.Lyn PovI stared at Jean as her facial expression turned from the smiley face that she was having and then it turned to being even more bright and with in a few minutes she was now laughing like crazy . You could surely not believe what she was actually saying for sure . “Say something girl .” I pleaded with her when it went for almost five minutes without her saying even a single thing . She is always the one who is always giving me advice about everything and when it comes to relationship stuff , then she is a pro at almost everything . “Saying something? What do you really want me to talk about ?” She said sarcastically .“Any thing . I want you to say anything that you can about what is actually taking place between the two of us?” I did not know how I can about with what I actually ended up saying what I wanted at all. “My bestie is so in love .”She commented looking at me with her kiddish smile . “I am really in love and that is actually for sure .” there was actually no wa
..Lyn POVI knew it was mom . I knew she was the one so I had to get up from where I was to go and see how she was with the date that she had. However at the same time I was a bit worried about how I was going o handle the information that am pregnant. The fact is I thought it is actually the right time for me to tell her that I am pregnant . You know this pregnancy thing is not an easy business which should be hidden away from some one just like that. I moved but I was feeling a bit dizzy as I moved. It was more than clear that this pregnancy was not going be an easy one but it still was a blessing to me and I was totally in love with it. When I opened the door, my mom was standing on the other side with a very wide smile displayed on her lips . Any one could see that she was happy . Actually not only happy but she was very happy . In addition to that , she had a bouquet of her favorite flowers . This all continued to show the fact that she was actually very happy without any deni
.LYN POVI woke up to the ringing of my phone . I had totally forgotten that we were actually having lessons today . I smiled as I put the phone on my ear after finding out that it was actually my lover. He had made it a must calling me each other day but I still never got tired of them at all. In fact I had gotten used to it even more and each morning I was looking forward to each day call and the romantic times that we had. “Hello , beautiful .” he started in that romantic voice which always leaves me wanting more and more each time . I in fact feel intrigued by his voice . “Hello .” I replied in a voice that I could equally not even explain at all . it was actually only him who had the ability to make me feel the way I was feeling at the moment . “You have no idea how much I missed you the whole of the night .”“Same here , how I wish you slept beside me last night .”“That is exactly how much I could like you to be nearer me . I could like to feel the presence of you and our b
.Lyn povI nervously played with my fingers as I waited for my boyfriend to and pick me up. I was at the main gate of our house waiting for him. It was actually not easy at all. i kept pacing from time to time but I was not getting any confident at all. My head was fuming with so many things that were moving on . It was only him who could actually help me made be condense everything that was actually happening .Finally I saw his car approach , I felt so delighted as he pulled by . I knew he was going to do great to me as usual . I observed him impatiently as he parked the car and then came towards me . I did not give him any more time before I moved towards him and gave him such a tight hug that he almost made him fall down but he was able to stand up probably once again.“I missed you so much .” I lamented as I looked up in his eyes . He did not say any word but rather pulled me right back into his arms . I could not believe this , I felt safest every time when I was in his arms. I
.Lyn POVIt take me about five minutes to master what had happened exactly happened. Slowly by slowly , I started to get back to my senses. The first thing that I realized was blood allover . No way , where was this blood coming from ?I however did not have any one answering me these questions but I rather had to get my own answers . My lover was lying in my hands …lifeless. No way , I was still confused about the whole thing . I the got it all, he was shoot right in his back and blood was oozing out just like it does when a cow is being slaughtered . He was lying in my hands like he had fainted as a result . “Nolan , Nolan …I called him out panic stricken as I realized that he had been shoot . It was something that I had never witnessed in my whole life but here it was just right in front of me . “Some one help me .’’“Some one save my boyfriend .” I shouted not having any other way out of this . The good thing of it all is that we were right in front of our house. Other than mo
.Lyn POVAbout three minutes later , the two of us were actually still looking at the doctor who was at the same time doing all that he could to see that he leaves us hugging in balanl..0ml.0ce like for ever . “Won’t you say anything about my son ?” Nolan’s mom asked once again but it was as if we were still in a spell that was actually going to last forever .“Okay , I think the two of you need to calm done and hear what I have to say .”0 he finally said . Why had he even taken like to splmeak and he was actually only speaking at this moment .“Just speak already . I am really beginning to lose myself.” I went ahead to say. “He has gone into comma.”“What!” we both yelled at the same time . That was actually what was supposed to be done at the moment . That was something that was I had been worried about right from the beginning .“No no , don’t say anything about my son being in a comma.”The young girl who had been playing around not minding about about the fact that we were a
..Lyn POV“Tell your mom,”My best friend asked me I think for the tenth time but I gave her a deaf ear. That is actually what she deserved with no doubt. I made it clear to her that I was not going to do what she wanted me to do.“No, Jean stop thinking that already. I have enough problems at the moment and I will do it.”She looked at me from the corner of her eye . She knew already that I was not happy with how she was pressuring and if she went any further I could not even think about what to do . I have been going through the worst night mare of my life. My lover was shot . That is not some easy to think about. It is something so bad. I am contemplating about everything.There are some thoughts that I want to not to think about but how can I do that yet I keep thinking about everything that happened. What if those pychos have something to do with the shooting. But could they have resurrected to that.Those people were shot as I looked on with my naked eyes. I don't expect
.Lyn povI looked at the lady wondering what I was supposed to do at the moment . I was completely perplexed . Right at this moment , I was sure about something which I was equally hiding and keeping it to myself. But at the same time I did not think if it was actually the best thing to do as I was. “Are you okay , daughter ?” she asked me out of the blue during a moment when I was actually deep in thoughts . “Ye…es”I replied in a stammer and hoped that she actually did not insist any further on this. “Sure , but why do you seem as though you have so much that is actually going on with in your mind.” Of course I knew she could actually go that side . As I told you , these two have a way that they bond and they are always reading my mind even when I try to hide it .“The fact is …”“It is okay , you can end there . There is no need to talk about anything that you are not ready to disclose,” she said as she flashed that motherly smile . I really like this woman. She stood up and came
.Lyn POVAs I tried to wake up , I was feeling weak . However at the same time I was more than aware about everything that had actually happened. Everything was actually still fresh in mind. At my ocaasions I wanted what had happened to be just a dream which I was actually not to be going to encounter the moment that I wake up but that was actually not the truth . How was I going to live in life in this world knowing very well that something like this was actually happening in my life . I mean this can only mean that the life that I have been living all this time was actually a life that was full of pretence . A life that never meant anything . At this moment , I was completely at sea not even knowing what I was supposed to do at the moment . I mean the person that I have trusted so much and actually thought that he cared for me turns out that it is actually the same person who was actually doing what it takes to see that I fall down . Actually if it was just falling down then it
.Lyn POVI moved as quick as possible so that I could maybe at least stop little of what may actually cause catastrophic and then at the effects that could at last cause so much effect at school. However the more I approached the place where I knew that the two could be was actually the more that I felt like something was really not okay . I mean on a good side but again I knew very well that it may actually be inside where I was going . The learners on this side of the school campus were actually busy with their school work only for a few who looked at me and then whispered at each other . That was obvious because I was pregnant and that hey had not been able to realize about the fact that I was actually pregnant . But that was actually some kind of business that I actually was not afraid of any more. I knew that this baby was the best thing that had actually happened to me .So this meant that whatever was said was something that actually I did not care about at all. The more I g
Lyn POV“If that is not the problem, then what?” she asked me a question that I had the answer very well but I just did not know how to begin something that seemed to be easy but at the actual sense something that was actually very hard . What could be the reaction of my best friend once she comes to know what this is exactly about . Let me hope she will not fume out since that could actually bring a lot of coarse which could as a result attract much more attention from so many but I don’t want to become the center of attraction at this time . However getting her to know some of these things could reduce the weight that I actually have on my heart at the moment . You know things get a little relaxed every time you out something to a friend that you may actually be going through . “I am no longer in a relationship with Nolan.” I said casually like it was the best thing to say in such a situation . “What !”she exclaimed there and then she looked at me wide-eyed . That was the exac
.Lyn POI could not believe that he had actually even got to that level. Okay , at least I could get used by what he said that he actually does not actually love me anymore but that was actually okay as I could grow. How had we really gotten to this level for sure . Though he called it quits and sincerely I had hope that he could finally come back to me and tell me that it was just a misunderstanding . Little did I know that we were going to get to the point where he could be actually be saying that the baby that am expecting was not his .At this point, I was completely heart broken. I Had no idea what I was supposed to reply . The fact is I at so many occasions tried to open my mouth but it betrayed me and I did not say anything at all. The only thing that I knew was bond to happen was the fact that I felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes. It was so strong but I promised myself one thing that I knew I was supposed to follow . It was so hard but it was actually what I was sup
.LYN POV“Girl , you have been quiet since the moment that we got into the car .” My best friend said out of the blue was we made entrance into the school campus. When I was at home, I had decided that I was going out of the house and act like all was okay but that was something that was actually not so easy to do . You may actually promise yourself but I can tell you that that is not something that is so easy to do . “What ? come on , I am completely okay . I don’t have anything disturbing me at all.” I replied pretending . That was the only way that I was to do . I did not want to complicate things at this moment . Of course I could tell her everything but that could not be now. It could actually be during a moment when we had all the free time in our life .“Sure , but why do you look pale and a combination of so much within you .” she said her eyes glued in front of the car. “Maybe it is actually the pregnancy .” I said casually hopping that she could actually change the topi
.LYN POVI hardly had any sleep . I was actually thinking about the whole process. About how the love of my life suddenly turned out and said that he actually did not love me anymore. Surely this is something that I cannot get to a conclusion no matter what.How did things turn out to be this way for sure . At one point I was the happiest person on the entire planet but in a nick of time things have turned out to the other way round . They have turned out to be the worst that I could ever wish to have in my whole life .At the moment , I am a teenage pregnant girl . It means this is actually the life that am actually going to lead for the rest of my life . How will I live with my baby knowing that I am actually not living beside the love of my life .The alarm that was meant to wake me up went but I did not have the courage to get out of my bed. At this moment it was life had totally lost meaning . Without Nolan in my life , there was actually no reason that could make me live in this
Lyn POVStrangely, I did not shed any tears . I know many of you thought that I could cry . I actually also thought that it was actually what I was actually going to do but I did not do it . I remained strong . When Nolan , no my ex-boyfriend left I had to get ready since I had a discussion that I had to attend . I was actually grateful that he was not part of the discussion or else I have no idea how this could have gone surely . I went for the discussion and came back; mom was actually back from her boyfriend . I had already vowed that I was actually not going to let her know any of these. I did not want anything that could ruin her happiness and that was why I chose to keep quiet as fast as I could do with that topic . When I opened for her , she was actually the happiest in the whole planet earth . her facial expression was so glittering that I really vowed that I was not going to say anything to her which could ruin her moment what so ever . “Wow! That facial expression
Lyn POVWhat did he say . I tried to look into his eyes just to make sure that this was just an hallucination but when I looked right into his eyes I could tell that this was actually true and not just an hallucination . But wait , how could he be saying such a thing to me yet we just got engaged yesterday ?I got it , this was actually one of his games. I just could tell that this was actually not true and it was not going to be no matter what . I had to make him confess that he just was joking with me . “Stop joking already , you know this is not time for jokes, I just need you that us all.”I decided to make it known to him that I was actually able to know what he was actually up to . However his reaction was completely different from what I thought and expected to be at the moment . He did not kiss me like he always did every time when I found out that he was actually upto something . Instead he just stood up and moved towards the window. I was beginning to get worried and at
.Lyn POVI tried to think over what he had said . I could not think about why he could tell me that he wanted to talk to me but without actually not even offering me any greetings at all. I listened without saying any word waiting for him say more but he rather surprised me when what he did was actually to end the call. “What !” I yelled at no one in particular since I was actually the only one in the house. “I am not going to pick up his calls.”“I will not talk to him .” I promised myself .I was so angry with the way he had treated me . That was not him . He had actually never talked or even behaved towards me in the way that he had actually done . I resorted to eating my chicken wings once again but I was actually not having any more appetite . He had to do so much for me to forgive me . “Baby , your daddy is surely going to do a lot see that he even lies a hand on us .’’ I spoke as I caressed my now slightly protruding belly . I suddenly felt something that I could actually