(Helena’s POV)
The first thing I learned about widowhood was that grief wasn’t the worst part. No one really warns you about the shame, about how quickly people stop looking you in the eye when they whisper and gossip about your dead husband, about how fast friends become strangers when your husband's name is no longer one to be respected but pitied. I stood in front of the grand doors of the Langley Club, an establishment I had entered a hundred times as Mrs. Daniel Whitmore. But today, I was just Helena, and that meant nothing. The doorman—Harris, a man who had once bowed and greeted me warmly—blocked my entrance. "I'm sorry, ma’am, but your membership has been revoked." His voice was neutral like he had rehearsed beforehand. I blinked in surprise. “I’m sure that’s a mistake, let me speak to the manager.” “It isn’t. Your fees haven’t been paid for three months and I'm sorry but I'm not allowed to let you in. Your account has been closed.” A slow, creeping flush burned up my neck. The Langley Club was the pinnacle of high society—where the wives of the city’s most powerful men drank overpriced champagne, gossiped, and whispered about those who were falling from grace. Today, that was me. I had spent years in this club. Countless afternoons sipping rosé on the terrace, indulging in mindless chatter, smiling through conversations I didn’t care about. Playing my role. Because that’s what society wives did. We smiled, we hosted, we wore designer dresses, and we made sure the world saw only perfection. And for a long time, I had been one of them, until Daniel died. Until the bank took what was left and I became the kind of woman they pitied in public and mocked in private. I turned my head slightly and saw them—Caroline Tisdale and Margaret Hayes, women I once dined with, now sitting in the lounge, perched like vultures waiting for a fresh kill. Their whispers barely concealed behind manicured fingers, their eyes filled with disgust. Once, I belonged here. Now? I was just another cautionary tale. I swallowed the lump in my throat and lifted my chin. "I understand." But as I turned to leave, I heard Caroline’s voice, crisp and dripping with amusement. "It’s sad, really. I suppose without Daniel, there’s nothing left for her here." I forced my steps to remain even, my posture unbroken. But inside, I felt it—the weight of my husband’s legacy crumbling around me. The moment I stepped outside, the winter air hit me like a slap. Cold. Unforgiving. Just like this city. I gripped my coat tighter around me, but it did nothing to stop the chill spreading through my bones. My hands were shaking—not from the cold, but from anger and humiliation. The kind of shame that settles in your stomach and refuses to leave. I had known this moment was coming. Ever since Daniel died two years ago, my world had been unraveling one thread at a time. First, the polite condolences. Then, the distance. And now? Now I wasn’t even allowed past the front doors of a club I once hosted charity events for. Daniel had been comfortable, successful but not invincible. His import business provided us a good life, but not the kind that could withstand death. His death had been sudden, a car accident on a rain-slicked highway, his body burned beyond recognition. And with him went everything I thought was mine. I forced myself to keep walking, each step heavier than the last. The heels I wore were too worn, the soles thin. I used to wear Louboutins without thinking. Now, even the thought of buying something new made my stomach twist. When I reached the curb, I pulled out my phone. One missed call from Eleanor. Thank God for her. The one friend who hadn't abandoned me. I hit call, pressing the phone to my ear as I hailed a cab. It took three tries before someone finally stopped. Another thing I used to take for granted. “Helena?” Eleanor’s voice crackled through the line. “Where are you?” "Just leaving the Langley Club." I slid into the backseat, my fingers gripping the fraying edge of my coat. Silence. Then, a sharp sigh. "Let me guess. They shut you out." "Of course they did." I laughed, but it was a hollow sound. “Caroline Tisdale was practically salivating over my downfall.” Eleanor didn’t bother hiding her disgust. "That woman has the personality of a dust mite. Why do you even care?" Because I wasn’t supposed to end up like this. Because I had spent ten years as Mrs. Daniel Whitmore, living in a house that belonged to a man who promised me security, only to die and leave behind a financial disaster I never saw coming. I swallowed hard. “I just wanted to have a little bit of peace and maybe ask for a bit of help.” Eleanor was quiet for a beat. Then, in a softer voice, she said, "I told you, Helena. You need to start preparing for the worst. The bank isn’t going to give you more time.” I closed my eyes. I knew that. I had been avoiding the reality that my husband had left me nothing but debt. That the house, the business, the life I thought was mine—it was all built on lies. The cab driver pulled up outside my home—if I could even call it that for much longer. The once-pristine white steps leading to the house looked dull, the paint chipping. I climbed them slowly, feeling the weight of every step. “Eleanor," I murmured, my voice barely above a whisper. "I think I’m drowning.” There was a long pause. Then, just as I reached my front door, “Everything will be okay love.” she said before hanging up. I barely had the energy to turn the key in the lock. The weight of the day pressed down on me, heavier than ever. The townhouse was eerily silent when I stepped inside. Gone were the warm invitations, the lingering scent of fresh-cut roses from the florist on Fifth Avenue, the hum of music from Daniel’s record player. I shut the door behind me, leaning against it as my eyes traced the once-beautiful home around me. The grand chandelier above the foyer cast a dim glow over the empty hall. Most of the furniture had already been sold, just to cover groceries and utilities. My heels clicked against the marble floor as I moved deeper inside. The dining room table, once set for extravagant dinner parties, now sat bare. The liquor cart, once filled with expensive scotch and bourbon, held only a single half-empty bottle of cheap whiskey. I ran my fingers along the banister as I made my way upstairs. Every step felt like walking toward the inevitable—the truth I had been avoiding for too long. When I reached my bedroom, I hesitated before flicking on the light. This room still smelled like Daniel. Two years should have been enough time for his scent to fade. And yet, it lingered. In the pressed sheets I hadn’t replaced. In the air itself. My eyes landed on the stack of envelopes on my nightstand. I didn’t have to open them to know what they said, Final notices., debt collection warnings and eviction threats. A sharp knock at the door made me flinch. My breath caught, my pulse spiking. For a moment—a ridiculous, desperate moment—I imagined it would be Daniel. That he would be standing there, alive, smirking like this had all been some elaborate joke. But Daniel was dead. And the only thing waiting on the other side of that door was reality. I forced my legs to move going down the stairs, my hands unsteady as I unlatched the lock and pulled the front door open. A man in a suit stood on my doorstep, just a bank representative holding an envelope with my name on it. “Mrs. Whitmore,” he said, polite but impersonal. “I regret to inform you that your home is officially in foreclosure. You have until the end of the month to vacate the premises.” His words barely registered. It was like hearing the final crack of a dam just before the water crashed through. I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. The man hesitated, offering a small, rehearsed sigh of sympathy. "I suggest you start looking for alternative accommodations." Alternative accommodations. As if I had anywhere else to go. As if I wasn’t about to lose the last piece of Daniel Whitmore I had left. The man handed me the envelope, then turned and walked away. I stood in the doorway, staring down at the notice in my hands, my fingers curling so tightly around the paper that it crumpled. A gust of wind rushed through the open door, chilling me to my bones. And then, just when I thought I couldn’t take anymore—the universe twisted the knife one last time. My phone buzzed in my coat pocket. A single text message. Adrian Cavendish: We need to talk. My office. 3 PM. I exhaled shakily, my pulse hammering against my throat. Adrian Cavendish. Daniel’s best friend. A man I knew only by reputation—billionaire, ruthless businessman, someone who could make or break people with a single decision. We had never truly spoken, not even at the parties where our paths briefly crossed. Not even at Daniel’s funeral. He had offered his condolences, a curt nod, nothing more. So why now? And why did it feel like whatever he had to say would change everything? I gripped the phone so hard it should have cracked. Somewhere deep down, I already knew—this was going to change everything.(Helena’s POV)I told myself I wouldn’t go, that I had dignity and I still had options. But dignity didn’t pay the bills. And the bank didn’t accept pride as currency.So I stood in front of Cavendish & Co., my heart pounding, knowing this was my last chance to crawl out of the wreckage Daniel had left behind.It had taken me an hour to gather the nerve to call him. Another hour to talk myself into stepping into the black car he had sent. And now, as I stared at the massive glass doors before me, I wondered if I had made the worst mistake of my life.I stepped inside, my heels clicking against the polished floors, and barely had a moment to collect myself before a poised, impeccably dressed woman at the front desk glanced up."Mrs. Whitmore?" she asked smoothly, already expecting me. "Mr. Cavendish is waiting for you. Follow me."I exhaled slowly, steeling myself. There was no turning back now. He led me to the private elevator, and I rode up in silence, my fingers twisting around t
(Helena’s POV)Daniel always said Adrian Cavendish never did anything without calculating the cost. A favor from that man came with strings so thick I bet they could strangle you."Whatever his real reasons, they aren’t charity," Eleanor warned over the phone after I told her of my encounter with Adrian, her voice clipped with irritation. “He wants something.”And that was the problem. It seems he wants something, but I can't figure out what. The same thought had been circling like a vulture in my mind since last night.Marry me.The words refused to leave my mind, clinging to my skin like a bad perfume, suffocating and impossible to scrub off.Marry him? I would rather set myself on fire.And yet—pride didn’t pay my debts.Nor did it erase the final eviction notice nailed to my door.I had spent two years fighting, scraping together what little I could, desperately trying to outrun the wreckage Daniel left behind.But last night, I had finally hit the wall, and Adrian Cavendish ha
(Adrian’s POV) There should have been flowers, music, laughter or perhaps a lace-trimmed handkerchief delicately dabbing at a joyful tear. Weddings were meant to be grand affairs, filled with promises and scandalous dances under glittering chandeliers. But this wedding wasn't it. Instead it was a dimly lit conference room at the Celeste Regent Hotel with a disinterested officiant shuffling papers like this was a tax audit rather than the binding of two lives together. It was Helena, the bride in black, standing rigidly before me, looking as if she were walking to the gallows instead of the altar. Helena does not wear white, of course, she won't, she was never going to make this easy for me. She is definition of rebellion wrapped in silk, a reminder that this is not love. Yet, here we are. She doesn’t look at me, her eyes drift past my shoulder, toward the door, like she’s thinking about running. But I know she won’t, not because she wants this, but because she has no other cho
(Helena’s POV)"This is a mistake."Eleanor didn’t look up as she neatly folded another dress into my suitcase. "That’s an understatement."I sighed, watching her move around my room like she was preparing evidence for a trial. Which, knowing Eleanor, wasn’t far from how she saw this situation."This isn’t forever,it’s just two years." I muttered, more to myself than to her.She let out a sharp laugh, shoving a pair of heels into the suitcase with unnecessary force. "No? You married Adrian Cavendish, Helena. If he has his way, this will be forever."A chill crept over my skin, unwelcome and lingering. No. He wouldn’t keep me, this was temporary.Nothing more.I pulled my sweater tighter around me, my gaze drifting to the half-packed suitcase on the bed. One suitcase was all I had left.My home—had been stripped bare piece by piece. The designer gowns, the jewelry, the art Daniel had collected over the years, all sold to cover his debts. Now, all my life fit into a bag.Eleanor zipped
(Helena’s POV) There are three universal truths about high society that you should know. One, No one ever truly cares about charity galas. It’s just an excuse for powerful men to stroke their egos and for their wives to wear gowns they’ve been dying to show off. Two, The second you show weakness, they will eat you alive, and they do it with a smile and a glass of champagne, and three, I am the main course tonight. The car slowed as we neared the Grand Bellemont Hotel, where cameras flashed like a firing squad waiting for the kill. I exhaled, fingers clenching around my clutch. "This is a mistake." Adrian didn’t look up, still adjusting his cufflinks with calm, deliberate movements. Like he wasn’t about to walk us into a lion’s den. "It’s only a mistake if you make it one," he said smoothly. I turned to him, irritation curling in my stomach. "And what exactly does that mean?" "It means," he bellowed, "that whatever they say, however they look at you, it only matters if you let it
(Helena’s POV ) The café smelled like fresh coffee and bad decisions. It was quiet, the kind of place where people whispered over lattes and pretended to read books they’d never finish and it was exactly what I needed. I needed a break. Ever since news of my marriage got out, the press had been relentless. Headlines, paparazzi, cameras flashing every time I stepped outside it was exhausting. So, I did what any desperate person would do. I threw on the most ridiculous disguise imaginable and snuck out. But I know better than to get comfortable. Peace never lasts. "Hello? Earth to Helena." Eleanor said as she waved a sugar packet in front of my face before ripping it open. "Jeez, you’ve been zoning out a lot lately. Should I be concerned?" I blinked, dragging myself back to the present. "Just thinking." She snorted. "That’s never a good sign." I sighed, stirring my coffee. "Maybe because my life has turned into a circus?" Eleanor leaned forward, resting her chin on
(Adrian’s POV) The silence in the car was suffocating, not because neither of us are speaking to each other. But because I’m still seeing red. I grip the steering wheel, knuckles tight, veins flexing, trying to steady the anger still clawing inside me. Briefly I glanced at her, she didn't even know. Didn't know how fucking close I was to wrecking that entire café. To putting my fist through a reporter’s face and taking her out of there before they could take another piece of her. My teeth grinding together and jaw tightening. I could still see them, the way they circled her. Like she was weak. Like she wasn’t mine. Helena shifts beside me, I could tell she's pissed. Good. Because so am I, and the fire between us is only getting hotter. A few minutes later, the mansion comes into view. My grip tightens on the wheel as I pull into the driveway, the sharp turn making the tires screech against the pavement. The second the car stops, Helena shoves the door open and storm
(Helena’s POV) "Wait. Hold up. You mean he kissed you?" Eleanor practically shrieks, nearly knocking over her coffee. I groan, sinking deeper into the plush couch of her apartment, covering my face. "Ellie, please. You promised not to make this a big deal." "This isn't a big deal," she says, eyes wide. "This is a freaking soap opera playing out in real life." She leans forward, grabbing another donut from the box between us. I glance around her cozy living room—messy as always, with half-read books and empty coffee cups scattered across the table. Normally, it’s comforting. Tonight, it just makes me more restless. I sigh, stirring my tea even though I’ve lost my appetite. "It happened so fast. One second, we were fighting, and the next… he was just there. And then—" "He grabbed you and kissed you like he couldn’t help himself?" Eleanor sighs dreamily. "Damn. I’m getting all hot just thinking about it. Adrian is still an ass, but damn." I shoot her a look. "Not helping."
Helena's POVThe auction had already begun when Adrian led me inside, his hand gently resting on the small of my back.A mix of anxiety and curiosity churned in my stomach. Why was Adrian acting so kind, yet so distant at the same time?"Umm... thank you for what you did earlier," I said quickly, the words slipping out before I could stop them.Adrian glanced at me, his eyes sharp but warm, and let out a soft chuckle."There's no way I’d let anyone disrespect you," he said simply."Yeah, but still... I just wanted to say thank you," I replied, lowering my gaze.He didn’t say anything else. Just gave a small nod and pointed toward a row of empty seats.We sat down, and I looked around at the other guests as they took their places.“Welcome, ladies and gentlemen,” The auctioneer announced as he stepped onto the stage.“Tonight, we have some of the finest and most beautiful items up for bidding.”Then a line of women stepped onto the stage, each holding an item that was going to be auc
Helena's POV The soft clink of chinaware was the only sound filling the dining room. Adrian sits across from me, absentmindedly looking through his phone. He was always busy. Though he had been coming home more often, and we had dinner together most nights but he stayed distan and always quiet. “So, how's work?” I ask, trying to make talk. Great job, Helena. You’re really a natural at this, I think to myself, dripping with sarcasm. Adrian looks up from his phone, clearly surprised by my question. “Good,” he says simply before looking back down at the screen. Wow. He really knows how to keep a talk going. “"Could you at least put your phone down so you can eat?" I mumbled, setting my fork down. Adrian grinned, finally looking up from his screen. "You want attention, don’t you?" he joked, putting his phone on the table. I laughed, caught off guard by his question. "No," I said quickly,
Adrians POV“And you have a meeting with the Marcus brothers at 3 p.m. on Tuesday,” Lucas my secretary says, flipping through his tablet. “Also, Tragus Bank wants to set up a meeting.”I barely hear him. My focus drifts, my thoughts in a haze.“Sir?” Lucas’s voice cuts through, pulling me back. “Everything alright?”I blink, shaking off the distraction. “Yes, Lucas. That’ll be all.”He studies me for a second, like he wants to say more, but instead, he gives a curt nod and steps out, leaving me alone with the thoughts I can’t seem to silence.As soon as the door clicks shut, I exhale sharply, leaning back in my chair. My fingers press against my temples, but the dull ache in my skull doesn’t fade.I really need to get a grip. Just as I was about to start working, my mother walked in.“Well, well… seems you’re still alive since you’ve been ignoring my calls,” she scoffs, tossing her coat onto the sofa by the door.I sigh, already feeling a headache coming on. “What do you want, Gisell
Helena's POV "Okay, spill. What’s going on with you?" Eleanor asks, narrowing her eyes over the rim of her coffee cup. I frown. "Nothing. Why?" She scoffs. "Oh, please. You look like you haven’t slept in days, you called me saying you needed someone to talk to and you’ve been fidgeting with that napkin since you sat down. I know you girl, I bet you've been thinking about Adrian." I nearly knocked over my coffee. "Ellie!" She grins, unfazed. "Am I wrong?" I open my mouth to argue, but nothing comes out. Because yes, I have been thinking about Adrian. Too much and in ways I shouldn’t. Eleanor’s eyes widen in disbelief. "Oh my God. Something happened." I groan, dropping my head into my hands. "Nothing happened." "Bullshit." I sigh, knowing there’s no escaping this. I glance around the café, making sure no one is eavesdropping, then lean in slightly. "I… I touched myself." The words come out in a whisper, like saying them any louder might summon the devil himself.
(Adrian’s POV) Helena is going to ruin me, and the worst part? She has no idea. I’ve been walking a tightrope, barely keeping myself in check. During our trip, I was a breath away from losing control, wanting to pull the car over and fuck her right then and there. At the photoshoot, her shyness was infuriatingly sweet, making me want to tease her just to see her blush. Then there was the interview, where she slipped her hand over mine like it belonged there, like this wasn’t all for show. But the beach? Damn, the beach almost broke me. For a few reckless minutes, it was just the two of us outside the crashing waves. She laughed, teasing me, soaking wet and radiant, and I let myself forget, let myself play along. Then she was under me. Soft, breathless, and wide-eyed. Her lips parted, her body trembling, and not from the cold. I could feel it, her hesitation, her want. She would have let me kiss her. Would have let me ruin her right there in the sand. And fuck, I wanted to. But
Helena POV The ocean shimmered under the moonlight, waves kissing the shore as Adrian and I walked side by side, our footsteps sinking into the cool, damp sand. The salty breeze curled around us, but the silence between us was warmer than it had ever been. I stole a glance at him. He was staring straight ahead, hands tucked into the pockets of his sweatpants, his expression unreadable. “You know,” I said, breaking the quiet, “I honestly thought your entire wardrobe was just suits and dress shirts. Seeing you in a T-shirt is… unexpected.” Adrian let out a low laugh. Something about it caught me off guard. I had never seen him like this. Relaxed. Almost… human. He glanced at me, amusement flickering in his eyes. “Let me guess, you also thought I was a complete asshole?” I smirked. “Oh, no. That’s not a thought. That’s a fact.” Adrian’s gaze softened, a rare warmth flickering in his eyes. He had to know what he was doing to me, the way my breath hitched, the way my body be
(Helena’s POV) The interview is set up in the grand living room of the estate, soft lighting making everything look warm and romantic. But the atmosphere between Adrian and me? Ice-cold. The reporter, a polished woman in her mid-40s, smiles at us as the cameras roll. “Mr. and Mrs. Cavendish, thank you for taking the time to do this. Everyone is fascinated by your whirlwind romance.” I barely keep from scoffing. Whirlwind romance? More like a controlled PR stunt. But Adrian, the devil himself, leans back against the couch, arm draped casually behind me like it belongs there. “Of course,” he says smoothly, giving my shoulder a gentle squeeze. “Helena and I are happy to share our story.” I shoot him a look. Happy to share? Since when? The reporter smiles. “So, let’s start from the beginning. How did you two fall in love?” Before I can even open my mouth, Adrian is already answering. “It was unexpected,” he says, glancing at me with what looks like adoration. “One moment, she
Helena’s POV "Let me know if you need anything else, ma’am," Ethan said as he stepped aside, allowing me to enter the room. "Please… Helena will do," I corrected, offering a small smile. He nodded. "Helena, then." As I stepped further inside, I took in the space. It was warm, inviting—not at all what I expected from Adrian’s vacation home. The king-sized bed was covered in crisp white sheets, the scent of fresh linen lingering in the air. Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooked the ocean, sunlight spilling into the room in golden streaks. "Everything has been prepared to your liking," Ethan added, his tone professional. "Under the strict instructions of Mr. Cavendish." I snorted, trailing my fingers over the edge of the bed. "I bet you do this often. Must be exhausting, setting up for all the women he brings here." Ethan hesitated, then shook his head. "On the contrary, madam. You’re the first woman he’s ever brought here." I froze. Heat crept up my neck, my fingers twitc
Helena's POV I frowned at Adrian, arms crossed. “What do you mean, we’re going on a trip?” He exhaled, already looking impatient. “Pack your things. We leave in an hour.” I narrowed my eyes. “To where?” Adrian crossed his arms, smirking like he enjoyed pushing my buttons. “Why don’t you ever just do what you’re told?” “Oh, I’m sorry, mister control freak,” I shot back, mirroring his stance. “Either you tell me where we’re going, or I’m not going anywhere.” His smirk didn’t waver. If anything, it deepened. “Fine. We’re going to my private island.” I blinked. “I’m sorry, what?” “Private island. It’s in the Hamptons.” I stared at him, waiting for an actual explanation. He sighed, rubbing his temple like I was exhausting him. “After the little stunt you pulled with Giselle and the media’s relentless scrutiny of our marriage, I hired a PR team to fix things. They came up with the idea of a romantic getaway.” I scoffed, crossing my arms tighter. “First of all, the inci