.Lyn povI looked at the lady wondering what I was supposed to do at the moment . I was completely perplexed . Right at this moment , I was sure about something which I was equally hiding and keeping it to myself. But at the same time I did not think if it was actually the best thing to do as I was. “Are you okay , daughter ?” she asked me out of the blue during a moment when I was actually deep in thoughts . “Ye…es”I replied in a stammer and hoped that she actually did not insist any further on this. “Sure , but why do you seem as though you have so much that is actually going on with in your mind.” Of course I knew she could actually go that side . As I told you , these two have a way that they bond and they are always reading my mind even when I try to hide it .“The fact is …”“It is okay , you can end there . There is no need to talk about anything that you are not ready to disclose,” she said as she flashed that motherly smile . I really like this woman. She stood up and came
Lyn POVI tried as much as I could to see that I could at least forget all about that strange message but what I can tell you is that it was actually something that was actually easy at all. I kept recalling all about it as I sat in the cab surely not knowing where I actually wanted to head to at the moment. Did I want to head to the hospital? Did I want to head home? Did I want to go and see Nolan’s mom or I actually wanted to talk to Jean . I swear I did not know how to handle the whole situation at all. I had no idea if I was actually supposed to tell any of them about what was actually going through my head . I could end up blacking up any time if I did not talk to any one in time . Plus this was not a very serious matter and therefore there was actually no way I could keep it all to myself but at the same time I was actually worried . I did not any of my people to get any more worried. We already had enough of this all and I therefore did not want anything to get more complic
.Lyn POVI moved slowly heading to the door that was being knocked as though some on was actually change him or her . “Don’t know the door that way as though you want to break it .” I yelled at whoever was actually knocking the door. The fact is since I got pregnant , I have developed such an attitude that I actually don’t even have a name to it . I feel so angry at times even when it seems not to be necessary .All this could be okay if I at least had Nolan by my side . that could actually mean so much to me . He is actually my source of strength in everything that I do. I got hold of the door knob so that who ever was at the door could get in . “Why didn’t you tell me about it ?” that was the yelling of my mother as she got instead the house . I froze at her words . All my life, this was the first time that I had seen my mother in such a manner . I had never seen her get this moody . It worried me so much as I contemplated about what could be the reason that could have made h
.Lyn POVI thought abut what I could say at the moment but I can tell you it was not something that was actually as easy as you could think. it was completely difficult. I tried to calm down but it was not easy at all. I was even opening my mouth several times but unfortunately it was being hard for me to even produce a single word . “Don’t look at me like that, you have give me an answer about everything that is actually happening .” she insisted . It was becoming harder for me to take in all this . I surely did not want to listen to this topic any more . I had no idea about what I was doing at all. My inner person was actually encouraging me to at least say something but the outer me was on the other side being so weak and therefore I was not being able to say anything at all.I moved towards the seat where my mom was sited. I went ahead to kneel down in between her legs putting my hands on hers . “Am so sorry mom.’’ I started in a voice that I could not recognize as my very own
.It has been a full month since Nolan got into that comma. You can’t imagine how much I have suffered just without him by my side. We have done all that we can to see that there is a change on his life but I can tell you that there is nothing that is actually happening . He is all the same with no change at all.Today is another day that I could have been so glad to have Nolan by my side .I am now two months pregnant and I am having one of my numerous hospital visits. I could be so glad if at all my boyfriend was actually beside me . However all that was absolutely impossible since I was actually going to go with this all alone . This was actually not what I actually wanted happen . I woke up early since I knew that mom was actually not around since she slept at her boyfriend’s house. The last couple of weeks, we have been on good terms and told her numerous times to bring her man home though she tells me that she could do that when she is more than sure that he is the one that sh
.Lyn POVI moved slowly towards where I was actually supposed to go . My heart was thundering like it had never before . I could not believe this was the moment that I had actually been waiting for for a very long period of time and this was actually that time that I wanted. I was moving towards the ward where Nolan was . I was so happy . I could surely not explain how much happiness I was feeling at the moment . The more I got nearer was actually the more my heart was actually thundering with happiness.I was finally at the door. I slowly opened the door to get in . The moment I went inside , my eyes met his. I swear I could actually not explain the feeling that I was having at the moment . I moved towards him in a way that I did not even know how . The next thing that I knew was actually me being in his arms kissing him so much like I had never done that before .“I missed you so much .” I lamented as I kissed him again . He was actually kissing him back as I lied on top of his b
.Lyn POV“I surely envy you girl , you really are the best love couple ever .” Jean commented as we moved towards the school cafeteria . It has been a couple of weeks since my lover woke up from that comma. The fact is we have had the best in the last couple of weeks. We have had so much that you can possibly think about . About everything that is actually the best for any one . Am now three months pregnant and having the best of my time of it compared to what I had even thought that could be . Fortunately , my baby tummy is a small one which means that it is not that easy for any one to see it unless when he or she has put much emphasis on me. But then I could not care even if the rest found out that I was actually pregnant . This is actually a symbol of the unconditional love that exists between the two of us . the love that I had actually thought that was actually impossible and yet at this time it is possible and the best thing that has ever happened to me. “Come on girl ,
.Lyn POVI was so excited even though I actually did not know what the surprise was actually about . I mean this was something that was actually completely unique . I mean it was actually the first time that he had told me that he was actually surprising me during school days . Most of the times he always surprised me over the weekend but this was actually completely different from all those time . I waited impatiently for him to pick me up . I in fact thought about anything that could possibly constitute the surprise but I swear I was not able to think about what it could be but I gave up and waited to see what she was actually going to do for me .“So you have finally come?” I questioned him the moment he reached where I was. I could not believe what was wrong with me . I mean I carved him so much when he was away but the moment he got near me I acted like I had never seen him .In fact I did not want anything to do with him . I obviously knew that this was actually the effect of