.Nolan POV.I put my hands around her waist pulling her more into me making this kiss more sensational. Another moan escapes her mouth once again in the process. The truth is I love it when I have all this effect on her. I don't know when all this started but she really had me where she wanted. I am still beginning to believe that maybe all that time that I was trying to tease her was because I have been in love with her from day one. Yes, it may be a shock to even myself But that is the fact perhaps. Her closeness makes me begin to get all heated to the point that my hard on begins to grow out . I pull away from her completely very quickly . If I don't do this, I might end up doing something crazy and that is something that I don't really want to happen. Lyn looks at me with disappointment written on her face . This means that she was maybe enjoying the kiss just how much just like the way I did. Nolan, try to act as man enough for the first time and do it . I hear my subconscio
.Lyn POV“ You took so long to open ” mom complains as she looks at me . I look on still feeling all uneasy thinking that perhaps mom is aware of what just happened between Nolan and me . “ I was busy ” I answered, trying as much as possible to make her not suspect anything at all. “ Busy? What have you been doing ?” he asks me in a tone like she is not satisfied with my explanation. I get her bag and lead her back to the house.“ Good morning ,mom,” I greeted her . She seems to be off . Work must have been so tiresome for her. “ Good morning, All I need is a cup of coffee and then lie down to rest for some time.” she informs me . “ Okay mom ” I answer and head in the direction of the kitchen. It takes me only a few minutes and before long, I am on the way heading back towards the living room with a cup of coffee and bread . I find mom a bit dozed off. “ Mom, here is your coffee ” I announce and she indeed sits upright smiling as I hear her the coffee and tea which she then put
.Lyn POV.I move quickly to head to my class. I just hope none of my teachers has entered class yet. The worst moment for me is when one of them begins to give me a lecture like they have done to the numerous students that always get to class late. “ So the queen is finally here. ” I hear a familiar voice just as I make it into my class.Damn it ! What does this one want from me again? I don't have any problem with her but it is like she will never learn to leave me in peace . I stand like a statue but without turning back .I then hear her footsteps and then before I even realize what she is up to, she gets hold of my hand rudely making me turn and face her - just once again.“ Am talking to you ” she almost yells at me this time as the two of us are facing each other . Her face turned red with anger . I stare at her not even knowing what to do next, I mean I have never done anything to her but she will never learn to leave me alone. “ Let me go, Jasmine, you are hurting me .” I his
.Lyn POV.The day finally came to an end ..it was a hectic and yet stressful day. I discovered Nolan didn't come to school but I can't help but wonder why he didn't come . I equally wonder how life has changed so easily the last few days. I mean the last few Weeks, I would be so delighted only to find out that he was not at school. However this is a completely different scenario now. His being away makes me so desperate and badly want to talk to him . “ Hey, girl . Come on” Jean shouts at me removing me from my sea of thoughts that have occupied my mind as she parks the car just opposite me. “ Okay” I answer as I get into the car opposite her and she begins the car out of the school campus. “ What is wrong?” Jean asks me suddenly which shocks me alitttle. So she has been able to know that am not okay- come on, she is your best friend and she has therefore known you for quite a long time now. What do you expect . My subconscious reminds me.“ Me?? I am okay .” I lie focusing my eyes
.Lyn POV“ Ehm” I keep tossing and tossing for along time as I try to ignore the phone that has been ringing for some time now . I don't want to open my eyes and look at the time at this moment. I know it may be only a few minutes before my alarm goes off. I somehow throw my hand around touching everything to see if I can possibly get hold of my phone with my eyes still closed. I am still so sleepy. The moment I get the phone in my hands, it stops ringing since it has been ringing for some time. I put it aside and fall back to sleep. As soon as I feel like I want to sleep again, my alarm goes off. I have no option but to get up in preparation for school. Knowing that mom will not be home until about 9:00 Am, I choose to get to the kitchen so that I can have something that she will find prepared. I hardly take an hour and soon am heading outside to my friend Jean who is already waiting for me “ Morning girl” I greet her as I take space beside her in the car. She then begins the c
.Lyn POV.The lesson lasted forever . I badly needed to talk to him . For sure I am also wondering how I became this jealous. It has been a few days since he declared that he loves me and the fact is I can see him slipping out of my hands instantly.The moment the bell went, I immediately got up . I didn't know what my intentions were. I don't know whether I wanted to get away from him or rather meet him and talk about everything else.All the students begin to get out rushing for break . I quickly get my bag Abu just when I am about to exit the room, I feel a grip on my hand .“ Lyn , wait.” His tone of voice is pleading. The feel of his hand on me gets me instantly weak and I melt under his touch which immediately gets me standing but doesn't turn back. “ Let's talk,love, ” he adds. So is his love . What a jerk. Yet he can ably hey anywhere he wants leaving me in suspense for a full day. What a bastard. “ Please!” he adds again when he says that am stagnant and not making any att
.Lyn POVThe moment the last teacher got out of class, I quickly gathered my books heading out of class . I was extremely anxious for what my bully had in stock for me . This is how far things have got now . But the fact remains that right from the beginning, I have always been anxious about anything that is ready to offer me .“ Hope you took the advice that I have you yesterday.'' The irritating voice behind me gets me standing once again. What the hell is wrong with her..Is she fucking spying on us and so she knows every thing that is happening. Now where did she come from just like that . I stand to one point but don't look back to look at her. I know it is only going to end with her packing into me all kinds of venom.I hear her footsteps approaching me slowly until when I see her standing gracefully Infront of me .“ What do you want now ?” I ask just trying to control my fuming with anger.“ Hope you took my advice seriously.” She says looking at me all serious without suspici
.Lyn POVI look around taking in the sight of each and every one that is in the living room. The living room is big and well organized.“ This is all gorgeous.” compliment for sure gets out without having to first think about it.Nolan gets behind me putting his hands around my waist..“ All this is for you ” he whispers in my ears pulling into him. I can feel his hard- on pressing into my behind. “ I have planned this for some time, ” he says. This gets me thinking about what he said . I try to pull away from him but he takes hold of me leaving me in the same position . “ Shhh!” don't move. He whispers into my ear . He is really good with reading my mind. I still wonder how he got the ability to know what i'm thinking about.“ Don't get surprised, you know the truth is I have wanted you for sometime. I am beginning to believe it is partly the reason why I was bullying you.”**2HOURS LATER.I have been pacing around the last two minutes in the bedroom. I am practically sweating for
.Lyn POVAs I tried to wake up , I was feeling weak . However at the same time I was more than aware about everything that had actually happened. Everything was actually still fresh in mind. At my ocaasions I wanted what had happened to be just a dream which I was actually not to be going to encounter the moment that I wake up but that was actually not the truth . How was I going to live in life in this world knowing very well that something like this was actually happening in my life . I mean this can only mean that the life that I have been living all this time was actually a life that was full of pretence . A life that never meant anything . At this moment , I was completely at sea not even knowing what I was supposed to do at the moment . I mean the person that I have trusted so much and actually thought that he cared for me turns out that it is actually the same person who was actually doing what it takes to see that I fall down . Actually if it was just falling down then it
.Lyn POVI moved as quick as possible so that I could maybe at least stop little of what may actually cause catastrophic and then at the effects that could at last cause so much effect at school. However the more I approached the place where I knew that the two could be was actually the more that I felt like something was really not okay . I mean on a good side but again I knew very well that it may actually be inside where I was going . The learners on this side of the school campus were actually busy with their school work only for a few who looked at me and then whispered at each other . That was obvious because I was pregnant and that hey had not been able to realize about the fact that I was actually pregnant . But that was actually some kind of business that I actually was not afraid of any more. I knew that this baby was the best thing that had actually happened to me .So this meant that whatever was said was something that actually I did not care about at all. The more I g
Lyn POV“If that is not the problem, then what?” she asked me a question that I had the answer very well but I just did not know how to begin something that seemed to be easy but at the actual sense something that was actually very hard . What could be the reaction of my best friend once she comes to know what this is exactly about . Let me hope she will not fume out since that could actually bring a lot of coarse which could as a result attract much more attention from so many but I don’t want to become the center of attraction at this time . However getting her to know some of these things could reduce the weight that I actually have on my heart at the moment . You know things get a little relaxed every time you out something to a friend that you may actually be going through . “I am no longer in a relationship with Nolan.” I said casually like it was the best thing to say in such a situation . “What !”she exclaimed there and then she looked at me wide-eyed . That was the exac
.Lyn POI could not believe that he had actually even got to that level. Okay , at least I could get used by what he said that he actually does not actually love me anymore but that was actually okay as I could grow. How had we really gotten to this level for sure . Though he called it quits and sincerely I had hope that he could finally come back to me and tell me that it was just a misunderstanding . Little did I know that we were going to get to the point where he could be actually be saying that the baby that am expecting was not his .At this point, I was completely heart broken. I Had no idea what I was supposed to reply . The fact is I at so many occasions tried to open my mouth but it betrayed me and I did not say anything at all. The only thing that I knew was bond to happen was the fact that I felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes. It was so strong but I promised myself one thing that I knew I was supposed to follow . It was so hard but it was actually what I was sup
.LYN POV“Girl , you have been quiet since the moment that we got into the car .” My best friend said out of the blue was we made entrance into the school campus. When I was at home, I had decided that I was going out of the house and act like all was okay but that was something that was actually not so easy to do . You may actually promise yourself but I can tell you that that is not something that is so easy to do . “What ? come on , I am completely okay . I don’t have anything disturbing me at all.” I replied pretending . That was the only way that I was to do . I did not want to complicate things at this moment . Of course I could tell her everything but that could not be now. It could actually be during a moment when we had all the free time in our life .“Sure , but why do you look pale and a combination of so much within you .” she said her eyes glued in front of the car. “Maybe it is actually the pregnancy .” I said casually hopping that she could actually change the topi
.LYN POVI hardly had any sleep . I was actually thinking about the whole process. About how the love of my life suddenly turned out and said that he actually did not love me anymore. Surely this is something that I cannot get to a conclusion no matter what.How did things turn out to be this way for sure . At one point I was the happiest person on the entire planet but in a nick of time things have turned out to the other way round . They have turned out to be the worst that I could ever wish to have in my whole life .At the moment , I am a teenage pregnant girl . It means this is actually the life that am actually going to lead for the rest of my life . How will I live with my baby knowing that I am actually not living beside the love of my life .The alarm that was meant to wake me up went but I did not have the courage to get out of my bed. At this moment it was life had totally lost meaning . Without Nolan in my life , there was actually no reason that could make me live in this
Lyn POVStrangely, I did not shed any tears . I know many of you thought that I could cry . I actually also thought that it was actually what I was actually going to do but I did not do it . I remained strong . When Nolan , no my ex-boyfriend left I had to get ready since I had a discussion that I had to attend . I was actually grateful that he was not part of the discussion or else I have no idea how this could have gone surely . I went for the discussion and came back; mom was actually back from her boyfriend . I had already vowed that I was actually not going to let her know any of these. I did not want anything that could ruin her happiness and that was why I chose to keep quiet as fast as I could do with that topic . When I opened for her , she was actually the happiest in the whole planet earth . her facial expression was so glittering that I really vowed that I was not going to say anything to her which could ruin her moment what so ever . “Wow! That facial expression
Lyn POVWhat did he say . I tried to look into his eyes just to make sure that this was just an hallucination but when I looked right into his eyes I could tell that this was actually true and not just an hallucination . But wait , how could he be saying such a thing to me yet we just got engaged yesterday ?I got it , this was actually one of his games. I just could tell that this was actually not true and it was not going to be no matter what . I had to make him confess that he just was joking with me . “Stop joking already , you know this is not time for jokes, I just need you that us all.”I decided to make it known to him that I was actually able to know what he was actually up to . However his reaction was completely different from what I thought and expected to be at the moment . He did not kiss me like he always did every time when I found out that he was actually upto something . Instead he just stood up and moved towards the window. I was beginning to get worried and at
.Lyn POVI tried to think over what he had said . I could not think about why he could tell me that he wanted to talk to me but without actually not even offering me any greetings at all. I listened without saying any word waiting for him say more but he rather surprised me when what he did was actually to end the call. “What !” I yelled at no one in particular since I was actually the only one in the house. “I am not going to pick up his calls.”“I will not talk to him .” I promised myself .I was so angry with the way he had treated me . That was not him . He had actually never talked or even behaved towards me in the way that he had actually done . I resorted to eating my chicken wings once again but I was actually not having any more appetite . He had to do so much for me to forgive me . “Baby , your daddy is surely going to do a lot see that he even lies a hand on us .’’ I spoke as I caressed my now slightly protruding belly . I suddenly felt something that I could actually