquet hall with a curtsy. "Good evening Your Highnesses. You have summoned for me, my Queen?"
"Yes, I have been seeing an issue with tardiness with Kael. Do you not have a clock or watch to stay on schedule with the palace's workarounds? Kael seems to be late a lot even at something as simple as a meal with the family. I wish that you address and attend to his schedule properly," I firmly say.
John's face turns bitter, "I do apologize, Your Highness. I promise to attend to his schedule accordingly."
"Dismissed," I sigh. He curtsies and leaves the room. If he will not keep up to my standards, there are a lot more qualified and willing to take his place.
Kael bows, "I'm sorry, Aurora. It is partly my fault for being so irresponsible about my schedule." He knows that his showing up late for dinner is making me upset in many ways. I know that I am far from perfect in many ways, but everyone knows how much I always try to strive for perfection in all aspects that I am in.
"You learn along the way, Kael," I give him an assuring smile. I know that in many ways he hates these types of family meals where he can be placed under the spotlight at any moment. It wrecks his mind and this explains why he shows up late. Kael is responsible and is very much passionate about the things he loves to do most. The only thing he is lacking would be the mindfulness of time.
The servants start to crowd the banquet hall with the dishes in their hands. They serve my favorite juicy steak, red wine, a slice of chocolate cake, and baked potatoes with chives. I stare at my plate for a second as Father says, "I know you are upset about the Introductory, Aurora, but could you at least give it a chance and consider it?"
Just like that, the appetite drains within me. I suddenly did not feel the juicy steak that I had always loved to feast on. Now, it looks like any other dry piece of meat. I continue to stare at my food and wish that I could simply walk away from dinner and forget we had this conversation.
"When I was a princess, you told me that I would have a different fate from others. That I would not need to marry when I become queen." I stare down at my food without putting up any eye contact with him.
Father sighs, "Won't you consider it at all? This is after all for the future of our nation. You are after all. the leader of this nation."
I get frustrated but I am left with nothing to say. I can feel my cheeks warming up but I hold myself back from talking about things beyond my control. He clearly set up this trap when I was princess. He knew that marrying is never part of my plans and the only way he can get me to agreeing to become queen is if he assures me that I won't have to marry. When he gained my trust, he went on and crowned me, and now, he takes back part of the deal.
"I will have to think about it. After all, you have not done your promise from when I was a princess," I shoot him a glare. I don't always do it, but I just can't stop the wrath and dismay within me. I felt so betrayed by my own father.
Dinner ended like a blur and father exits the Banquet Hall first leaving Kael and I to share eye contact. He sighs, "I'm sorry about The Introductory."
Kael is thoughtful and has a heart. Unlike me, he has more compassion towards those around him. "It's okay. It's not like there is anything we can do about it," I give him a reassuring smile just so he would stop worrying about me. He is all I have and he is the last person I would want to worry. We have each other's backs despite the differences we have in personality.
"Aurora, if you ever feel down and lost, your little-- well, not so little brother is always here for you," his smile is as reassuring as ever. I bounce a smile to match his.
We both stand up and walk our way out of the Banquet Hall. He walks with me to escort me to my room. I say, "Kael, no matter what happens, please continue to be as compassionate as you are towards the kingdom. That is all I ask of you."
"Of course, Aurora. You are saying that as if you do not know me at all."
"I do know you. I am just reminding you as I know I will not always be here for you or the people."
I toss a Loud Beetle towards the monster luring it towards the pit. The beetle’s noise blares all throughout this lonely forest. My heart raced as the monster jumped out of its hiding spot. I hurried as I jumped out of the bushes, racing hastily towards the pit. The monster squashed the beetle. I shuddered at the sight of its juice—green in color spread in all directions. I overcame the disgust and charge towards the monster. With the dagger in my hand, I sprint faster but stop midway. The monster picked up my scent right away. He knows that I am within his territory. He knows that I was the one who sent the beetle. He knows that I was sent here to kill him. He roars a deafening roar that echoed all throughout the forest-- a roar louder than that of the Loud Beetle I threw. I shudder at the sound. Flocks of birds flew up in the sky. Black ravens squawked in the pale moonlight.
Darkness.It was cold. It was so dark. I can feel chills of cold air caressing my bare skin. I let my blanket envelop me as if to protect me from the vile coldness that seemed unstoppable. I shivered at the coldness penetrating through the thickness of my comforter.“Tomorrow, you will be reborn. You will be the master of this land. You will rule this land and strive harder to rule all the way across our border. You are exceptional. I know that you will be the greatest queen that Evergreen has ever seen,” my father’s words last night continued to echo endlessly in my head.Restless, I continued to spend the night staring at my ceiling. Tomorrow is coronation day. Princesses from other kingdoms would mark this day on their calendars. This would be their most-awaited day,
The afterparty was a blast. Crowds of noble families filled the halls and rooms of the palace and it made me feel uncomfortable. Never did we have guests as much as this ever since mother passed away. She was known for being the life of the palace. She hosted social parties for noble families, for the poor, and even charity events that focused on raising the economic status of the poor. With that, she was renowned as the Queen of Hearts. She had a big heart and that she always made it a goal to be closer to erasing "Poor" as a classification of economic status.She was loved by her people. Her legacy remains and hopefully, it will.I am sick of hearing all the congratulations and responding my thanks in return forcing out a smile. To be queen was never what I wanted to be. The crown I wear on my head is not deserving to be on me. I don't want to be this way as I want my freedom of not having to think of royal duties or responsibilities to pu
I wake up the next morning with rays of sunlight creeping inside my room. Anna is right next to my end table. She wears a smile on her face. She has her long black hair down today. It is unusual of her as she always has it in a bun or kept up and neat. "Good morning, Your Highness. Let's get you prepared," she bows down and then makes her way to the door where she has five more maids in my room. They make their way inside bowing and not meeting my level of sight. They escort me to the tub where they remove my nightgown. I submerge myself in the tub with a lot of rose petals. The fragrance soothes my mind and the fact that I will be confronting Father during breakfast about The Introductory. I emerge from a relaxing bath. They rub my body with the smooth towel. After that, they started to dress me up for the day. I wear a gold silk gown. I thank and dismiss the maids after they dress me up. "Have a lovely day, Your Highness," Anna bows and leaves me to my peace. I stare at myself in
The horse ride back home was slightly peaceful. I was not able to relieve my stress from the morning's conversation on The Introductory. Why would a middle-class nation strive to become one of the high-class kingdoms conduct The Introductory? It is not like we are facing a problem where the solution would be to find a king from the high-class kingdoms. I am supposed to be "designed" to handle this on my own. The guards salute me as I entered the palace gates. I can see Anna from the stables waiting patiently for my return. I appreciate having her around as she knows where and when to wait for me. She does not bother me at all with my activities and she knows to never cross the line. I appreciate that from her. I slow Hera down as we near the stables and Oscar stands up along with Anna to meet me. I unmount from Hera and Oscar receives Hera. Anna meets me and smiles, "It is always good to see you back home safe but my God, let's tidy that bloody mess!" "Thank you, Anna. As always, it
I wake up the next morning with rays of sunlight creeping inside my room. Anna is right next to my end table. She wears a smile on her face. She has her long black hair down today. It is unusual of her as she always has it in a bun or kept up and neat. "Good morning, Your Highness. Let's get you prepared," she bows down and then makes her way to the door where she has five more maids in my room. They make their way inside bowing and not meeting my level of sight. They escort me to the tub where they remove my nightgown. I submerge myself in the tub with a lot of rose petals. The fragrance soothes my mind and the fact that I will be confronting Father during breakfast about The Introductory. I emerge from a relaxing bath. They rub my body with the smooth towel. After that, they started to dress me up for the day. I wear a gold silk gown. I thank and dismiss the maids after they dress me up. "Have a lovely day, Your Highness," Anna bows and leaves me to my peace. I stare at myself in
The afterparty was a blast. Crowds of noble families filled the halls and rooms of the palace and it made me feel uncomfortable. Never did we have guests as much as this ever since mother passed away. She was known for being the life of the palace. She hosted social parties for noble families, for the poor, and even charity events that focused on raising the economic status of the poor. With that, she was renowned as the Queen of Hearts. She had a big heart and that she always made it a goal to be closer to erasing "Poor" as a classification of economic status.She was loved by her people. Her legacy remains and hopefully, it will.I am sick of hearing all the congratulations and responding my thanks in return forcing out a smile. To be queen was never what I wanted to be. The crown I wear on my head is not deserving to be on me. I don't want to be this way as I want my freedom of not having to think of royal duties or responsibilities to pu
Darkness.It was cold. It was so dark. I can feel chills of cold air caressing my bare skin. I let my blanket envelop me as if to protect me from the vile coldness that seemed unstoppable. I shivered at the coldness penetrating through the thickness of my comforter.“Tomorrow, you will be reborn. You will be the master of this land. You will rule this land and strive harder to rule all the way across our border. You are exceptional. I know that you will be the greatest queen that Evergreen has ever seen,” my father’s words last night continued to echo endlessly in my head.Restless, I continued to spend the night staring at my ceiling. Tomorrow is coronation day. Princesses from other kingdoms would mark this day on their calendars. This would be their most-awaited day,
I toss a Loud Beetle towards the monster luring it towards the pit. The beetle’s noise blares all throughout this lonely forest. My heart raced as the monster jumped out of its hiding spot. I hurried as I jumped out of the bushes, racing hastily towards the pit. The monster squashed the beetle. I shuddered at the sight of its juice—green in color spread in all directions. I overcame the disgust and charge towards the monster. With the dagger in my hand, I sprint faster but stop midway. The monster picked up my scent right away. He knows that I am within his territory. He knows that I was the one who sent the beetle. He knows that I was sent here to kill him. He roars a deafening roar that echoed all throughout the forest-- a roar louder than that of the Loud Beetle I threw. I shudder at the sound. Flocks of birds flew up in the sky. Black ravens squawked in the pale moonlight.