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Chapter 22 : Lashing Out
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Theodora's POVMy heart was still pumping wildly, stuck in fight or flight as I stepped into the side door of the barn. A stack of scrap from Peacemaker piled in the corner. The smell of oil and hay. Peacemaker barely fit under the high ceilings. My dad typically worked on smaller crafts, but thankfully there was enough room to get the job done.And his hydrolift was strong enough to prop our ship a few feet in the air.Sparks flew from underneath the undercarriage, and the sound of a torch zapping drew my gaze to where Mads was. There was an empty plate on the workbench.At least he was able to eat before burying himself in work. My shoulders were still shaking, coming off the adrenaline. But it still fired through my system, making me jittery. The zapping stopped as Mads kicked himself out from under the ship, twisting off the blowtorch. He took off his welding mask, smoke clinging to his skin. His tattoos were glistening with sweat, clinging to his skin in droplets aro
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Theodora's POVAs soon as the bold request left my lips, both of my cheeks lit up with flaming heat. Then I backpedaled. I backpedaled hard. "I mean…only if you are okay with it." I didn't even give either of them a moment to respond as my face boiled. "Actually. Forget I said anything."I turned away from both of them, a blush carrying down to my collarbone. It's fine. I'll just put myself in the corner. I can't believe I just asked for a threesome. I knew they were friends, but I didn't want to see my own friends naked. Why would they be interested in seeing each other naked? Shame mottled my cheeks down to my hands. That boldness evaporated into dust. Having both Javi and Mads was something I really wanted to explore. It was uncharted territory for me, but I fantasized about it more often than I wanted to admit."Theo," Mads released a chuckle. "If you want to talk about this now, we can." "Of course, you don't care. You're a freak!" I rebutted, glancing over my shoul
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The Captain, the Mechanic and the One Night Stand Chapter 43 : Sun Sickness
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