BECK- PRESENT
“I must confess though, that I am not very pleased about this matter with Teresa.” He gets to it, and I groan loudly. “Don’t give me that! I thought that we had an understanding that friends of the family are out of bounds? Even Dante understands this.”
Do I need to remind him that Teresa has pursued me for over a decade, since the first time we met at her father’s birthday party? No. Should I tell him that three months ago when we had sex, I had been drunk as skunk? Also no. Did I expect that Teresa would seize the opportunity to declare us a couple to the world? Heck no!, but I should have expected it.
I down my drink and go to pour myself a fresh one, bringing the bottle with me. All thoughts of the leggy blonde waiting at home vanish to the back of my mind, and I preoccupy it with thoughts on how to get out of this conversation.
“Men need women; I know that more than anyone else. But only on the biological level. Anything else and you become Carlo.” He adds with a grimace. “That is why I never get close to women like Teresa. One smile and they start seeing wedding bells.”
My father has never been married, and has never expressed a need to be. As a matter of fact, his four children are from four women of different nationalities. He is known as a man with diverse tastes in women, a verified Lothario, even at his age. And for some reason, maybe money, women gravitate towards him; like moths to a flame.
Listening to him gave me a headache; especially since my best friend and sister was a feminist sympathizer. She’d probably shoot him if she heard that statement. Which is why they never get along; that and the fact that he does not approve of his daughter being a lesbian. He shouldn’t be surprised though, Sophie and I inherited our womanizing genes from him.
“You need to produce an heir.” he announces so suddenly, I choke on my drink.
“I beg your pardon?” I gasp out of my burning throat.
“I want to know that my legacy will live on, even after my death. I want to know that you are committed to preserving our great name.”
To be honest, the name meant more to him than it did me. I had an accident when I was twelve and my memories before then are blank; so I have been a Caliri for all of fifteen years. That is less time than Dante, who is eighteen, has.
“I can see that you are not taking this seriously, so I want to present a counter offer. Pablo has offered to cement our family relationship with a union between you and Teresa.” My father announces and I blanch. “Naturally, I refused, because he knows that I don't believe in marriage.” I relax a bit at this announcement. “However, if you refuse to produce an heir in the next one year, I will do everything in my power to ensure that marriage happens. Once married I have no doubt that Teresa will produce an heir.”
“This is ridiculous.” I scoff. “You can’t be serious!”
“Do you want to bet on that?” He arches a brow in challenge and I deflate. “Six months.”
“What?”
“I give you six months to produce proof of pregnancy or I will take matters into my own hands.”
I am so dumbfounded; I just stare in shock. I cannot believe that this is happening! And I know him. I know what he is capable of, the manipulative jerk!
“This is my life! You think I would succumb to your will just to have a chance to be President of Caliri & Co?” I laugh humorlessly.
“You sound like I am manipulating you.” He says in a disbelieving tone. “When you are my age and have lived as long as I have, you will understand. I don’t care if you inherit the company or not, I still have Dante. Why are you being so selfish? I have four children of my own and I can assure you that the act of making babies is very pleasurable. You know all about it!”
“This is not happening!” I deny and he chuckles.
“Sex is not as gratifying as the feeling of holding your babe for the first time.” He suddenly says in a serious tone and I eye him suspiciously. “Just promise that you will give it some thought.”
I nod my consent and he smiles a victorious smile, thinking that he has won. Far from it! I will not let him manipulate me. A baby! Who wants to be a father at my age? I curse and rise to my feet. After I excuse myself, I walk out of his home office with the mother of all headaches pounding away in my head. I feel his eyes on me as I walk away and when I look back, he gives me a smile and a thumbs up.
Alessia is talking to Dante when I descend the stairs next. As always, Dante greets me with a smile and I return it with a genuine one of my own; but when I turn to Alessia, it turns sour.
"Hey Dan," I greet my brother, "how's the team doing these days?"
"Still the best." He boasts.
"Must be nice being a quarterback. Papa never let me join the team." I hope the jealousy I feel is not obvious. Dante gets to live a normal life.
"You'd have been great at it." Dante informs me and Alessia glares at him.
From the moment Dante hugged my knees as an infant, he has adored me as his big brother, no questions asked. Unlike Sofia, he cares about the family; and unlike Alessia, he is not interested in business politics, at least not yet. There is no doubt however, that the three of us love him. Must be one of the perks of being the youngest sibling. I wonder how long that would last though.
“I suppose congratulations are in order.” She grits her teeth. Dante gives us both a funny look and walks away, pulling out his phone as he walks.
“You don’t have to sound so happy about it.” I reply with a sarcastic arch to my brows.
“I deserve that position.” She snips.
“And I deserve to be balls deep in the model waiting for me, not here. Unfortunately, we all cannot get what we want.” I snip back. She recoils at my vulgar words and I smirk.
“Are you done with Teresa already? Poor girl has been in love with you for ten years.”
From her tone, I know that she is fully aware of my situation. Even though I really didn’t care for the position of President, Alessia’s attitude towards me makes me want it.
“I’ll be sure to invite you and Fred if anything happens there.” I smile at her and she curses, before turning to walk away. I continue to grin at her retreating form so that when she turned to glare at me, I am still smiling.
My headache continues to increase on my way home. The model has left and I somewhat relieved. After the conversation I just had, I doubt that I would have been up for any activity relating to procreation anyway. Instead of calling her up like I am itching to do, take a warm shower to calm my frayed nerves and hit the sack.
That night, I dreamt of a child with emerald eyes and an adorable smile.
BETH- PRESENTIf the saying, time flies by when you are having fun, is true; then the opposite can be said for when you are not. Having Mary by my side helps relieve some of my heartache, but not all. Chase still calls every day and I'm beginning to think that I overreacted. When I mentioned this to Mary, she scoffed and assured me that men love what they can’t have; that Chase is merely caught up in the thrill of the chase. We had both laughed at word play and put it aside.His calls did not alleviate the nervousness I feel about Alex’s party. Alex must have received my reply because she has been calling nonstop. I try to sound as animated as she does over the phone, but my awkwardness is glaringly obvious; I was never good at small talk. But Alex being Alex, our conversations are anything but awkward.My nerves are frayed at the thought of seeing Alex again after eight years. So when I dress for her party, I am very nervous. I decided to go with a look she knew me with, so I matched
BECK- PRESENT“I think you've had more than enough sweetheart.” I say with a smile. “That’s not my name.” She replies with a giggle and I'm lost.My taste in women has always revolved around the bold and hot. This woman, though, is pushing my buttons!I am an unwilling attendee at this event. I recently procured this yacht for Caliri & Co., and I may or may not have been planning to take her for a spin, when Sofia announced that she needed it to impress her new girlfriend. She manipulated me into agreeing. So I am here to ensure that they don’t go overboard. I am about to get a drink to pass the time when she stumbles in.As I look at this woman with hair the best shade of brown I have ever seen, I stop regretting my attendance. Each time I look at her, a feeling of dejavu settles; and I can't help but feel like we have met. For some reason, the fact that she has strayed from the party and is obviously drunk, but acts like she is in the right place turns me on.“Your name,” I whisper
BETH-PRESENTI didn’t think it was possible, but he deepens the kiss until it feels like he is about to consume me. My whole body is on fire and I am a moaning mess. Each sound I make seems to embolden him, and I cannot believe that some of the sounds are coming from me.When he bites my earlobe, my back arches. More! I want more! My hand trails down his abs, tracing every muscle. I want to explore every inch of his skin. He palms my breast and my moan answers his growl. His eyes, which I have always loved to watch, become stormy with his passion. My back is still against the door, he leans into me and grinds into me and I moan.“You like that, arcobaleno?” I don't know what that means, but he does it again. I continue to moan as he humps me against the door, while trailing kisses from my earlobes to my collarbone until I am about to come. Then he suddenly stops and pulls back from me. I whine at the loss of contact with his heated skin. My knees almost buckle when he sets me down."I
BETH- PRESENTWhen I wake up the next morning aching all over, my conscience makes its appearance and I begin judging myself for being such a sl*t. The only evidence of our wild night is that I am currently naked in bed. My clothes are neatly folded at the foot of the bed, and a breakfast tray with a note is also waiting for me, along with a bouquet of marigolds. I pick up the note first.Waking up to the sun shining on my face, and the sweet smell of the ocean did not give me as much pleasure as waking up to the sight of a rainbow beside me. I flush at his choice of words and look around self-consciously.I had so much fun last night, it pains me to leave before you wake. It is probably best I leave before you do, all things considered. I giggle because that line is crossed out. I hope you enjoy your breakfast while gazing at flowers that pale in comparison to your hair.Have a lovely day.Beck.PS: I took the liberty of having your clothes dry cleaned. I hope you don’t mind.The not
BETH- PASTBeck and I are in the treehouse. It is old, and Mary always warns us to stay away from it, but it is our special place. It is raining cats and dogs and the wind makes eerie sounds as it rattles the rickety old place. With only a threadbare blanket, we are cold; but huddled together under the blanket, all is right in my world.No one else knows that Beck is afraid of thunder. He told me that his mother died in a car accident during a thunderstorm. I like that no one else knows his secret, it makes me feel special that the boys don't know."Rainbow, I'm scared." He confesses as a gust of wind rattles the boarded up window. "I am here for you." My arms wrap around him. We are both shivering from the cold, but I don't mind it much, I am with Beck. "Sing for me." He whispers, so I hug him tighter and sing soft kitty. I sing him lullabies until I hear his soft breathing, then I settle beside him and fall asleep too."Wake up!" A frantic Jace shakes us awake. When I open my eyes,
BETH- PASTTo me, my social awkwardness has never been more glaringly obvious as it is now. As usual, no one pays me any mind while they stand in clusters, catching up after summer break, gossiping about who did what.I try to convince myself that I do not care, that seniors should have better things on their mind than idle gossip. This is my final year to leave my mark in high school, and Alex or not, I will leave my mark!I walk with purpose towards class, ignoring the snicker I hear as I pass. If Alex were here, she'd challenge whoever had laughed, but while I would not challenge them, I would also not be ashamed of my fashion sense. I tuck a lock of hair back and continue on my journey.Even though I try not to, I've overheard at least four groups gossiping about the hot new senior. I smirk at the nearest pair, only to recognize cheerleaders. Then I cringe. Where there's cheerleaders, there's always jocks.When I see the familiar outline of Todd Williams, my ex-boyfriend, I duck i
BETH- PRESENTI've had this recurring fantasy for a while. In my fantasy, while shopping, my hand and that of a super-hot mystery man reach for the same item and then I'll look into his eyes and smile coyly. The rest will, as they say, be history.But reality is a bitch.When my fantasy comes to life, I am reaching for a box of tampons at the same time as him. I give him my rehearsed coy smile before my brain catches up to the irony of the situation; he doesn't use tampons, duh. I instantly recoil in mortification.Then he smiles at me and I'm lost. I must have been gaping at his frowning face when he suddenly speaks. "Rainbow?" His incredibly sexy voice drawls and my heart skips a beat as the nickname evokes several erotic, as well as nostalgic memories. My eyes travel upwards, into the baby blue eyes that I can never forget."Beck!" I exclaim and his smile deepens, revealing his dimples. “I thought that was you.” He beams. As he speaks, he adds the tampons to an almost full shopping
BETH- PRESENTWhen Alex called to invite me out to dinner, I was excited about seeing her. A month has passed since I last saw her and even though we stay in touch via calls and FaceTime, I miss her. Her job is very demanding, and I envy her resourcefulness. I try not to compare the dullness of my routine job to hers that involves constant traveling, but I fail.I arrive at the restaurant with a minute to spare and use the time to collect myself before her arrival. The place is warm and cozy, just the kind of place I'd expect Alex to pick."Hey Martian, sorry I'm late." Alex greets me. My smile sputters off when I see who is beside her. "Sorry to spring this on you, but Soph insisted on coming."I recognise her immediately as the exotic brunette that had been shopping with Beck. After my brain plays connect the dots, I exclaim without thinking. "You are his sister!" She chuckles as they sit. "I am the sister, and the girlfriend. Pleased to meet you, you may call me Sofia." I shake her
BECK- PRESENTUnbelievable!I look at the mail in front of me and curse out loud. Rosa pokes her head into my office to see if I am okay, but I wave her off. I still haven't fully forgiven her.The mail is long and detailed, including a picture of a sonogram and blood work of the mother. But that is not the part that holds my attention. I've been had! Rainbow successfully fucked me over! How did I not see this coming? Me, who has always been careful! It didn’t even happen with Teresa, and heaven knows that she tried.I groan and slump in my chair, all thoughts about work forgotten. My 300 square meters office suddenly feels claustrophobic, and I struggle to loosen my necktie when I decide to take the day off.“Reschedule all my appointments, I'm taking the rest of today off." I inform Rosa. “Are you okay?” She asks with motherly concern. “Rainbow is having my child.” “Oh!” Rosa gasps out with a sympathetic look.I shake my head when she tries to get out of her seat, and hightail it fo
BETH- PRESENTToday is the day my baby’s paternity is determined. Luckily, it is a Saturday, so I don’t have to deal with Mia and Stacy’s trite comments about my weight and distraction at work. I didn’t even know that I was adding weight! I had tried to get Alex to agree to accompany me to the hospital, but she had been too busy dealing with work and nursing her broken heart; I still feel guilty about that one, even though I know that I shouldn’t. Hopefully, the results will clear things up.I cross and uncross my legs several times while I wait for both males to arrive, and pretend that I am not nervous or scared out of my mind. The hospital is beautiful, frequented by many celebrities. They had taken steps to deviate from the normal sterile white environment of hospitals by painting the walls a cher
BECK- PRESENTI want to believe that work is hectic today; that the client demands and ongoing projects are taking longer than they ought. I want to pretend that this morning's meeting, when I lost my patience, had nothing to do with the absurdity of my late night meeting with my legal team.But it is all a lie. Why can't I stomach the rationale that Rainbow tried to swindle me? Each time I remember our night together, I wonder if I am that much of a fool. Besides, she did not strike me as someone who was faking.Was she? How humiliating! Women have flocked around me because of my money before, but the ones that make it to my bed want to be exclusive. To think that a woman would fake it with me…"I know you're still mad at me, but how long do you intend to i
BECK- PRESENTRosa places a cup of coffee in front of me and I sip the scalding liquid, ignoring the burning in my tongue. Then I return my focus to the window behind me. I am not admiring the impressive view of the bustling city being in my high rise office affords me, nor am I strategizing ways to make more money.The truth is, i am trying to quiet my mind; the one screaming bloody murder. Why else would I be at work by this time, with people I'm sure can't wait to escape back to their lives.“Anthony, are you sure about this?” One of the people seated at the table with me whispers, and I clench my fists.“I am positive.” Anthony replies. “They were a couple up until three months ago.”“Do
BETH- PRESENTA soft wind rustled through the trees as I gaze out my window. One look at me and you would assume that I am admiring the unhindered view of nature; but you couldn't be farther from the truth. The truth is that my mind is miles away.It is Saturday, and I have spent most of my week evading calls, mostly those from the hospital. The serenity of nature reminds me of the proverbial calm before the storm. I am terrified, scared witless about my life.Before Alex’s last visit, I had absolutely no doubt in my mind about whose child I am carrying. But now, I am afraid. Afraid of the future, afraid for my child. Even though I promised to do all I can to help her, I have been avoiding reality all this time; pushing it back one more day. All i need is an extra day, i always promise myself.I am warming my hands on a cup of coffee I dare not drink when my doorbell rings. Confused, and a little annoyed at the disturbance, I stalk to the door and yank it open."What?" I bellow at t
BECK - PASTMy arm is still in a cast when papa says it's time to leave the hospital. I don't want to leave, I like the hospital; the nurses are nice and pretty. I was involved in an accident, and cannot remember much.The doctor says my memory will come back if I go to a familiar place, but papa says he cannot take me back 'there.' I don't know where 'there' is, but from the way Papa's lips purse, I figure it must not have been a nice place.Papa says he is taking me to Italy to spend time with grandma. He wants me to learn about my rich heritage, and the customs of my people. I don't want to. I want to remember my past; unfortunately, each time I try, I have a headache. The doctor says it's normal, but I don’t like it.I am afraid when the car pulls up to pick us up at the entrance to the hospital but I try not to show it. Papa must have noticed because he holds my hand the entire car ride. He assures me that the driver is very experienced and unlikely to be involved in an accident.
BECK- PRESENTBusiness is competitive; requiring you to give your body and soul. I don't mind giving it my all. I don't even mind the competition, it makes me a better man.The last few weeks, I worked offsite, supervising the refurbishing of our latest boat. She is turning out to be more beautiful than ever. I find the work gratifying and enjoy watching her get stripped bare, then remodeled.I also relish the opportunity to escape the oppressive atmosphere in the office, and my father. I have become quite skilled at avoiding him, and this project is a perfect opportunity. Granted that I don't need to supervise the work, I have an able team, but I had to get away; what with Teresa randomly showing up at my place, to my father reminding me about the forthcoming quarterly meeting and his plan to name me his heir.Another reason I need space is to lick my wounds after losing a business deal to the Arlingtons. They have been my major competition in real estate and I am a sour loser.My ri
BETH- PRESENTThe day Mary is discharged from the hospital, while cleaning her room in preparation for her return, I find her prescription for the blood pressure. When I confront her about it, she brushes aside my concerns and assures me she was fine and didn't need the drugs. For that reason, I promise to FaceTime her everyday day to watch her take the drugs. She says I'm being extra, but I have to take precaution.My mind is full. On one hand, I try to feel optimistic about Mary’s considerable improvement, but I am not feeling it. Alex and I discussed getting her a nurse, but she shut the idea down. According to her, it was too soon to hand the reins of her life over to someone else.On the other, I dread a meeting with Chase. He called almost every minute I was away, checking on me and Mary; to the point that it has become annoying. What is he trying to achieve? Does he think the baby changes anything?I scoff at the thought and pull into my street. Chase is waiting outside my hous
BETH- PRESENTI panic -dial her number. My hands are shaking so much; I drop the phone twice before managing to put the call through to Alex. Luckily, she answers on the first ring."Where are you! Why haven't you been answering?" She queries. "Is she okay?" I ask instead. There is a scuffle on the other end and Sofia's voice comes on."Hi Beth. Mary had a little incident this morning, but she is okay now. She called Alex when she couldn't reach you. They have her on observation, and may need to keep her for the night." "Oh thank God! I will be there as soon as I can. Thank you."I try to sound as relaxed as she had, but I fail. She managed to give me information without giving anything away. If her plan was to reduce my panic, she failed because immediately I get off the phone, I rush out like a mad woman and gun my car."Please be okay. Please be okay." I repeat the mantra on the long drive to her. When I reach the waiting room Alex and Sofia are, I throw my arms around Alex but she