chapter 56

I sit on my bed cross legged with my phone in hand, my chrome opened up at a pregnancy symptoms website.

Nausea

Drowsiness

Fatigue

Vomiting (morning sickness)

Headaches

Cravings

Light-headed

I can't be pregnant, I mean it's been two to three weeks. He speed a condom though, each time. I'm not pregnant.

What if?

"Are you going to test?" I look up at my laptop screen where Julia is in a cucumber mask.

"Julia it was a one time thing, and we used condoms." I reason.

"Well just do it because you don't want to end up doing something that makes you regret having have not checked."

"But I didn't get repulsed or the nausea when Grey was drinking by the smell of alcohol." She gives me a face.

"Not everyone gets those symptoms Rosaleigh. Now tomorrow you better get that test and check. Goodnight." With that I end the call and continue looking at the symptoms.

Instead of going to sleep I walk out of my room and into the other, silently I shuffle under the blankets and lay my head on his chest.

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