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"Marcus?" I said as I approached where he sat. He angled his neck in such a manner that he could see me and I inhaled sharply.

It had been forever since I'd seen him, but it didn't mean that I'd been forever since I spoke to him.

"Ah, my lady. I'm honored you're here."

He was eating something.

"It feels as though I interrupted a moment. Do you want me to leave?" I didn't him to say yes, but if he did, I'd turn around and walk away and try to never think about him ever again. Bitch, you know that ain't possible.

"No, my lady. Please stay." He dropped his plate of food and got up from the becnh6he sat on. He offered me a seat next to him and I sat.

He breathed freely like he'd found solace in my presence.

The atmosphere seemed right to have a conversation, but since none of us was ready to speak first, it seemed it was wasted. The silence was growing very frustrating and I doubted if I could sit and continue to stare. It would have
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