Doubting herself

“Tell me, am I the third party?” I whispered while I was staring at the sky.

I sighed deeply and even though I wanted to calm myself with the great view but it couldn’t sink into my mind.

“Happiness in a short while.” I said once again.

Max was there beside me but I could not even hear him say any words. I leaned over his shoulder just at least to comfort me. I cried over and over again, and it was tiring to be on this state.

“I have been begging for his love ever since we were young. I kept on turning the wheel on my side but I guess it wasn’t successful at all. I thought he will learn to love me.”

I felt losing someone, half of my heart is now dead but I have to revive it for the last time for my baby. I sighed deeply and hugged myself. After hearing all those words that threaten me and my baby. Max and I left the hospital and paparazzi saw us leaving the place. Good thing I was wearing sunglasses to hide my swollen eyes because I was crying up until now.

Silence were just filling i