Chapter 53-INDIGO-I can't believe that Rowan has had me wear that butt plug for two consecutively now. I hate to say but I'm now used to it even though it's annoying as hell and always makes me feel like I'm having sex and about to explode.Right now, Rowan and I are headed for a meeting with this new rising company, Shaw and Ethan. They're two best friends that started their own hotel and are becoming the next big thing. They want to this collaboration with our company and they're coming here to pitch their plan to Rowan.I enter the office before Rowan because he had to take a call before coming in. Everyone rises to greet me the second I step into the office thinking that I'm Rowan. They all act awkwardly when they see that it's me, I can't help the tinge of embarrassment that causes my cheeks to tint red."Mr. Grey will be here shortly," I announce professionally and they all nod, taking their seats back. I go to take the seat three seats away from Rowan as I set my papers on th
Chapter 54"I hate you." I say in a firm tone and I've told him these exact same three words so many times that he now sees it as a joke because he bursts into a full blown hardy laughter with a hint of superiorty."Show me your ass," he says when he composes himself ten seconds later and a frown forms on my face."No! I'm not doing that!" I say in a highly defensive tone and he rolls his eyes. He crouches down to my level and I'm about to ask him what he's doing when he immediately starts to tug on my skirt, trying to pull it down."What is wrong with you? Stop touching me!" I slap both his hands but it doesn't seem to stop him in the slightest manner as he keeps on tugging down on my skirt till it rests on my ankles.I grind my teeth in anger at his satisfied expression. What is this guy's problem? His right thumb finds the soaked area on my panties and he starts to rub on it gently."Stop, Rowan," I say in a breathless tone but he pay my words no mind as usual."You have a lot of p
Chapter 55"Are you okay, love?" Matilda asks me from the other side of the phone and I shake my head. It takes me at least fine seconds to realize that she's not with me and can't actually see me shaking my head."I'm not sure what okay means," I answer as I put on a hoodie and I hear her sigh in response."Well, you're going to know what it means soon because you're going to find it, okay?" She says in a sympathizing tone.It's been a week since the incident in the boardroom and I'm still not over it. I'm not sure if I'll ever be over it because if Rowan's character. He's never going to change but at least he knows not to push too much. He's been maintaining a fair distance since then and it's good that he is because otherwise, I don't know if I can even be able to stand him.Last night, my salary for the fourth month came in and it reminded me how close I am to escaping this beast of man. Endurance is key and I've been a patient locked door all this while.Today, I'm taking a day o
Chapter 56"Go on a date with me." Rowan says in a rushed, desperate voice and veer back, completely stunned."What?" I might've misheard him. He just asked me to go on a date with him and it didn't seem like a command or order, more like a plea. I must be hearing this."Please, go on a date with me. I just- I just need to talk to you. Tell you things." It seems like it's physically hurting him to be so nice to me because I can see the strain of his veins as he speaks, like he'd explode anytime soon."Rowan, I can't..." I trail off to look at Red. I want to stay here, what if he wakes up when I'm gone? It's unlikely to happen, the doctors don't know what to do at this point and honestly I'm more scared than I've ever been concerning him at this point."Please, Indigo. I need this." Okay, Rowan has said the word 'please' twice now, I hope the world isn't coming to an end soon with the way he's behaving."Two hours," I raise two fingers to emphasize on my words and he takes in a sharp b
Chapter 57-INDIGO-Rowan Grey is not Rowan Grey. At least, the Rowan Grey who I thought was Rowan Grey is not Rowan Grey. Does that make sense? I bet it doesn't.I still find it hard to believe that the man who had me on my knees less than a month ago, degrading me like some cheap slut is the same man that prepares breakfast for me and kisses me ony forehead.Not on my lips or any sexual part of my body, but on my forehead. I'm not sure if it's actually written anywhere but forehead kisses are actually more intimate than lip slash mouth kisses.Something about forehead kisses gives room for intimacy and care. Like, a show of love and compassion. Rowan ensures to show me that compassion every single day. Twice.When we seat down for breakfast and when we retire for bed. Every single night, we spend it together. Sometimes we don't have sex, sometimes we just sleep together and he holds me tight like if he should ever let go of me then I would evade him.Such a thought coming to reality
Chapter 58I was nervous. This was my first time on a plane—a private jet. Rowan was thorough. He had his own jet. I can't say I didn't expect it. The man was private to the core.That's why looking down at where I am now, I'm still feeling weird. What do I know that I was doing here? Nothing. What could I offer Rowan? Nothing. Why does he want me? I don't know.So many unanswered questions freaked me out. Rowan was talking to the pilots of the jet. Though Rowan has completely when it came to you, he was still the same Rowan and was still ordering the elder men like their lives depended on him.I couldn't entirely hear what he was telling them but from the frightened look on their face and Rowan's locked jaw, I could tell that he certainly wasn't talking about diamonds and roses with them.When it seems like Rowan is never going to stop threatening the men, they nod diligently and turn to their stations. Rowan did the same, a wide smile forming on his lips as he took my look in.I was
Chapter 59-INDIGO-"I'm coming. I'm coming!" I come as I scream bloody murder. Rowan smiles devilishly, sliding his wet cock from inside of me as he watches me."Beautiful," he murmurs as I breath heavily. As this point, I'm not even ashamed anymore. Everyone on the plane could hear Rowan fuck me more than ten times in a row and I swear, I'm exhausted. I sleep, I wake up, we eat, we fuck. I sleep, I wake up, I eat, we fuck.It's been that way all throughout the flight and we're almost at our destination now. Rowan has more stamina than he's supposed to. I can tell he still has power to go on if I just make any sudden move. His fingers find my chin as he caresses me slowly."Go clean yourself up. I wouldn't like anyone seeing you this perfect," he strokes me as he speaks in a soft tone. I almost roll my eyes.Rowan always knows what to say. I sniff and stand up from the chair, going to the small bathroom stall to wipe my thighs.When I'm done, immediately I open the door and step out
Chapter 60From airport, Rowan and I take one of his fancy cars to his hotel. I've always known we had a branch in Paris but I've never actually been here before.I have to say, it's really nice. Slightly nicer than some of the hotels we have back in New York. Rowan and I walk into the hotel hand in hand. The workers upon seeing him from the lobby straighten their backs.He doesn't bother walking up to the front desk to ask for a room and he just leads us around like he owns the place. He does own the place but could he act more subtle about it. It's kind of freaking me out.I'm still trying to wrap my head around what happened in the plane. It's been a while since I've seen Rowan in action. Threatening people all over the place. It brought back memories.Cruel, cold memories.We take an elevator to the highest floor and Rowan seems giddy, jittering all over the place like he can't help himself. It's cute how he's doing this. When the elevator stops, he places a chaste kiss on my fore
Epilogue-INDIGO-"I feel hot. I don't know why. Do you feel hot as well? Or is it just me?" I rant to Matilda and Henry.Matty places her hands on my bare shoulders to caress me. "Indy, you're hyperventilating right now. Cool it." She says, and I realize that she's right.My chest is heaving up and down in an erratic manner. I feel like my head is about to explode. I don't know if it's because I'm nervous or if it's because of something else entirely.Why am I nervous a person might ask? Well, that's because I'm getting married today. Yep, you heard that right. I'm getting married to Rowan today. Again. We're going to have an official wedding today.It all started last two months after Frederick got arrested. The proceedings for the court were wrapped really quickly because of the confession I had. Charlotte and Frederick got long prison sentences. Rowan and I started to hang out more. Though I didn't return back to the company. Instead, I'm now working for Henry's restaurant with no
Chapter 71-INDIGO-"He might not have proof, but I do." I say as I step into the room, holding up my phone with a sardonic smirk on my face.Frederick pales immediately at the sight of me. "Wh-what are you doing here?" He stumbles on his words.I turn my attention to Rowan and throw him a sympathetic look. "I'm sorry for ever doubting you, Rowan. When I saw you with Charlotte, I just totally lost it. I thought- I thought so many things and I needed time to think and reflect."I thought about it so hard. But you never liked Charlotte, did you? Even before you got married to me, you hated sharing meetings with her. I thought about it and found it so hard that you would want to bed her. It all sounded so mixed up to me."I came here today to ask you more questions about it, then I ran into your conversation with this man," I spit out with venom laced in my voice. "I couldn't be sure what was happening, but since I've always known that he's a no-good sleazebag, something in the back of
Chapter 70-ROWAN-Ah, shit. Shit, shit, shit. I've finally done it. I've ruined my life through and through. I take a huge gulp from the champagne bottle in my hand and set it harshly against the bar slab."Fuck." I curse out loud. This is all my fault. If I had just told Indigo the truth when I found out maybe things wouldn't turned out this way.I was so fucking foolish to think that pushing her away was going to help matters in anyway. I didn't think things through that time, and my decisions are now biting me hard in the ass. I wish I was more sensible.I take another huge gulp from the champagne bottle, then groan loudly afterwards. I feel like I'm being ripped apart from the inside. Nothing in my entire life has ever hurt this bad. Absolutely nothing.Heartbreak is the worst pain imaginable. I never thought it was but now that I'm feeling it, I know it is. Indigo hates me now. There's no coming back from that. I bet she's going to move on from me sooner than later, leaving me a
Chapter 69-INDIGO-I can't believe the scene in front of me.Rowan and Charlotte are kissing. I feel like my head and my heart are about to explode. I can't think straight. I'm shivering all over.My exclamation makes them pull apart from each other. Charlotte, who is wearing a thin silky robe, breaks into a sly smile as she notices me. While Rowan, there's guilt all over his expression.So he knows that he's done something bad. This isn't even supposed to be hurting me the way that it is but I can't help myself. I knew him to be a liar and betrayer but not a cheat. Never a cheat.I guess I was wrong about that too.Tears prick the corner of my eyes but I try as much as I can to suck them back in with little to no success.Rowan reaches for me, but I flinch away, not wanting his dirty hands to touch me."Indigo, it's not what it looks like. I can explain." He says in a desperate tone as he pushes Charlotte away and starts to walk towards me.I'm backing away from the door, shaking my
Chapter 68-INDIGO-I don't know why I keep thinking about Joshua's words. It's been two days and still. I still can't get over it."How much he loves you..."Loves me? Rowan doesn't love me. He only Loves himself and his lies so why can't I get it out of my mind? Anyways, since I have no job now, thanks to the lying bastard, I have to start updating my CV to find a better one.Henry offered me a spot in his company but I'm still thinking about it. I don't want to be the girl who divorced a billionaire and now works for said billionaire's best friend. It has an odd ring to it.Though it would be very beneficial. I'd have a friend at work, Henry, and I can bet that his working environment won't be as toxic as Rowan's. Henry is a much nicer person. Or worse comes to worse, I could take up a waiting job at his cool ship restaurant.I think that's even a better odd. I miss that place so much. I hate that my first and only memory of it is tainted with a man named Rowan Grey. My goodness, e
Chapter 67-INDIGO-"Hi, guys." I say to everyone as I step into the kitchen.Matilda, Jax, and Henry are all caught off guard at the sight of me. I mean, I haven't read the room that Jax graciously spared to me since the day Rowan came by.They've been the ones to come checking up on me and all of that. Yep, I've been heavily depressed but last night, I don't know. I had this self discovery thing happen to me during a whack dream I had.I can't keep pining over Rowan my entire life. It's not like I'm the first person in the one who has been lied to, betrayed, and heartbroken, nor am I going to be the last.I'm not going to let a little set back in my love life predict the rest of my entire life. I had a pep talk with myself. Yes, I know it's going to be incredibly hard but I need to move on.Find a new job, a new house, something to love for. Rowan has moved on, he hasn't been back at the house, he hasn't been pining over the place, begging for another chance do why should I be the o
Chapter 66-ROWAN-Fuck, I can't think straight anymore. Everything is all blurry in my head, my eyes, my everywhere. But I have to attend this meeting.Even if it's just to tell the investors fuck themselves. The cab driver that drove me tontge office kept asking me if I was okay? What the fuck is that question all about?Can he see that I'm not fucking okay? I can't even remember the last time that I was okay. Wait, scratch that. I can remember. It was when I was with Indigo. When she was looking at me like I was the most important thing to her in her entire life.I just had to ruin that. When I get down from the cab, I stumble on my tracks. A few people on the streets throw curious glances my way but I ignore them. I don't give a shit about all of that.I choke on a cough as I manage to get through the front door of the building and into the lobby of my company. Everyone freezes as they spot me. It's been a while since I came to the office.Without her it doesn't feel worth it anym
Chapter 65-INDIGO-Rowan's eyes go dead at my words. Perhaps he was expecting me to listen to what he had to say and continue deluding myself blindly. But I'm not going to do that."You heard her, Rowan. Just go." Matilda points at the door as she speaks. Rowan stares at me, hoping that the last few seconds was just a figment of his imagination and I hadn't truly just told him that I would murder him if he got too close.Sadly, it's not. I harden my expression more and better. When he sees that I'm not budging. He sighs and his face falls. "Believe me, I'm sorry." He says one last time before steering around and walking out of the house.Once I can no longer make out his figure, I let out a choked sob as I fall to the ground, smashing my kneecaps against the cold hard tiles hard. The loud sound seems to pull Matilda's and Jax's attention as they rush to my aid.They try to help me to stand up but I'm totally a mess. I hear myself blubbering and spewing out useless rants. I cry and cr
Chapter 64-INDIGO-"Do you want ice cream?" Matilda asks and I shake my head, clutching onto my blanket tightly."Should I turn on the tv?" Henry asks and I shake my head."Should we run a bath for you or something?" Everyone of us turn to stare at Jax, he shrugs. I shake my head.I want to be happy. I want everything that's happened within the last two days to be a dream, a nightmare, that I'd just wake up from one morning and let out a sigh of relief. I want to be able to go back to the mansion to prepare breakfast for the person I thought I love.I want to not feel so horrible and betrayed all the time. I want to be able to eat without the good tasting sour and causing me throw up. I want to be able to smile without having to cry afterwards. I just want what I lost.I don't say any of that though. It sounds very pathetic in my head, I don't think I could summon the courage to actually say it out loud. So instead of voicing out of my thoughts and freeing myself. I shake my head and