When I arrive back home I went upstairs to check on Maria she was still sleeping didn't want to wake her up. I close the door went back down stairs order up food umm what should I get for Maria to eat I don't want to order nothing she can't eat. I got I'll order a seafood boil and some fry fish and greens and rice cornbread. I call my favorite restaurant that dose amazing seafood to put my order in hopefully she will like everything.I cleaned the kitchen and tighter the living room up but everything away back into it's place. Made me a drink some run and coke to calm my nerves down think about those two dummies. I Then call my mother I haven't talk to her in awhile I was always working didn't take time off to see her and my father and brothers.she's going to kill me when she finds out about to get married with a baby on the way. Mother dose not like being in the dark on things. Hay mother how you doing on this lovely day, I'm good glad you decided to call me after all this time. Wh
The next two days came quickly it's Wednesday all ready I've been working on my blogs and contracts and trying to fine help for the farm. Since my mother already told Allen he would be part owner of the family farm business as soon we're married I already gave the hiring process to him he's looking for the equipment we need as well that's more his lane the mines. I love working with him we flow together as one which doesn't surprise me at all we get alone very well. If we have a disagreement about something we solve it together. this man is the perfect partner to have a partnership with.It's also helps when your mother love and trust him as well. I'm still having some morning sickness issues still but not as bad than before. Ice cream is my best friend for those sad days when I cry like a baby for no reason. Not only that I've been very horny Allen will not give in since we went overboard last time. So I made an appointment with my doctor here because I getting me some of he's lo
We left the doctor office on our way to the mall I need more clothes since the doctor said I should be gaining wait in the next two months. Allen is beaming with joy since he seen our baby on the screen him self for the first time. Allen holding my hand kissing the back of my hand showering me would love and affection. I'm really glad he's happy about having a family with me I can depend on him to love and cherish us always forever.We arrive at the mall there's alot of people here we see as we enter the door coming through the entrance of the mall. We make it to a mommy and me store I began searching for clothes for me it's hard to focus on just myself when I see all of these cute adorable little babies clothes. I can't help my self I start grabbing baby clothes as well putting them in the basket I'm grabbing neutral colors since we do not know the sex of the baby yet. I always wanted to be a mother even when I was with Lawrence I wanted to be a mother he just wasn't ready to be a fa
I just got off the phone with the police department they will send some people over to get the media and fans to leave.Hopefully they can get control of the situation before it get out of hand. Maria we might have to leave earlier than expected to go to New York just because of the situation that happened right now. Just in case we need to pack some bags to stay in New York for awhile till things die down. If it's gets too crazy there then we will have to go back to Minnesota at least it's quiet there. I don't think the media know where your mom stay at anyway.Ok whatever is best for our safety I have to be honest I'm not use to this I know you're not neither. I need to relax going to take a shower when I'm done I'm coming back and cook us a meal. no, no , I got it I'll cook for us tonight, Allen but I want to do it let me find but I'm helping I smile ok you're on as I head upstairs to shower. I'm trying my hardest to get her to relax even though the doctor said she fine but the fan
Allen and I had already pack our bags with everything we needed then we went to sleep early that night. It's around 5am in the morning when I got up I took a shower got dress. I'm wearing yoga pants and tank top with sneakers and a hat. Allen got sweat pants and tank top with a hat we both wearing sunglasses. Hopefully know one will recognize us we try to keep a low profile. We took Allen truck instead of the car that everything seen us use all the time. Lucky know one was around when we left this morning.We're on our way to New York which about 2 hour drive there to his parents house. While Allen driving I pull up my phone to check the blogs about me and Allen. We are still hot topic I was hoping everything goes away, but nope everything still the same. Hopefully Brenda will gets to work on this soon before it's gets more out of hand.Why you looking at those blogs Maria you know that will only cause stress for you and the baby Allen said in a concern tone ok okay I then put my phon
We are still in Allen room it's early 9am I'm hungry but I just don't want to leave the room. l don't want to be around Allen mother but I need to eat. Allen I'm hungry can we go out for breakfast and not eat here please. Maria we can't leave remember what Brenda said about going out alone without bodyguards. Right I forgot ok let's go eat breakfast with your family than. We go to the lavish kitchen where the table is laid out with fancy decor there's even a chef preparing breakfast.I really feel out of my element here but I'm not going to complain this Allen parents I keep reminding myself. We sit down and one of Butler's bought me a plate of eggs benedict some scrambled eggs some kind of tostada with bacon some fruit, grits, oatmeal, some pastries, and many other things. His Mother then said eat up dear you eating for two so I ask them to prepare everything I didn't know what you like. Oh okay thank you I said as I started to eat my breakfast.Then Allen father ask him how the const
It's been months I'm still in New York I don't want to deal with anything I'm depressed the doctor a gave me meds to help me sleep and mood stabilizers. But everything keeps playing in my head it's my fault I lost our baby. Allen keeps trying to make me feel better I know he's hurting too but I just can't deal with anything right now so I just sleep. Maria bae how about we go to the park or how about we go back to Minnesota. No just leave me alone, but Maria no just leave me alone I shout out. Ok I'll leave you alone but remember I'm hurting too he said as he left. Allen I'm sorry I said before he closed the door behind him I just cry in my pillow and fell back to sleep. Later that evening Allen mother came in the room with a food tray Maria you need to eat ok. Why you being so nice now you didn't care about me before I yelled at her. You right I didn't and for that I'm sorry I really didn't mean to hurt my son by hurting you. Just go away no not going away I will tell you something
We been back in my hometown for three weeks no I'm happy to be home working on the farm. Brenda Santos my bestie stop by everyday to make sure I'm ok and PR she's doing for me and Allen image is going great. The fans and media has slow down a bit with all the craziness on the internet blogs.I feel like I'm getting my quite life back I'm happy with that. Allen and I spend our evening sometimes by the lake having picnic talking about the future and where we going to go for our honeymoon we're thinking about Hawaii but we haven't made a decision yet.I decided to wait till our wedding night to make love again give my body and mind to heal from our lost. I do want to try for another baby just not now, our wedding night will be perfect timing by then hopefully. I'm still working on my blog making contracts and helping others to grow their revenue with their company. So far the blog doing well better than I expected it to do. Everyday I get new people to join for classes with me too help
About five minutes later Allen came walking through the path he see me and scroll over and sat down he then said I forgot how much you love the lake it's very beautiful here and quiet very peaceful place. I look at he and said indeed that's why I love it so much but it's hard being back with out my mother I said sadly shaking my sad thoughts off I handed he his food he smile look at me you cook my favorite dish he kiss me on my lips then began eating his dinner the food was delicious me and Allen enjoy everything I cook. We sat and listen to music talk for awhile before I got up took my dress off look at him seductively then went into the water he's eyes open wide while scanning my naked body I tell he likes what he see, you going to stand their or join me I said in a sexy tone. Oh you don't have to tell me twice Allen took his clothes off and join me in the cool water omg honey this water is cool I said out loud. Maria then swim over to me then kiss me passionately I instantly bega
Sir Charles and I went to the office so he can have a look what's in the box I watch as he examine the content in side. I still can't believe all that has happened so far why our family had to suffer this much I feel like I left my wife and my in-laws down I suppose to be a protector and keep my family safe I fell to do so. My train of thought was cut short when I hear Sir Charles III say sir are you alright shaking my guilt off I told him yes I'm fine then I changed the subject what your findings. Well sir I had not found anything yet put I will take this with me and get it sent out to my friend who works in forensic to find any clue or evidence. Do try not to think about this much I will handle it and I think you and the Mrs should leave here at once to a safer place till I catch the villains I will call you when I get anything back I will be off. I walk Sir Charles to the doctor then I locked the house up turn the security alarm went took a shower got in bed put my arms around Mar
It's been a two weeks since I return home from the hospital after waking up from my coma I'm more alert now since someone took my parents away from me if Allen and I leave home to go anywhere we take bodyguards with us. I haven't decided to go back home to Minnesota yet my due date is fast approaching baby be here soon I will be 8 months next week we have a month left to prepare for birth and our safety. I'm setting watching TV and looking at my phone at the nursery my cousin set up for me at the farm at the lake house he did an excellent job but I have to give more credit to my husband for order everything I wanted for the baby fr my registry list. My cousin have the farm on lock down only employees, family members and close friends can get in an out they have to show a pass or ID to get in or out and the guards have to check with my cousin to make sure they're on the list to get in and out even with a past or an ID. The way my cousin got it set up you would think it's a military c
After our meal Maria seen to in better mood she talked talking saying she doesn't want to talk to the therapist nor the counselor. yes I'm hurting and because of my mother death but I don't want or need counseling I can get through this with our family and friends but I want the bastards who took my parents away from us to go down I want justice I will not rest easily till they are lock up or met the same faith. I wish you would have ask me before calling for a therapist before I could finish my sentence their was an knock at the door coming in I reply a man and a woman came in they look very professional this must be them I sigh damn it .Hello Mrs and Mr Johnson I am Doctor Lee young and I'm Daina west your counselor we are here to help you get though this difficult time now can you tell us how you feel right now. I look at them for a moment before I answer the question I am extremely dissatisfied and angry with who every took my parents away now I'm not depressed but I am griefin
It's been a week since Maria been in the hospital in the coma the baby is fine at the moment I praying and hoping Maria wakes up soon. The investigator Daniel have found many leads that the police overlook he found out that someone was watching is the hold time that's how Mike parents new where we was that day at the restaurant on the boat. But we still don't have the evidence for the murder of my in-laws yet he's still working on it. I just need for my wife to wake up she now 8 months we only have month and three weeks to prepare for our baby arrive. I'm not sure what to do I don't know should I transfer her to her hometown hospital to give birth I'm so lost without her guidance. I sat down in the chair pull out my computer and started order all the baby stuff I order two of everything some to go to the farm lake house and the others here for the baby room. I call her cousin told him to make sure to get the housekeepers and hire someone to build the baby room exactly how it's in t
I don't know what to do how am I supposed to tell my wife her mother and step father dead this will truly break her I worry this grief of sorrow will hard the baby as well. I need to fine out the truth about what happen I'm now back at the yacht before I enter I made a phone call to my parents letting them know what had happen. Omg no Maria will be devastated what happen son? I don't know all details but the police department said a robbery gone wrong by gang members but I don't trust that story. Mother don't you know someone we can get to look into this case like and private detective? Yes a matter fact I do we use him before to bring down our enemies I will call him up fly him out there but take care of Maria take her home don't go back to the farm yet to much pain their knowing her mother not there anymore. Son of I was you I would get Maria in with a therapist and a grief counselor right away to get though this for her and the baby sake. I then hung up I can't not tell her here
We enjoy ourselves at the theater seeing a live show was wonderful never seen nothing like it. We was about to leave the theater but we needed to use the restroom about ten minutes later we was making a way back to the yacht. When we seen these people blocking the path in front of us we decide to try to go around but one of the people yell don't move or I will kill you. We stop dead in our tracks upon hearing this from the man standing in front of us. Give me your wallet and purse I will think about letting you go the guy said we didn't refuse we wanted to but some of the guys in front of us has guns and bats switch blade knifes.These people look like hooligans we do not want to anger them we gave them our belongings. The guy look at us and said our name we was shock because he didn't even bother to open our wallet then order for us to follow them on a boat. We boarded the boat they tier us up before leaving shore. My husband said stay calm reason with them they're probably let us g
My mother been here in Florida for a week now and she's loving Florida the ocean is beautiful she's said as her and my step father enjoy the beach. Allen and I love spending time with our families when we can. Allen and I are trying to keep a low profile we believe we are being watch and follow and we think Mike and his parents are behind it but we can't prove anything yet. I hate we have to be cautious every time we leave our home if things continue we will definitely go back home to the far where it's safe from anyone. why do people act so stupid and crazy and just leave us alone just accept the fact your son and brother broke the law and have to do the time for the crime the committed. I haven't told my mother anything about what happen yet because if I do she will never want to leave my side and I don't want that, I want her to enjoy her life. We're taking my mother and step father to see the dolphins today we rented a private yacht for this occasion plus we will be staying at sea
It's been a week since I told Allen about the pregnancy haven't had the chance to tell our parents yet my mother is coming here to Florida tomorrow. I am excited to see her I miss her can't wait to tell her the good news. Allen is being really cautious with me again since there's a baby on the way he will not let me do anything not even my online blog website lucky I hire someone employees for the site to keep it going. Allen and I are going on a romantic boat ride today I'm getting ready I just shower and got dress I have on a long black dress with the pockets on the side with wedge shoes. I have my hair in a ponytail I make my way down stairs to the kitchen grab my purse and water bottle me and Allen headed out the door to our destination hopefully everything turn out fine. 20 minutes later we at our the boat their others here as well well boarded an watch the boat leave the dock the water looks so beautiful and the breeze I'm feeling on skin feels very good. We walk around the b