BECK- PRESENT
Long meetings with potential new clients are hard and tasking both mentally and physically; emotionally too, sometimes. However, no amount of ornery new clients can shake me as much as a ‘talk’ from my father.
At sixty-five, my father still strikes an imposing figure, with his full head of gray hair and well-kept and groomed body. Many find it attractive and have even ventured to call him debonair. He runs a tight ship and every one rushes to do his bidding, whether family, friend, staff or paparazzi. They all simply adore him.
But I know the truth about him. I think Alessia knows it too, but she is too much of a kiss ass to do anything about it. I know that my father is just a manipulative thug. Be it business or pleasure, he is used to getting his way; and everyone he has ever taken advantage of never knows that they have been manipulated.
I suppose that I am like him in a lot of ways, not just in looks. That is why I can sense his plotting a mile away. So, when he calls me to visit the house this evening, I know that I am about to be manipulated; but I cannot refuse him. No one refuses Domenico Caliri.
My mind tries to come up with several reasons for his summoning me. The recent media scandal with the daughter of his friend, Teresa, comes to mind; but I quickly clamp down on it. There is no way he would want to see me about that, as he owns more scandals than several bachelors combined. The only reason he would mention Teresa is because she is the daughter of his friend.
I groan when I remember Teresa and the nightmares she still gives me. Who would have thought the daughter of a billionaire would turn out to be a bipolar psycho stalker? I would probably need therapy to erase the scars on my mind.
I shudder again and walk into my younger brother, Dante. He smiles innocently at me and waves me away as he begins to descend the stairs I had just ascended. I watch him go for a minute and marvel at his carefreeness. No doubt one day he too would start to see me as competition, just like Alessia.
As if conjured by my thoughts, Alessia appears out of my father’s study. If looks could kill, I’d be dead, because her glare is so intense, I feel the hair at the back of my neck tingle. She angrily bumps into me as she stalks off in her six inch heels. I take it then that they had been talking about me.
“This is going to be bad.” I mutter to myself and walk in.
After a cursory greeting to my father, I pour myself a stiff drink before sitting across the table from him. I feel like I am at an interview, and that he is the interviewer.
“Carlo was a stupid man.” He begins, calling his father by his mane. I had never met my grandfather; only heard stories. To everyone else, he had been a great man; but not my father.
“For loving that wretched woman till his death.” He continues, referring to his mother. I spent two years with my grandmother before her death so I agree with his sentiments. She had been a bitch.
“The deal went off smoothly today. I successfully procured the hotel at half the budgeted price.” I say to my father, just to prompt him to talk faster. It is Sunday, and I have an appointment to help me kick start my week. My mind travels to the blonde model waiting for me at my penthouse and I glare at my father as my groin reacts to the memories of this morning. I can’t wait for this meeting to be over.
“That’s my boy.” He says proudly. I am twenty-seven, and refrain from reminding him that I am not a boy. “I would expect no less from my heir.” Again I refrain from reminding him that I am not his heir. He has four children, and Alessia is the eldest.
I swallow my drink and go for a refill.
Tomorrow will be hectic and I am not looking forward to it. My team stumbled upon another prime property and we were neck to neck with our competitors. Today is the only break I have taken in three weeks, and he had to ruin it for me. I groan and pour him a full glass too, to loosen his tongue.
“Alessia is good but I cannot devote our family’s heritage to a woman. Carlo almost ruined it all, the lovesick fool.” He spits out and accepts the drink I hand him. He continues after a big swallow. “I am ready for retirement.”
“You have been saying that for the past three years.” I remind him.
“I mean it this time. I bought a new boat, and she is a beauty.” I don’t know why this should be news. Among various businesses, Caliri & Co.’s major source of income is its shipping line that offers not only transport for cargo, but boat clubs and cruise as well.
“We have several boats.” I remind him.
“This one is different. I did not buy her for the company.” He informs me; this is new. “I intend to sail her.” This is bigger news.
“You’re retiring to a life of debauchery?” I ask to clarify and he smiles lasciviously.
“I have devoted my life to this company. It is your turn, when you retire, you can do whatever you please.”
“You’ve travelled the world your whole life.” I tack on.
“Only for business. I want to explore the world.” He clarifies. I have no doubt what he wants to explore; child number five would probably be showing up soon, no doubt. I blow out a frustrated breath.
“So you want me to take over?” I ask, then add, even though it pained me to do so, “Alessia has earned more money for the company than I have.”
“That is why she would be staying on as your adviser.” He clarifies. I look at him as if he has grown horns and he laughs. “I know that you both do not get along, but it has to be done. I am not getting any younger, and I would like to have lived a little before I die. This business takes over your body and soul. It takes everything from you.”
“I understand.” I quip.
“Then you understand why I need time.”
“The company is safest in your hands.” I say lamely.
“The company is safest in the hands of a Caliri, which, might I remind you, Alessia is not.”
It was no secret that he had not approved of Alessia’s marriage to one of his employees. The way he sees it, Alessia is conniving with the COO to overthrow the Caliri’s. I knew that was not true. One look at their loved up faces is enough to tell me to stay away from that emotion. Like my father, I believe that love is not a practical emotion.
“I will be announcing you as my successor in the next quarterly board meeting.” My father says in a voice that brooks no argument. He finishes his drink and sets the glass aside. Then he folds his hands before him. I recognize this pose; this is his ‘father’ pose, the one that delivered all the scolding I received growing up.
BECK- PRESENT“I must confess though, that I am not very pleased about this matter with Teresa.” He gets to it, and I groan loudly. “Don’t give me that! I thought that we had an understanding that friends of the family are out of bounds? Even Dante understands this.”Do I need to remind him that Teresa has pursued me for over a decade, since the first time we met at her father’s birthday party? No. Should I tell him that three months ago when we had sex, I had been drunk as skunk? Also no. Did I expect that Teresa would seize the opportunity to declare us a couple to the world? Heck no!, but I should have expected it.I down my drink and go to pour myself a fresh one, bringing the bottle with me. All thoughts of the leggy blonde waiting at home vanish to the back of my mind, and I preoccupy it with thoughts on how to get out of this conversation.“Men need women; I know that more than anyone else. But only on the biological level. Anything else and you become Carlo.” He adds with a gr
BETH- PRESENTIf the saying, time flies by when you are having fun, is true; then the opposite can be said for when you are not. Having Mary by my side helps relieve some of my heartache, but not all. Chase still calls every day and I'm beginning to think that I overreacted. When I mentioned this to Mary, she scoffed and assured me that men love what they can’t have; that Chase is merely caught up in the thrill of the chase. We had both laughed at word play and put it aside.His calls did not alleviate the nervousness I feel about Alex’s party. Alex must have received my reply because she has been calling nonstop. I try to sound as animated as she does over the phone, but my awkwardness is glaringly obvious; I was never good at small talk. But Alex being Alex, our conversations are anything but awkward.My nerves are frayed at the thought of seeing Alex again after eight years. So when I dress for her party, I am very nervous. I decided to go with a look she knew me with, so I matched
BECK- PRESENT“I think you've had more than enough sweetheart.” I say with a smile. “That’s not my name.” She replies with a giggle and I'm lost.My taste in women has always revolved around the bold and hot. This woman, though, is pushing my buttons!I am an unwilling attendee at this event. I recently procured this yacht for Caliri & Co., and I may or may not have been planning to take her for a spin, when Sofia announced that she needed it to impress her new girlfriend. She manipulated me into agreeing. So I am here to ensure that they don’t go overboard. I am about to get a drink to pass the time when she stumbles in.As I look at this woman with hair the best shade of brown I have ever seen, I stop regretting my attendance. Each time I look at her, a feeling of dejavu settles; and I can't help but feel like we have met. For some reason, the fact that she has strayed from the party and is obviously drunk, but acts like she is in the right place turns me on.“Your name,” I whisper
BETH-PRESENTI didn’t think it was possible, but he deepens the kiss until it feels like he is about to consume me. My whole body is on fire and I am a moaning mess. Each sound I make seems to embolden him, and I cannot believe that some of the sounds are coming from me.When he bites my earlobe, my back arches. More! I want more! My hand trails down his abs, tracing every muscle. I want to explore every inch of his skin. He palms my breast and my moan answers his growl. His eyes, which I have always loved to watch, become stormy with his passion. My back is still against the door, he leans into me and grinds into me and I moan.“You like that, arcobaleno?” I don't know what that means, but he does it again. I continue to moan as he humps me against the door, while trailing kisses from my earlobes to my collarbone until I am about to come. Then he suddenly stops and pulls back from me. I whine at the loss of contact with his heated skin. My knees almost buckle when he sets me down."I
BETH- PRESENTWhen I wake up the next morning aching all over, my conscience makes its appearance and I begin judging myself for being such a sl*t. The only evidence of our wild night is that I am currently naked in bed. My clothes are neatly folded at the foot of the bed, and a breakfast tray with a note is also waiting for me, along with a bouquet of marigolds. I pick up the note first.Waking up to the sun shining on my face, and the sweet smell of the ocean did not give me as much pleasure as waking up to the sight of a rainbow beside me. I flush at his choice of words and look around self-consciously.I had so much fun last night, it pains me to leave before you wake. It is probably best I leave before you do, all things considered. I giggle because that line is crossed out. I hope you enjoy your breakfast while gazing at flowers that pale in comparison to your hair.Have a lovely day.Beck.PS: I took the liberty of having your clothes dry cleaned. I hope you don’t mind.The not
BETH- PASTBeck and I are in the treehouse. It is old, and Mary always warns us to stay away from it, but it is our special place. It is raining cats and dogs and the wind makes eerie sounds as it rattles the rickety old place. With only a threadbare blanket, we are cold; but huddled together under the blanket, all is right in my world.No one else knows that Beck is afraid of thunder. He told me that his mother died in a car accident during a thunderstorm. I like that no one else knows his secret, it makes me feel special that the boys don't know."Rainbow, I'm scared." He confesses as a gust of wind rattles the boarded up window. "I am here for you." My arms wrap around him. We are both shivering from the cold, but I don't mind it much, I am with Beck. "Sing for me." He whispers, so I hug him tighter and sing soft kitty. I sing him lullabies until I hear his soft breathing, then I settle beside him and fall asleep too."Wake up!" A frantic Jace shakes us awake. When I open my eyes,
BETH- PASTTo me, my social awkwardness has never been more glaringly obvious as it is now. As usual, no one pays me any mind while they stand in clusters, catching up after summer break, gossiping about who did what.I try to convince myself that I do not care, that seniors should have better things on their mind than idle gossip. This is my final year to leave my mark in high school, and Alex or not, I will leave my mark!I walk with purpose towards class, ignoring the snicker I hear as I pass. If Alex were here, she'd challenge whoever had laughed, but while I would not challenge them, I would also not be ashamed of my fashion sense. I tuck a lock of hair back and continue on my journey.Even though I try not to, I've overheard at least four groups gossiping about the hot new senior. I smirk at the nearest pair, only to recognize cheerleaders. Then I cringe. Where there's cheerleaders, there's always jocks.When I see the familiar outline of Todd Williams, my ex-boyfriend, I duck i
BETH- PRESENTI've had this recurring fantasy for a while. In my fantasy, while shopping, my hand and that of a super-hot mystery man reach for the same item and then I'll look into his eyes and smile coyly. The rest will, as they say, be history.But reality is a bitch.When my fantasy comes to life, I am reaching for a box of tampons at the same time as him. I give him my rehearsed coy smile before my brain catches up to the irony of the situation; he doesn't use tampons, duh. I instantly recoil in mortification.Then he smiles at me and I'm lost. I must have been gaping at his frowning face when he suddenly speaks. "Rainbow?" His incredibly sexy voice drawls and my heart skips a beat as the nickname evokes several erotic, as well as nostalgic memories. My eyes travel upwards, into the baby blue eyes that I can never forget."Beck!" I exclaim and his smile deepens, revealing his dimples. “I thought that was you.” He beams. As he speaks, he adds the tampons to an almost full shopping
BECK- PRESENTUnbelievable!I look at the mail in front of me and curse out loud. Rosa pokes her head into my office to see if I am okay, but I wave her off. I still haven't fully forgiven her.The mail is long and detailed, including a picture of a sonogram and blood work of the mother. But that is not the part that holds my attention. I've been had! Rainbow successfully fucked me over! How did I not see this coming? Me, who has always been careful! It didn’t even happen with Teresa, and heaven knows that she tried.I groan and slump in my chair, all thoughts about work forgotten. My 300 square meters office suddenly feels claustrophobic, and I struggle to loosen my necktie when I decide to take the day off.“Reschedule all my appointments, I'm taking the rest of today off." I inform Rosa. “Are you okay?” She asks with motherly concern. “Rainbow is having my child.” “Oh!” Rosa gasps out with a sympathetic look.I shake my head when she tries to get out of her seat, and hightail it fo
BETH- PRESENTToday is the day my baby’s paternity is determined. Luckily, it is a Saturday, so I don’t have to deal with Mia and Stacy’s trite comments about my weight and distraction at work. I didn’t even know that I was adding weight! I had tried to get Alex to agree to accompany me to the hospital, but she had been too busy dealing with work and nursing her broken heart; I still feel guilty about that one, even though I know that I shouldn’t. Hopefully, the results will clear things up.I cross and uncross my legs several times while I wait for both males to arrive, and pretend that I am not nervous or scared out of my mind. The hospital is beautiful, frequented by many celebrities. They had taken steps to deviate from the normal sterile white environment of hospitals by painting the walls a cher
BECK- PRESENTI want to believe that work is hectic today; that the client demands and ongoing projects are taking longer than they ought. I want to pretend that this morning's meeting, when I lost my patience, had nothing to do with the absurdity of my late night meeting with my legal team.But it is all a lie. Why can't I stomach the rationale that Rainbow tried to swindle me? Each time I remember our night together, I wonder if I am that much of a fool. Besides, she did not strike me as someone who was faking.Was she? How humiliating! Women have flocked around me because of my money before, but the ones that make it to my bed want to be exclusive. To think that a woman would fake it with me…"I know you're still mad at me, but how long do you intend to i
BECK- PRESENTRosa places a cup of coffee in front of me and I sip the scalding liquid, ignoring the burning in my tongue. Then I return my focus to the window behind me. I am not admiring the impressive view of the bustling city being in my high rise office affords me, nor am I strategizing ways to make more money.The truth is, i am trying to quiet my mind; the one screaming bloody murder. Why else would I be at work by this time, with people I'm sure can't wait to escape back to their lives.“Anthony, are you sure about this?” One of the people seated at the table with me whispers, and I clench my fists.“I am positive.” Anthony replies. “They were a couple up until three months ago.”“Do
BETH- PRESENTA soft wind rustled through the trees as I gaze out my window. One look at me and you would assume that I am admiring the unhindered view of nature; but you couldn't be farther from the truth. The truth is that my mind is miles away.It is Saturday, and I have spent most of my week evading calls, mostly those from the hospital. The serenity of nature reminds me of the proverbial calm before the storm. I am terrified, scared witless about my life.Before Alex’s last visit, I had absolutely no doubt in my mind about whose child I am carrying. But now, I am afraid. Afraid of the future, afraid for my child. Even though I promised to do all I can to help her, I have been avoiding reality all this time; pushing it back one more day. All i need is an extra day, i always promise myself.I am warming my hands on a cup of coffee I dare not drink when my doorbell rings. Confused, and a little annoyed at the disturbance, I stalk to the door and yank it open."What?" I bellow at t
BECK - PASTMy arm is still in a cast when papa says it's time to leave the hospital. I don't want to leave, I like the hospital; the nurses are nice and pretty. I was involved in an accident, and cannot remember much.The doctor says my memory will come back if I go to a familiar place, but papa says he cannot take me back 'there.' I don't know where 'there' is, but from the way Papa's lips purse, I figure it must not have been a nice place.Papa says he is taking me to Italy to spend time with grandma. He wants me to learn about my rich heritage, and the customs of my people. I don't want to. I want to remember my past; unfortunately, each time I try, I have a headache. The doctor says it's normal, but I don’t like it.I am afraid when the car pulls up to pick us up at the entrance to the hospital but I try not to show it. Papa must have noticed because he holds my hand the entire car ride. He assures me that the driver is very experienced and unlikely to be involved in an accident.
BECK- PRESENTBusiness is competitive; requiring you to give your body and soul. I don't mind giving it my all. I don't even mind the competition, it makes me a better man.The last few weeks, I worked offsite, supervising the refurbishing of our latest boat. She is turning out to be more beautiful than ever. I find the work gratifying and enjoy watching her get stripped bare, then remodeled.I also relish the opportunity to escape the oppressive atmosphere in the office, and my father. I have become quite skilled at avoiding him, and this project is a perfect opportunity. Granted that I don't need to supervise the work, I have an able team, but I had to get away; what with Teresa randomly showing up at my place, to my father reminding me about the forthcoming quarterly meeting and his plan to name me his heir.Another reason I need space is to lick my wounds after losing a business deal to the Arlingtons. They have been my major competition in real estate and I am a sour loser.My ri
BETH- PRESENTThe day Mary is discharged from the hospital, while cleaning her room in preparation for her return, I find her prescription for the blood pressure. When I confront her about it, she brushes aside my concerns and assures me she was fine and didn't need the drugs. For that reason, I promise to FaceTime her everyday day to watch her take the drugs. She says I'm being extra, but I have to take precaution.My mind is full. On one hand, I try to feel optimistic about Mary’s considerable improvement, but I am not feeling it. Alex and I discussed getting her a nurse, but she shut the idea down. According to her, it was too soon to hand the reins of her life over to someone else.On the other, I dread a meeting with Chase. He called almost every minute I was away, checking on me and Mary; to the point that it has become annoying. What is he trying to achieve? Does he think the baby changes anything?I scoff at the thought and pull into my street. Chase is waiting outside my hous
BETH- PRESENTI panic -dial her number. My hands are shaking so much; I drop the phone twice before managing to put the call through to Alex. Luckily, she answers on the first ring."Where are you! Why haven't you been answering?" She queries. "Is she okay?" I ask instead. There is a scuffle on the other end and Sofia's voice comes on."Hi Beth. Mary had a little incident this morning, but she is okay now. She called Alex when she couldn't reach you. They have her on observation, and may need to keep her for the night." "Oh thank God! I will be there as soon as I can. Thank you."I try to sound as relaxed as she had, but I fail. She managed to give me information without giving anything away. If her plan was to reduce my panic, she failed because immediately I get off the phone, I rush out like a mad woman and gun my car."Please be okay. Please be okay." I repeat the mantra on the long drive to her. When I reach the waiting room Alex and Sofia are, I throw my arms around Alex but she