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20905 September Chapter 73: The Uniform
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2024-10-29 19:42:56When she had been left alone and distraught, Lila remembered that she had simply sunk to the floor and curled up into a silent ball.
She remembered how all her tears had dried up and the hollow emptiness where she had been taught where her heart was.
She had counted the lengths of her breaths, just as she had been told to do.
"one two three four five."
"one two three four five."
"one two three four five."
She had no idea for how long she had been sat down there for, in the centre of a messy room, surrounded by smashed up pieces of long buried junk and tens upon tens of dust bunnies. Nothing moved with the windows closed, and nothing made any noise at all.
The house was completely empty after all, save for her own presence.
Sh
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