Fuck, fuck, fuck!
How could I have been so stupid?
I gave in and fucked Gianna stupid against my desk. Not only that, but I knotted my mate because my wolf took control.
That’s never happened to me before; I’ve always been able to keep Valsurus in check. But the bastard wanted to knot Gianna, and there was nothing I could do to stop him.
How the hell am I meant to fix this?
Gianna is still ovulating, okay, at the later end of her ovulation. But we’re wolves, which means she’s already pregnant with my cub.
I promised that I’d be the mate Gianna needed; she gave me a month to have her fall in love with me. Now look what I’ve done; I’ve taken another choice from her.
Goddess, I am the worst!
“What can I help you with, Gianna?” I don’t look up from the paperwork I’m pretending to look through.A hand on my shoulder forces me to put down the pen. “Scoot back,”I sigh but do as Gianna asks.As soon as there’s space, she climbs onto my lap. Both legs are across mine with her arm around my neck. “Tell me why you think you’ve fucked things up?”I close my eyes for a second while leaning my forehead against Gianna’s temple. His fingertips play with the nape of my neck, and I feel something shift inside of me.What is this girl doing to me?“I did something terrible, and I know you’re gonna hate me for it.”“Why would you think that, Lorcan?&rdq
I had a nightmare a couple of nights ago of the worst kind.I was running through the forest, screaming Lorcan’s name. But he was nowhere to be found. It was freezing, and I couldn’t find shelter, and nothing surrounding me looked familiar.A presence behind me had me feeling that something terrible was about to happen. I had to get away from the monster chasing me; I needed to find my mate.My heart ached as I called and called his name.I came upon the lake where a body lay, naked and filthy. I ran as fast as I could until I reached Lorcan.I fell to my knees, sobbing as I held him close to my breast. ‘Don’t leave me,’ I begged and begged, but Lorcan didn’t wake up. He was dead, and nothing would bring him back to me.Lorcan was tor
I snuggle up in my chair, place my book on the table, and call Bella.She answers on the third ring. “Hello?”“Hey, Bella, it’s me.”“Gia! Oh, it’s so good to hear your voice. How are you doing?”“I’m okay,” I mumble.I want to sound more enthusiastic as I did the first time I called. But the truth is, I can’t seem to find the energy.“What’s wrong? Has that bastard hurt you?!”“No!” I sigh because this is how she was the other day.Even when I tried to tell her that I was happy with Lorcan, Bella wouldn’t believe me.“Lorcan hasn’t done anything to hurt me,
‘She’sgone, Lorcan. Gianna is gone!’I jolt awake at the sound of my wolf’s distress. My hand instinctively stretches across the bed for my mate, but she’s not there.She left me.No!She promised to give me a month; why would she leave me halfway through?‘Where the fuck is she?’‘I don’t know,’ I wolf whines. ‘
Valsurus walks closer to Lyra, a twig snapping under his giant paw and drawing Lyra’s attention.Her eyes widen as she turns to see who’s coming towards her. ‘Valsurus,’‘Lyra,’ Valsurus steps closer.Lyra is tiny compared to Valsurus, and it’s like looking down on a fairy.‘Where have you been, Lyra?’Lyra gets to her feet.
“Lorcan, where are you taking me?”“Just follow me,” I chuckle while taking Gianna’s hand in mine.We slept four hours before Gianna woke me up, sucking my cock. I thought I was dreaming, and if I was, it was a good dream.I opened my eyes, and they locked with Gianna’s. She smirked around my cock and continued to suck.Goddess, I thought I’d died and gone to heaven.As much as I enjoy when Gianna sucks my dick, I wanted to be inside her. It had been days, and I needed my queen. Shit, that’s what Gianna is to me, my queen.I grabbed her hair and yanked her off my dick, told her to climb on top and ride me. Gianna did just that, and I’ve never felt so high in my life. She came screaming my name, and I barely managed t
The past few days haven’t been too bad. After Lorcan surprised me with the bandstand and listened to me playing the violin, he’s been distant with me.When he wrapped his hand around my throat, I was terrified that he was going to kill me finally. I trusted him not to hurt me again, but he did. Okay, he didn’t hold me tightly enough to cause me any damage, and he didn’t squeeze. But he hurt my feelings.I still have no idea what I did wrong. Lorcan wouldn’t say, but I’m guessing it was something from the way he reacted.I thought we were getting somewhere, and now we’re right back at the beginning. I don’t know what Lorcan wants from me anymore. I don’t know whether I’m coming or going, and I’m scared to even speak to him in case he blows up.He confuses me; something
Yesterday, Lorcan was a completely different person all over again. He’d been avoiding me all day, and he wouldn’t answer our mind-link. I thought perhaps he was angry with me because I’d been picking herbs to make medicines. Instead of taking that anger out on me, he ignored me, which is just fucking childish!Lorcan isn’t too keen on me picking herbs in the forest. He did tell me that I couldn’t because there could be dangers out there that I’m unaware of. I understand that, but he won’t let me out, and I can’t hang out with Harper and Katy.All I wanted was a little freedom; how can he believe that’s wrong?However, Lorcan yelled and called me names, names that hurt like hell. I argued the point with him, and I yelled back that he had no right to treat me like the enemy. I could see him gritting his teeth, a