4.I still do

Ethan Knight

I read the letter again and again then the hot tears started pouring heavily on my cheeks. What have I done. Oh lord! I screamed loudly throwing the lamp on the floor, then went my files and other papers and almost everything. I stared myself at the mirror, looking at the heartless man in front of me who couldn't trust the only woman he have ever loved. I'm a piece of shit. I couldn't, just couldn't take the pain anymore.

"Ahhhhhhh!!! It hurts so bad someone make it stop please." I screamed.

I went to the mini bar and gulped down  the alcohol. I was drunk but I could drive I know that. I drove to the one place where I can get my sanity I went to my Caroline. After roaming on the streets, I concluded I didn't know where she lives now. But she's at the party isn't she? I'm gonna go there. I went to the place where the party was held. I felt dizzy, I was about to close my eyes when I saw Caroline making her way towards the parking lot. I got out of the car and went towards her.

"Carwolineee myee lwove....myee babyyyy" I slurred and hugged her not letting her go. I saw two kids with her too...but it didn't mattered, only she mattered. She looked towards me with wide eyes. She told something to someone I couldn't make out what and I saw the children walking away with some man. Who is that man?

She then asked me "How did you get here Eth?"

Eth that nickname she gave me. The way that name rolled off her tongue always turned me on. I remember while making love whenever she used to moan out my name saying Eth, I used to get turned out even more and ended up making love all night and even at the morning. I was bought back with her tapping or I should say slapping my shoulder vigorously

"Ethan, are you listening."

"How do you travel anywhere babe?"

She sighed 

"Where's your car." 

"Isn't my babe smartyyyyyyyyy." I sang.

"I'm not babe and specially not yours." 

Ouuchh that hurts, but my drunk self didn't cared about it.

"Aww babyy don't make that face or I'll have to kiss the life out of you and fuck you so hard that you wouldn't be able to walk for weeks." I giggled. 

Her face was worth watching, without a word she kept walking. Then her hand went inside my pocket to take out the keys.

"Oooooo I see someone's eager, don't worry babe we can do it even here if you want to." saying this I kissed her neck.

She breathed heavily and opened the door to the passenger seat and put me inside putting my seatbelt on. I didn't even noticed when she took out the key and unlocked the car. While she was putting my seatbelt I leaned towards her and took the strand of her hair and put it behind her ears.

I cupped her face with my one hand and the other went towards her waist I pressed my lips softly to hers at first she was shocked but then she melted into the kiss and responded to it, soon the soft kiss turned into a passionate kiss.

 I pulled her waist so that she could straddle me, she wasn't exactly straddling me because of her huge ball gown but she was kind of sitting on my lap. We pulled away for air but I didn't stop, I continued trailing kisses from her neck to her collarbone I remember her sweet spot, it was where her shoulder and collarbone met, I sucked and nibbled the spot hard, making sure to leave a mark over there. Her breathing was ragged.

She then pulled me for a kiss, she sucked my bottom lip sexily and I moaned into the kiss. I grabbed her ass squeezing it and making her gasp I took the opportunity to plunge my tongue inside her mouth. We both fought for dominance and I won, I massaged her tongue with mine, it felt so good to taste and devour her sweet mouth. She pulled away grasping for air.

Then she began sucking on my neck and reached my sweet spot that is my collarbone. She sucked and bit the spot gently but hard enough to leave a mark over there. She was moving my t-shirt from the side to get more acess to my skin, but it didn't help so she started moving my t-shirt upwards kissing and licking my abs. I moved the seat towards back so that we could fit more comfortably and she closed the door.

I pulled her for a kiss, my one hand was tangled in her hairs while other was roaming all over her body feeling all her curves. Her hands too were all over me.

Suddenly my phone started vibrating in my pocket.

She took out my phone from the pocket and the caller ID showed Lexi.

Fuck!! Wrong timing Lexi. I really want to kill this woman she always come between us.

She got up and threw the phone at me. She then went to the driver's seat and started driving.

"Babe..listen please."

"Don't babe me this was wrong we shouldn't have done this, for god's sake you have a fiancé, oh god this is so wrong, and what the fuck were you even doing here, huh?"

I wanted to tell her something but just couldn't because I was feeling so dizzy and my eyelids felt heavy. I wasn't completely unconcious, I could feel and squinting my eyes see my surroundings.

I felt someone trying to get me out of the car I tried standing up with all my strength and took support of her shoulder. She then took me to the room on the ground floor. And laid me down. She took out my shoes and socks. She then opened both the buttons of my t-shirt.I placed my hands on her and pulled her down so now she was sitting on the bed besides me.

I told her, "I love you Care so much...but I know you don't love me anymore." I felt my eyelids getting heavier and fell into a deep slumber. But I guess I heard her saying.

"I still do."