Chapter 11
~•~ KIMBERLY ~•~ It wasn’t the first time I was going with my boss on a business trip, but it was the first time I was nervous about it. I had a week to prepare myself, but nothing could prepare me for going back to New York. Well, nothing except fake confidence, that is. It was Amelia’s first time on a plane and she had been very scared but after the takeoff, she was more than excited to look out the window and started pouting when we had to exit the plane. I carried her on one arm while George dragged our suitcases behind me. I offered to carry mine but he didn’t let me and just told me to focus on the little devil in my arms. We walked for a bit before we finally spotted Reiya and as soon as Amelia saw her, she scrambled to get off me and ran towards her. “Aunt Ree!” She yelled out as they met halfway and Reiya carried her, spinning her around. “Did you miss me, baby?” Amelia nodded. I rolled my eyes. They had seen each other like three weeks ago. It wasn’t that serious. The way Amelia always looked forward to Reiya’s visits made me wonder if she preferred her over me as her mother. Reiya finally trained her attention on me and wiggled her eyebrows suggestively when she saw George behind me. “I never thought a day would come when you’d come back here.” I shot her a stern look and she immediately got the message to stop talking. George already suspected I had a bad history here. I didn’t want to open a can of worms for myself. Thankfully, George didn’t ask any questions and followed behind us quietly as Reiya led us to her car. George took the passenger’s seat after putting our suitcases in the trunk while Amelia and I stayed in the back. “Please tell me you’re staying with me.” I laughed. “That’s not even possible. I doubt your fiancé would want a kid running around at home.” “Amelia is literally my child! He’ll understand.” Amelia’s ears perked up at the mention of her name. “He’ll understand!” She repeated mischievously. “Mommy, he’ll understand.” I sighed. She didn’t even care to know exactly what we were talking about. She just wanted to persuade me. “There’s no need, really. George already booked the hotel we’ll be staying in. It’s just for a few weeks anyway, months at most. You don’t have to worry.” “Fine.” Reiya pouted like a child, making me shake my head. “But you better drop Amelia with me every day!” I chuckled. “You aren’t unemployed, Reiya.” “I’ll take a month off! I never use my vacation days anyway.” George watched the exchange with keen interest. He had met Reiya a lot as he was involved in almost every part of my life. By now, he was used to her antics and wasn’t fazed, but this time he couldn’t help but intervene. “If I were your employer, I’d fire you for that.” “Pleaseee.” Reiya snorted. “Even if Kimberly took the year off, you’d never fire her.” “And what makes you think that?” “You like her too much to let her go.” George shrugged with a smile on his face, not denying nor confirming her words, but his silence was confirmation enough. “George likes mommy?” Amelia asked. “Are you going to get married? Will I have a daddy?” I closed my eyes briefly and let out a sigh. When I opened them, I shot Reiya a glare, sparing George one as well before turning back to my daughter. “Aunt Ree was just joking around, okay? Don’t take her seriously.” “So no Daddy?” I opened my mouth to speak but no words could come out. I didn’t know what to tell her about her father. She had lived four years without one. I didn’t know where she suddenly got the idea of a father. It wasn’t like she had started school for her classmates to say anything. Or was it because I let her consume too many cartoons? “Why, Amy? I’m not enough for you?” Thankfully, Reiya interrupted teasingly. George’s eyes met mine in the rearview mirror but as usual, he didn’t say anything. I knew he was curious about Amelia’s father, but he never asked any questions. He just stayed in my life, waiting for me to open up to him. He never pressured me into anything and that was one of the reasons I was comfortable around him. I just couldn’t see myself opening up to another relationship after the last one ended brutally. I was over that, but that didn’t mean I wanted a repeat of it. I checked my duffel bag and brought out Amelia’s iPad, giving her something to keep her busy when she didn’t reply to Reiya and kept staring at me. With a grin, she snatched it from my hands and went straight to playing games. Reluctantly, Reiya dropped us off at our hotel and only left when I promised to drop Amelia off with her tomorrow while we went to meet our client for the first time. The evening passed by uneventfully, but that was probably because I spent the rest of the day holed up in our hotel room, ordering room service. After all, I was too scared to step out in fear I ran into someone I used to know. When the next morning came, I got ready and got Amelia ready as well. “Do you want to spend the day with Aunt Ree?” I asked her and she started bouncing up and down excitedly. She loved spending time with Reiya because Reiya always emptied up her pockets around her. She bought her any and everything she asked for which was always a problem with me because our house back in California was filled with toys she didn’t need. “Do you promise to behave?” “Yes, yes. I’ll behave!” She yelled out, knowing damn well that there was never a day she’d behave. I chose to believe her anyway. “Good.” I hung her backpack around her arms and we stepped out of the room together. George also came out of his suite at the same time. “Good morning, boss.” “Morning.” He responded and fell into step with me. At least I didn’t have to wait for him. “I rented a car. It’s downstairs. We can drop Amelia off first.” As he said that, he ruffled her hair. Amelia slapped his hand away. “Don't ruin my hair!” “Typical.” He snorted. “No girl wants her hair ruined.” I defended Amelia before bending slightly. “Say good morning to him.” “Good morning, George.” “Morning, sweetheart. Did you sleep well?” She shrugged, not answering. I snickered. She could be so sassy at times. We dropped Amelia off at Reiya’s place before going to the restaurant where we were meant to meet our client. I had already eaten because Amelia couldn’t finish up her plate this morning and I didn’t want the food to waste but I could always just order water. “What’s with the hat anyway?” George asked when we had settled down in the restaurant, waiting for our client. We had arrived early so we had some time to spare. I shrugged. “It makes my outfit better, does it not?” George pursed his lips, not saying anything and I glared at him. I knew it didn’t make my outfit better. It just hid my face better. We talked for a bit, sharing details about the case before our client finally showed up. “He’s here.” George tapped me as he stood up. I stood up as well and turned around to see the client who had to leave every lawyer in New York and look for a firm in California to represent him. The air was completely knocked out of me when I set my eyes on him. Were my eyes playing tricks on me because I came back to New York after swearing I’d never do so? I watched as George stepped forward to greet him even if his eyes were stuck on me. “Mr. Clarke. It’s good to finally meet you.” Nope. My eyes weren’t playing tricks on me. My ex-husband was standing right in front of me. Jackson Clarke was our client.JACKSON~•~“Kimberly?” I asked to be sure I was seeing right.I never thought I’d see her again. When I went looking for her, I was told she moved away from New York. Her parents didn’t know where she was and her best friend absolutely refused to reveal her location. I wanted to dig around but if she was taking extra measures to stay away from me, then it meant she didn’t want me in her life anymore so I didn’t bother.I had accepted the fact that our story had ended and we would never see each other anymore in this lifetime, but here she was, taking on my case.I had been speaking with Mr. Taylor all this while and he said one of his employees was going to join him on this trip. I never imagined it would be the woman who had been haunting my dreams for the past few years.Mr. Taylor looked between me and Kimberly. “You know each other?”That question broke Kimberly out of her trance and she quickly shook her head. “No, we’re meeting for the first time.” From her reaction, I could t
KIMBERLY ~•~As soon as the door to the restaurant closed behind me, I paused and exhaled.I wanted to pretend like I was okay. I wanted to act like his presence didn’t affect me. I wanted to lie to myself that I had completely moved on from him and I wasn’t affected by his presence but that was a big lie. I still hated him and I hated myself for having any form of emotion toward him.Apart from hating him, I also hated myself for feeling pity toward him. For him to find a lawyer in New York, it meant his usual lawyer had abandoned him. It made me wonder how bad his business was doing and how much trouble he was in and I despised it.When he held me, it felt too familiar. It felt like I had been scorched and having that reaction almost had me going violent. I never confronted him about what he did and I felt like doing it right at that moment. I wanted to slap him for thinking he still had the right to touch me, but I was a lawyer and I knew the charges that came with attacking someo
KIMBERLY ~•~“Are you sure I shouldn’t pack up the food and refrigerate them?” My maid asked me as she stared at me sympathetically while I sat at the dining table waiting for my husband to return. My eyes lingered on the wall clock as I responded. “Don’t worry about it, he’ll be back soon.” It was already past eleven and I had been waiting for him since nine o’clock.“You’ve said that for the past three nights, ma.” Caro reminded me, her voice laced with sympathy. Her words hurt but it was true. I couldn’t even scold her for it. She was only concerned about me.I took a deep breath, then another one, and another before responding. “You can go to bed, he promised to be back for dinner,” I told her, my voice cracking slightly. “I’ll wait a little bit longer.” “Okay, ma.” With that, she retreated to her room, leaving me alone with the variety of delicious food that we had spent our entire day preparing. Jackson and I didn’t have the perfect marriage because we didn’t get married
KIMBERLY ~•~When I realized that Jackson had made up his mind and nothing I said was going to make him change his mind. I wiped off my tears with the back of my hands and pulled out the paper from the envelope. He already had his signature on it. I placed the pen on the spot where I was meant to sign but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. My hand was shaking and my lip was wobbling. I couldn’t do it. I wouldn’t.Confused about what to do, I tore the papers and squeezed them into a ball before getting up from the floor. “I’m not ready to get divorced, we will find a way to make it work.” Jackson's face twisted in disgust as he watched me throw the ball of paper at him. He caught it mid-air and stared at me in disbelief. “What did you just do?” He asked angrily. “You think this is going to change anything? I have more copies and the earlier you sign it, the better for you.” I needed to think of something else to do that would make him rethink his decision. I wasn’t ready to be divo
JACKSON ~•~After successfully getting Kimberly to sign the divorce papers, I went downstairs to grab a bite before heading back to the hotel where I left Paige and my son. It was hard letting Kimberly go but I had to do it because Paige was back and she requested I divorce Kimberly or else she would move back to Chicago. Paige and I were engaged even before Kimberly came into the picture, but we had to call it off because her parents requested she move to Chicago to manage their business. Paige and I were already having minor issues and we both agreed we couldn’t do long distance, so we had to go our separate ways. I was surprised when I ran into Paige some days back at the restaurant during lunch and was even more surprised when she revealed to me that she was pregnant when she left for Chicago. I had informed my mother about Paige’s arrival five days ago. She was excited about her return and also at the fact that she had a grandson all this while.My mother and sister also ad
KIMBERLY ~•~I found myself in an unfamiliar room when I opened my eyes. The last thing I remembered was being in the room with Emily and her mother. The sterile smell and beeping machines brought back memories of my countless visits to fertility clinics with Jackson, searching for answers to our struggles of making a baby. But I hadn’t been admitted to the hospital in forever. My mind raced with different questions about how I ended up in the hospital. Finally, the door creaked open, revealing a doctor who had some files in her hand. “Mrs Clarke, you’re finally awake.” She said with a big smile as she walked towards me. I wanted to correct her but I didn’t want anyone to know Jackson had just given me divorce papers earlier in the morning. “Who brought me here?” I asked, trying to sit up straight on the bed but the doctor stopped me right away. “You need to rest for a little while.” She instructed as he gently pushed me back. “A young woman brought you in.” She was referring
KIMBERLY~•~Jackson didn’t even let me respond before he left the hospital room, leaving me alone to wonder how the hell he changed overnight. It seemed like he was done with me and I didn’t even do anything wrong!For the second time that day, I started sobbing uncontrollably. I couldn’t believe what was happening to me. How did I find out I was pregnant right after signing my divorce papers? Was life playing a cruel joke on me?When the doctor came back in, I was forced to clean my tears.The doctor looked at me sympathetically but didn’t say anything more about my situation. After letting me know that nothing was wrong with me and that I just needed to rest well, I was discharged a few hours later.I laughed bitterly. I was getting discharged yet there was no one to carry me home. I wasn’t even sure where home was at that moment.I knew Jackson said I shouldn’t go back to his place but I couldn’t help myself. I had the papers to prove my pregnancy. Maybe I could get through to him
KIMBERLY~•~Not wanting to add to my embarrassment, I left the house before the guards could throw me out. It had been a very long day and I needed rest before I would think about what to do next.I hated the situation I was in. I hated Jack for treating me the way he did, but I couldn’t do anything about it. I hated Paige for ruining my marriage. I even hated her son for being born! It was because of his existence Jackson divorced me. I didn’t know where to start and how.Wiping my tears, I found another taxi and went to my parent’s place. Jackson said my stuff would be waiting for me there. I didn’t know how he could be so cruel to throw me out like that without even giving me time to prepare myself to face my parents.The ride back to my parent’s house was short.It seemed like the universe was not done laughing at me because when I arrived home, I saw all my suitcases outside the door. I frowned. Were my parents not home when my stuff was dropped off?Moving them to the side, I k