-INDIGO-
"Don't look, but Joshua's looking at you." Matilda whispers to me, I scrunch my eyebrows and turn around to look. She nudges my elbow in frustration.
"I told you not to look!" She snarls and I roll my eyes. Joshua smiles and waves at me, I reciprocate politely before turning away.
"He totally loves you!" Matilda coos.
"No, he doesn't. You're just delusional. Besides stop talking about love, we're at work." I tell her, as I turn back to my computer and start working.
"Work, Smchork. It doesn't matter where we are. Love can happen—"
"Indigo!" A demanding voice booms through my intercom and I see Matilda's lips tug up in irritation.
"Yes, sir," I answer my grumpy boss, Mr. Grey.
"Come to my office now." He says and cuts the line. I sigh heavily, before standing up from my seat and adjusting my skirt.
"Be right back." I tell Matilda and she mimics my words childishly.
I walk over to Mr. Grey's office that's directly opposite my cubicle and knock on the door, before entering.
"You called, sir." I say, and he looks up from his office tab.
"Cancel all my plans for the day, my grandfather's will-reading is this afternoon." He says in a curt tone and I nod, I start to make my way out of his office when he stops me.
"And clear your schedule as well, you're coming with me." I only nod my head and give him a tight-lipped smile before doing as he says.
Two and half hours after that, I'm stepping out of Mr. Grey's private jet and into another state. We enter into a prepaid car and start the journey to the lawyer's office. We get there thirty minutes after that and I'm told to wait outside as Mr. Grey steps into the office to talk.
-ROWAN-
This better be worth it. I canceled my schedule for the day just to know what that old bastard left for me.
"Good day, sir." Attorney Grant says to me as I take a seat. I don't reciprocate his greeting, instead I give him a sharp look that spells 'Let's get this over with.'
"Uh... yes. It says here 'The distribution of my properties should be given as follows - ten percent of my money should go to all my charity—"
"I don't care for this nonsense. What did he leave me with?" I tell the attorney in an impatient sharp tone and he clears his throat, before giving me a nervous look.
"To my only grandson, I leave him with my most prized possession. My estate property in the Caribbeans that is worth over a billion dollars—"
"Fuck, yes!" I mutter in relief, at least the old man did one thing right in his life.
"But he can only claim it once he is married." The attorney completes and my triumph is cut short.
"What?" I ask in a sharp tone.
"You can only gain access to the property after you get married." The attorney says.
"That old bastard is still ruling the game, even in his grave." I say, spiteful.
"But, this could be an easy fix, right? I just have to get married." I say, as a new ray of hope shines before me.
"It's not that simple, Mr. Grey. Your grandfather stated here that the marriage should be valid and must be over six months, at least." The attorney explains.
"There's no other way, I have to get married?" I ask, like it's the worst thing in the world that could ever happen to me.
"None. This is unbreakable. I suggest you start finding brides. As a matter of fact, I have a daughter that—"
"Shut up!" I snap at him, as I stand up from the chair and march outside in anger.
I'm faced with my secretary, Indigo, the second I step out of the office and she has this annoying wary look on her face.
"Mr. Grey, how did the—"
"Not now!" I raise a hand to stop her. She nods her head curtly and walks silently.
At least, she knows how to behave herself. I like that about her. She's the only secretary that I've had for over two years now. Though she's young, she knows how to keep herself. Always so organized and poised.
I wonder how she'll react when the finds out the truth.
We take a flight back to New York, with enough time to get in a few jobs done. Indigo doesn't ask for permission to leave, instead she takes a seat back on her cubicle and goes straight back to work. I nod, before walking back into my office.
Back to the pressing problem.
I've always wanted that estate since I was a little boy, it's mine now, but I can't access it. My grandfather really did me dirty on this deal.
I need advise on what to do.
I place a call on my office tab to my best buddy. He picks up at the first ring and screams 'Hello' into my ear. A scowl makes it's way on face and I sigh heavily, as I start to massage my temples.
"I want to ask you something," I tell him in a straight voice.
"Rowan, I've told you many times. It goes into the first hole not the—"
"Shut up!" I snap at him and he laughs loudly. It's takes a while for him to calm down, and when he does, I continue speaking.
"Who should I marry?" I ask and the line goes silent for over ten seconds, before the bastard bursts into another fit of laughter.
"I'm dead serious." I grit out, but he's still laughing.
"Wait wait wait. You called me up at nine pm to ask me who you should marry?" He asks in-between laughs.
Maybe calling him was a bad idea.
"Jax, stop laughing and pull yourself together!" I say in a pissed off tone and the laughter reduces slightly as he starts to get himself back.
"Why would you even ask me that?" He asks, with humor laced in his tone.
"I have to get married and you know women. Refer one that can be my wife." I say in urgency.
"What do you mean by you have to get married?" He asks, slowly.
"My grandfather left me an estate, I have to get married before I can access it." I explain to him, as my hands start shaking. They tend to do that when I'm stressed.
"Fuck! The old bastard!" Jax remarks and I hum in agreement.
"So, find me a wife." I instruct him and he chuckles.
"Getting married isn't a business deal. I can't just find you a wife. It has to be sacred—"
"Fucking give me a list of names now!" I bark.
"Okay okay," he says, giving in. "You know Hilary Laurie, heiress of Matatech industries, she's nice. Uh... Gwen Page, she's a hot model, makes good pancakes. How about Charlotte Reid, she's smoking hot and—"
"You're fucking useless!" I cut him off, I'm about to scream at him some more when someone knocks and steps into my office.
"I'm done for the day, sir." Indigo says, as she rubs her palms against her pencil skirt. My lips tug up in irritation at the interruption, I dismiss her with a with a nod and she smiles, before walking out of my office.
"Who was that?" Jax asks me.
"My secretary," I reply in a dismissive tone.
"Fuck! Indigo?" He inquires.
"No, Purple." I deadpan.
"You didn't have to be sarcastic. But, I just got an idea." He says the last part in a calculating tone.
"Spill."
"Marry Indigo!" He exclaims, and he's lucky he can't see the grim expression on my face.
"I'm hanging up." I say dryly, as I attempt to end the call.
"Wait wait wait! Listen to what I have to say. Indigo, she's the only woman that you've ever tolerated. Heck, you couldn't even stand the sight of your mother when she was alive, but Indigo. She's been working for you for over two years and not once have you complained about her. " He reasons.
"Just because she's a good secretary doesn't mean she'll make a good wife." I say.
"See! You just admitted that she's a good secretary. You never say anything good about anyone. And what's the worse that could happen? You two get married, after you get the estate, you divorce. I'm sure Indigo will be cool with anything that pleases her boss." He explains.
" You're sick." I tell him, before I end the call.
Marry Indigo.
That's preposterous!
Or is it? She's quiet, dutiful, efficient. She won't be a bother, she's very submissive. But if she finds out... Being in the same space with her for too long, I might spill. But, what if I don't?
Twenty five minutes later, I'm standing in front of Indigo's apartment door and knocking. She opens the door and her eyes widen at the sight of me.
"Marry me."
-INDIGO-Do the dishes, lock the doors, close the curtains, fluff the pillows, sleep.I'm on the third step of my nightly routine, singing a Taylor Swift classic, when I hear loud knocking. I groan in frustration before dragging my feet to the door, I don't even look through the eye hole to check who the person is. I just open the door wide and shock is an understatement of my reaction."Marry me." Mr. Grey says in his serious demanding voice.My jaw drops wide and I immediately slam my door shut.That wasn't my boss asking me to marry him, right? It can't be. Mr. Grey would never drive downtown New York to see me, better yet ask me to marry him. That must've been a figment of my imagination."Indigo! Open the fucking door!" A voice booms from the other side of the door and I immediately jerk into action.It's really Mr. Grey.I open the door immediately, and he is real."Mr. Grey, you—"He pushes me aside and walks into my apartment like he owns the place. He stands in the middle of
-INDIGO-"Good." Mr. Grey says after I tell him my decision. He turns back to his office tab, and I wonder what I'm supposed to do now."I'll have my lawyers send in the papers to your mail. We'll have the wedding the day after tomorrow." He says in a disinterested tone and my jaw drops."So soon?" I ask.Isn't that too early? It might raise up suspicions. He slowly looks up from his tab and shrugs, like I'm supposed to understand and not him. "Why not? The sooner, the better. You'll sign the papers today, we'll review it tomorrow and get married behind my house the next day. You'll move in with me after. Simple." He says casually.The way he says 'simple' like everything about this situation is simple, when it is anything but. "I'll move in with you?" I repeat in disbelief.I can't. This is all moving so fast. We need to slow down. "Of course, you will. We can't be married and live under two different roofs, it'll seem too suspicious. If it makes you feel any better, we'll be sle
-INDIGO-Mr. Grey is kissing me. Well, more like Mr. Grey kissed me. The kiss didn't last upto two seconds before he ended it. There's no wedding reception. Jax and Matilda are commanded to go home immediately the wedding ends.I'm left alone with Mr. Grey in his huge mansion. He sits on a chair in his living room, tapping on his phone as I stand a few feet away—still wearing my wedding dress—watching him."What now?" I ask awkwardly, and it's only then he turns to me."The second room upstairs by the left is yours. Mine is the one at the end of the hall. Your things were brought here during the wedding. If you're hungry, there are ingredients in the kitchen, make something. If you're not, sleep. I'm busy, don't disturb me." He says in a curt tone and I nod my head.Good to see he's the still the same Mr. Grey as last week.I take his directions and go to the room prepared for me. I see that most of my stuff are already here. I drop on my bed and it bounces as my gown flares.I stare
Chapter 5-ROWAN-I shouldn't have done that. Indigo is looking at me like I'm some sort of twisted hero. She shouldn't even be looking at me at all. Her innocent green eyes should be focused on the floor and not on my face."You called for me, sir," she says respectfully. "Ms. Reid and her partners will be coming here to speak on the Alpha project. Prepare the board room and bring out the charts." I tell her in a straight voice. She nods her head and starts to leave the room. Before she crosses the door, I stop her."Indigo," I call out, and she turns."Sir?" She answers. "If anyone makes you feel uncomfortable here because of any vile comments, tell me." I tell her in a serious tone. She looks taken aback by my words, but covers it up a second later."I'll be fine on my own." She says, puffing out her chest a little, feigning confidence. "I didn't ask for your opinion on the matter. Something happens, make sure to tell me. If I find out on my own, it won't turn out so well for y
Chapter 6-INDIGO- Mr. Grey's hands are cold. Mr. Grey is awfully slow. Mr. Grey is dangerously handsome. These thoughts skip spinning in my head. He loosens the buttons of my shirt slowly, with his fingers grazing my almost see-through singlet. He takes time doing each of the buttons, and there are a lot of buttons. Is he feeling the same amount of heat I am feeling? If he is, his expression gives nothing away. As usual. He has the best control over his emotions I have ever seen. I'm sure not even the angels knows what is spinning inside that head of his. He's so unreadable. And it's annoying. Very very annoying. As he gets to the upper part of my shirt, I start to shiver. I'm tempted to moan at his slow touch but I control myself. His eyes still show nothing. Is he that unimpressed with my body? Not even a single groan or a breathless sigh. Wait a second, why am I even concerned about what he feels towards me? I shouldn't even be thinking like this. He's my empl
Chapter 7 -INDIGO- Everything is back to normal now. Well, as normal as things can be when you're married to a billionaire and working for him. "So, you're trying to say you and Mr. Grumpy pants have been married for close to two weeks and you guys haven't done anything dirty yet?" Matilda asks me and I nod slowly. I continue to ask myself, time and time again, why am I friends with Matilda Fuentes? She is literally the most annoying person to ever walk on this earth. But one thing she knows how to do is to pry out personal information from a person. After delivering morning coffee to Mr. Grey, he dismissed me like a pest in front of her and Matilda—the real pest—started to pester me for information. She asked about Mr. Grey and I sexual lives and I told her that we don't have any. To say she was shocked is an understatement. How hard is it to believe that two responsible adults that are married are not having sex? Apparently for Matilda, it's very hard. She sighs, lean
Chapter 8-INDIGO- Is it just me or has Mr. Grey become more cruel and grumpy than he used to be, before we got married? "Indigo, I'm not paying you to stare into space. Sort out the files faster!" My husband cuts into my thoughts with a sharp voice. Nope, it's not just me. Before we got married, he never use to order me around like some slave. He had some unspoken respect towards me. But now, all that is gone. I'm like some kind of errand girl to him all of a sudden. It's all 'Indigo, do this!' 'Indigo, do that!' 'Indigo!' 'Indigo!' 'Indigo!' Ugh! I'm starting to get sick and tired of my own name.I seriously have no idea what I'm doing. Mr. Grey just rang me up and told me to sort out files into his locker. His exact words were 'Indigo! Sort out these fines!' He didn't even tell me what order to do it in. Who the hell does that?! It's because I'm readily at his disposal. That must be the only reason why. "Yes, sir," I say respectfully in contrast to how I actually feel
Chapter 9-ROWAN-I've lost my mind. That's the only reasonable explanation for the things I have been doing lately. Marriage is horrible. There should be a cover for marriage spelling out 'Do not do this. You will run mad.'Yes, surely it must be marriage madness. Nothing else. That is the main reason why I sent for Indigo to come to my office and asked her to review reports that are perfectly okay.Madness is the only valid reason why I am straining my eyes, trying to look for a cleavage between the tightly knitted turtleneck that Indigo is wearing.As if she notices my heavy gaze on her, she immediately looks up. I frown at her. Her face is even more of a distraction than her body."Mr. Grey?" She calls out in a sweet voice. "What?" I spit harshly, I shouldn't give off any vibe that I actually like the sound of her voice. What am I even saying? I do not like her voice. I do not like anything about her. She is Indigo, my secretary wife that I will divorce after six months. That
Epilogue-INDIGO-"I feel hot. I don't know why. Do you feel hot as well? Or is it just me?" I rant to Matilda and Henry.Matty places her hands on my bare shoulders to caress me. "Indy, you're hyperventilating right now. Cool it." She says, and I realize that she's right.My chest is heaving up and down in an erratic manner. I feel like my head is about to explode. I don't know if it's because I'm nervous or if it's because of something else entirely.Why am I nervous a person might ask? Well, that's because I'm getting married today. Yep, you heard that right. I'm getting married to Rowan today. Again. We're going to have an official wedding today.It all started last two months after Frederick got arrested. The proceedings for the court were wrapped really quickly because of the confession I had. Charlotte and Frederick got long prison sentences. Rowan and I started to hang out more. Though I didn't return back to the company. Instead, I'm now working for Henry's restaurant with no
Chapter 71-INDIGO-"He might not have proof, but I do." I say as I step into the room, holding up my phone with a sardonic smirk on my face.Frederick pales immediately at the sight of me. "Wh-what are you doing here?" He stumbles on his words.I turn my attention to Rowan and throw him a sympathetic look. "I'm sorry for ever doubting you, Rowan. When I saw you with Charlotte, I just totally lost it. I thought- I thought so many things and I needed time to think and reflect."I thought about it so hard. But you never liked Charlotte, did you? Even before you got married to me, you hated sharing meetings with her. I thought about it and found it so hard that you would want to bed her. It all sounded so mixed up to me."I came here today to ask you more questions about it, then I ran into your conversation with this man," I spit out with venom laced in my voice. "I couldn't be sure what was happening, but since I've always known that he's a no-good sleazebag, something in the back of
Chapter 70-ROWAN-Ah, shit. Shit, shit, shit. I've finally done it. I've ruined my life through and through. I take a huge gulp from the champagne bottle in my hand and set it harshly against the bar slab."Fuck." I curse out loud. This is all my fault. If I had just told Indigo the truth when I found out maybe things wouldn't turned out this way.I was so fucking foolish to think that pushing her away was going to help matters in anyway. I didn't think things through that time, and my decisions are now biting me hard in the ass. I wish I was more sensible.I take another huge gulp from the champagne bottle, then groan loudly afterwards. I feel like I'm being ripped apart from the inside. Nothing in my entire life has ever hurt this bad. Absolutely nothing.Heartbreak is the worst pain imaginable. I never thought it was but now that I'm feeling it, I know it is. Indigo hates me now. There's no coming back from that. I bet she's going to move on from me sooner than later, leaving me a
Chapter 69-INDIGO-I can't believe the scene in front of me.Rowan and Charlotte are kissing. I feel like my head and my heart are about to explode. I can't think straight. I'm shivering all over.My exclamation makes them pull apart from each other. Charlotte, who is wearing a thin silky robe, breaks into a sly smile as she notices me. While Rowan, there's guilt all over his expression.So he knows that he's done something bad. This isn't even supposed to be hurting me the way that it is but I can't help myself. I knew him to be a liar and betrayer but not a cheat. Never a cheat.I guess I was wrong about that too.Tears prick the corner of my eyes but I try as much as I can to suck them back in with little to no success.Rowan reaches for me, but I flinch away, not wanting his dirty hands to touch me."Indigo, it's not what it looks like. I can explain." He says in a desperate tone as he pushes Charlotte away and starts to walk towards me.I'm backing away from the door, shaking my
Chapter 68-INDIGO-I don't know why I keep thinking about Joshua's words. It's been two days and still. I still can't get over it."How much he loves you..."Loves me? Rowan doesn't love me. He only Loves himself and his lies so why can't I get it out of my mind? Anyways, since I have no job now, thanks to the lying bastard, I have to start updating my CV to find a better one.Henry offered me a spot in his company but I'm still thinking about it. I don't want to be the girl who divorced a billionaire and now works for said billionaire's best friend. It has an odd ring to it.Though it would be very beneficial. I'd have a friend at work, Henry, and I can bet that his working environment won't be as toxic as Rowan's. Henry is a much nicer person. Or worse comes to worse, I could take up a waiting job at his cool ship restaurant.I think that's even a better odd. I miss that place so much. I hate that my first and only memory of it is tainted with a man named Rowan Grey. My goodness, e
Chapter 67-INDIGO-"Hi, guys." I say to everyone as I step into the kitchen.Matilda, Jax, and Henry are all caught off guard at the sight of me. I mean, I haven't read the room that Jax graciously spared to me since the day Rowan came by.They've been the ones to come checking up on me and all of that. Yep, I've been heavily depressed but last night, I don't know. I had this self discovery thing happen to me during a whack dream I had.I can't keep pining over Rowan my entire life. It's not like I'm the first person in the one who has been lied to, betrayed, and heartbroken, nor am I going to be the last.I'm not going to let a little set back in my love life predict the rest of my entire life. I had a pep talk with myself. Yes, I know it's going to be incredibly hard but I need to move on.Find a new job, a new house, something to love for. Rowan has moved on, he hasn't been back at the house, he hasn't been pining over the place, begging for another chance do why should I be the o
Chapter 66-ROWAN-Fuck, I can't think straight anymore. Everything is all blurry in my head, my eyes, my everywhere. But I have to attend this meeting.Even if it's just to tell the investors fuck themselves. The cab driver that drove me tontge office kept asking me if I was okay? What the fuck is that question all about?Can he see that I'm not fucking okay? I can't even remember the last time that I was okay. Wait, scratch that. I can remember. It was when I was with Indigo. When she was looking at me like I was the most important thing to her in her entire life.I just had to ruin that. When I get down from the cab, I stumble on my tracks. A few people on the streets throw curious glances my way but I ignore them. I don't give a shit about all of that.I choke on a cough as I manage to get through the front door of the building and into the lobby of my company. Everyone freezes as they spot me. It's been a while since I came to the office.Without her it doesn't feel worth it anym
Chapter 65-INDIGO-Rowan's eyes go dead at my words. Perhaps he was expecting me to listen to what he had to say and continue deluding myself blindly. But I'm not going to do that."You heard her, Rowan. Just go." Matilda points at the door as she speaks. Rowan stares at me, hoping that the last few seconds was just a figment of his imagination and I hadn't truly just told him that I would murder him if he got too close.Sadly, it's not. I harden my expression more and better. When he sees that I'm not budging. He sighs and his face falls. "Believe me, I'm sorry." He says one last time before steering around and walking out of the house.Once I can no longer make out his figure, I let out a choked sob as I fall to the ground, smashing my kneecaps against the cold hard tiles hard. The loud sound seems to pull Matilda's and Jax's attention as they rush to my aid.They try to help me to stand up but I'm totally a mess. I hear myself blubbering and spewing out useless rants. I cry and cr
Chapter 64-INDIGO-"Do you want ice cream?" Matilda asks and I shake my head, clutching onto my blanket tightly."Should I turn on the tv?" Henry asks and I shake my head."Should we run a bath for you or something?" Everyone of us turn to stare at Jax, he shrugs. I shake my head.I want to be happy. I want everything that's happened within the last two days to be a dream, a nightmare, that I'd just wake up from one morning and let out a sigh of relief. I want to be able to go back to the mansion to prepare breakfast for the person I thought I love.I want to not feel so horrible and betrayed all the time. I want to be able to eat without the good tasting sour and causing me throw up. I want to be able to smile without having to cry afterwards. I just want what I lost.I don't say any of that though. It sounds very pathetic in my head, I don't think I could summon the courage to actually say it out loud. So instead of voicing out of my thoughts and freeing myself. I shake my head and