Yza hugged the bed sheets, curtains, pillowcases, and comforters while standing at the door of Adam’s room, but she couldn’t bring herself to knock.
Good grief. Her hands were trembling even though she wasn’t cold. She was nervous, and she didn’t even know why. Why did her employer have such unusual eye color, and why was he so mysterious? Now, her heart was racing. She hadn’t even entered yet, and she was already struggling to breathe, gasping when the door suddenly opened. She tightly gripped the extension rod of the hoover as she made eye contact with her employer, her chest tightening once again when she saw that he was only wrapped in a towel at the waist. She quickly lowered her head. How shameless of him. At first, she wanted to turn around and run away, but she felt like she was frozen to the spot. “Get in,” Adam said formally, easing the door open. Even though she was scared, Yza still followed. He probably wouldn’t do anything bad to her. As soon as she entered, she immediately started the device to clean the floor when she heard the door click shut and lock. Good grief. She felt someone staring at her back, but she ignored it. She didn’t want to show her nervousness in front of her employer, who seemed to have absorbed all the good looks in the world. “Don’t be tense. I don’t bite—hard,” he said, which made her lift her face to look at him. There was no smile, but the glint in his eyes made her even more nervous. She didn’t know why, but ever since she saw a man who stared intensely in front of their apartment, she had been afraid of men who looked like that. Adam just passed by her and seemed to enter the walk-in closet, so she was able to breathe again after holding her breath. She started working, wanting to finish quickly and get out of the room, but the scent inside was so pleasant. She knew it wasn’t from an air freshener. It was Adam’s scent—she recognized it. She smelled it when they bumped into each other this morning and already memorized his familiar, manly scent that could make any woman lose her senses. She quickly returned to her task after setting down the fresh linens. She unlocked the door, just to be sure, even though it made her feel like she was being overly cautious. “Why are you wearing pajamas? It's daytime,” he asked as he sat on the single couch, picking up some papers from the center table. He stretched out and relaxed, leaning back on the sofa. He started flipping through the papers in his hands, but his eyes never left her, following her every movement. She took a deep breath to calm herself before answering. There was nothing to be afraid of here, right? If he had any bad intentions, he would have made a move on her earlier. Besides, hello? Feeling like a beauty queen, Yza? The beauty queen he kicked out earlier, and now, you? She thought to herself. “I’m comfortable in this, even during the day,” she lied, but in reality, she wore pajamas before coming upstairs because she wanted to hide herself from his gaze. She would have preferred to wear cement for clothes if she could, but in the apartment, she wore jeans, dolphin shorts, and thin tank tops. She swallowed nervously when she felt like he didn’t believe her. “Really?” he asked, his gaze becoming even more intense, so she walked toward the terrace door just to avoid him. How could she tell him what she needed when she couldn’t get rid of her nervousness around him? She wanted to ask for her grandmother’s approval to take her to the doctor, but she was afraid Adam might snap at her. She let out a deep breath. She was thinking, because her Ate Perla told her not to speak unless spoken to. But how could she insert her problem if he wasn’t talking to her? It would just make her look silly. She had been pacing back and forth and didn’t realize she had been vacuuming the same spot over and over. “There’s something bothering you. What is it?” he suddenly asked, stopping her in her tracks. She quickly looked at her young employer. Had he been watching her all this time? She shouldn’t deny it anymore. This was the right time to say something. With newfound courage, she turned off the vacuum and stepped closer to Adam. She stood in front of him but kept her head down. “S-Señorito--” she began but didn’t finish. “Look at me,” he demanded. Yza complied, even though she felt like she might faint any second. She didn’t know why, but this was the first time she had met a man with such a sharp gaze, unlike the man who lived across from their apartment with Tiffany. She hadn’t even seen his face. She bit her lip before speaking. “C-Can I tell you about Lola? I want to take her to the doctor for a check-up,” she asked him. “Our family doctor is coming, but it's just for minor check-ups. Do you want Manang to undergo some lab tests?” His beautiful brows raised slightly, so she nodded. “Can I? A-And also, is it okay if I do Lola’s work when I get home from school? My classes end at 4:00 PM, so I can still work until nine PM. And... is it possible for me to take Lola’s pay so I can use it for her check-up?” she asked, feeling embarrassed by her last question. It was better to be honest than pretend she had money for her grandmother’s medication when she really didn’t. It was better to be truthful. He just stared at her, and for a moment, she thought he wouldn’t say anything. “RDLMH, take Manang there. Her medical check-up will be free. I’ll just call the desk assistant so you won’t have any trouble. And about the salary, yes, you may,” he told her, with the corner of his mouth lifting slightly as she smiled widely in response. “Really? Thank you, Señorito Adam!” she exclaimed, but he just looked at her with narrowed eyes. It didn’t seem like he was angry. His eyes almost seemed to smile, which made him even more handsome. She was about to turn away, but he spoke again. “What’s your full name again?” he asked, so she turned back toward him. He wasn’t as scary as she thought. Maybe her Ate Perla was right about him—he was kind but just a bit quiet. “Elyzabeth Alexa,” she answered, and he nodded. She then returned to what she was doing. She couldn’t stop smiling out of joy, even as she changed the bed sheets on Adam’s bed. “C-Could I climb onto the bed, Señorito? I can’t…” she didn’t finish her sentence because he immediately nodded. She felt shy as she climbed onto the bed, and was surprised when a man entered the room, frowning as he saw her. His brow furrowed when he saw her. “Are you into younger girls now?” he asked Adam, who was relaxed and sitting on the couch. “Don’t tell me you’re not. You’re the one married to a younger girl, and now you’re criticizing me. We’re even. What brings you here?” Adam responded to the newcomer. From the looks of it, these two were about to fight. They both had a strong presence, bossy and confident. Both were handsome, and if they were both courting a woman, she would probably wish she had two hearts. “Adam, Arianna Hidalgo filed a complaint at the station. Attempted Rape!” the newcomer exclaimed, making Yza cover her mouth. It felt like she wanted to run out of the room, but she couldn’t. She didn’t know what to do. If she could just become deaf at that moment, she would have wished for it. Adam looked at her, making her even more panicked. She quickly finished changing the bed sheets so she could leave. She shouldn’t have even been there, but what else could she do? “I don’t need to rape someone to get a woman, Ghuix,” Adam answered simply, making her want to mark that moment with a cross. “Adam, don’t fool me. I know you want revenge. I’m warning you, rape is nonbailable,” the man by Adam’s couch sneered, seemingly unconcerned. He was bossy, with a gun at his side. Yza didn’t know, but he looked like a cop. “Fine. Murder, anyway. I can just kill that bitch,” Adam said, and Yza’s fear intensified as his expression darkened. She quickly gathered the laundry, unable to stay in Adam’s room any longer. Goodness! How does such a handsome man live a life of crime? She wanted to ask him that. She panicked even more when she noticed Adam stand up from the couch and walk toward her. She quickly jumped down from the bed and tripped over the hanging comforter, falling straight into Adam’s chest instead of avoiding him. “Ouch!” she didn’t completely crash onto the floor, but instead, almost ended up kissing his chest. Yza's head tilted back, and there it was again—the frightening smile of Adam, his eyes locked on her. She flinched when she felt his hands on her elbow and spine. "I-I'll go now," she said, but she didn’t wait for him to respond. She hurried past his guest, who was called Ghuix. Is her boss a rapist? He's a handsome one, though. What kind of de Lorenzo family is this? They seem to have so many secrets. Maybe Adam's family are troublemakers. Unintentionally, Yza glanced back, and there was her boss’s gaze, piercing and intense, his lips slightly curled into a smirk as his sharp eyes followed her. She quickened her pace, feeling like her life might end sooner than her sick grandmother.Chapter 3Yza caught a glimpse of a woman outside while she was wiping tables in the living room. She heard the voice of a woman shouting, “Adam, you son of a bitch! Get out! You animal!” The woman’s voice was so loud that Yza could hear it despite the mansion’s glass surroundings. It was clear that the woman was angry, given the bulging veins in her neck. Yza swallowed nervously and touched her own neck, feeling as if her vocal cords might snap, not the scandalous woman outside who seemed to have given birth to Satan himself with her string of profanities.“Damn you! You animal! Get out of there! You demon, Adam! Fuck you! You’re a son of a bitch! Son of a slut! Get out!!!” the woman continued to scream, almost hysterical with anger.Yza was perplexed about the woman’s identity and furrowed her brow. She appeared sophisticated but had an extremely sharp tongue, spewing foul language like a sewer.The woman was approaching the open door, and Yza tried to rush to close it to prevent he
CHAPTER 4Yza was walking down the hallway towards Adam's room after coming home from the hospital around six in the evening. The result of her CT scan was okay, and her grandmother needed her attention, so she was going to collect the cash her boss had mentioned. It was likely that the young man had already left since he had mentioned going to another country. That's probably why he left the hospital without saying goodbye, in such a hurry.After that, another nurse came to take her for some tests, and DJ accompanied her for a few hours. They chatted during that time. Then, one of Adam's men came to fetch her. DJ insisted on being the one to take her home, but Adam's employee was adamant about following his boss' orders that no one else should pick her up except for Adam's staff.She wasn't seriously hurt, but, of course, she followed her employer's instructions. Her face was reddened from the slaps she received, and she had bruises on her arms and neck. She acknowledged that it wasn
CHAPTER 5As soon as Yza entered he hallway, she felt like her heart was about to explode when she saw the door to Adamson's room. In the end, she chose to obey orders and follow rather than lie. She nervously bit her finger as she took small steps closer to the young man's room.She took a deep breath when she stood in front of the door before attempting to knock on it. Was it her fault earlier for thinking he had left the country? Apparently, he didn't leave and was doing something foolish inside his room with a woman. And then, they forgot to close the door, so she assumed there was no one inside.Was there still someone inside?"Damn you! This isn't enough! I want more of you, Adam!" She heard the woman's voice screaming, causing Yza to flinch. There was the woman.She didn't immediately hear a response from the person she was talking to. After a while, her employer spoke."But I don't want more of you. Get out. I don't want to see your face anymore. I paid you more than enough f
CHAPTER 6Yza gasped and screamed when something outside Adamson’s room walk-in closet broke. Her heart raced with fear as her hands trembled, especially when another loud noise, as if something was being slammed into the wall, followed. She went outside, clutching Adam’s polo shirts as she hurried out.Oh my goodness!She bit her lip as she saw the center table overturned and shattered. She could clearly see the darkness in his master’s face as he held a chair, seemingly ready to slam it into the wall. Just earlier, she had overheard him speaking on the phone, giving orders, but why was he now losing control like this?Did he have an enemy?She exclaimed, crying as she stood there, afraid that his anger might be directed at her.“Oh!” she screamed, flinching as he aggressively slammed the chair into the wall, shattering it into pieces.His dim, piercing eyes gazed at her, making her knees tremble with fear. His jaw tightened as he stared at her, and she was afraid that his anger migh
CHAPTER 7Yza still couldn’t get what happened to her last night out of her mind as she walked along the school pathway, hugging her bag. She couldn’t understand why she felt so sad because of how Adam had treated her. She didn’t feel regret, but why did she feel so heavy-hearted due to the insult she received? Did she look like a prostitute who needed payment?When she woke up, her master was gone. It seemed like he had left for another country, leaving her with a kiss she would always remember as an insult.“Hey!” Tiffany suddenly appeared by her side.She quickly turned to her friend, who had a big smile on her face.“Good morning, Ms. Brina. Why do you look like you’re mourning on a Monday?” Tiffany teased.Yza examined her friend closely and frowned, “Have you ever been paid after a kiss?”Tiffany was momentarily speechless, and then shook Yza’s shoulders. She was almost dizzy from the vigorous shaking of her friend.What the freak?“Oh my! Did DJ kiss you? Yahoo!” Tiffany scream
CHAPTER 8Yza gave DJ a simple smile as they stood facing each other at the gate of the De Lorenzo mansion. He had picked her up from school and was now escorting her home. Time was getting a bit tight because the group had to practice for their upcoming defense the next day. Due to DJ’s concern for her safety, he had called her to pick her up and make sure she would not take a taxi alone.“I’ll pick you up tomorrow morning,” DJ said to her, gently caressing her cheek as she clutched her Accounting books.She was about to nod when two of his employer’s men, who had a hostile look in their eyes, emerged from the gate. “He’s my friend,” she told them, but they just stared at her.“You can’t pick her up. We’ll take her to her school,” one of them, whose name she knew to be Shelton, said firmly, while the other, named Blake, agreed.Her mouth dropped open at what she heard. She glanced at DJ, who seemed to be getting irritated by the two.“What right do you have to say that? You didn’t ev
CHAPTER 9Yza fell asleep while waiting for the doctor to come out of the emergency room and for DJ to arrive. She immediately reached for her phone as soon as she opened her eyes, but it was no longer in her bag or in her hand."What's going on?" She looked around repeatedly, searching under the chair, but her phone was nowhere to be found.Who would take it? It's an old, phased-out Nokia E51. Why would anyone be interested in her broken phone? What kind of high-class hospital was this, and who would bother with her outdated device?Not far away, she noticed Blake standing and poking at something. Maybe he took my phone.She subtly stretched her neck to see what the man was poking at, and to her surprise, it was an expensive smartphone.Darn it! She slumped into a chair in frustration. She almost accused someone wrongly. It's impossible that he's the thief, given how nice the phone he's using is.But it wouldn't hurt to ask. She got up and walked over to the man leaning against the w
CHAPTER 10Yza’s car glided smoothly through the dark road, her gaze repeatedly checking her wristwatch. It took them a while to get going because Shelton had some tinkering to do with the car’s engine, and she had no idea what he was up to. It must have been about thirty minutes before they finished, and now they were probably close to DJ’s condo.Before they even reached their destination, Shelton drove the car through a fast food drive-thru, and with the multitude of items ordered, he piled them all on her and took one for himself.“What’s this? Why so much?” She asked, puzzled, looking at the pile of food.She was clueless because it seemed like food for ten people, and there were only three of them.“It’s an order from the boss. We’ll be in trouble if you get hungry,” Blake replied, glancing at her in the rearview mirror.Now her jaw dropped. She was genuinely amazed by everyone’s actions around her. It would take a lot of courage for her to say that her boss’ intentions were dif
Yza was frozen in her seat when she heard a familiar sweet voice fill the entire function hall after the wedding."I thought I wasn’t ready, For my heart to beat again But suddenly, you came into my life…"She stared at her husband as he walked out from behind the improvised stage. He had said he was going to the bathroom, but here he was, about to sing.His eyes immediately sought her face and then showed a very light but heartwarming smile.She automatically felt very emotional. Who wouldn’t be moved if someone as handsome as him serenaded her in front of everyone on their wedding day at the church?And in fairness, his voice was beautiful. He had a hidden talent for singing, but just like his personality, it was very hidden and hard to reach. And with this Tagalog song, the first words that came out of his mouth seemed to fill her heart with love—love for her and for the two-month-old babies in her womb. Everything was given to her by God. If the challenges they went through were t
Yza furrowed her brow as the taxi driver dropped her off right in front of the condominium where she was staying, after she got out.The condominium across from AD condominium? She only learned the name of that building now, despite having lived across from it for such a long time.She walked inside and the guard greeted her with a smile. “Are you going home here, Ma’am? Not to the other side?” The guard joked, to which she just smiled.What a gossip.When did Adam start living there? Was that the new place her grandmother mentioned where her husband was staying? So, they were right across from each other?She couldn’t help but feel a little giddy at the thought that maybe Adam had been secretly watching her, out of her sight and knowledge.“I’m heading to my husband’s place,” she told the guard and showed her name tag, which he quickly looked at.“Ah, to Sir Adam. Go ahead, Ma’am. He told me that if any beautiful woman comes by, I should let her in right away.” The guard said, but it
53Yza was momentarily stunned by the woman in front of her. Her brain couldn't process the simple instruction the woman had just given her, telling her that Adam wanted her to go to the main building of the company again. What could he possibly need from her this time? She had just come from there. She had also just been here. It seemed like her husband's mind was slowly unraveling."Ma'am Yza?" The woman in front of her called out since Yza had been staring blankly for a while."H-Huh? O-Okay, I'll go," Yza replied, still not fully aware of what she was saying.She glanced at Tiffany as she sang while looking at her computer."Bring back the sweetness of love, let the heart that loves be heard again..." Tiffany sang, her shoulders shaking with the rhythm."Awwooohhh..." her friends joined in, causing Yza to laugh softly before standing up."Do I have to go, Tiffany?" Yza bit her finger nervously.She suddenly felt uneasy, thinking of facing Adam again.It reminded her of when she fi
52Yza went straight to branch five after talking to Adam, but several hours had passed, and her anger still hadn't subsided. She felt like she was going to explode from the mix of anger, jealousy, hurt, and love. She didn’t know why she felt this way, but it was as if her feet were pulling her back to the main building so she could slap him without stopping.She felt that her attempt to throw the vase there wasn’t enough.Frustrated, she bent over the desk and started crying again, so she grabbed her hair in frustration.“Are you okay, bf?” Tiffany asked her from the table across. She was surprised, but Yza shook her head repeatedly.“I’m not okay. It was so wrong for me to go to his office. I was so... disgusted. I’m angry because he didn’t say anything. He’s still closed off to me.” She started crying again and buried her head in the desk, crying quietly.“He doesn’t love me anymore. He thought that money could ease the pain I feel. He doesn’t love me anymore, Tiffany. He loves som
51The taxi window automatically rolled down as it reached the guardhouse entering the ADL Motors building—main branch."guard..." Yza said to the two guards, who immediately stood upright when they saw her face."Ma'am Elyzabeth Alexa," they said in unison, making her furrow her brows.Why did they recognize her?"Go ahead, Ma'am," the man said, so she nodded, though still confused.The driver continued driving into the driveway while smiling.When she got out at the main entrance of the building, she immediately saw a billboard with Adam’s face on it. He had that fierce look. So arrogant, yet so cowardly and childlike in his actions and decisions.Deceptive! Her head heated with anger.As she entered the building, she froze in shock upon seeing her own face on the large tarpaulins around the area.Why was her picture up there? Elyzabeth Alexa Brina-de Lorenzo, CEO of ADL Motors.What kind of nonsense is this? Her eyebrows furrowed, and it seemed like smoke was coming out of her nose
Yza was getting some fresh air on the apartment balcony. It had been months since she last did this, ever since she and Adam got married. Now that she was back in the apartment, she would often step out for some fresh air in the evenings to relax and clear her mind from overthinking.Lately, she's been very emotional and doesn't even know why. Maybe it's because she misses her husband, who seems to have completely forgotten about her.She was starting to fall into deep thought again. She was supposed to be relaxing, but stress filled her mind instead.She missed Adamson so much, and there were times when she wanted to call or text him, but she wasn’t sure if his number was still active. On top of that, she felt embarrassed. She didn’t want to seem desperate, especially since he distanced himself from her.She wasn’t proud, but she was discreet when it came to handling situations like that.She glanced at her phone again. She was looking at the only picture of Adam she had, and once ag
WEEKS passed so fast.Still, Yza was in the process of learning to live her life all alone. She would join Tiffany for meals, who almost always brought groceries, and never missed bringing her favorite imported chocolates. Every single piece of those chocolates reminded her of Adam. The only difference was, they didn’t come from her husband.Tiffany’s boyfriend was quite impressive. Even though they weren’t married yet, he was already spending a lot on her. Yza thought she was just lucky and happy for her friend. Maybe it wasn’t meant for her to be happy for the rest of her life with the true love she had found.She had been staring blankly at Adam’s mansion for a while now, unable to get out of the taxi. She was deeply in debt to her friend because of her daily expenses, including her allowance. What could she ask from her grandmother, who couldn’t work and was also being supported by Adamson? She hoped she could graduate soon so she could take care of her grandmother and support her
When Yza woke up, Adam was already gone. She had expected it, but it still hurt to open her eyes and not see her husband.Her eyes immediately welled up, and tears rolled down her cheeks, but she quickly wiped them away.Her husband was gone, but what remained was the small ache in her heart. Was last night really their last?No one knew.She longed for a lifetime of love in his arms, but she didn’t want to be trapped forever with someone who couldn’t trust the sincerity of her love. Moreover, she was hurt by the revelations he admitted, that he hurt others just to win her, but he couldn’t stand by her.She already knew. Adam had asked her to stay with him only because he needed her, but deep down, he always doubted she wouldn’t leave him for someone else. He nearly tied her down, just to keep her from escaping. But he probably felt guilty when one day, he suddenly declared his love for her.He felt so guilty to tie her in a relationship where there’s no trust because she truly believ
ADAM lovingly raked Yza's body. His eyes were filled with tears at that event in their lives but his grandmother seemed right that he needed to find himself and find where Yza was in him. Pain strikes his chest like lightning, gashing his heart several times. He saw his wife crying silently in pain. Her eyes were closed and she was waiting for him to possess her. He'll get back to it when he's ready and hopefully it'll still be there by then. He has to be strong enough and set his mind, make it ready to accept something positive especially the negative ones. He must learn how to stand in equality. He must learn how to accept failures and not just winning alone. If he is always a winner, he should learn to accept defeat. He finally took it off and kissed it on the lips. He positioned himself in between her thighs and started poking her center with his hard manhood. His hands roamed his body with no tenderness. It was as if it affected every corner of his body. He loves ev