I burst out of the house like something was chasing me. Tears streamed down my cheeks.
My feet hit the wrong steps, and I nearly fell. My breath came ragged. My hand trembled as I yanked open the car door and collapsed into the seat.
The keys clinked in my grip as I jammed them into the ignition.
I didn’t know where I was going. I didn’t care.
The engine roared to life, and I peeled out of the driveway like my life depended on it.
Tears blurred my eyes almost instantly. I wiped them away with the back of my hand, but they just kept coming, hot, fast, useless.
“Why?!” I screamed, slamming my hand against the steering wheel.
The car swerved, tires screeching against the road. My knuckles turned white on the wheel, chest heaving, throat raw.
My life was over.
Carmel was gone. Ethan had destroyed what little was left.
"Everything is gone"
I was halfway through the intersection when it hit.
My body lurched forward. Glass exploded. Metal screamed. I became nothing, just air and weightless pain.
Darkness swallowed me.
Then... light flooded in.
I blinked. Everything was too green, too soft. Grass tickled my bare feet. Somewhere close, a swing creaked.
I turned my head.
Carmel.
He was laughing. Running in circles. His little arms flailed as he beamed. “Mama! Look at me!”
My heart flipped. I laughed and cried at the same time.
“I see you, baby. I see you.”
He ran straight into my arms, warm and real. I buried my face in his curls, held him so tight I thought I’d never let go. He smelled like bubblegum and sunshine.
“I missed you,” I whispered.
He didn’t answer.
I looked again.
He was gone.
My arms were empty.
I jerked awake with a cry. Cold air scraped my skin. My heart thundered. I looked around panicking.
White walls. An IV. A monitor ticking beside me.
It slammed into me like a second crash.
Hospital.
Carmel wasn’t here.
That had just been a dream.
Tears slipped free. I pressed both hands to my face, shaking my head, trying to scrub the dream out of my brain. Trying to wipe the pain off my skin.
And then I heard it.
“...the collision occurred at approximately 10:47 p.m., involving a red sedan and a silver SUV,” a voice said. The news on the TV.
I turned my head, eyes burning.
Flashing lights. Blue and red. Crushed metal. Stretchers.
“The female driver, identified as Alicia Bolston, was found unconscious at the scene. Sources confirm she is pregnant. The male driver remains in critical condition.”
They showed the accident site, it was a grainy, shaky footage. I flinched.
The door flew open.
“Doctor! She’s awake! Room twelve!”
Two nurses rushed in. A woman in scrubs followed, clipboard in hand, eyes unreadable.
She came closer, calm and professional. “Alicia, can you hear me?”
I nodded. Barely.
She checked my vitals. Shone a light into my eyes. Whispered things I couldn’t follow.
“I am pregnant… I am pregnant,” I croaked. My throat felt like sand. “My baby… how’s my baby?”
Her face shifted. A flicker. Just enough.
She didn’t answer right away.
She laid a gentle hand on my wrist.
“We did everything we could.”
My heart stalled. “What… what does that mean?”
Her nod was small. Final. “You’re stable now. That’s what matters.”
No.
My gaze dropped to my belly. It felt… empty. My hand landed on it.
No flutter. No warmth. Nothing.
The monitor beeped steadily beside me.
I turned my face to the side and sobbed into the pillow, quietly, endlessly.
Behind me, the TV kept playing. Blue and red lights flickered like they were never going to stop.
I let out a shaky breath, turning my head toward the small metal table beside my bed.
Something was there.
A brown envelope, thin but heavy with silence.
I pressed the nurse call button.
Seconds later, a woman in scrubs appeared at the door.
"Yes, ma’am?"
“That wasn’t here earlier. Who left that?”
The nurse looked over and stepped closer. "Oh, that? A man dropped it off about an hour ago. Didn’t stay long. Said it was for you."
My chest tightened. “What did he look like?”
The nurse scratched her cheek. “Um… short brown hair. Looked kind of rough, like he hadn’t slept.”
Ethan
He came but didn’t stay.
Of course he didn’t.
The nurse gave me a small smile. “Do you want me to open it for you?”
I shook my head. “No. I’ve got it.”
The nurse left quietly.
My hands trembled as I reached for the envelope.
It wasn’t sealed.
I pulled out the papers slowly, one at a time. Legal margins. Bold print.
My eyes scanned the top line.
DIVORCE AGREEMENT
Filed. Prepared. Signed.
By Ethan.
My lips trembled, I stared at his signature, it was waiting for mine.
The drink sat in front of me, untouched. The steam had stopped rising a while ago.I stared at the coffee window beside me, refusing to look across the table. I couldn’t. Her face made my stomach twist. Just seeing her sitting there felt like swallowing poison.I listened to the soft jazz playing in the cafe—nothing like the storm between us.She shifted in her seat again, fingers tearing what was left of the napkin she’d already shredded.“So… you’re not going to say anything?”My jaw tensed. I kept my eyes on the glass. “What exactly do you want me to say?”Silence.“I needed to tell you something in person,” she said. Her voice was too soft, too rehearsed. “I’m not here to make excuses. I just… I have to say it.”I finally looked at her. Locked on her. That pathetic face, those nervous fingers pressing the table’s edge like it could anchor her.“That day… the day Carmel died. I was at the house,” she said.My arms dropped from where they’d been folded tight across my chest.“But I
THREE YEARS LATER“Who’s Theodore bringing tonight?” one of them asked, her voice sweet enough to draw everyone’s attention. Such a high class hypocrite.The event floor murmured with low conversations and delicate clinking of glasses, the only kind of music you could hear from a room filled with money-filled men and swollen egos.Vincent Winston, head of the Winston Empire stood in the center of it all, his presence commanding more respect than anyone else. But now he was in the middle of being pried on by them.“Such a shame about he and Veronica, you don’t find women of her class this days.” another one added.“He won’t show. And if he does it’ll be without an arm candy, no one swaps women overnight.” one of the middle aged women chimed with disappointment. Vincent preferred to keep his cool in the midst of prying rats like these ones, but this time they really scraped his patience thin. Then again, Theodore made it too easy, always giving these vultures something to chew on.He wa
He looked down at my arm gripping Theodore’s. Red and bruised with a little cut. He lifted a brow before facing Theodore.“Are the both of you together?” Ethan asked.Wasn’t it fucking obvious, did he really have to make things awkward.Theodore’s arms wrapped tight around my waist.“Yes of course”‘Great! Now let’s say our goodbyes—’“She is…” ‘Oh Fuck! What the hell is he going to call me? His slut? His plaything? His ‘Little Red’?’ I dropped my head as the memories of how we came to this rushed to me.2 WEEKS AGO∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞THEODORE∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞"Theodore… harder. Fuck, don’t stop!"Veronica’s voice cracked the air, her legs locked around my waist, her nails dragged down my back like claws."God, yes! Just like that!"She praised and begged me, but I wasn’t listening.I thrust harder and faster chasing a spark that refused to ignite."Theodore, don’t stop! I’m right there, baby—"But it wasn’t working. Was I getting bored?I didn’t feel the rush. No thrill. No high. Her moans were back
“Let me make this clear…” He stepped closer.“It is either you take this off…” His hand curled into my blouse. “… Or I do it for you.”I wasn’t going to sleep with a stranger I just met few minutes ago.He waited.One, Two— and Snap.He grabbed my shirt, tearing it down the middle. Buttons flew across the room.I whimpered. I didn’t mean to — but it slipped out.His fingers locked under my chin forcing me to look at him.“You are not some virgin,” he growled. “So stop pretending.” ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞He was already in the middle of his peak, thrusting and slamming himself into her. She bit down on her fingers, stopping herself from moaning.He let out deep groan as he reached his peak.Finally.Clarity rushed to him like a floodlight. His eyes tore wide. The woman beneath him wasn’t who he thought she was.“Who the fuck are you?!” ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ALICIA∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞My eyes snapped open with a throbbing pain on my side. The last thing I remembered was him asking m
The hospital turned to a war zone.Screams. Sirens. Nurses sprinting down the hall.The sharp scent of antiseptic mixed with metal. Blood.A gurney rattled through the corridor, wheels screeching.Room 214. Code Blue. Get Dr. Monroe!I turned and froze at the sight of my mother.Limp. Pale. Covered in tubes and wires. Oxygen mask trembling with every shallow breath.“No—”I ran towards the ER.A nurse grabbed me. “Miss, you can’t—”“She’s my mother!” I screamed, trying to wrench free. “What’s happening to her?”Dr. Monroe appeared his face as hard as stone.“She’s crashing. We’re taking her into surgery. Now.”Alicia’s knees buckled. “Please… save her.”He nodded.No promises. Just cold urgency as the doors slammed shut behind him.U was left in the hallway. Alone. Useless. Shaking.Minutes became hours.Then finally—“My mom?” I asked a passing nurse, my voice was barely audible.“She’s inside,” the nurse said. “Dr. Monroe will speak with you soon.”I clutched my chest, gasping for a
∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ALICIA ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞I woke up in pieces.MY body felt deeply sore, and hollowed out. The bed shifted beneath me as I stirred, silk sheets felt cool against my bare skin.I reached out.The warmth on the other side of the bed had already faded.He was gone. Again.I opened my eyes slowly. I saw it on the nightstand.A stack of cash. Neat, clean and crisp.Unspoken. Unavoidable.My stomach twisted so violently I nearly gagged.Payment. Again.She had done it for the money.But now, the truth felt like acid in my throat.I had sold myself.And worse—he didn’t know why.He didn’t know about the hospital. About the fight to keep mother breathing. About the choices that weren’t choices at all.And he could never know.Because we aren’t anything.We were just bodies in the dark.But why does it hurt?I sat up, clutching the sheets around me.My clothes were gone.Of course.My head dropped forward. A bitter laugh escaped my lips.I turned to see a box.Black and sleek. Insanely
"How long has this been going on?""For about two weeks now," I replied, kneading the back of my neck with my hand, my voice dripping with exhaustion.Dr. Morty fidgeted with the papers between his hands. He seemed pretty occupied with whatever was glaring back at him."It seems you'll have to take extra medications this time.""Why?""You are eight weeks in."My eyes turned wide-red, for a split second. I didn’t know what to feel. I sprung up from my seat abruptly, startling the doctor."Hold on doc, do you mean I’m..."I poked my belly as if asking him if there was a baby in there. He looked at me in amusement."Yes. You are pregnant. There's a baby on the way."I couldn’t hold it in. I let out a small squeal, clapping my hands once before covering my mouth with both palms.“A baby,” I whispered to myself.On the bus home, I kept one hand on my stomach, protective already. At the mall, I bought a pair of impossibly tiny socks and couldn’t stop imagining my fingers wrapping around ti
“Case 72-B, the matter of Carmel Bolston,” the judge announced, her voice echoing through the wood-paneled courtroom.“Will the parents of the victim please step forward.”My legs felt like cement. I rose with Ethan beside me and walked toward the stand.After we had sworn our oaths and given our witnesses, the judge peered over her glasses.“The court acknowledges the tragic circumstances surrounding the death of Carmel Bolston. However, due to the lack of viable CCTV footage, absence of credible eyewitness testimony, and no traceable suspect…”I gripped the edge of the stand, my nails pressed into the polished wood.“…this case cannot move forward in the direction of a criminal conviction.”The judge’s eyes softened.“This does not mean this court denies the grief suffered by the family, nor the weight of the tragedy that occurred. But in the absence of evidence, and with no suspect to hold accountable, this case will not move on due to insufficient grounds for prosecution. The body
∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ALICIA ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞I woke up in pieces.MY body felt deeply sore, and hollowed out. The bed shifted beneath me as I stirred, silk sheets felt cool against my bare skin.I reached out.The warmth on the other side of the bed had already faded.He was gone. Again.I opened my eyes slowly. I saw it on the nightstand.A stack of cash. Neat, clean and crisp.Unspoken. Unavoidable.My stomach twisted so violently I nearly gagged.Payment. Again.She had done it for the money.But now, the truth felt like acid in my throat.I had sold myself.And worse—he didn’t know why.He didn’t know about the hospital. About the fight to keep mother breathing. About the choices that weren’t choices at all.And he could never know.Because we aren’t anything.We were just bodies in the dark.But why does it hurt?I sat up, clutching the sheets around me.My clothes were gone.Of course.My head dropped forward. A bitter laugh escaped my lips.I turned to see a box.Black and sleek. Insanely
The hospital turned to a war zone.Screams. Sirens. Nurses sprinting down the hall.The sharp scent of antiseptic mixed with metal. Blood.A gurney rattled through the corridor, wheels screeching.Room 214. Code Blue. Get Dr. Monroe!I turned and froze at the sight of my mother.Limp. Pale. Covered in tubes and wires. Oxygen mask trembling with every shallow breath.“No—”I ran towards the ER.A nurse grabbed me. “Miss, you can’t—”“She’s my mother!” I screamed, trying to wrench free. “What’s happening to her?”Dr. Monroe appeared his face as hard as stone.“She’s crashing. We’re taking her into surgery. Now.”Alicia’s knees buckled. “Please… save her.”He nodded.No promises. Just cold urgency as the doors slammed shut behind him.U was left in the hallway. Alone. Useless. Shaking.Minutes became hours.Then finally—“My mom?” I asked a passing nurse, my voice was barely audible.“She’s inside,” the nurse said. “Dr. Monroe will speak with you soon.”I clutched my chest, gasping for a
“Let me make this clear…” He stepped closer.“It is either you take this off…” His hand curled into my blouse. “… Or I do it for you.”I wasn’t going to sleep with a stranger I just met few minutes ago.He waited.One, Two— and Snap.He grabbed my shirt, tearing it down the middle. Buttons flew across the room.I whimpered. I didn’t mean to — but it slipped out.His fingers locked under my chin forcing me to look at him.“You are not some virgin,” he growled. “So stop pretending.” ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞He was already in the middle of his peak, thrusting and slamming himself into her. She bit down on her fingers, stopping herself from moaning.He let out deep groan as he reached his peak.Finally.Clarity rushed to him like a floodlight. His eyes tore wide. The woman beneath him wasn’t who he thought she was.“Who the fuck are you?!” ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ALICIA∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞My eyes snapped open with a throbbing pain on my side. The last thing I remembered was him asking m
He looked down at my arm gripping Theodore’s. Red and bruised with a little cut. He lifted a brow before facing Theodore.“Are the both of you together?” Ethan asked.Wasn’t it fucking obvious, did he really have to make things awkward.Theodore’s arms wrapped tight around my waist.“Yes of course”‘Great! Now let’s say our goodbyes—’“She is…” ‘Oh Fuck! What the hell is he going to call me? His slut? His plaything? His ‘Little Red’?’ I dropped my head as the memories of how we came to this rushed to me.2 WEEKS AGO∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞THEODORE∞ ∞ ∞ ∞ ∞"Theodore… harder. Fuck, don’t stop!"Veronica’s voice cracked the air, her legs locked around my waist, her nails dragged down my back like claws."God, yes! Just like that!"She praised and begged me, but I wasn’t listening.I thrust harder and faster chasing a spark that refused to ignite."Theodore, don’t stop! I’m right there, baby—"But it wasn’t working. Was I getting bored?I didn’t feel the rush. No thrill. No high. Her moans were back
THREE YEARS LATER“Who’s Theodore bringing tonight?” one of them asked, her voice sweet enough to draw everyone’s attention. Such a high class hypocrite.The event floor murmured with low conversations and delicate clinking of glasses, the only kind of music you could hear from a room filled with money-filled men and swollen egos.Vincent Winston, head of the Winston Empire stood in the center of it all, his presence commanding more respect than anyone else. But now he was in the middle of being pried on by them.“Such a shame about he and Veronica, you don’t find women of her class this days.” another one added.“He won’t show. And if he does it’ll be without an arm candy, no one swaps women overnight.” one of the middle aged women chimed with disappointment. Vincent preferred to keep his cool in the midst of prying rats like these ones, but this time they really scraped his patience thin. Then again, Theodore made it too easy, always giving these vultures something to chew on.He wa
The drink sat in front of me, untouched. The steam had stopped rising a while ago.I stared at the coffee window beside me, refusing to look across the table. I couldn’t. Her face made my stomach twist. Just seeing her sitting there felt like swallowing poison.I listened to the soft jazz playing in the cafe—nothing like the storm between us.She shifted in her seat again, fingers tearing what was left of the napkin she’d already shredded.“So… you’re not going to say anything?”My jaw tensed. I kept my eyes on the glass. “What exactly do you want me to say?”Silence.“I needed to tell you something in person,” she said. Her voice was too soft, too rehearsed. “I’m not here to make excuses. I just… I have to say it.”I finally looked at her. Locked on her. That pathetic face, those nervous fingers pressing the table’s edge like it could anchor her.“That day… the day Carmel died. I was at the house,” she said.My arms dropped from where they’d been folded tight across my chest.“But I
I burst out of the house like something was chasing me. Tears streamed down my cheeks.My feet hit the wrong steps, and I nearly fell. My breath came ragged. My hand trembled as I yanked open the car door and collapsed into the seat.The keys clinked in my grip as I jammed them into the ignition.I didn’t know where I was going. I didn’t care.The engine roared to life, and I peeled out of the driveway like my life depended on it.Tears blurred my eyes almost instantly. I wiped them away with the back of my hand, but they just kept coming, hot, fast, useless.“Why?!” I screamed, slamming my hand against the steering wheel.The car swerved, tires screeching against the road. My knuckles turned white on the wheel, chest heaving, throat raw.My life was over.Carmel was gone. Ethan had destroyed what little was left."Everything is gone" I was halfway through the intersection when it hit.My body lurched forward. Glass exploded. Metal screamed. I became nothing, just air and weightless
The photo frame sat on top of the white coffin. Carmel’s smile beamed out at the crowd like it didn’t know it was his own funeral.I stood just a few feet away, arms stiff at my sides, eyes locked on the flowers arranged around my son’s name. I hadn’t blinked in minutes.Around me, the room buzzed with black clothes, cold stares, and low whispers that didn’t bother staying low anymore.“I still don’t understand how she didn’t notice the door.”“She left the boy with Ethan and still found a way to mess it up.”“Maybe she was distracted with her nails or something.”“If it were me, I’d never leave a child alone like that.”I couldn't speak. I just stared at the coffin like I was waiting for Carmel to sit up and tell them all to shut up.“Enough!” my mother snapped from the side, her voice cutting clean through the murmurs.All eyes turned. Ethan’s aunt flinched back a little, but her mouth stayed tight.“You want someone to blame? Blame the person who was actually at home,” my mother h
“Case 72-B, the matter of Carmel Bolston,” the judge announced, her voice echoing through the wood-paneled courtroom.“Will the parents of the victim please step forward.”My legs felt like cement. I rose with Ethan beside me and walked toward the stand.After we had sworn our oaths and given our witnesses, the judge peered over her glasses.“The court acknowledges the tragic circumstances surrounding the death of Carmel Bolston. However, due to the lack of viable CCTV footage, absence of credible eyewitness testimony, and no traceable suspect…”I gripped the edge of the stand, my nails pressed into the polished wood.“…this case cannot move forward in the direction of a criminal conviction.”The judge’s eyes softened.“This does not mean this court denies the grief suffered by the family, nor the weight of the tragedy that occurred. But in the absence of evidence, and with no suspect to hold accountable, this case will not move on due to insufficient grounds for prosecution. The body