Chapter 125

Hope Point Of View

Yuan's whining woke me up early in the morning. It's not because he's doing miracles, but he's dreaming.

"Uhmm.. Y-Yam? What are you doing here? I thought you were dead?" Yuan said in disbelief. His face was full of surprise.

I could only watch him in his sleep. But as I listen to what he says, I feel hurt. I feel like I'm being crushed little by little. Why so? At first I thought it was fine that my female rival was gone. Because he is no longer in the world. But it's hard when you're in that situation, you're the one who's next to you but someone else's mouth is open and you're looking for them.

I admit that I feel that Yuan loves me on the days we spend together. But, it's hard to pretend to be happy. It's just that it's harder to be true when you're hurting.

So sometimes it makes me think. Especially when it's too much, that's when you sit in a corner and ask yourself:

"Am I in the right relationship?" as if it's hard to accept.

"Y-Yam, you're so hard to forget.