Bella
I remember running in the lanes of this town. Growing up, I used to hate how dim this town used to be. When the cities were developing fast, my town was developing at the pace of a snail. Back then, it was irritating how I had to struggle to order food for myself considering how we used to live on the outskirts of the city. Who knew one day I would fall in love with the quietness and tranquility my birth town holds? Smiling after God knows how many days or months, I took a deep breath in. I embraced the cold breeze that was blowing. My body was shivering slightly. It was cold here. And I wasn’t dressed properly. Just a pair of dark jeans and a white shirt, half tucked in, was barely providing me any warmth from the chilly atmosphere. But for the first time, I was finding warmth in the coldness. The cold air made me feel safe. Away from all the dangers and pain I left behind. Even when this town holds the most painful memory of my life, it still managed to throw the fear out of my system and gave me a sense of comfort. A town where I had lived all my teenage years. The town where I spent my childhood, running and hiding from teachers, parents, and neighbors. The town that was imprinted in my mind and heart. Nobody can hurt me here. When I was still living in the delusion of the safety my birth town was making me feel, I heard a loud scream followed by a sinister laugh. Gripping the only bag I had brought with me when I ran away from my father’s house, I moved toward the source of the noise. My subconscious mind was reminding me to turn around and run in the opposite direction and never speak of it again, my legs betrayed my rational thinking as I found myself running in the direction of the noise when I heard another choked scream. And another. And another. My heart was beating crazily against my ribcage, on the verge of bursting out of my chest in fear. My feet ceased running when I saw four men beating another man mercilessly. They were equipped and had weapons with them: hockey sticks, baseball bats, and guns. “Peter, my old man, tell me, what civil human beings do after they beg money from the Master for a specific period of time?” The one with brown hair and blue eyes asked, a sadistic grin on his face as he twirled the gun, successfully scaring the poor man and me. “I am sorry. I am sorry. Please, give me more time. I will definitely arrange the money this time. I will sell my house but I will return the money. Please let me go. My wife is pregnant. Please.” The old man cried out in pain, pleading for mercy but the brown-haired man snickered, clicking his tongue, and bent down on his knees, gripping Peter’s face harshly. “Isn’t your wife pregnant for the past two years, Peter? Do you just keep fucking her and she forgets to pop the kid out or is it a new kind of pregnancy that is trending in the market where kids take more than two years to get out?” He asked, dark humor lacing his voice and Peter’s eyes widened horrifically, making the blonde laugh out loud, standing with them. “What are you waiting for, Nick? Just kill him. I am hungry. I am ordering burgers. Anyone in for burgers?” The blonde said, dramatically sighing and Nick, the brown-haired man smiled widely as if he found his candy. Giving Peter a flying kiss, Nick raised his gun and was about to shoot him when I let out a fearful scream, giving myself away. I pressed my palms against my mouth, cursing myself for screaming. And in slow motion, I saw my soul leaving my body and my heart stopping to beat when the blonde turned around and his light eyes met my brown eyes dangerously. I stumbled back, ready to run. I chastised myself for the millionth time as I left my mobile-phone back at home for fear of getting traced. And suddenly, my father and Ethan felt a much better option than the murderers standing in front of me, grinning like psychos. I turned around and started running, my heart beating inside my mouth, my fingers felt numb and cold as I felt my death running after me. I didn’t make it even a mile when I was pushed down, and a brown-haired man, whose name I presume was Nick, jumped on me, pressing his bicep around my throat, cutting off my oxygen supply, and making darkness dance in front of my vision. “Tch, tch, didn’t your parents teach you, little girl? Curiosity killed the cat. And no amount of satisfaction could bring it back.” Nick tsked, making me cry out in pain and fear. My fingers were clawing at him, trying to get myself free from his deadly grasp. “Ple….please, leave me. I won’t tell anyone. I didn’t even see anything. Please let me.” I cried out in fear and Nick pouted, and suddenly he looked like a small kid to me, pouting after denying him his favorite chocolate. “Where’s the fun in that, red hair.” He said, and I kicked him harshly, making him curse at me. “Please. Please let me go.” I whimpered as the blonde caught me and I saw disbelief swirling in his light eyes as he saw me. Something swirled in his eyes, something unknown that spooked me. “Fucking bitch! How dare you—” Nick glared at me, the sadistic grin on his face was lost in the dark look that replaced his face. He raised his hand to hit me. And I closed my eyes to bear the hit. But when the hit never landed on me, I dared to open my eyes. The blonde saved me. “The fuck is wrong with you, Martin? She witnessed everything, kicked me in the balls and you’re saving her!” Nick looked at his friend, or colleague in disbelief and Martin’s eyes darkened as he shook his head. “She witnessed everything, Nick. We need to take her to the Boss. And you know the rules. You can’t touch the witnesses unless he orders us to. Back off.” Martin spat back, scaring me even more than I was already scared. “Bo—boss?” I stuttered out, my tears clouding with tears of fear and helplessness. I didn’t run out of one hell to step into another one. I didn’t run away from two devils to let the third one catch me. “Scared now, little girl? Do you know what he does to little girls like you who love to kick men in the balls?” Nick asked me, the sadistic grin coming back on his face. And I shook my head, scared, terrified to even speak. “Please….”“He cuts their hands and feeds them to his pet— shark.” Nick said, and I suddenly felt nauseous. “Enough, Nick. Put her in the truck now.” Martin said, pressing the button on his key, making his truck beep loudly. Nick dragged me to the back of the truck harshly, as if I were a sack of potatoes or a wild camel. When he pushed me in roughly, I bit his hand harshly, as harshly as I could, tasting his blood which made me nauseous again. Nick hissed in pain, leaving my hand for a second and I kicked him in the shin and ran away again. But I couldn’t run more than five steps before another one of them held me and pushed me down harshly, making my head hit the stone, and warm liquid rolled down my head, and I winced in pain. “You never learn, do you? You really wish to die!” Nick bit back angrily and I felt him slapping me after I heard the slap. My face jerked to the side, my left jaw burning painfully as he gripped my chin harshly and made me look at him. “Kicking me for the second time in less than ten minutes. I must give it to you. You’re brave. But more than brave, do you know what you are, little girl? Stupid. You’re stupid for messing up with the wrong men.” He said, and I smiled at him. “I am not shocked, honestly, Nick. Because all my life I had encountered shitty and arrogant men who know nothing but to abuse others. You haven’t really shocked me. You….” He cut me off with another slap and this time I tasted blood as the ring he was wearing cut my lower lip, making me close my eyes. He will break my face this way. “Nick! What the fuck is your problem dude? Can’t you control your anger for a few minutes?” Martin asked him angrily, pushing him aside as he looked at him and closed his eyes, running his fingers through his unruly blonde hair. “He will fucking kill you,” Martin mumbled under his breath, and even when I heard him I can feel that he didn’t want to speak that out loud. “Speak when you get kicked twice by a girl.” Nick retorted back and pushed me inside the truck. “And you, another word, and I will throw you in the river on our way to Boss’s den. And I can assure you, I am not kidding. And this goody-two-shoe won’t be able to save you from me.” After gagging me with a rag and sticking the duct tape around my mouth, tying my arms and legs tightly, they started driving as if they hadn’t just kidnapped a twenty-three-year-old girl. My heart almost stopped beating when Martin stopped driving saying we were there. I don’t know how long it took us but all I know is we had been driving for an eternity before Martin declared we reached the den. Fear surfaced in my eyes again as Martin pulled me out. I was expecting an abandoned building or a scary place but I was shocked when they stopped in front of a huge house, surrounded by trees and a small garden in the front. The security outside the door was enough to tell me they worked for a very rich, cruel, and wicked man. Nick pushed me forward, almost making me fall. With every step, I could see my end near. What will their boss do with me? Kill me? Hold me captive? Sell me? Or make me his sex toy? Suddenly death seemed like a better option. Way better than enduring any other torture. Money. I could feel the power of money as we walked inside the hall. I could see maids roaming around. No speck of dirt could be seen on the floor or the carpet. My anxiety was growing more and more. “Where is Boss?” Martin asked a woman, who pointed upstairs, speaking something in a foreign language, I didn’t understand much.With shaky legs, I was walking upstairs. And we stopped in front of a huge door. Nick knocked on the door twice and Martin pushed it open when the door unlocked with a ping. A man was sitting behind the desk, his face hidden from the laptop. But I could feel my heart ready to jump out of my chest from fear. For a long time, none of us spoke. And the heavy silence was eating me alive. “We were dealing with Peter and she saw everything and then had the audacity to kill me twice. I was going to kill her then and there but Martin wanted to bring her here.” Nick complained, but the dark edge in his voice made me tremble. And slowly, their Boss closed his laptop, pushing it aside, and looked at me. And suddenly I was no longer twenty-three. The time was moving in reverse, taking me back seven years. I was seventeen once again, looking at the man for whom I fought with everyone, the man who went down on his knees to propose to me when we were still teenagers. The man who saw me growing up in front of his eyes. My childhood best friend. My first crush. My first love. My first-ever lover. My first heart-breaker.“Silas.”My voice betrayed me. My eyes flooded with tears. Suddenly the pain I was feeling washed away like tears get washed away in the rain. My body trembled at the sight of the man who loved me so much, kissed me senselessly, and then broke my heart in the most cruel way. He had changed so much. The Silas I knew before was a sweet boy, a sweet nineteen-year-old boy who couldn’t hurt a fly. The Silas I knew looked more like a cute kid who cared about everyone, be it his family, friends, or even strangers. I have seen him being worried for his enemies also. But this man in front of me looked like a dangerous man, dressed in malice and washed in money and power. His eyes were no longer warm, at least, for the people around him. They were dangerous. They held the fire of hell. The Silas I knew never touched suits or tuxedos. This Silas was dressed in the most expensive suit I had ever laid my eyes on. The boy I knew had no cell of danger in his body but the man standing in front of me had no cell of innocence in him. He was nothing but dangerous.“Bella.” I don’t know how the angel I once knew became the biggest devil of the underworld.“Bella,”He had changed so much. He was no longer twenty years old. He had changed so much. He was looking taller, stronger, and more handsome than before. Dressed in a white shirt a pair of black tailored pants and a matching suit, he looked dangerously beguiling. My heart stammered inside my chest. I forgot to breathe when his fingers were gripping my face gently, examining my bruises. But everything was lost in his charm. He smelled the same. He used the same body wash and the same cologne. Everything felt the same and yet everything had changed. The man standing in front of me was a stranger whom I used to love so much. “Who did this, Bella?” He asked me, his protective side of him still made my heart flip traitorously. No matter how much I lied to myself I knew I was not over him. How can I ever be? When he was sounding like that?His dark eyes were holding my brown ones, waiting for a response but I was too stunned to speak. He tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear, making
Chapter 3The car ride was silent. None of us spoke. After Silas opened the door for me, like the gentleman he is, and made me sit inside his car, he turned silent. Maybe he was giving me time and peace to think of an excuse to keep my secret safe. But knowing Silas, he won't stop until he reaches the truth. And once he does, I don't know what he will do. Rubbing my arms, I stared out of the window. It was cold here. And the clothes I was wearing were barely preventing me from the cold wind that was blowing outside. But the friction of my palms against my arms was barely giving me any warmth. My body turned still, like an ice cap, when Silas leaned close to me, draping his warm, soft coat around my shoulders. Like someone squeezed my throat and caged my chest, his presence made it hard for me to breathe normally. "You still don't know how to take care of yourself? You haven't really changed in the past seven years, Bella. You're still so careless with yourself." Silas' strong voic
I was lying when I said I liked someone else's pasta more than his. Silas cooked food like nobody else ever did. But infuriating this new version of Silas Kingsley had its own fun and satisfaction. But who knew this newfound possessiveness inside him might burn me? "I am actually curious to know who managed to charm you so much that you decided to give their cooking a chance. Because the Bella Murphy I know doesn't trust anyone with her taste buds. Except one. Me." Silas said, his midnight eyes aching my entire existence in his eyes. It was cruel for me to see how deep his eyes were. It was hard for me to look into them and not drown. And the more I drowned in his eyes, the more I realized that I never really swam out of them. "There's something called restaurants, diners, cafes, food courts, and food joints, Mr. Kingsley. And their chefs cook food more delicious than you can ever cook. So keep your jealousy inside yourself, and serve me some food." I said, rubbing my palms togethe
When I woke up the other day, it was still dark outside. I couldn't sleep the entire night. New places always creeped me out and it made it extremely difficult for me to sleep. So I decided to get ready and go out to hunt for a job for myself. Staying with Silas in the same house was not good for my mental and heart health. His face is enough to remind me of the beautiful past we had and the pain he gave me after making me believe in love so much. When Silas made me believe in love for the first time, he was the only one who broke my trust and faith in love and men. After taking a quick bath, I changed into a pair of formal pants and a brown blouse. I pulled my red hair into a ponytail and wore my shoes again. I need to earn to survive and hide myself from Ethan and my father. And for that, I need a good-paying job. It was still dark, and I could barely find anyone in the mansion except for some kitchen staff who were cleaning the kitchen while others were chopping the vegetables.
One thing that I was never proud of was my running skills. Back in my school days, Silas always kept pestering me to pay attention to my physical health. According to him, I can’t even run a mile without huffing like a seventy-year-old woman. Who knew Silas’ concern for my lack of enthusiasm in physical strength would be my concern when Ethan’s man was running behind me, angry and determined? Angry because I kicked him in the jewels, and determined because he was here to catch me and send information to Ethan and my father. “Stop running, bitch! You think you can escape Ethan after humiliating him in front of everyone?” The man, whom I remember as Alfred barked in annoyance. “I don’t think I can when I already did you, you thick-skulled man! And leave me the fuck alone.” I cried out in impatience and anger, and the moment I turned around, my foot got stuck in the chair I didn’t see and fell down. Alfred smiled at me, his sinister smile made me flinch when he raised his hand to gra
Silas Kingsley’s eyes said a lot of things his mouth refused to say. The deep abyss of his midnight eyes cast sudden coldness into the environment. I shivered when he took a step forward, slipping his phone back into his pocket, no longer interested in it. I just wanted to tease him a little bit. But I forgot that every action brings a reaction to it. Newton’s law was long forgotten somewhere in my mind until I saw Silas again. “I am just curious, Bella. Which company did you get the job in?” He asked me serenely. The amount of tranquility his voice held was enough to scare me. One should beware of the lion when he is not attacking. Because that’s when he is plotting. “And why do you think I will tell you the name?” I asked him, and he subtly arched an eyebrow, tilting his head slightly, and running his index finger slowly against his chin. My stomach churned when his intense eyes met mine, meeting like a bolt of lightning, giving rise to a myriad of flames deep inside me. I don’t
Terror drained the color from my skin when my eyes fell on the red card. It was Ethan. Ethan sent it to me. How did he come to know about my whereabouts? And how did he manage to send the flowers to Silas’ place made my complexion ghostly with fear. Silas was staring at me with unknown emotion after reading the card. Before he could tear the card apart, I snatched the card and flowers from him, not wanting Silas to be anywhere near the flower bouquet Ethan sent for me. I was enough to bear the pain and suffering, Silas didn’t have to give me company in my pain. “Who sent this bouquet to you, Bella?” Silas asked me calmly, scarily. Like a precursor to a storm, there was an ominous undertone to his hushed voice. A part of me, which still depended on Silas for my protection wanted me to throw myself in his arms and cry about the pain I endured because I was left alone, vulnerable, and miserable to my father’s greed. I wanted to tell him how I was forced to serve a drug lord because my
Martin looked at me with amused eyes as I asked him to sit on the passenger seat and took the wheel myself. Even after trying my best to ignore him, I couldn’t. “Why are you laughing? Never saw a woman driving before?” I asked him, and Martin shook his head, smiling playfully at me as he buckled his seat. “It’s not about a woman driving a car. It’s about an engaged woman getting concerned about another man she wants to get rid of. It’s amusing. Not the woman taking the wheel.” Martin said, his chuckle making me embarrassed and angry. “I am not concerned about his wellbeing. I just don’t want to be blamed if he gets into an accident because he can’t control his temper” I lied, and Martin nodded his head, mocking me.“You are just like how Silas told me you were. Stubborn and adorable.” A crimson blush erupted through my cheeks. Glaring at him, I started driving. I don’t know how to react to it. What was I supposed to say? “Holy shit, woman! Slow down. No wonder Silas never allowed
"Now listen to me very carefully, Bella. You will not come out of here until Martin or I come to get you. Do you hear me. You and Felix will stay here together. And I mean it, Bella. You will not go against me this time." He said, kissing my forehead, and I looked at him with wide eyes. "You even sound like him." I whispered, touching his face, and Silas closed his eyes for a second. "You got drugged on a very wrong time, sweetheart. Felix stay with her and don't let her get out or do something stupid, please." I heard Silas' doppelganger say to the curly-haired boy, who nodded his head. But I could see traces of fear in his eyes as well."Are we playing hostages here?" I asked them, and Martin let out a sigh, turning around to look at his boyfriend. "Stay here until any of us come to get you. And take care of this one. Hm?" He said to his boyfriend, pressing the back of his neck in assurance and I felt it was cute. They both looked cute together. "Can I play the badass shooter pl
We were eating food when Silas' phone rang again. He let out a sigh and answered the call. I could see the frustration clear as day in his eyes when he spoke to the other person. With every passing moment, I could feel the faint music playing in the background getting distant. I was suddenly feeling very hot from inside. "Veronica got shot today." Silas said, and I looked at him. Veronica was one of the shooters Silas had, and the best he had. I felt bad for her. I had just met her twice or thrice. She was a very friendly and sweet person. I was feeling bad for her. But I couldn't stop the giggles that escaped my lips. And Silas' eyes narrowed slightly, and his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. And when I tried narrowing my eyes like him, I saw him multiplying, and I giggled again. "There are two of you! Look, Silas one, and Silas two. And both of you are looking so... so cute." I said, pinching his cheeks, which somehow was not his cheeks but his nose. "Bella, are you okay?" He as
"Long time, no see, brother. I missed you." The painfully and cruelly familiar voice made me increase my grip on Silas' arms. My history with the man wasn't so pleasant. The man who was Silas' cousin, unfortunately. I remember my teenage years and childhood. He always loved to mock me. He loved it to bully me, remind me of the financially difference between our families and how I could never reach his level, which was true in some sense, I could never reach his level. He was a freaking low life. "Oh, little Murphy is also here. I see you are back to the town and back with my cousin." He said, smiling viciously at me. Before I could have reacted, Silas turned around to glare at him. It would be safe to admit that Silas and his cousin, Logan, hated each other with passion. Logan was obsessed with Silas for many reasons. And Logan's hatred for me ignited Silas' hatred for him. And that in turn made him hate me more. But Logan was evil. A power-centered man who cared about nothing but
We could hear soft songs playing when we reached the venue. Sound of people laughing and guitar playing filled my ears when we stepped down the car. I had never been to a campfire event before. "Silas, Miss Murphy." I heard familiar voice of Martin from behind us and a smile formed on my face as I watched him and his boyfriend, Felix standing there. Felix looked at us shyly, waving his right hand at us, but didn't move from his place. He was standing close to Martin. I had met him once but still he looked shy as the first time we met. But then I realized it was not because of me that Felix was feeling shy. It was the intimidating aura of Silas Kingsley that was making Felix shy. "Hello, Felix. How are you? And how is your sister now?" I asked him softly, and Felix shrugged his shoulders, his fingers tugging on the hem of the hoodie he was wearing. "She is doing..... better now. Yeah, better. Thank you for your help that day, Miss Murphy." Felix replied to me, and I shook my head,
Martin smirked at us as he walked inside Silas' cabin royally, with a teasing smile plastered on his face. While I was embarrassed, and feeling shy, because I knew that Martin knows what were to doing inside the locked doors. But unlike me, Silas looked annoyed and ready to kill his best-friend. "Did I interrupt anything?" Martin asked, making him comfortable on the chair and Silas glared at him. "Oh, you did. Couldn't you have waited for a couple of minutes when you found the cabin was locked from inside?" Silas said, rubbing his forehead, and Martin burst out laughing, shaking his head. "Aw man, look at you, looking pissed off just because you couldn't get laid—""Oh my God! Shut up, Martin." I mumbled against my palms as I buried my face in them, and Martin flashed us an unapologetic smile, rolling his shoulders back, almost looking proud of himself. "Okay, okay, no need to glare at me, Silas. I will shut up. I just came here because Felix wanted to go out to be a part of a cam
"Mr. Kingsley is calling you inside his cabin with the new project file." Silas' secretary said to me, and I closed my eyes, rubbing my forehead. Getting up from my desk, I smiled at his secretary. "Thank you, I will go and see him. Is there anything else he asked me to bring?" I asked her, and she shook her head, typing something on her phone. "Oh, nothing else. And please be quick. His mood is not very pleasant." She quickly added, flashing me a sympathetic smile and I curbed down my urge to roll my eyes. He was always in his brooding personality outside his bedroom. Nodding my head, I grabbed the file he asked me to get, even though I knew he didn't want the file. My heels clicked against the floor as I started walking. I knocked on his door thrice before opening it and walking inside. And there he was. Sitting behind the table, dressed in one of his business suits, clinging to his body. I swallowed down the emotions that formed inside me when I looked at him and smiled profess
"Did Ethan ever touch you, Bella?" Silas asked me, gently caressing the side of my naked waist. I shivered under his feathery touch. But his words made my heart pound for several reasons. I licked my lips, letting out a shuddered breath when he moved down to kiss my belly, just above the navel. I fisted the sheets under my body, closing my eyes. Shaking my head, I forced my eyes open to look at him. "Why? Does it change anything between us, Silas?" I asked him, my voice came out stronger than I thought it would come out. And his fingers stopped tracing my body. My skin lost the touch of his lips. But then his lips curled up in a smile as he inched closer to me. His eyes bored into mine, intensely. His fingers curled under my chin, lifting my face, forcing me to look into his dark eyes. I gulped when he leaned closer to me. His clothed body touching my almost naked ones. The soft fabric of his shirt caressed my skin, making me tremble under him. "It will. I will kiss every part of
Silas povEven after I was done with him, Ethan had no ounce of regret or fear in his eyes. If anything, he was looking at me with a smile. A smile that was mocking me, telling me how I failed to induce fear inside him. I wanted to beat him more, I wanted to beat him until his body couldn't take it, but I wouldn't have seen fear in his eyes. He was about to pass out from the pain. Martin pulled me back when I was about to lose my control. "Control yourself, Silas. You'll kill him." Martin hissed at me, and I closed my eyes to calm myself down. True, I needed to control myself. I can't kill him now. I won't kill him until he regrets everything he did to my Bella. I won't kill him until he begs on his knees for mercy. "Call the doctor. Make sure they treat them. I need them fine to deal with them again. I will make sure they regret everything. Every fucking thing, Martin." I said, and Martin nodded his head, looking at Ethan and Peter. "Don't worry, they will recover beautifully to b
Silas pov"Why don't you catch some sleep, or watch something? I need to take care of something. I'll be late." I said, looking at Bella, who looked at me with her brown eyes. The warmest and most beautiful pair of eyes I had ever seen. The eyes that held warmth of dark coffee, the eyes that hold the love of universe. I never found anyone's eyes as fascinating as her eyes. Like whiskey, her eyes holds intoxication, ready to inebriate me. Make me lose my sanity. But isn't that what she does always? Make me insane? Kissing her forehead, I walked out of the room. I had to take care of something. Someone. Or rather some psychopaths. Buttoning up my shirt, I rolled the sleeves of my shirt, tucking my favorite gun in the waistband of my pants before kicking open the dungeons. Everybody bowed slightly as I walked past them. I was livid. Anger, rage, hatred, they were all way too small words to describe what I was feeling from within. They dared to hurt my Bella. My girl. The girl I treasu