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Author: Uriel Kings
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Samantha

When I woke up the next morning, I briefly wondered if I’d died and gone to hell.

That’s how shitty I felt.

My head was throbbing, and my stomach churned.

I thought I was going to be sick, and I struggled to build up the energy to even get out of bed.

At length, I forced myself to open my eyes. Flinching at the muted sunlight coming in through my thin curtains, I slowly pushed myself so I was sitting upright. Slipping my feet to the floor, I sat on the edge of the mattress for a moment as I fought not to vomit on my floor.

After several seconds, I felt stable enough to stand, and I staggered to my bathroom. I reached the toilet just in time and emptied my stomach into the porcelain bowl.

It took me a while to feel stable enough to push back up to my feet. I washed my face and brushed my teeth, then went back into my room and got dressed.

Feeling somewhat normal again, I made my way downstairs to the kitchen and started brewing a pot of coffee. I needed to finish sobering up b
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she is being really childish. she pursued him in the first place. own it and move on!
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