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The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days The Confessions
[My Heart; Our Broken Souls!]Hushed — completely quiet. Nothing but the sweetness of the muffled sounds that sang softly in the core of their ears — instantly calming their nerves while the gentle breeze mischievously kissed their skin, quickly sending electrified chills throughout their systems. The tiny specks of sparkling dust seemed to dance in the shaft of the morning sunlight that was seen slanting through the windows. As enchanting as they were; the beams of the sun made a beautiful parade that spread throughout the room, dispersing nothing but warmth all over their veins that swiftly tightened with merriment. With just one delicate glance, that was enough to make Travis's sensitive organ passionately, almost hesitantly hammer itself against an unsteady wall of ribs — singing loudly a song with an unknown title while at the same time ensuring to minimise all the possibilities to bring air into his system without a fight. "With eyes so delicate, they shimmer with innocence a
Last Updated : 2023-09-13The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Scars
[A Ray Of Sunshine But In The Dark. Are We There Yet]——"Dad's? Man, I have a huge problem with that word. It makes me sick!" ""Yeah? Me too! Actually, I hate those that carry it!" — Soft chuckles! "At least there's one thing we have in common!" Travis said through his clenched teeth. His eyes, as usual, were looking at the sky — thither where the blazing midday sun shone beautifully, bathing the buildings nearby in its excruciating warm light. The roads were shimmering in the heat of the sun — not too much but just perfect for the two boys to enjoy the light breeze that was criminally tickling their cheeks, at the same time helping them blow away the aura of grey that had been enveloping their heads since the last few hours. The two boys; Travis and David were laughing as if nothing had taken place. They ambled across the pavement that was cluttered by dead, colourful leaves that were beautifully smoothed out by thousands of feet that had stepped on them countless times. Steadi
Last Updated : 2023-09-14The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Desires
[Guilty As Charged?"]——"What does she want? I have already given her everything she had asked for!" An agitated Martha hissed through her quivering teeth that she gritted with fear. She was so nervous like a long-tailed cat in a room full of rocking chairs. Tremblingly, Martha bit her fingernails as she was breathing heavily with suspense, while beads of sweat glistened across her forehead. She anxiously paced across the hushed room — the only sound that she could direct in her ear chambers at that moment was her palpitating heart that was awfully hammering itself against her chest. A minute passed and she was still alone. From time to time, Martha would stalk time on her wristwatch and see that ten minutes had already passed. Her heartbeat rate increased to a point where she could only hear the heart and nothing else. "This better be good! Where are you!? Come…!" "Oh! You're already here? Punctual as always, I love that!" Jiyeon appeared in the doorway, wearing her usual smile t
Last Updated : 2023-09-15The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Aching Heart
[ FAIR WARNING: THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER MAY HAVE A DISPLAY OF PSYCHOLOGICAL AND PHYSICAL ABUSE, PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION. READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED]——A big SUV came to a screeching halt just a few feet away from the entrance of the Park Mansion. Inside of the car was Travis who was quietly taking deep breaths into his dull lungs. He sat uncomfortably in the back, while carefully exploring the proximity of the huge house that was luxuriously built — for the first time it seemed rather strange to him. He silently and unhurriedly examined every closed window and every door, stealthily checking if there was a chance for him to escape whenever he needed to. There was nothing but a bitter feeling that shamelessly undressed itself into the chambers of his heart. Ten minutes had already passed — Travis tightly closed his eyes for almost forty seconds, trying so hard to calm down his heart that was filled with recalcitrance. "She is waiting for you, Travis!" The driver's voice shamelessly
Last Updated : 2023-09-16The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Parallel
[FAIR WARNING: THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER MAY HAVE A DISPLAY OF PSYCHOLOGICAL AND PHYSICAL ABUSE, PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION. READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED]——Coldness; A feeling of dread smoothly crept up from the pit of his stomach, swimming through his acids and intestines. His heart was throbbing and jumping obstreperously in his ear — so loud, he barely heard it as his mind was clouded by fear. Right on the spot, Travis failed to control his hands which were trembling uncontrollably. An acrimonious sigh released itself from his dry, chapped lips that quivered with uncertainty. "W-what…?" Travis whispered a query that lazily floated into the ears of his grandmother who only squinted her eyes at him. At the same time, Travis's teary eyes stared deep into Mrs. Park's dark eyes, hopelessly digging for answers but he could not find any. His eyelids fluttered, he really wanted to cry but there suddenly were no tears left in his eyes. Nothing but the heartbreaking silence — his grandmother s
Last Updated : 2023-09-17The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Perculiar
A pair of black eyes hopelessly and blankly stared at the pale-white wall that seemed to wrinkle at every hidden thought in the mind of he, who sat quietly. Lips that were hideously lacking moisture slowly parted to reveal teeth that helplessly quivered. Time seemed to have stopped — all the sounds were muffled by the gentle, cool breeze that swirled into the spacious, ominously hushed room; through a slightly opened window. It was dark inside — all the curtains were shut and poisonously locked all hope outside. There on the messy bed; probably smelling from sweat and drool, Travis sat with dishevelled hair that was revealing his bruised forehead. All his features were ashen, and there wasn't an emotion detected on his face. His mind was running fast towards all the unwelcoming thoughts — he carelessly embraced and invited those that were filled with the smell of despair into his heart. Travis breathed quietly, his watery eyes still touring the wall as if it was the first time he h
Last Updated : 2023-10-04The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Heartbeats!
Trembling, sweaty hands hastily entwined with each other, secretly seeking wisdom and comfort from one another. They shuddered as if dancing to the mysteries of the light, gentle breeze that mischievously ruffled Travis's hair, slightly blowing away aghast and those piercing evil thoughts that brought him nothing but hopelessness. He was breathing heavily as he watched cars whisk past him whilst he nervously paced on the small pavement, next to a bus stop. His narrowed eyes were running from one street to the other, searching intensely for someone — someone other than David. Sweat was dangling and shimmering relentlessly across his forehead. "Where is he?" Travis spat through his clenched, quivering teeth soon after he began taking deep breaths into his lungs which he felt were becoming dry. His lips shuddered involuntarily a second after he received a lustful kiss from the wind, right on the floor of his cheeks. "There…you are!" Travis blurted quietly and released deep, loud air t
Last Updated : 2023-10-09The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Just You
"You…! This isn't the…same bicycle you rode on that day!" An unsteady whisper stealthily flowed out of Travis's lips that parted with uncertainty as he looked at the wheels of a bicycle that David carefully held with nourishment. According to him, the words he has just spat are not supposed to reach anyone's ears — it was just an examination he loudly had to present. Twas unbeknownst to him that each letter did reach David's ears. Slowly, David felt his legs becoming numb. There was an electronic communication within the strings of his system, tangling with his heart that instantly began throbbing. With each word being registered in his head, David's eyes swiftly dilated with flabbergast — not just flabbergast but a piercing emotion that encouraged sweat to overwhelm the cracking floor of his forehead. His hands were suddenly shaking — each grip on the bicycle was awkwardly wobbling. His heart dared skip a beat. He heaved a silenced sigh as his head slowly turned to Travis whose ey
Last Updated : 2023-10-11
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The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days She Leaves
The air became cold. Eyes bulged with unspoken fear as they mysteriously glided over the figure of Jiyeon. The girl had tilted her head to her right, her eyes slyly following every jumpy movement that her mother made. Her smile widened just when she noticed confusion covering the red, wet face of her mother. “You bastard! How could you do that to your own mother!?” Mrs Choi hissed through her trembling lips that were now dry as a hard bone. Her mouth felt like a desert, parched and craving moisture as words played hide and seek in the back of her throat. Beads of sweat lined up across her forehead as her breath became shallow. “Oh dear, I am my mother’s daughter. One bastard gave birth to another bastard.” Jiyeon released an annoyed sigh and chuckled when she caught her mother’s lips trembling. “Did you know, father always thought that I looked nothing like him. He made sure to remind me every time we went on an ice cream date, when I was only five. It became a song and you said
The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Jiyeon Choi
JIYEON CHOI“Are you sure you want to go?” Mrs Park investigated shortly after placing her hand on Jiyeon’s trembling hands. “You don’t have to, I will ask a person to get them for you. Don’t force it!” The old lady assured the girl whose eyes were tightly shut; feeling ashamed to let Mrs Park see her weakness. Jiyeon bit her lower lip and silently counted to three before she could open her eyes. “It is okay. I want to go…and get them myself.” Squeezing Mrs Park’s hand with her free, uninjured hand, Jiyeon whispered soon after taking a deep breath. Mrs Park stared at the girl for a while and never said a word. She nodded at her driver and the engine of the car they were in growled as it began moving. The car roared out of the Park mansion to a destination where Mrs Park was not so sure they should go to. Jiyeon quietly watched the tall, luxurious buildings pass as the car drove by. Her heart was jingling in the embrace of her ribs, as an unidentified number of emotions collided i
The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Claws Of Fear!
Night descended like a velvet cloak, softly enveloping the world in an inky blackness that seemed to have a texture all its own. The stars twinkled like diamonds scattered across the fabric of the sky, their gentle sparkle casting an ethereal glow over the landscape.The moon, a silver crescent, hung low on the horizon, casting long, sinuous shadows that stretched and twisted like living things. “Thank you.” David who had just come out of the taxi, said as he bowed and watched the taxi drive off. An oppressed sigh found its way out of his lips as he stood in the same spot for a while. His mind was set alight by a fountain of thoughts that made it hard for him to breathe or concentrate on anything else. “A sin? How is it a sin? And why would you find the pleasure in continuing this sin?” Travis’s words rang in the back of his head, poisoning his heart into a temporary melancholy. “Find the pleasure in continuing this sin? What does he mean? He doesn’t view this as a sin. He does n
The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Close!
“Come out, I am outside.” David whispered over the phone, making Travis’s heart jump, this time with fear. He flinched from the bed and rushed towards his window where he began searching for David. “Where are you? I can’t see you.” Hardly holding his breath, Travis whispered, standing on the balcony, intensely searching for his boyfriend. It was as if he had lost his mind. Travis did not notice the tall walls that prevented him from seeing the world outside the huge gates. “Fuck…!” He said silently to himself when it had finally dawned on him that he had to sneak out of the house and meet his boyfriend. His blood was running warm as his heart uncontrollably jingled in the chamber of his chest. The longing to see David had become an all-consuming force, a restless hunger that gnawed at his very soul. As he stood there, his fingers instinctively curled around the curtain, his nails digging deep into the fabric like talons grasping for an anchor.His breathing grew ragged, a slow, to
The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Mrs Park's Wish
——The golden rays of the rising sun slowly floated into the room and landed on Travis’s face whose sleep was quickly chased away. With a frown across his forehead, Travis unhurriedly opened his eyes and let out a groan. He got up and stood straight on the bed before reaching for his phone. “Nine? I’m late for breakfast!” Travis growled as he sprinted to the bathroom. He quickly washed his face, brushed his teeth, and raced downstairs when he was done. He found his grandmother and cousin, Arthur, already seated for breakfast. Jiyeon was absent from the table, something Travis quickly understood. “Sorry…for being late.” He apologised as he sat down on his chair. His grandmother only nodded, while Arthur smiled. “How did you sleep?” Arthur investigated and smiled widely as he sipped his apple juice. “Well, I…slept like a baby,” Travis replied shortly after clearing his throat. He instantly began to recall last night — his hand’s job and then a conversation with Jiyeon. His heart slo
The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days PHASE SEVEN: JIYEON CRIES
——Lips painted by a red gloss carefully pressed against each other immediately after withdrawing from the white cup. “How are you feeling now, dear?” Mrs Park investigated shortly after placing the empty cup on the table. Her eyes gently fell on Jiyeon who had been nervously staring at the plaster cast around her arm. She bit her lower lip and nodded, “I am…fine.” Jiyeon replied in a voice that had dropped to a whisper. She slowly raised her head and turned her eyes to her left, where Travis was sitting. The boy had been quiet as he asked himself questions as to how Jiyeon got the big bruise on her face. The bruise decorated itself across the left side of Jiyeon’s face like a big wing of a butterfly. Travis wanted to let his eyes linger on Jiyeon’s face, but he couldn’t, he averted his eyes away from her face to his grandmother who seemed to have a lot to say. “It is late, you guys go to sleep, and we will have a talk tomorrow.” Mrs Park suggested instantly after getting up. The t
The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Together
Silence — it was absolutely hushed. The wind released a soft cry that left a hole of embarrassment in the two boys' hearts. Their eyes nervously darted from one place to the other. Travis shifted from foot to foot, wearing a glowing, sparkling smile that magnificently decorated his face. David silently fought with his heart, urging to gain control over it, but he continued to fail over and over again. No words could describe the amount of jingling in the depths of Travis’s heart as he was fishing for words to spew, but none came forth. “One, two, three...” He counted as he tried to wipe his smile, but he had no control over it. His eyes gently landed on David’s pale face for a brief while and then they quickly flew away from his face to the dusty nightstand. “S-so…how are —!?” “I need to use the bathroom,” David whispered with a hiss when Travis was speaking. The boy quietly nodded and carefully watched David as he hurried into his bathroom. “Calm down, breathe!” Immediately after
The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days Conditions by Sean
•••The rays of the rising sun flooded into the space, gently landing on the black island table that separated the two individuals — one wearing a smirk that was carefully spreading across his face and the other with eyes that were dilated with shock. It was very quiet — so hushed, making it easy for Sean to hear how loud and demanding David’s heart was throbbing. “Remember it, David. Remember well how you tightly clenched the sheets, endlessly moaning my name. I did not force you; you were the one who jumped on me even when I was asking you to stop. You were not drunk; we both know that.” Sean murmured, leaning forward and allowing the sunbeams to expose his green gleaming eyes. The man ensured that his gaze strictly fell on David’s face, studying its movements and the change of colour — from pale to red. David closed his eyes and gritted his teeth so hard that an unbearable pain kept his gums hostage for a short period. He did not want to react to Sean’s words, but his body diso
The Brightest Shadow: Teenage Days That night
–“Falling deep into blue…! I wish I did not, but I ended up doing it. It is painful and it hurts so much.” A boy who whispered through his clenched teeth lay on a king-sized bed whose sheets were wrinkled. The beams of the rising sun floated into the huge room through the naked window and landed kisses on his pale, nude body. His eyelids trembled when he felt every warm touch from the sun. A smile faintly spread across his dry, chapped lips immediately when his eyes slowly opened and collided with a white, vaulted ceiling. He bit his lip and closed his eyes again. “How many times have I been looking at you? It is still the same and I hate it. Maybe he should change the design…!” David breathed instantly after clearing his throat and never dared himself to move his body, not even an inch. “Maybe we should do it somewhere else. In another room so that I don’t always look at the ceiling. I had to look at it all night.” The boy added with a loud, rough sigh, ignoring the sun’s beams th
