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Prologue - Who do you think you are?
I walk into the darken bar, I walk up to the bar I place my purse on the dark countertop. I take a seat and my eyes fall around the room. He’s not here yet. I stop myself from tapping my foot nervously. I hated these meetings. I cross my legs one over the other.
The bar is famous for being discreet, a place you could come to, and no one will know who you are. It’s an upscale bar, used by the rich and famous, dirty Politian’s it looks like Las Vegas threw up in here. From the pink flamingos at the door to the show girls on the stage.
I hated meeting here, but it was the only place could meet with him. He was known for hiding in the shadows. He was known for his games more than anything. He was worldwide known for his attention to detail as well as his love for being a playboy. Meeting with him more than once a week was so damn risky it could blow up in my face one day. Not that I have much time though.
I flag down the bartender at the end of the bar, he walks over to me, he looks down at my coat. His face turns three shades of red. I try with everything in me not to roll my eyes. He thinks I’m naked under this coat.
I don’t care, it takes the focus off my face.
Though this place is known for discretion it doesn’t mean people don’t know who my family is, and they could use me to get to them, my face would be all over the evening news.
I’ve known the bartender for years now, he is young, paying off student loans, while working part-time. I pay him to look the other way which led Andy to believe I’m a high-end hooker. Not that I mind, anything is better than him finding out who I really am. If he knew what I was really doing here, he’d run for the hills. He’s in a black shirt, a red waist coat, unlike the other servers, who are wearing nothing but black dress pants.
“Champagne?” he asks.
I tip my head forehead slightly in agreement. I shouldn’t be drinking about I have to order something.
Andy thinks he knows who I am, and what I do, I’ve only ever met one man here and he assumes I’m being paid to be here.
Andy places the glass in front of me, I take it by the stem, but don’t bring it to my mouth, I don’t drink unless I have to and tonight after this I’ll have to. Which means I can’t drink this. The alcohol burns my insides, and I would much rather not do that to my body.
Across the room, I watch him walk in, relief washes over me. he walks straight toward me, he’s tall, about 6’1 maybe 6’2, his dark hair peppered with grey hair on the sides. He has always been handsome. He takes a seat beside me ordering himself a whiskey neat.
I give him a tight smile when he looks at me.
“Hello,” he says in a confident, smooth voice as always.
He acts this way every single time we meet. He gives no indication that he’s ever seen or met me before.
I smile tipping my head as to greet him.
“Are you here for the fashion show?” he asks, resting his arm lazily on top of the bar.
“No, I’m here for business not pleasure…” I tell him.
Andy leaves us.
As always, the music got a little louder so no one could hear our conversation.
“So how many this time?” he asks.
My eyes fall on him. I lean in closer. “Five…” I tell him.
His eyes widen. I knew they would. I knew he’d be mad. “That’s too many… There’s no way I could do this… They’re already onto me as it is.” he shakes his head.
Andy returns. “Anything else for the two of you?” he asks, eyeing us.
Carter looks over at Andy, his eyes flash with irritation.
I smile at Andy. “No nothing for us…” I say.
A man sits to my left looks at my legs. I could feel the heated stare. I hated it, I did my best to ignore it, but it was getting increasingly harder.
I look over at him. He smiles confidently of course he is I recognize him. Senator Lance Quinney.
“I’d ask to buy you a drink.” I cut him off.
“No thank you…” I say softly before turning back to Carter.
“Jianna, we got to talk about this…” he tells me.
Jianna my second name, given to me by my parents, the people who birthed me.
I nod. “I need all five by the weekend. It’s urgent. I wouldn’t ask if it wasn’t…” I tell him.
He sighs. Giving me a stiff nod.
“Give me a few days. I’ll have it sorted. The docks…” he says.
I nod.
“What’s your name?” The Senator asks again.
I roll my eyes at him ignoring him. Entitled as all of them are.
“It’s time to get going. I’ll have them picked up…” Carter tells me.
I nod.
I stand, placing two one-hundred-dollar bills on the table before picking up my purse before walking out.
My car’s waiting for me on the side of the road. I get in.
“To the Redford hotel Reese…” I tell my driver.
Getting rid of my coat, tossing it on the seat beside me.
I switch my purse for my clutch. I untie my hair letting it fall down to my shoulders. Switching my blush pink lipstick for a red lip. Switching my no name heels for the new CR’s. If I walked in there without it would cause an argument I wasn’t ready for.
I run my fingers through my hair one more time before the car comes to a stop.
Reece gets out and opens the door for me. ready my smile and get out.
Cameras flash everyone screaming my name.
I straighten my back and smile brighter.
Chapter 12 - Broken GlassThe ballroom of the Davenport townhouse glittered like a jewel box gold-veined marble floors, crystal chandeliers dripping light, walls custom painted with gold plated paint and oil paintings worth more than Antonella’s childhood bedroom. Manhattan’s elite filled the room in tailored suits and couture gowns, laughter chiming like expensive glassware. It’s still surprising how easy it is for the elite for have custom gowns made for them for these events even if they’re short notice and unexpected.Antonella Cross rested her hand lightly on her husband’s arm.Allister didn’t look at her. He never did. She didn’t even feel bad anymore. She was too tired to even care right now. She’d been working all week and just wanted to rest in her tub, her body needed a rest to recover from all the stress she’s put her body through. So she ignored Allister’s body rejecting the slightest touch from her.His jaw was tight, his posture rigid, as though he were enduring somethin
Elena MorettiPOVThe chandelier above the Davenport dining room glittered like a thousand watchful eyes. It felt uncomfortable, then again nothing felt comfortable anymore. I felt like the eyes were getting too much for me over the last couple of months, with papa’s temper getting the better of him more and more often.I was just tired of it all.I watched in half awe as the chandelier’s crystals caught the golden light and scattered it across the table, illuminating the long stretch of silverware polished to perfection. Everything about tonight felt too pristine, too staged, as though we were guests in a museum rather than at a dinner. Then again when the elite gathered it was always to show off their wealth. My father’s inner circle.I sat across from Damien Davenport, heir to Davenport International, the man tabloids loved to call New York’s Golden Prince. In person, he was sharper, harder than the photographs ever conveyed. He didn’t smile, not even out of politeness. His jaw was
Chapter 10 - Allister CrossPOVAs soon as we’re out of the room, Dean grabs his wife and hugs her. I could see she’s been crying. The way these two crowd Antonella, one would think I was the fucking devil. I just don’t get it.Not any of it. Dean’s hostility, the way Antonella is on a first name basis with her doctor. None of it makes sense to me.Why the hell was she so chumy with the man treating her?“Some going to tell me what the fuck is going on?” I ask finally, I couldn’t hold it in anymore.I stare at the two of them. Lucinda looks at me, she opens her mouth but her husband stops her. “He doesn’t deserve jack shit and you know Antonella Lu...” he pulls her back into his arms turning her back toward me.You know I’ve just about had it with Dean. The man just works on my fucking last nerve. “What the fuck is stuck up your ass. You act as if I’m in the wrong here. But need I remind you I was forced into this situation by your partner. Her family forced me to break up with...” I
Chapter 9 - Antonella Ricci - CrossPOVWhen I woke up, I heard Lu and Dean speaking. I knew I was in the hospital. I could smell it and hear the beeping beside me. I run my fingers down the sheets.I knew this would happen. I have been overworking myself. I was exhausted and still overworked. Problem after problem kept popping up.I knew I’d have to slow down. If I wanted to make it to my daughter’s birthday I needed to slow down. But there’s so much that need to get done. There’s so much I need to do for Leah before I go.“She needs to stop...” Lu says softly.“I know she does, but she won’t listen to me. She keeps putting herself in danger. She keeps doing these runs and keeps over working herself. She’s running herself into her grave.” Dean says."Maybe we should tell Allister? Maybe he can get her to take the treatment..." Lu suggests“That’s not going to work the bastard would celebrate her death. The man hates her with a passion.” Dean scoffs.I let out a sigh. I didn’t need a
Chapter 8 - Soon you’ll get betterAllister CrossPOVRING RING RINGThe sound of my phone ringing wakes me from my sleep. My head pounding. I feel like a truck had run over my head at least ten thousand times.Bloody hell did I drink too much last night? Did I drink last night?Too lazy to get up, while laying on my stomach I reach for my phone on my bedside table. I answer the call without looking who it is.“What?” I bark. Who had the nerve to call me this early in the morning? It was morning right? I didn’t even care to open my eyes.“Sir we’ve got a problem...” My assistant says.I sit up “What? What’s going on? Has a deal fallen through?” I ask confused.I look around the room and see my daughter asleep beside me... When did Leah sneak in here? I sigh standing up from the bed. I walk out of my room and close the door so she could sleep on.“Sir Mrs. Cross is the hospital. Someone got pictures of her being escorted out of a hotel by paramedics yesterday afternoon its all over t
Chapter 7 - RockabyeI bite my lip. Do I wonder where my life would have been if I hadn’t married Antonella? Of course I do. Do I wonder if Larce and I would have gotten married? No.If you had asked me a month ago, I’d tell you sure. But after spending the last week with my daughter, imagining a life without her in it is a life I don’t want. Aliyah means the word to me. Everything in my life is for her. Staying with Antonella is for her, being nice to her mother is for her. Antonella and I may never love each other, I may even hate her, but one thing we share in common is that we both love Aliyah more than anything.“No, I don’t. I don’t want to imagine I life without my daughter and wife in it… Larce…” I sigh. “I am sorry for the way things ended between us, but Aliyah is my whole world. My daughter would not be here if it wasn’t for Antonella and I marrying…” I tell her.Tears in her eyes Larce looks at me before shaking her head. “I always thought you were forced to marry her. Tha







