**TORA** The closer I get to this pack, the more anxious I feel. A sense of urgency and need to be there right this second washes through me. But something else, those damn eyes.. That creature. 10 feet tall. Easily. looked a little thin, but still huge. Red glowing eyes, almost soft. Eyes like that could burn down the world, yet it looked like they were scared. What has a creature that huge, scared.. Pulling into the driveway of the pack house, Jericho pulls me from my thoughts. "I'll do most of the talking. Cree keep your sarcastic comments to yourself. And Tora.. Try not to lose your shit today. Okay? We have to vigilant to catch whoever is doing this to our pack. And we can't do that if Cree is pissing of the leaders, and you are trying to challenge everyone because you're frustrated. Got it?" He said with a half assed smile. I rolled my eyes and me and Cree, in unison, said, "Yes Alpha." with so much groan in both of our voices. Causing us to laugh altogether. But right befor
**ESTELLE**Bruises that won't heal. A head wound that is hidden in my thick hair. A fresh stab wound on my back that is still on fire.. I am pretty sure my ribs are broken. But I have no choice but to put on a small, fake smile for a visiting pack. I am drained, physically and emotionally. The wound in my head isn't bleeding anymore, but it's throbbing. The wound on my back is still leaking but only slightly. I am keeping it covered with a bandage in case it leaks through. I have to make sure no one ever sees my scars or bruises. Ever.'It's happening.' Darra purrs and then retreats into my mind. I get the call that I need to deliver the drinks to the wretched Alpha in the meeting with his guests. Once these drinks are on the table and I leave the room, I am running as fast as I possibly can to the borders and I am leaving.. I can't take it anymore. I can't do this anymore. If one more bad thing happens, I'll kill myself.. Before Alastar ever has the chance to, I will do it mysel
**TORA**Watching that bastard touch her, kiss her, even holding her hand was driving me crazy.Argos almost got out and killed him right where he was standing. But I had to hold my stance. The only way to figure this out without alerting the Alpha of my intentions was by telling Jericho she was my mate, and that I needed to speak with her without sending off warning bells to the Alpha.. And luckily it worked. Watching how her face fell when she realized who I was to her but didn't go to her. Watching her eyes light up seeing me, but then shut when she thought I didn't want her killed me. Watching her cower as soon as I ran to her, seeing her fall to her knees in fear that I would somehow attack her, broke my heart into a million pieces and made me wonder what could have happened to her to make her be that afraid. I saw how she clenched her eyes shut when Alastar kissed her cheek. It hurts me to think that someone has hurt her, but I don't think it would be the Alpha. At least I hop
**ESTELLE**Walking from that room has to be the hardest thing I think I ever could have done. 'And the dumbest. We should just leave now and show up at his pack. That way nothing else happens to us.' Darra says with a whimper.'We can't just show up. I don't want to anger him. He said if anything happens to me, THEN we come to his pack. He said it is dangerous and that is something I should trust.' She sighs and lays down in my mind. Leaving me to my thoughts as I make it to my room in the basement. Hoping to not have to see him as he drives away from this pack, leaving me here.. I start stuffing just a few torn pieces of clothing into a bag to hide under my floorboards when I hear my door open and I quickly discard what I am doing. The creaking from the floorboards on the steps that lead to my room is getting louder and much heavier as they grow near. I know who it is. I don't want to face him right now. He will smell my mate on me. Oh my gods, my mate. I didn't even get his nam
**TORA** I can't shake the uneasy feeling as we start walking out of the pack house. The Alpha is weird. The way he answered our questions. He gave me an uneasy feeling but then again he ensured me that he hadn't had any people missing. The Beta seemed sure too.And then that deal I made. I made a sacred deal and asked for a Beta favor, which should never be taken lightly. I had to make it. I had to ask.But what is eating at me is what Estelle said right before she left me standing in the room. It plays over and over in my mind. The way her coffee brown hair was sort of dull but fell in the most beautiful waves against her back and shoulders. How her doe brown eyes filled with a sea of unshed tears for me, because of me. Or because of the past, she was trying to get away from.. But at least she trusted me. 'Okay, I will wait for you. But I am begging you.. Don't take too long.' That one sentence replays over and over in my head. The look in her eyes, longing for me not to leave h
**TORA**Something isn't right. Argos has never tried to push forward like this. He has never tried to take hold of my body without my permission. Not only that, it's supposed to be fucking impossible for any wolf to do this other than the Alphas. I can hear Cree and Jericho barking orders. I can mainly hear Cree talking to the Healer and telling Jericho that if Argos keeps trying to force his way to the forefront I could die. But in all honesty, I don't think that's right. Even the attempt should have killed me. But for whatever reason, I am still breathing. My wold is strong and wise and if he is trying to break through the surface it should be for a good reason.I hear Cree yell in my mind. 'God dammit, Tora. Push Argos back..'I can hear him yell something to Argos in my mind but it's so muffled I can't make it out. So I finally let go of the hold and let Argos gain control of my body. I either die, or I live. But fighting my wolf like this could be my demise quicker than it coul
*TORA* Her condition looks worse than I thought it was. That pool of blood I found her in was heavier than I thought. They brought in machines to take pictures of every wound inside and out. They have her almost naked on the bed and it is taking everything in me not to shift again. But I have to tell Argos and myself that this is for her health. This is what needs to be done to help her so she can live. But something is digging into my chest as I finally notice everything.She is bleeding from many gashes and wounds and none of it is stopping, which means her wolf is too weak. Her cheeks look broken, and both of her lips are split in several spots. My lip begins to quiver in pain and anger.Her eyes are swollen shut. She looks like she has been hit by a fucking truck. I see the doctors stitching up her back. Multiple stab wounds. Not by claws, but by knives. It can't be the creature that killed Julri. But someone with a grudge against Estelle. But who? She was so sweet and soft-spok
*ESTELLE*Dimming lights of the world surrounding me let me know that there is no where I belong. A mate that didn’t want to bring me to his pack in fear of upsetting a girlfriend. Leaving me alone in a pack with cruel Alpha as my master and wanna be chosen mate. ‘Estelle, baby. Please be okay.’ I hear the words ring in my mind. Baby? I am not his baby. His girlfriend is his baby. But as much as I want to deny it, those words give me strength. And something more. Hope.That is a word that someone like me should never hold onto. Something that is so beyond my reach, I wouldn’t even know which direction to go to obtain it.“That is because you think so lowly of yourself. It is disheartening, really.” Darra purrs in my head and through the bright white lights of my mind she walks into view. A whole new color I have never seen before. She was just a dirty brown wolf before. But now, she is a red wolf. And it looks like she is evolving. “That is because I am, Estelle. We may not be ble