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31. Losing Self-Control
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AXEL. I was still looking through the things in the delta apartment when a voice came in my head. ‘Can you pick me up from school today. Please?’ It was Andrea and in as much as I was still a tad bit angry at her, she was my mate and we had an agreement before now. I'm not going to break a promise because of a minor issue that we had this morning. I never break promises and I'm not going to break one now… ‘Okay.’ I said coldly, looking at my watch.It was already 3 PM and I know classes had ended thirty minutes earlier. She had probably debated on calling on me, for a long time. Dropping the stack of books I had been skimming through, I grab my jacket and head out of the apartment, making sure it was locked properly before leaving. I don't want anyone looking through my father's stuff. That made me think… was anyone allowed access into the apartment while I was away? If Gavin allowed that, then he didn't have an ounce of respect for my parents. I switched the ignition of the ca
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The Chosen Luna 26. My Anger
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