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SOPHIA

“Ryan, I can manage to walk myself,” I stuttered.

He slowly turned his head to cast me a glance, his eyes narrowed.

“How do you plan on doing that?“

I took in my lower lip.

He was right. I could try walking, but I wouldn't even go far. We were closer to the top of the hill than we were to the ground, and I'd probably fall halfway, but there's no way I'd be getting on his back.

One, it was so embarrassing. Two, there's no way I'd let the team see me on Ryan's back, all the speculations they probably ignored would rise and I'd be the main point of attraction, and most importantly, this was Ryan fucking Caddel I was talking about. The same man I was supposed to hate.

“I'll try,”

He sighed, shaking his head. “Just get on Sophie. I'm not complaining,”

But he just didn't understand. It was kind of embarrassing for me.

“I'll leave first,” Narin suddenly said. Taking hold of the box, she gave a polite bow to Ryan and walked away. Once she was at a safe distance, Ryan spoke up.

“She's
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