Confused

Chapter 92

Janet

After he left I sat on the bed and looked round the room. It was a mess. My face turned red with embarrassment as I remembered it was our wild lovemaking that had caused the mess. I groaned and buried my face in my hands. I felt very bad. Jason had wanted to come in last night and I had refused, but had no problem letting Kevin in.

I could have called security and had him thrown out, but I hadn’t because I wanted him to stay. What was my problem? Kevin was bad for me. It won’t work between us, not when there was a crazy baby mama involved.

So why was I still letting him back into my heart and into my bed? Why was I friend zoning Jason yet getting romantic with Kevin? I had never been the type to fall for the bad boy, so why was it so easy to let Kevin in and not Jason?

I looked round the room again, then at the stained sheets. Jason would soon be here and I didn’t want him to see it. I felt bad enough.

I took a warm shower, got dressed and began packing my b