I decided to go back to the pub, not only because of the money I earn there, but also because I don’t want to meet that guy again. For sure, Sir Atlas will be surprised that I’ll be here despite of being suspended but I don’t care that much.
“It’s so funny, right?” I heard a familiar voice of a woman inside the locker area, she’s talking to someone else and they’re both sniggering. “They believed my lies just like that.”
“So, you’re telling me it’s you who put a dagger and cocaine in Gia’s locker?”
"Exactly! And look at her now, she’s---”
“You really thought I’m gone?” Before I let her finish, I entered the room and I saw their startled look.
“G-Gia?” Celine stuttered.
Even though I don’t trust anyone at all, I can’t help but admit that I did not expect Celine to do this to me. It’s been nine years since we met here in the pub. So, I didn’t think of her doing me dirty like this.
"What? Did you enjoy your show?” I sarcastically asked her. Our other co-worker who’s been with her immediately went out of the locker room.
A grimace formed in her face. Her disconcerted aura awhile ago was now mixed with wrath. I saw how her jaws and fists clenched as I glare unto her.
“Why did you come back here?” she monotonously queried.
“It’s not you whom I want to hear ask me that…” I smirked and her brows arched in abrupt. “What about I tell Sir Atlas about the truth?” I raised my phone and I acted like I recorded everything she said earlier.
Instead of saying a thing, she pushed me off her way and she went out. I know where she’s going so, I then followed her there.
“Gia’s here!” I heard Celine complain to Sir Atlas before I entered his office.
I smiled unto him as if nothing just happened last time I came here. Well, I did nothing wrong so why should I be afraid of facing him assertively?
“I’m telling you, sooner or later, you’ll be needing me,” I playfully dared Sir Atlas while he’s just glowering at me.
“Sir, you know what she just---”
We heard Leila yelling panicky even before she could enter the office, “What will we do, Sir? Sir Felix is looking for Gia, but Gia is not… here… anymore…” She started pausing on her words when she came in.
I looked at Sir Atlas. “See?” I friskily said to him and grinned. “Tell him I’m on my way, Leila.” She nodded and walked away.
“Sir, listen to me. This is not fair. Gia just did something---”
“Enough, Celine.” Sir Atlas’ words made her jaw drop in disbelief while I just leer.
Sir Atlas went out, leaving the two of us here. I heard her heave a deep sigh, looking like anytime soon she’ll burst out in anger. Before she could go away, I glared one last time at her.
“One more wrong move to me, I promise that you’ll lose everything you have,” I tediously said.
After that incident, I already left the pub to meet Sir Felix. And as his request, I had another car entertainment with him. Gladly, I wasn’t bothered by his old wife like the last time. I don’t f*cking care if Sir Felix’ age was half of mine, I am just doing this for money.
And it’s already dark when we finished. I just had some drinks in the pub before I walked home. It was so lucky of me that there’s no Toby outside my workplace.
While I was staggering along the road, I was interrupted by what I saw. With my s*x work, two people kissing in a public place shouldn’t have been an issue to me. But what made it unpleasant, wasn’t what they’re doing, but who the hell are doing it.
It was Orlando.
The f*cking cheater husband of my Aunt Emily. It’s him again. For the nth time.
I abruptly dashed towards them. I dragged the hair of the woman he’s kissing, from behind and I smacked his face with all the force I have.
“What the heck do you think you’re doing?!” he pushed me away, with no remorse at all.
Since it’s been ages since I had the guts to confront him whenever I see him like this. But my Aunt still doesn’t want to end their relationship. And for that, I don’t know if I’ll pity or get mad at her for letting him fool her around.
“And you still have the courage to ask me that?!” I yelled.
“Hey, stop acting as if you’re pure, you whore! Aren’t you working in a pub just like me too?!” the lady raucously answered.
My ears rang after hearing her that’s why I immediately slapped her face again. The old man defended her from me. And once again, he pushed me away. He would have slapped me if he hadn't been stopped by someone.
When I looked beside me, Damon was holding his fist and he punched Uncle’s face, making him fall off the road. Instead of fighting back, they just ran away.
“Are you alright?” he then asked me, and held my cheeks if I were hurt. But what he did made me hate him more. I shoved her hand away from my face.
“Can you please leave me alone? I don't need your help.”
I left him there alone and went home. I need to make sure my Aunt will end it with him tonight. He’s just a burden to all of us.
When I entered the house, I saw my Aunt in the couch, and as usual, with her watery eyes. And she even has another bruise on her left cheek.
“Where is he?” I asked monotonously and started walking toward their room.
“Gia, calm down---”
“Break with him now, Aunt…” I tried to contain my own emotion as I almost beg her to split up with his husband. “He’s just fooling you,” I added.
“I know.”
What she said made me look at her in confusion.
“I know everything, Gia…” Aunt Emily started to speak. “Even the first time I saw him with another woman, I just stayed silent because those times, he was the one who sustained your fees and needs in school…”
It felt like my heart was pricked by thousands of needles while hearing her words and her voice starting to break. What makes it more painful is seeing her smile despite the fact that for sure, this has been killing her heart for years.
“I didn’t want you to stop schooling just because I am hurt. Just because I’m suffering. That’s why I endured it all… for you.”
“I don’t want to feel like I need to be saved.”With a blank expression on my face, I told Toby then I gulped on the bottle of beer we’re drinking.He just looked at me for a second and he once again poured his gaze on the lofty buildings right before us.We are now at the rooftop of the publishing house where my friend is working at. For how many years, this has been our go-to place whenever I don’t know what to feel. Whenever I am sad or burnt out, I just can’t explain how I can I simply find myself lying down on a rooftop.I don’t know either. Just by solely resting here and gazing over the serenity of stars, I can somehow feel at peace… even for a temporal moment. Mayhap, only the stars are the ones who won’t judge me even when I look so horrible, like I do now.And maybe in these stars, I can whisper all the things I can’t easily tell other people. And through them, I can see something that won’t hesitate to shine on me, when I, myself, can’t lit up my own little world within me.
With my barely cold and pallid hands, I nonchalantly left my hair on a high ponytail as I saunter over the crowd around me. I just came out of the bathroom after my session with another businessman whom Sir Atlas is friends with.The thunderous sound in The Blue Apple is due to the event that Sir Atlas held this night. It fuels the headache I’m already dealing with since early this day. And aside from that, there are bands playing incessantly; and more than the usual, there are renowned icons in our pub.Though it is not actually a new thing for us, since The Blue Apple is actually one of the recognized hostelry in Anbridge City. Aside from the celebrities going here, there are also politicians and wealthy business owners visiting us regularly.It is not surprising that the Blue Apple really grew much bigger since the first time that Sir Atlas brought me here and I’ve started working.I sat on the vacant seat of the front bar, right before Leo, the Blue Apple’s well-skilled bartender.
“Are you avoiding me?” I heard Damon asked me from my back.Albeit the distress I am caging within me, I tried to compose myself before I faced the guy. And I was right, it was really Damon.He’s now sipping on a wine glass while he’s mischievously gazing at me. Then he put it down as he throws me a smirk which get into my nerves.Does he think I’m here to play with him? We’re not even close, aren’t we? So, who does he think he is, to waste my time like this?“Why would I?” I monotonously asked the guy who’s now trying to loosen his necktie, gape’s still sticked on me.If he’s thinking that he’ll intimidate me by doing this, then he’s mistaken. I’m not like any other girl he had before if they were all caught through his tactics.“Then why did you kissed that man a while ago after you saw me?” Damon started to become more annoying than he already was. He began stepping his feet towards my direction which made me more disgusted of him.What does he think he’s doing, huh?“Why do you ca
After what happened between me and Damon at the rooftop, I then fixed myself and acted as if nothing happened. That’s what he did, as well.I couldn’t even understand why he’s still smiling now. He released his seeds already, isn’t he supposed to be leaving me alone now that he got what he wanted? I am sure it’s just my body which he craves for, and nothing else.“What?” I asked him, annoyed by how he’s looking like right now. It seems like he’s still teasing me or whatsoever.Instead of answering me, he let out a chuckle as if I’m here playing with him again.“You already got what you want. You may leave now,” I monotonously blurted out. But he was just looking at me as he beams me an indeed weird smile I didn’t wish to witness now.“Are you really like this people?” Damon questioned in curiosity.“What do you mean?” I replied while fixing my messy hair. I couldn’t hide my infuriation now. Not just with my facial expression, but also through the tone of my voice.I actually don’t eve
After I accompanied Toby home, I don’t feel like going back to the pub anymore. I still have work to do tonight but I can't figure out why I seem to have lost the energy to do all of that.I head straight to our house, exhausted, as I always am. But I can’t get tired because we are not as privileged as other adults. I can’t lie down on my bed and money will just fall over my face. I know that regardless of how tired I am, I have to show up.It is so difficult to swallow that the only thing that motivates me to continue is because I know we’re not rich and I have to strain my own body to earn. Miserable life, isn’t it?As soon as I opened the door, I’ve already seen Aunt Emily sitting on the couch, watching her favorite show.“Oh, Gia. You’re home early? Did your office close at this hour?” Aunt Emily asked and I just nodded due to my weary body.All through these years, they still didn’t know I am really working on a pub, and not in an office. I can’t admit it to them, so I guess it’l
“Are you sure you’re not joining us?” I heard my Mom asking Aunt Emily for the last time.I was fixing my bag above the dining table when I eavesdropped on their not-so-quiet conversation.From my peripheral vision, I witnessed how Aunt Emily just nodded. She even tapped my Mom’s shoulder to assure her more.“Gia will surely take care of you,” my Aunt tried to comfort her one more time, and I saw how Mom went out the doorway, leaving us alone.I am so sure my Mom was also worried about us being left alone together. Because honestly speaking, this is the very first time I went out with her. We tried to visit a really few places when I was young, but it was all with Aunt, and I actually had no alone time with my own mother while growing up.So, it is not surprising that she’s just as anxious as me. But I can’t deny how I feel excited and paranoid at the same time. I don’t want to ruin her day, just like she usually tells me. I hope I won’t, though.When I finished arranging my things, I
When I saw how the man calmed down my Mom, I immediately wiped the tears that fell on my cheeks and then I ran to them. I also saw how those young guys who had been mocking my Mom started to look at each other and waywardly dashed away from them."Are you okay, Mom?" I worriedly asked my Mom when I got close to them. I hugged her tightly and when I felt that she was calm, I began to feel at ease.I’ve already known since last night that something like this might happened. I should’ve just persuaded Aunt Emily to come with us. Or I should have just refused Aunt’s idea of going here today. If we didn’t come here alone, I am sure she won’t get triggered like this.I gently took off the suit that the man covered my Mom with. And I was flabbergasted when the moment I faced him to give it back, I realized that it was Damon.It was actually him who was able to put her at ease.“Gia?” Damon asked before I could even speak a word to him. I was still dazed that I could actually see him here, an
“Your Mom told me she had fun there.”The very first thing I heard from Aunt Emily after she took out the breakfast I’ll be having on the table. It kind of made me smile a bit. Because even though I was not really able to try any of those rides and we both got stressed after she had a panic attack, it made me glad that she enjoyed it.I don’t care if it’s not because of she was with me. As long as I know she had fun there last day, it was more than enough for me to give myself a pat on my back.“Got stressed there, Gia?” she added while we started eating together since Mom is still tired from yesterday’s trip. We just let her rest for a while.Also, Mom doesn’t want to be with me in a meal. I couldn’t even remember when was the last time we ate together. Growing up, when I knew she was getting uncomfortable when I’m around, I used to tell them I was still full and that I’ll just eat at my workplace. And that was the very same setup until these days.The only time I could actually eat