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49 Look at me

Author: Sia Sage
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56
Sun rays streak through the window, shining directly into my eyes, causing me to squint as I reach for the blinds to block out the blinding light.

I turn my head to my side and see the beauty hiding her face in my chest; her peaceful expression is a stark contrast to the brightness of the morning. The warmth of her body against mine brings a sense of comfort and contentment, making me grateful for this moment of quiet intimacy.

I slide my finger on her soft, silky skin, tracing patterns on her arm as I breathe in the scent of her hair, feeling a sense of calm wash over me. The world outside may be chaotic, but in this moment, everything feels perfect and serene.

“Hmmm...” Hailey groans softly, her eyes fluttering open as she stretches lazily. “Good morning,” she murmurs, her voice husky with sleep.

I smile, planting my lips on her forehead before whispering, “Good morning, my love.” Hailey’s eyes meet mine, filled with warmth and affection as she snuggles closer. The morning light
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