.Lyn POVIt take me about five minutes to master what had happened exactly happened. Slowly by slowly , I started to get back to my senses. The first thing that I realized was blood allover . No way , where was this blood coming from ?I however did not have any one answering me these questions but I rather had to get my own answers . My lover was lying in my hands …lifeless. No way , I was still confused about the whole thing . I the got it all, he was shoot right in his back and blood was oozing out just like it does when a cow is being slaughtered . He was lying in my hands like he had fainted as a result . “Nolan , Nolan …I called him out panic stricken as I realized that he had been shoot . It was something that I had never witnessed in my whole life but here it was just right in front of me . “Some one help me .’’“Some one save my boyfriend .” I shouted not having any other way out of this . The good thing of it all is that we were right in front of our house. Other than mo
.Lyn POVAbout three minutes later , the two of us were actually still looking at the doctor who was at the same time doing all that he could to see that he leaves us hugging in balanl..0ml.0ce like for ever . “Won’t you say anything about my son ?” Nolan’s mom asked once again but it was as if we were still in a spell that was actually going to last forever .“Okay , I think the two of you need to calm done and hear what I have to say .”0 he finally said . Why had he even taken like to splmeak and he was actually only speaking at this moment .“Just speak already . I am really beginning to lose myself.” I went ahead to say. “He has gone into comma.”“What!” we both yelled at the same time . That was actually what was supposed to be done at the moment . That was something that was I had been worried about right from the beginning .“No no , don’t say anything about my son being in a comma.”The young girl who had been playing around not minding about about the fact that we were a
..Lyn POV“Tell your mom,”My best friend asked me I think for the tenth time but I gave her a deaf ear. That is actually what she deserved with no doubt. I made it clear to her that I was not going to do what she wanted me to do.“No, Jean stop thinking that already. I have enough problems at the moment and I will do it.”She looked at me from the corner of her eye . She knew already that I was not happy with how she was pressuring and if she went any further I could not even think about what to do . I have been going through the worst night mare of my life. My lover was shot . That is not some easy to think about. It is something so bad. I am contemplating about everything.There are some thoughts that I want to not to think about but how can I do that yet I keep thinking about everything that happened. What if those pychos have something to do with the shooting. But could they have resurrected to that.Those people were shot as I looked on with my naked eyes. I don't expect
.Lyn povI looked at the lady wondering what I was supposed to do at the moment . I was completely perplexed . Right at this moment , I was sure about something which I was equally hiding and keeping it to myself. But at the same time I did not think if it was actually the best thing to do as I was. “Are you okay , daughter ?” she asked me out of the blue during a moment when I was actually deep in thoughts . “Ye…es”I replied in a stammer and hoped that she actually did not insist any further on this. “Sure , but why do you seem as though you have so much that is actually going on with in your mind.” Of course I knew she could actually go that side . As I told you , these two have a way that they bond and they are always reading my mind even when I try to hide it .“The fact is …”“It is okay , you can end there . There is no need to talk about anything that you are not ready to disclose,” she said as she flashed that motherly smile . I really like this woman. She stood up and came
Lyn POVI tried as much as I could to see that I could at least forget all about that strange message but what I can tell you is that it was actually something that was actually easy at all. I kept recalling all about it as I sat in the cab surely not knowing where I actually wanted to head to at the moment. Did I want to head to the hospital? Did I want to head home? Did I want to go and see Nolan’s mom or I actually wanted to talk to Jean . I swear I did not know how to handle the whole situation at all. I had no idea if I was actually supposed to tell any of them about what was actually going through my head . I could end up blacking up any time if I did not talk to any one in time . Plus this was not a very serious matter and therefore there was actually no way I could keep it all to myself but at the same time I was actually worried . I did not any of my people to get any more worried. We already had enough of this all and I therefore did not want anything to get more complic
.Lyn POVI moved slowly heading to the door that was being knocked as though some on was actually change him or her . “Don’t know the door that way as though you want to break it .” I yelled at whoever was actually knocking the door. The fact is since I got pregnant , I have developed such an attitude that I actually don’t even have a name to it . I feel so angry at times even when it seems not to be necessary .All this could be okay if I at least had Nolan by my side . that could actually mean so much to me . He is actually my source of strength in everything that I do. I got hold of the door knob so that who ever was at the door could get in . “Why didn’t you tell me about it ?” that was the yelling of my mother as she got instead the house . I froze at her words . All my life, this was the first time that I had seen my mother in such a manner . I had never seen her get this moody . It worried me so much as I contemplated about what could be the reason that could have made h
.Lyn POVI thought abut what I could say at the moment but I can tell you it was not something that was actually as easy as you could think. it was completely difficult. I tried to calm down but it was not easy at all. I was even opening my mouth several times but unfortunately it was being hard for me to even produce a single word . “Don’t look at me like that, you have give me an answer about everything that is actually happening .” she insisted . It was becoming harder for me to take in all this . I surely did not want to listen to this topic any more . I had no idea about what I was doing at all. My inner person was actually encouraging me to at least say something but the outer me was on the other side being so weak and therefore I was not being able to say anything at all.I moved towards the seat where my mom was sited. I went ahead to kneel down in between her legs putting my hands on hers . “Am so sorry mom.’’ I started in a voice that I could not recognize as my very own
.It has been a full month since Nolan got into that comma. You can’t imagine how much I have suffered just without him by my side. We have done all that we can to see that there is a change on his life but I can tell you that there is nothing that is actually happening . He is all the same with no change at all.Today is another day that I could have been so glad to have Nolan by my side .I am now two months pregnant and I am having one of my numerous hospital visits. I could be so glad if at all my boyfriend was actually beside me . However all that was absolutely impossible since I was actually going to go with this all alone . This was actually not what I actually wanted happen . I woke up early since I knew that mom was actually not around since she slept at her boyfriend’s house. The last couple of weeks, we have been on good terms and told her numerous times to bring her man home though she tells me that she could do that when she is more than sure that he is the one that sh