..Lyn POVA few days ago, I thought I come to an end. I thought my life was going to shatter out but look at where I am at the moment . I am with the love of my life .He is right in front of me telling me how much he loves me . As if that is not enough, we have something that is actually binding us together . It is actually something that will actually last forever. It is a baby on the way . I know many of you are already wondering how two high school students will be able to bring up a baby but I can assure you that we are going to have this and we will go through it eventually . “Come here.’’ He put me into his arms even more to the point that I could even feel the rapid pumping of his heart .“We together with our baby against the entire world.” he went on. This guy has the best words all the time. All the time even when you think he does not. The entire evening was a good one . I forgot about everything else that could kind of be disturbing to us and we had to enjoy this moment.
.LYN POVIt was as if this is actually how she was created . When she stared into your eyes, you could automatically be able to identify that she is such an evil human being .The three practically pushed me to the other side of the door and entered into the house. I rather remained glued at the door way having so many conflicting royalties .One was I thought about calling the police , they would come and save me from the three bandits. But then i thought that was not a good idea on the other hand, these people were really dangerous and you never know they might even have connections with the police so I will end up putting the rest of us in great danger . So I thought that was not a great idea . I also thought about running way from the house and leave the three of them there –but again that could not be a good idea since it could mean that I have to leave them in the house. I just did not imagine what more that they can do once I left them there .So I also thought that idea was a
..Lyn povWhen I woke up I was feeling so cold to the point that I even started to shiver . I tried to raise my head but I was so weak. It was actually not even moving up at all. it was actually like I had glued it on the ground .“hhhhhiiii’’ I eased in pain as I was still trying to get all the energy that I could physically get so that I could stand up but nothing was actually happening . Which place was this and how had I even gotten to this place in the first place .There was no way for pet’s sake how this could be out house . it has never been anything cold like the way this place is . Finally , I was able to completely open my eyes and looked around finally .Just as I had thought , this was a place where I had never been before at all. it was actually an open room which had nothing but only an old chair which was actually in one corner of the tiny room.I was lying on the floor …still in the same clothes just like I was when those three got in. What , I had actually forgotten
..Lyn POVI remained intact in his arms. In fact it got to a point where I actually was as though I was glued to him . I just did not want to get away from him . A memory of everything that had happened recently was actually still vivid in my mind . How those three got into my house and started all the mockery and psychological torture that they were actually giving to me.As if that is not enough , I recalled how the firing was here not long ago. God, I could not believe that it was actually the same me who actually went through everything of that kind . if some one told me three years ago that I could be living in such a state three years ago then I swear I could call him or mad but here is life at the moment giving it’s different formats . So so different for one to even understand at all. “Everything is surely going to be okay.” He said once again so soothingly pulling me even much more closer to him . I had never felt so safe compared to way that I was feeling at the moment . i
..Lyn pov I thought over and over as I wondered if I was actually going to be able tell my bestie friend about something that they I had actually desired that I was going to be doing. I had called her the perfect time and I knew that she was actually going to do so . Shortly , there was a knock at the door. The knock was an indication that lean had actually arrived. I had actually been waiting for her . Even before she was in , I was already beginning to feel like I was getting second thoughts about whether to tell her the big news that I had intended to tell her . I did not know what her reaction could be this time round… being pregnant is not something that you can easily say to some one else more so with the situation that am in at the moment . however since she has been my best friend for some time, I know I have to tell her and believe she will be right in my place.I moved heading towards the door opening it . Jean was standing on the other side of the door with the widest
.Lyn POVOf course I expected my best friend to react in the way she did. And any of you if you were her then you could still react in the way that she did . I mean the situation between Nolan and I a few weeks ago was so bad and I think it could make you wonder how things got to the good side just like that . “Girl, come on . you know what you should never do is to keep me waiting and that is exactly what you are doing .” she complained as she flashed me a puppy like face . “Oh , I am really going to tell you but I have no idea where I am even going to begin from .” I said that intentionally , I wanted her to keep being anxious until when I felt it was actually the right time for her to know it . “I think I need to take some juice .” I commented going into the kitchen to get myself a glass of juice . The actual truth was not that I actually wanted to take juice but instead I wanted to take her time and keep her waiting over and over again. “I know you are doing all that so that
.Lyn PovI stared at Jean as her facial expression turned from the smiley face that she was having and then it turned to being even more bright and with in a few minutes she was now laughing like crazy . You could surely not believe what she was actually saying for sure . “Say something girl .” I pleaded with her when it went for almost five minutes without her saying even a single thing . She is always the one who is always giving me advice about everything and when it comes to relationship stuff , then she is a pro at almost everything . “Saying something? What do you really want me to talk about ?” She said sarcastically .“Any thing . I want you to say anything that you can about what is actually taking place between the two of us?” I did not know how I can about with what I actually ended up saying what I wanted at all. “My bestie is so in love .”She commented looking at me with her kiddish smile . “I am really in love and that is actually for sure .” there was actually no wa
..Lyn POVI knew it was mom . I knew she was the one so I had to get up from where I was to go and see how she was with the date that she had. However at the same time I was a bit worried about how I was going o handle the information that am pregnant. The fact is I thought it is actually the right time for me to tell her that I am pregnant . You know this pregnancy thing is not an easy business which should be hidden away from some one just like that. I moved but I was feeling a bit dizzy as I moved. It was more than clear that this pregnancy was not going be an easy one but it still was a blessing to me and I was totally in love with it. When I opened the door, my mom was standing on the other side with a very wide smile displayed on her lips . Any one could see that she was happy . Actually not only happy but she was very happy . In addition to that , she had a bouquet of her favorite flowers . This all continued to show the fact that she was actually very happy without any deni
.Lyn POVAs I tried to wake up , I was feeling weak . However at the same time I was more than aware about everything that had actually happened. Everything was actually still fresh in mind. At my ocaasions I wanted what had happened to be just a dream which I was actually not to be going to encounter the moment that I wake up but that was actually not the truth . How was I going to live in life in this world knowing very well that something like this was actually happening in my life . I mean this can only mean that the life that I have been living all this time was actually a life that was full of pretence . A life that never meant anything . At this moment , I was completely at sea not even knowing what I was supposed to do at the moment . I mean the person that I have trusted so much and actually thought that he cared for me turns out that it is actually the same person who was actually doing what it takes to see that I fall down . Actually if it was just falling down then it
.Lyn POVI moved as quick as possible so that I could maybe at least stop little of what may actually cause catastrophic and then at the effects that could at last cause so much effect at school. However the more I approached the place where I knew that the two could be was actually the more that I felt like something was really not okay . I mean on a good side but again I knew very well that it may actually be inside where I was going . The learners on this side of the school campus were actually busy with their school work only for a few who looked at me and then whispered at each other . That was obvious because I was pregnant and that hey had not been able to realize about the fact that I was actually pregnant . But that was actually some kind of business that I actually was not afraid of any more. I knew that this baby was the best thing that had actually happened to me .So this meant that whatever was said was something that actually I did not care about at all. The more I g
Lyn POV“If that is not the problem, then what?” she asked me a question that I had the answer very well but I just did not know how to begin something that seemed to be easy but at the actual sense something that was actually very hard . What could be the reaction of my best friend once she comes to know what this is exactly about . Let me hope she will not fume out since that could actually bring a lot of coarse which could as a result attract much more attention from so many but I don’t want to become the center of attraction at this time . However getting her to know some of these things could reduce the weight that I actually have on my heart at the moment . You know things get a little relaxed every time you out something to a friend that you may actually be going through . “I am no longer in a relationship with Nolan.” I said casually like it was the best thing to say in such a situation . “What !”she exclaimed there and then she looked at me wide-eyed . That was the exac
.Lyn POI could not believe that he had actually even got to that level. Okay , at least I could get used by what he said that he actually does not actually love me anymore but that was actually okay as I could grow. How had we really gotten to this level for sure . Though he called it quits and sincerely I had hope that he could finally come back to me and tell me that it was just a misunderstanding . Little did I know that we were going to get to the point where he could be actually be saying that the baby that am expecting was not his .At this point, I was completely heart broken. I Had no idea what I was supposed to reply . The fact is I at so many occasions tried to open my mouth but it betrayed me and I did not say anything at all. The only thing that I knew was bond to happen was the fact that I felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes. It was so strong but I promised myself one thing that I knew I was supposed to follow . It was so hard but it was actually what I was sup
.LYN POV“Girl , you have been quiet since the moment that we got into the car .” My best friend said out of the blue was we made entrance into the school campus. When I was at home, I had decided that I was going out of the house and act like all was okay but that was something that was actually not so easy to do . You may actually promise yourself but I can tell you that that is not something that is so easy to do . “What ? come on , I am completely okay . I don’t have anything disturbing me at all.” I replied pretending . That was the only way that I was to do . I did not want to complicate things at this moment . Of course I could tell her everything but that could not be now. It could actually be during a moment when we had all the free time in our life .“Sure , but why do you look pale and a combination of so much within you .” she said her eyes glued in front of the car. “Maybe it is actually the pregnancy .” I said casually hopping that she could actually change the topi
.LYN POVI hardly had any sleep . I was actually thinking about the whole process. About how the love of my life suddenly turned out and said that he actually did not love me anymore. Surely this is something that I cannot get to a conclusion no matter what.How did things turn out to be this way for sure . At one point I was the happiest person on the entire planet but in a nick of time things have turned out to the other way round . They have turned out to be the worst that I could ever wish to have in my whole life .At the moment , I am a teenage pregnant girl . It means this is actually the life that am actually going to lead for the rest of my life . How will I live with my baby knowing that I am actually not living beside the love of my life .The alarm that was meant to wake me up went but I did not have the courage to get out of my bed. At this moment it was life had totally lost meaning . Without Nolan in my life , there was actually no reason that could make me live in this
Lyn POVStrangely, I did not shed any tears . I know many of you thought that I could cry . I actually also thought that it was actually what I was actually going to do but I did not do it . I remained strong . When Nolan , no my ex-boyfriend left I had to get ready since I had a discussion that I had to attend . I was actually grateful that he was not part of the discussion or else I have no idea how this could have gone surely . I went for the discussion and came back; mom was actually back from her boyfriend . I had already vowed that I was actually not going to let her know any of these. I did not want anything that could ruin her happiness and that was why I chose to keep quiet as fast as I could do with that topic . When I opened for her , she was actually the happiest in the whole planet earth . her facial expression was so glittering that I really vowed that I was not going to say anything to her which could ruin her moment what so ever . “Wow! That facial expression
Lyn POVWhat did he say . I tried to look into his eyes just to make sure that this was just an hallucination but when I looked right into his eyes I could tell that this was actually true and not just an hallucination . But wait , how could he be saying such a thing to me yet we just got engaged yesterday ?I got it , this was actually one of his games. I just could tell that this was actually not true and it was not going to be no matter what . I had to make him confess that he just was joking with me . “Stop joking already , you know this is not time for jokes, I just need you that us all.”I decided to make it known to him that I was actually able to know what he was actually up to . However his reaction was completely different from what I thought and expected to be at the moment . He did not kiss me like he always did every time when I found out that he was actually upto something . Instead he just stood up and moved towards the window. I was beginning to get worried and at
.Lyn POVI tried to think over what he had said . I could not think about why he could tell me that he wanted to talk to me but without actually not even offering me any greetings at all. I listened without saying any word waiting for him say more but he rather surprised me when what he did was actually to end the call. “What !” I yelled at no one in particular since I was actually the only one in the house. “I am not going to pick up his calls.”“I will not talk to him .” I promised myself .I was so angry with the way he had treated me . That was not him . He had actually never talked or even behaved towards me in the way that he had actually done . I resorted to eating my chicken wings once again but I was actually not having any more appetite . He had to do so much for me to forgive me . “Baby , your daddy is surely going to do a lot see that he even lies a hand on us .’’ I spoke as I caressed my now slightly protruding belly . I suddenly felt something that I could actually