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50 I am happy

Author: Sia Sage
last update Last Updated: 2024-09-19 23:47:37
I stare at the full-length mirror, taking in the image of my little baby bump, feeling a mix of excitement and wonder at the new life growing inside me. I can’t help but smile at the thought of all the changes that are yet to come.

I brush my hand over my stomach, feeling a sense of connection with the tiny being inside me. It’s amazing how something so small can already bring so much joy and anticipation into my life.

“How are you doing, my little baba?” I whisper softly, feeling a surge of love and protectiveness toward the life blossoming within me as I feel a gentle kick in response. “Are you answering me?” And at my words, another kick comes, filling me with even more joy and anticipation in my life.

I giggled excitedly, feeling overwhelmed by the realization that I was going to be a mother. When two big palms wrap around my bare belly, I look up to see my Hollis smiling down at me, his eyes shining with happiness and love. “What are you doing here, my love?” he asks, his voice
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