๐๐๐๐๐๐๐The sound of people running heat and there kicked my ass out of the bed. My eyes still had sleep in them, but the sight of people running towards the gate eliminated it so quickly. Smoke was billowing, and I got so scared. I was terrified for my life. Where was Marcus? He promised to come later on. I rushed to the balcony to get a better view and things were even so much scarier there. With tears in my ears, I looked around, in search of something handy that I could take along with me. A knock came in, and I was all the more scared, but I still managed to move my legs to see who it was. Before I could form an expression, he pulled me close to him and crashed his lips against mine, his back slamming against the door and closing it. His hot mouth was all over my lips, kissing it nland having a taste of me. He didn't deepen it because he wanted me to be comfortable with it. Releasing my finally, he looked into my eyes. "Fuck, I've been wanting to do this for so
๐๐๐๐๐๐I'd do anything to relive last night. Whether it be to kill or sacrifice so many people's lives or burn down the whole world. Whatever it took, I was willing to deliver because she was worth it. I always knew she was going to taste and feel so good because of the millions of fantasies I'd had, but fuck me. I never thought that she was going to be sweet like honey. I wanted to bury myself in her paradise, and never return to the world of humans--if that was possible. I wanted a life where she was all I saw ; morning, afternoon, evening and night time. I'd cook her meals while she told me about everything and anything. I didn't mind living a weird kind of life. All that mattered was that she was involved. Fuck my mind for beginning to think of the future. Did she even think of me that way? Clearly, she loved the sex, but fuck me. I had started seeing things differently and thinking beyond the sex aspect. On so many occasions, I'd be working and suddenly, my mind would
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ The stress lines on Marcus'sforehead were so damn visible that even I was somewhat scared. His face had gone from happy to sad within the snap of a finger, and the cause was something I was sure I'd never figure out. "Did I do something wrong?" I asked, fear being the order of the say so fucking swiftly. It was like the nerve controlling his speech to a vacation because I could see Marcus try to move his mouth, but fuck if a single word made its way out. It felt as though something had told him that what we had last night wa fucked up and we weren't meant to be at all. I'd stop his brain from doing all that thinking. "Baby?" I whispered into his ear before angling over so that my head was facing his chest, and I kissed the region that I felt beating--his heart. Whatever spell was cast on him immediately turned into nothingness and it felt as though he'd resurrected from the dead like Jesus Christ. Thank heavens. "It's just a whole lot of things going on, Monique
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โFunny of me to think that we were finally heading somewhere, and it all came crashing down when he uttered those words. Fuck me. Frankly speaking, though, Marcus did nothing wrong. How fast did I forget that it was me who told him to let it all out? He could've kept it to himself, and we'd still be going strong. Fuck, I was a fool. It had been what? Three days of self-isolation. Hunger had dealt with me so much, but the pride in me wouldn't let me get my ass out of bed and get something to eat. I, myself couldn't deny the certitude of my life being repetitive. If Monique Jenkins' life was a course of study in colleges, universities, and tertiary institutions, there'd be no one that would major in that because of the magnitude of the boredom they were going to get from it. Let's be real, though, school on its own was boring, but Monique Jenkins' life would lead you to commit suicide. Her life was bland, and wishy-washy, and boy did she crave some spice? Of course.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ โThe same way Adrian stormed in to tell me about the ball organized by the Welsh prince was the same way he stormed in during the early hours of today to tell me to get ready. He said we were journeying to Wales. Today was one of those days I missed Gina. Better suck it all in, and move on. He didn't just march in, he also brought along with him the dress I was supposed to wear. He said he didn't want me looking eerie. I knew myself so well. The Monique of two to three months ago would have slapped that sick son a bastard in the face, and thrown the dress at his face, but all I did was sit down, and look at him like someone who was mentally ill. I was really missing my old self. I pondered on what it was going to take me to get back to that state of mind. The dress wasn't too far away from me as I laid in bed. The tranquility in this room, goodness me. God knew I needed this. Maybe this trip was what I needed to get out of th
MONIQUEFrom the moment I stepped into this house, suspicion stirred in in my stomach, fear climbing up my spine, but I refused to give in. There was no turning back now. I had to face the music. I didn't even know anyone here, and so if anything happened, there was no one to call to get me out of here. "Make yourselves comfortable, yeah." She said, that Welsh accent making rearing its head. You could take the woman out of the village, but never could you take the village out of the woman. "We have tea, wine. Whatever it is that you want." She said. Adrian walked to the closest seat to the fireplace and made himself comfortable while I remained standing-- the driver, and the maids as well. Adrian was probably going to yell at them if they sat. " Monique, don't do that where I am. Will my lap be more comfortable than the chairs?" Adrian asked. I could see his teeth through the fire, and I wanted nothing more than to pull each of them out while I watch him wallow in agony. The dinwi
MONIQUE "Don't do this." I shook my head, attempting to stop the tears from falling, but God, it really was hard. Was this how everything would end? You know, for all these months, a fragment of my mind, and a part of me believed I was going to get that happily ever after ending just like everyone. If someone told me that I would walk to my death majestically, I'd laugh because in my head, that person would be a fucked up sadist with a messed up life. I always had hope. "How the mighty have fallen." Adrian's wicked laughed pierced through the air again, and I'm actually so done. He rubbed his chest as he got closer, and closer to me. "What do you even want?" I asked, still seated there--preparing for my death with all sorts of food laying on the table before me. "You're quite foolish for a billionaire, don't you think? I want it all. I want the power, the wealth, every fucking thing!" He said, stamping his feet on the ground while I sat there, looking at him right in the eye--wh
MONIQUE There was no way I could talk with a gun in my mouth, and so all I did was nod and put my palms together as an indication of plea. The tip of the gun was touching my throat, and I swear to God, I wanted to puke so bad. "You're going to suck on the gun, spit on it, and gag until I tell you to stop." He said. Right there, and then, my gag reflex was on high alert, and I almost choked on the weapon that was in my mouth. I shook my head, indirectly saying 'you don't have to do this'. The magnanimity of the whole situation triggered more tears, and they just kept falling and wetting the ground below me. I could go lower and lick the tip of his shoes right now, but not this. Anything but the gun in my mouth. What even made the matter all the more awkward was the fact that there were people in this room watching me. So many fucking people. Thank fuck this wasn't the United States, and this was one of those occasions where I was grateful to God for not allowing civilization to ha