Kaitlyn
I was quite afraid as I had taken the burden on myself on my own. But what made me do this was a simple thing: he has changed.
He risked his life for me. I don’t know what I am thinking, I don't even know how I can think of this after all the tortures. But I just think that he isn’t that bad from the heart. And I am sure there is a reason behind all this.
Although I shouldn’t be punished because I don’t even know the reason, whatever it is!
Deep down, I don’t know why, but I think that maybe, he doesn’t wanna do this. Maybe something is hurting him or did, and that’s why he is doing this.
Just if he opens up to me, I think that we can overcome this together.
I sighed. I can’t change anything by my thinking though!
I went back to my home and my room. I could have been with Daniel too because he needed me but this deal was important.
I studied th
KaitlynI was completely ready for the deal. I had to make sure not to let Daniel down because maybe he has changed…? Maybe he did realize his mistake. Whatever. I should do it correctly either way. I reached the meeting place and waited. Then the client entered the place too and we talked and discussed.Everything went fine and I was confident throughout the session.I got the deal. I was hell happy. I didn’t let him down. Or if he hasn’t changed, then I saved myself from his beating. Either way, this was a win!I took the contract papers after his signature as they needed Daniel’s signature too. The client left the place. I took them to the hospital. I went to his ward and took a deep breath and entered the place. He looked at me. But I didn't smile.Oh, don’t tell me that it was a drama and he didn’t really change because I really hoped he would. I went to him nonetheless and asked him if
KaitlynI went to the authorities and submitted the papers to them. I was glad that I could complete the deal.I wanted to go and stay with Daniel but I thought of going home because I was tired too. As I reached home, I saw Avril.I went to her and hugged her. I didn’t know why she was here. I mean, I am not allowed to meet my family, am I?“Hey, how are you?” I asked her.“Great,” she smiled. We sat down on the sofa in the living room. I brought water for her. “Great to know that”“Yeah, and you?” “Good”She smiled and nodded. “So… um, any special reason why you are here?”“Oh yeah! I wanted to know, um… where is… Eric?”“Eric? Oh, why?”“Well…”“Don’t say you have a crush on him”I
KaitlynI woke up after exactly an hour and sighed. I have to go to the hospital.I took my bag and headed towards the hospital. I had already combed my hair, otherwise, I would look like a monster!I entered and went inside Daniel’s ward. He was sleeping.I smiled at him. I don’t know why I did it, but I did. Then I went and sat on the bed beside him. Yeah, there were two beds. One for the family too. The only thing was that it was on the ground. It was foldable so that it can be arranged to be kept aside during the day.I closed my eyes after laying down on that bed. It was a good feeling. Maybe because I was tired.“Why are you here?” I heard him and opened my eyes. My eyes were filled with sleep and I wanted to sleep so badly. I couldn’t even keep them open properly. I yawned.“Hm?” I repeated.“Why are you here?”I looked up at him. He
Kaitlyn“Tell me Kate. What do I mean to you?” he asked me and I went into deep thoughts. I didn’t know what I should say. I didn’t wanna look like a stupid girl to ‘love’ him after what he did to me. I can never forgive him. I just can’t.I didn’t wanna be a bad person in his eyes either. But I know what I should say. No matter what he thinks of me, I can’t forgive him because he supposedly understood his mistakes.“Uh…” I stuttered. I felt bad saying it. Maybe I can say something better, like friend or something?“say it”“Leave it”s“Tell me”I took a deep breath. Okay then, if that’s what he wants.“Nothing”He looked at me and sighed. “Okay”I kept my bed aside. I was relieved that he didn’t get mad but I also feel guilty. Maybe I should have sai
KaitlynI bought the medicines from the store out of the hospital and headed back. I entered Daniel’s ward. He sat up as he saw me.“Here are your medicines” I kept it near him. He nodded. He looked quiet and this was all something new because he was always ordering me around.“Look, Kaitlyn,” he called me. “Hm?” I asked him.“I know I don’t deserve it but can we start over?”“I…” I sighed. How can he even think that I can just start over like that and forget everything. I mean, it just makes no sense to me. How can he think it is so easy?“I don’t think so” I completed.“Oh… okay” he took the medicine and ate it. I looked at the time, it was already 8. I thought of acting on my plan so I decided to go early. “Doctors say you will be discharged within 2 days if your body shows no
Two Days LaterKaitlynI was at the hospital and finally was going to bring him back. I have been here from time to time and we didn’t talk much this time. He didn’t ask for forgiveness again and we talked normally.“Get up,” I said to him. He got up and started going with me. He was much better.“Thank you, I will,” I said to the doctor who told me to take care of him. Well, I am not gonna take very good care of him because I am leaving but I will assign a doctor.He went inside and sat on the passenger’s seat in the car. I sat on the driver's seat and started driving. He looked out of the window and I noticed him.Maybe this is the first time I noticed how handsome he looked. I sighed. I shouldn’t think about all this. I know what I am going to do and I shouldn’t fall for looks.We reached the house and I stopped the car.
KaitlynNot knowing what you feel for someone can literally kill you and them both. I was standing there only, even after ten minutes. I didn’t know if hurting him was worth it.All I knew was that I hurt him badly. I shouldn’t have said it when I didn’t know it. I don’t think I hate him. If I did, then I wouldn’t be crying here. But I said it. I said it to him and he told me I am free to leave.It feels bad now. I feel unwanted.I slowly started going to my bed. I should have been a better person. but I don’t know what is right. Maybe I should have behaved in a better manner with him but how can I? he… He has hurt me so much and giving him another chance so easily seems… childish and naive.I decided to just go on with what I was doing. I was on the right track and he didn’t deserve to be forgiven so easily.I sat on my bed and finally laid down. I wiped my tears
KaitlynI took a deep breath as I went inside to the reception. I took my room card and went inside. I hope Daniel didn’t see the incident and doesn’t see it on television or on his phone. He will be confused. He will have hope again and he will…I don’t know. It didn’t feel like I was lying. It was correct, I hate Chris. I hate him from my heart. Who the hell disowns their sister and then acts like nothing ever happened?I sat down and took a deep breath. Now what should I do?------DanielI was sitting on the couch, feeling so helpless. I couldn’t stop her, but there was a voice in my heart, telling me that she doesn’t hate me. So I asked her to not hate me, and I was so happy when she told me that she doesn’t. I could feel it. That ‘maybe’ didn’t mean anything. She doesn’t hate me.As the door closed, I felt tears rolling dow