JACKSON
~•~ “Kimberly?” I asked to be sure I was seeing right. I never thought I’d see her again. When I went looking for her, I was told she moved away from New York. Her parents didn’t know where she was and her best friend absolutely refused to reveal her location. I wanted to dig around but if she was taking extra measures to stay away from me, then it meant she didn’t want me in her life anymore so I didn’t bother. I had accepted the fact that our story had ended and we would never see each other anymore in this lifetime, but here she was, taking on my case. I had been speaking with Mr. Taylor all this while and he said one of his employees was going to join him on this trip. I never imagined it would be the woman who had been haunting my dreams for the past few years. Mr. Taylor looked between me and Kimberly. “You know each other?” That question broke Kimberly out of her trance and she quickly shook her head. “No, we’re meeting for the first time.” From her reaction, I could tell she hadn’t been expecting to see me as well. Why was she acting like we didn’t know each other? Everyone in New York knew that we knew each other and if she was hiding her past with me from her boss, it would only take a picture of us together for him to find out everything. Mr. Taylor didn’t look convinced though. “He called you by your first name…” “He must have seen me on TV or something.” She shrugged as she sat down, not bothering to shake my hand as expected of our supposed first visit. “Right, Mr. Clarke?” I bit down on my lip. Should I play along with her or just reveal the truth? It had been five years but she probably still hated me. “Yeah, I’ve seen her…” “Alright then.” He accepted our stupid lie. “Let’s get down to business, Mr. Clarke.” “Jackson is okay.” Kimberly pretended she did not just hear me correcting her boss. “Mr. Clarke. Why don’t we place our order first? We can eat while we talk.” “Yeah, sure.” Kimberly and I had a lot of history together, but right now, we felt like strangers. I didn’t know how to act around her. It was obvious she didn’t want to associate herself with me. “So you say your company is going through a huge crisis? You got involved with a shady company and they had two different contracts. Am I right?” Kim asked after the waiter took our orders. So we were going straight to business. I cleared my throat and sat up straighter. “Yeah. The problem is that I can’t find the original contract that I read through.” Kimberly pursed her lips. I knew exactly what was going through her mind. She was probably wondering how I could make such an expensive mistake. I felt the same way. I felt very stupid for being tricked like this but it had already been done and I needed to find a way to prove myself. I was getting sued based on the terms of the shady company’s contract. It was not like I couldn’t pay the settlement. It was just that accepting it would ruin my reputation. It would be admitting that I wasn’t honest in business. It would mean losing existing and potential business partners. Kimberly stayed silent for a few more seconds, then she took a deep breath and looked at her phone screen. “I’m sorry but I have to go, Mr. Clarke. Something came up.” Mr. Taylor furrowed his eyebrows. “Is something wrong?” “Yeah, I have something to attend to urgently. You can continue the meeting with him and let me know the outcome later, okay?” Nothing was wrong. She had nothing to attend to urgently. Her screen didn’t even light up before she announced that she wanted to leave. She was probably just suffocated by my presence. I knew I had no right to hate it but I did. “Kim…” “I have to go, George. I’ll meet you in the evening and we can talk about it.” “Alright then. Meet me in my room by six?” My eyes narrowed at the way he placed his hand on her shoulder, giving it a comforting squeeze. Were they more than colleagues? Were they together? I hoped the fuck not. “Yeah, I will. Bye.” Without sparing me a second glance, she packed up her things to leave. Before she could walk past me though, I held her wrist. She froze. “Can you give me your number so we can get in touch?” She looked at me like I was crazy. “For the case.” I quickly added. She smiled at me but it didn’t reach her eyes. “If you want to keep in touch, you can contact George. He will pass on the message.” She said as he gently removed my hand from her wrist. She didn’t wait for me to respond before she walked away. I watched her as she left, her shoulder slumping in relief as she finally got away from me. She carried herself so elegantly. She wasn’t the old Kimberly I used to know. She seemed stronger. It seemed as though she had put the past behind her. She had moved on completely, unlike me. She wasn’t hung up on me anymore like she was five years ago. She was a different woman and that didn’t change the way I felt about her. If anything, it made me want her even more. Mr. Taylor stared at me suspiciously. “This is a professional meeting. Don’t tell me you’re attracted to my employee.” I blinked. Was it that obvious? I shrugged, not confirming nor denying it. “Relationships between attorneys and clients are not advised.” They’re not advised, but they’re also not illegal. If anything, it made the attorney more passionate. Besides, he only wanted me to back off because he also wanted his worker. I didn’t say anything about it though. My company was in trouble and I needed to sort that out first before I thought about my love life. “Let’s get back to work.” I prompted. “What else do you need to know about the situation?” I didn’t think I’d meet Kimberly again, but now that we had crossed paths, it meant that we were meant to meet again. Fate brought us together and I’d be damned if I let her go this time.KIMBERLY ~•~As soon as the door to the restaurant closed behind me, I paused and exhaled.I wanted to pretend like I was okay. I wanted to act like his presence didn’t affect me. I wanted to lie to myself that I had completely moved on from him and I wasn’t affected by his presence but that was a big lie. I still hated him and I hated myself for having any form of emotion toward him.Apart from hating him, I also hated myself for feeling pity toward him. For him to find a lawyer in New York, it meant his usual lawyer had abandoned him. It made me wonder how bad his business was doing and how much trouble he was in and I despised it.When he held me, it felt too familiar. It felt like I had been scorched and having that reaction almost had me going violent. I never confronted him about what he did and I felt like doing it right at that moment. I wanted to slap him for thinking he still had the right to touch me, but I was a lawyer and I knew the charges that came with attacking someo
KIMBERLY ~•~“Are you sure I shouldn’t pack up the food and refrigerate them?” My maid asked me as she stared at me sympathetically while I sat at the dining table waiting for my husband to return. My eyes lingered on the wall clock as I responded. “Don’t worry about it, he’ll be back soon.” It was already past eleven and I had been waiting for him since nine o’clock.“You’ve said that for the past three nights, ma.” Caro reminded me, her voice laced with sympathy. Her words hurt but it was true. I couldn’t even scold her for it. She was only concerned about me.I took a deep breath, then another one, and another before responding. “You can go to bed, he promised to be back for dinner,” I told her, my voice cracking slightly. “I’ll wait a little bit longer.” “Okay, ma.” With that, she retreated to her room, leaving me alone with the variety of delicious food that we had spent our entire day preparing. Jackson and I didn’t have the perfect marriage because we didn’t get married
KIMBERLY ~•~When I realized that Jackson had made up his mind and nothing I said was going to make him change his mind. I wiped off my tears with the back of my hands and pulled out the paper from the envelope. He already had his signature on it. I placed the pen on the spot where I was meant to sign but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. My hand was shaking and my lip was wobbling. I couldn’t do it. I wouldn’t.Confused about what to do, I tore the papers and squeezed them into a ball before getting up from the floor. “I’m not ready to get divorced, we will find a way to make it work.” Jackson's face twisted in disgust as he watched me throw the ball of paper at him. He caught it mid-air and stared at me in disbelief. “What did you just do?” He asked angrily. “You think this is going to change anything? I have more copies and the earlier you sign it, the better for you.” I needed to think of something else to do that would make him rethink his decision. I wasn’t ready to be divo
JACKSON ~•~After successfully getting Kimberly to sign the divorce papers, I went downstairs to grab a bite before heading back to the hotel where I left Paige and my son. It was hard letting Kimberly go but I had to do it because Paige was back and she requested I divorce Kimberly or else she would move back to Chicago. Paige and I were engaged even before Kimberly came into the picture, but we had to call it off because her parents requested she move to Chicago to manage their business. Paige and I were already having minor issues and we both agreed we couldn’t do long distance, so we had to go our separate ways. I was surprised when I ran into Paige some days back at the restaurant during lunch and was even more surprised when she revealed to me that she was pregnant when she left for Chicago. I had informed my mother about Paige’s arrival five days ago. She was excited about her return and also at the fact that she had a grandson all this while.My mother and sister also ad
KIMBERLY ~•~I found myself in an unfamiliar room when I opened my eyes. The last thing I remembered was being in the room with Emily and her mother. The sterile smell and beeping machines brought back memories of my countless visits to fertility clinics with Jackson, searching for answers to our struggles of making a baby. But I hadn’t been admitted to the hospital in forever. My mind raced with different questions about how I ended up in the hospital. Finally, the door creaked open, revealing a doctor who had some files in her hand. “Mrs Clarke, you’re finally awake.” She said with a big smile as she walked towards me. I wanted to correct her but I didn’t want anyone to know Jackson had just given me divorce papers earlier in the morning. “Who brought me here?” I asked, trying to sit up straight on the bed but the doctor stopped me right away. “You need to rest for a little while.” She instructed as he gently pushed me back. “A young woman brought you in.” She was referring
KIMBERLY~•~Jackson didn’t even let me respond before he left the hospital room, leaving me alone to wonder how the hell he changed overnight. It seemed like he was done with me and I didn’t even do anything wrong!For the second time that day, I started sobbing uncontrollably. I couldn’t believe what was happening to me. How did I find out I was pregnant right after signing my divorce papers? Was life playing a cruel joke on me?When the doctor came back in, I was forced to clean my tears.The doctor looked at me sympathetically but didn’t say anything more about my situation. After letting me know that nothing was wrong with me and that I just needed to rest well, I was discharged a few hours later.I laughed bitterly. I was getting discharged yet there was no one to carry me home. I wasn’t even sure where home was at that moment.I knew Jackson said I shouldn’t go back to his place but I couldn’t help myself. I had the papers to prove my pregnancy. Maybe I could get through to him
KIMBERLY~•~Not wanting to add to my embarrassment, I left the house before the guards could throw me out. It had been a very long day and I needed rest before I would think about what to do next.I hated the situation I was in. I hated Jack for treating me the way he did, but I couldn’t do anything about it. I hated Paige for ruining my marriage. I even hated her son for being born! It was because of his existence Jackson divorced me. I didn’t know where to start and how.Wiping my tears, I found another taxi and went to my parent’s place. Jackson said my stuff would be waiting for me there. I didn’t know how he could be so cruel to throw me out like that without even giving me time to prepare myself to face my parents.The ride back to my parent’s house was short.It seemed like the universe was not done laughing at me because when I arrived home, I saw all my suitcases outside the door. I frowned. Were my parents not home when my stuff was dropped off?Moving them to the side, I k
KIMBERLY ~•~Sunlight streamed through the window, casting a warm glow on my face, making me realize that I hadn’t closed the curtains before I slept last night.I blinked repeatedly and tried to adjust to the brightness. With a yawn, I sat up on the bed and looked around. It was empty and my suitcases were by the side, reminding me about all that happened yesterday. My heart ached as I realized how much had changed.I was no longer waking up in my husband’s house as Mrs Kimberly Clarke. I was crashing at my friend’s place because I had nowhere to go, not even my childhood home.I shook my head, not wanting to think about that so early in the morning. I took a quick shower and threw on a pair of sweatpants and a loose sweater, hoping to find comfort in the soft fabric. For a second, I considered taking it off since it was bought with Jackson’s money, but I thought better of it. I didn’t have much to my name. If I had to change my wardrobe, I’d go broke immediately.I stepped into th