Chapter 30: Me or Daniel?

Kaitlyn

Not knowing what you feel for someone can literally kill you and them both. I was standing there only, even after ten minutes. I didn’t know if hurting him was worth it.

All I knew was that I hurt him badly. I shouldn’t have said it when I didn’t know it. I don’t think I hate him. If I did, then I wouldn’t be crying here. But I said it. I said it to him and he told me I am free to leave.

It feels bad now. I feel unwanted. 

I slowly started going to my bed. I should have been a better person. but I don’t know what is right. Maybe I should have behaved in a better manner with him but how can I? he… He has hurt me so much and giving him another chance so easily seems… childish and naive.

I decided to just go on with what I was doing. I was on the right track and he didn’t deserve to be forgiven so easily.

I sat on my bed and finally laid down. I wiped my tears