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Chapter 19: Quiet Cracks

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The rain had stopped sometime during the night, leaving Evershore glistening under a shroud of misty morning dew. The gutters were overflowing, the streets slick, the air sharp with the scent of wet asphalt and something almost new, almost clean.

But inside Julian Blackwood's penthouse apartment, the world was far from clean.

It was disheveled. Noisy. *Wrong*.

Julian slumped on the edge of his bed, his head in his hands, his fingers knotted in his dripping hair as if he could yank out the doubt eating away at him.

What the hell was he doing?

He'd kissed her. Touched her. Held her hand like a starving man clutching for something he didn't deserve.

And Lena Carter—blessed, stupid Lena—had let him.

She'd *wanted* him.

It should have made him feel unstoppable.

Instead, it left him with a sense of charlatanism.

*You're poison,* the old voice spoke. *Everything you touch turns to ash.*

Julian's eyes clamped shut, pushing the memories back. The cold hospital lights. The sharp odor of antisep
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  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 20: A Taste of Tenderness

    The storm picked up again that evening.It wasn't the raging one or the howling one.It was the quieter variety — the sort that wept against the windows, soaking the city in a steady, silent sorrow.Julian Blackwood sat in his study, a glass of scotch in crystal resting untouched on the side of his chair, the notebook Lena had left him across his lap.He hadn't cracked it open yet.He wasn't sure that he could.The cover of leather was soft, warm in his hands.The pages inside were blank and waiting — like a door he wasn't sure he was ready to open.*What if you have nothing left to say?**What if there's nothing left inside you at all?*Julian stroked his hair back, looking at the rain-splattered window.Aria was asleep upstairs, her new books stacked neatly beside her bed. She had fallen asleep reading, the glittery cover of her latest fairy tale clutched in her small hands.She didn’t know the darkness that lived in him.The darkness that had nearly swallowed him whole.*The darkne

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  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 1: The Ice King

    The Manhattan skyline glittered like a million broken vows—hard, distant, cold. From the penthouse of Blackwood Tower, the city was almost beautiful. Almost.Julian Blackwood sat on the bed, the world still dark beyond his giant windows, dawn not yet strong enough to creep over the horizon. The air in the room was stagnant. Silent. Sterile, like everything else in his life.Another night. Another empty sleep. Another morning where his heart did not beat so much as *tick* as the movements of a well-oiled machine.He stroked a hand over his face and sighed. The air was rough, almost ragged, as though it had been ripped from his lungs. Cold sweat broke out on his skin, chilling the hard edges of his chest and back, even though the thermostat on the room read a pristine seventy degrees. The air was still thick with ghost images of his dreams—ghosts of crumpled metal, shattered glass, and the dying cry of a woman he couldn't help but recall.**Emily.**Five years. Five years since the acci

    최신 업데이트 : 2025-04-08
  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 2: The Little Bookstore

    It had just cleared when Aria Blackwood leaned her face against the window of the sleek black town car, watching rivulets follow down the surface like tiny shooting stars. The city sped by beyond it in a gray and metal kaleidoscope, but none of that was what she wanted. "Are we there yet, Leo?" she asked brightly, tilting her head to glimpse the driver through the open partition. Leo glanced at her in the rearview mirror, a small smile flickering on his lips. He'd driven her hundreds of places—ballet class, art class, high-end prep school parties—but none made her eyes sparkle like this one. "Almost, Miss Blackwood. Two blocks." Aria hugged her tote bag against her chest, her secret. Stuffed inside was her allowance in savings, the note she'd written on a Post-it cat figure, and her picture of favorite bookstore lady. Because when Aria showed Lena pictures, Lena smiled. The automobile took a turn down a thinner street between foreboding office buildings and hip cafés. There, as

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  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 3: The First Glance

    Julian Blackwood didn't wait. Didn't wait for board members. Didn't wait stuck in traffic. Didn't wait on anyone else's clock but his own. But on that day, as the motor of his black Mercedes purred softly along the curb of an alleyway, he waited. He glanced at the dashboard clock: 4:56 p.m. Four minutes ahead of time. The irony was not lost on him. His time was typically worth more per minute than most people made in an hour. And here he was, doing it himself—no Leo, no aide—picking up his daughter from some dingy, unnoticeable bookstore. A whim. That's what he kept telling himself. He had completed a brutal acquisition call an hour early. Instead of driving to his penthouse to stare into the same glass of stale scotch, he told his assistant to cancel dinner tonight and turned the car around. His daughter was more valuable than his sporadic and hollow "I love yous." This was an attempt—a cold, awkward one—to reach for something real again. He hadn't expected the street to be

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  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 4: Fragile Smiles

    The city sky had grown dark to a mellow gray, the kind that swathed everything in gentleness—buildings, trees, people. Rain still lingered in the air, shrouding the windows of **Chapter & Soul** in a soft mist. Inside, the world progressed more slowly, more softly. It was perfumed with old books, chamomile tea, and something sweet that Lena had baked and not labeled. It was toward the end of the afternoon when Aria returned, skipping into the shop with a butterfly clip in her hair and a stack of drawings clutched tightly in her hand. She arrived alone, at least temporarily—Leo had brought her, but promised her father would come to fetch her later again. "He's trying," Leo had said, as if it were something to be observed. Lena opened the door with a warm smile and a chocolate chip cookie ready on a napkin. "For the artist," she said, holding out the cookie as if it were an award from the gods. Aria grinned. "I made a whole story today. With dragons and treasure and a sad knight!"

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  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 5: A Man Who Doesn't Read

    The doorbell had rung, a subtle tinkle usually overlooked in the soft hum of **Chapter & Soul**. But today, it had been as if a storm had blown into the shop. Lena stopped shelving a collection of classics and stood still. He handed back in. Julian Blackwood. Today, he didn't send his driver. Didn't ride in the car. He came into her serene world of poetry and fantasy like a living oxymoron—charcoal cut coat, dark gray trousers, shiny shoes that didn't so much click as *announce* with every step. His presence didn't belong here, not quite. He was all clean lines and brutal beauty in a room of soft curves and weathered wooden shelves. His eyes scanned the bookstore with subdued calculation, not with wonder but with purpose, as if he were inspecting a house for sale. And yet. there was something in his stance—his stillness—that hinted at doubt. Maybe even hesitation. "Hi," Lena said quietly, brushing a lock of hair from behind her ear, trying to stifle the unexpected hitch in her

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  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 6: Whispers Between Pages

    The soft groan of wood rang out in the quiet bookstore as Lena turned over the last sign on the door: **CLOSED**. Outside, the city drew a breath, illuminated by amber streetlights and the quiet rumble of passing cars. Within, the world held its breath. Warm. Intimate. Holy.Lena closed the door, her hand skimming the edge as if shutting a holy vessel. She did not rush to turn off the lights. Rather, she walked between the shelves, letting her fingertips trace worn spines and whitened covers, breathing in the scent of paper and years. The bookstore was her sanctuary. Her cathedral.She slouched into her best corner chair—stuffed, tufted velvet in tired blue—pullding out a book from her tote. A quiet night's reading before bed was now her ritual, and for tonight, she opened what was familiar and comforting: *The Light Between Oceans*. The book always bore its imprint on her. Loss. Forgiveness. Breaking and binding decisions. She opened to the top of it, and the world disintegrated.Som

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  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 7: Soft Places, Sharp Men

    The brass doorbell overhead let out a soft tinkle—gentle, familiar, and slightly incongruous to the imposing form that entered.Lena Carter raised her eyes from her perch on the back counter, where she'd been putting away a fresh delivery of books of poetry. The gentle tinkle of the bell usually announced neighborhood staples, children in tow, or elderly couples on their morning constitutional.This time, though, it was *him*.Julian Blackwood.He stood just within the doorway, silent and imposing as a statue carved in marble. The soft yellow glow of the bookstore warmth mingled against sharply defined edges on his impeccably tailored charcoal coat. His topcoat spread only a quarter-inch behind him, a hint of movement, but all else was unyielding. Guarded. Frosty.Lena's hands froze over the cover of a book. Her breath was caught, though, only for a moment. Then she smiled routinely—the kind she'd practiced years earlier."Mr. Blackwood," she stated, standing upright. "Good afternoon.

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  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 20: A Taste of Tenderness

    The storm picked up again that evening.It wasn't the raging one or the howling one.It was the quieter variety — the sort that wept against the windows, soaking the city in a steady, silent sorrow.Julian Blackwood sat in his study, a glass of scotch in crystal resting untouched on the side of his chair, the notebook Lena had left him across his lap.He hadn't cracked it open yet.He wasn't sure that he could.The cover of leather was soft, warm in his hands.The pages inside were blank and waiting — like a door he wasn't sure he was ready to open.*What if you have nothing left to say?**What if there's nothing left inside you at all?*Julian stroked his hair back, looking at the rain-splattered window.Aria was asleep upstairs, her new books stacked neatly beside her bed. She had fallen asleep reading, the glittery cover of her latest fairy tale clutched in her small hands.She didn’t know the darkness that lived in him.The darkness that had nearly swallowed him whole.*The darkne

  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 19: Quiet Cracks

    The rain had stopped sometime during the night, leaving Evershore glistening under a shroud of misty morning dew. The gutters were overflowing, the streets slick, the air sharp with the scent of wet asphalt and something almost new, almost clean.But inside Julian Blackwood's penthouse apartment, the world was far from clean.It was disheveled. Noisy. *Wrong*.Julian slumped on the edge of his bed, his head in his hands, his fingers knotted in his dripping hair as if he could yank out the doubt eating away at him.What the hell was he doing?He'd kissed her. Touched her. Held her hand like a starving man clutching for something he didn't deserve.And Lena Carter—blessed, stupid Lena—had let him.She'd *wanted* him.It should have made him feel unstoppable.Instead, it left him with a sense of charlatanism.*You're poison,* the old voice spoke. *Everything you touch turns to ash.*Julian's eyes clamped shut, pushing the memories back. The cold hospital lights. The sharp odor of antisep

  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 18: Close Enough to Break

    The days after Julian's touch went by in a haze of unreality.Lena told herself to be normal. To keep her heart safely in back of the counters, between the lines of her favorite books.But normalcy had left with Julian that night, and everything felt different since.The bell over the door still rang. People came and went.Life — quiet and unchanging — continued.But every time the door creaked open, Lena found herself jerking her head up too quickly, heart kicking once against her chest.Looking for *him.*Always for him.And when he didn't appear, the emptiness inside her expanded.*You're foolish,* she scolded herself late at night. *You barely know him. You owe him nothing.*But the lies tasted bitter on her tongue.Because the truth was, part of her already knew him.The broken part.The lonely part.The part he attempted to conceal behind his expensive suits and iron fist.The part that resonated with something hollow within herself.And maybe — just maybe — he knew her too.---

  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 17: Holding Patterns

    The next few days passed like a slow, careful dance. Julian came back. Again. And again. And again. Sometimes he bought a book. Sometimes he bought coffee. Sometimes he didn't buy anything at all — just haunted the aisles with hands stuffed in the pockets of his black, expensive coats, his burning eyes finding Lena every so often like a physical presence. Each time, Lena pretended it didn't affect her. Each time, she failed miserably.It was not just the way he looked — though God knew that was bad enough, all bottled strength and suppressed power wrapped in sinful beauty.It was the way he *looked* at her. As though she was a puzzle he couldn't solve but was determined to understand.As if he didn't think he could stop himself from reaching out and taking her.And maybe… she couldn't either.---It was Wednesday afternoon when he walked in next, catching her off guard. The door bell above the door jingled and Lena's head lifted reflexively, a smile already forming on her li

  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 16: Pages and Promises

    Lena woke up the morning after a little earlier than usual.The sun was just rising itself above the horizon, casting long shadows on the empty street. The bookstore in early morning light seemed to be otherworldly — serene, serene, like a cathedral.She liked it best at this hour. No customers yet, no distractions. Just her, the scent of paper and ink, and the gentle thrum of old stories ready to be read aloud again.She pushed the front door open and stepped inside, savoring the creak of wood beneath her boots.And yet. today, a nagging unease clung to the atmosphere. She couldn't shake it off.She knew why.*Julian.*Even now, hours after he'd left, his presence haunted her like a ghost — a shadow on the periphery, a whisper between the lines.Lena ran her hand along the wrinkled spines of the books on the nearest shelf, grounding herself.She couldn't afford to waste time letting her mind wander. She'd work to get done. Deliveries to sort. Displays to build.And most of all — wall

  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 15: Trouble in Tension

    Julian avoided the bookstore for three days.Three whole days.Within the well-constructed fortress of his life, that decision was logical. Avoid anarchy. Keep it contained.But logic wasn't a sufficient weapon against longing.He couldn't help but think of Lena Carter at the most inopportune times—during board meetings, conference calls, even when he worked out late at night, when sweat poured from his body but could not remove the thrumming under his skin.He recalled her smile, the small angle of her neck, the glint in her eyes when she discussed books as if they were people.And he thought about how close he'd come to touching her.To kissing her.To owning her.The thought should have made him recoil. He didn't do sweet. He didn't do dainty.But all he could think was *what would it be like to break her.*---On the fourth morning, Aria threw a fit at breakfast."I want to go see Miss Lena!" she wailed, arms crossed and eyes blazing with fury.Julian watched her, stone-faced, as

  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 14: Shaken Foundations

    Julian Blackwood didn't sleep.The city stretched out before him, endless beyond the penthouse windows, skyscrapers reaching for the black sky like grasping claws.He was alone in his leather chair, a crystal tumbler of whiskey untouched on the side table next to him, the ice melting slowly, forgotten.His thoughts cycled over and over again of the night at *Chapter & Soul*.Aria's laughter.The dancing firelight on Lena's hair.The way her smile had awakened something deep within him, something long dead and cold.He hated it.Hated the loss of control.Julian clenched his jaw, standing rigid, pacing like a caged animal. His bare feet made no sound on the cold marble, his muscles tensed, coiled tight with something he would not name.This was not supposed to be.Women were blunt. They wanted money, prestige, to be able to say they had tamed the un-tamable Julian Blackwood.He gave them an evening—or an hour—and dumped them.They didn't leave scars.But Lena.She hadn't so much as *at

  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 13: Frost and Fire

    Julian Blackwood didn't *obsess*.Obsession was for weaker men—men who let feelings dictate their actions, who lost sight of the goal.He'd worked years to build a life based on discipline, icy ambition, and detachment.But no matter how many contracts he signed, how many deals he brokered, how many faceless women he took to bed and forgot by morning.Lena Carter haunted him.It was ridiculous.He hardly knows her.Despite this, nonetheless, he cannot help but feel the warmth on his fingertips at the point where she passed the coffee to him. Still in his head is the soft whisper of her voice. Still in his line of sight are the subtle curves of her neck as she turns to project her smile onto Aria's face.Julian stalked his office like a caged animal, his steps sharp and restless.The city skyline stared back at him through the floor-to-ceiling windows, gray and chilly, but it was no competition for the storm brewing under his skin.He required control once more.He needed to *obliter

  • The Bookstore Temptation   Chapter 12: Tangled Threads

    Julian Blackwood didn't believe in *kindness*.He believed in **results**.In **control**.In **winning**.And yet as he stood in the midst of *Chapter & Soul* bookstore, with Lena Carter's soft voice still lingering at the edges of his mind like morning mist, something strange tangled deep in his chest."*Maybe you should start,"* she had breathed.An effortless sentence.Soft, nearly shy.But it had hit harder than any boardroom betrayal or market crash he'd ever faced.He turned, planning to get away, to lose himself in the sterile comfort of his penthouse and forget the expression in her eyes—open, vulnerable, achingly nice.But Aria was sprawled across the reading nook, obstinate like her mother had once been, nose so deep in a book.He couldn't very well yank her out without making a scene.So Julian sat.On a absurdly plush armchair that had a faint scent of lavender and worn pages, he waited.Over by the window, Lena wandered around the store, tidying a couple of displays, spe

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