My breath quickens as soon as Elliott's hands find mine and he helps me to get back on my feet. His warm hands set my body on fire with just a simple touch, sending waves of shiver. I'm not used to getting touched by strangers. Precisely, by strangers as gorgeous as Elliot Ivanov.
"Are you alright, miss?" The raw concern in his voice forces me to see him in a new light.I dare to look up only to find him scanning my body worriedly to look for any visible injuries. My hands shake in anxiety. The way he is looking at me, it feels like I'm only seconds away from being recognized by him. Deep down I know his act of being a gentleman will fly through a window if he learns that it's me and not a random lady he bumped into.I nod my head slowly, letting him know that I'm fine. I dare not say anything. Elliot Ivanov may be an asshole but I believe he is extremely smart given the fact that he built his empire on his own. While my voice isn't distinctive, it can still give away my identity. I consider myself lucky as my oversized hoodie, glasses and a mask which conceals most of my face, make it impossible for him to realise that it's me. If only I could remove his hand from my forearm. His grip is gentle. It feels like a feather touch. However, it has the same effect on me as an iron grip.I avert my eyes on my forearm, hoping he would take the hint and leave me alone. My thudding heart will burst any moment."I'm really sorry. I should have checked where I was going." His Russian is thick as he apologises, his blue eyes mirroring the regret his voice is holding, making me shove my dislike towards him to a corner.The fault was mine. I was the one who wasn't looking but I better not say it. It's refreshing to see him being the nervous one, admitting his fault instead of making himself an arrogant jerk. It enhances his beauty, making me feel bad for even hating a man as beautiful as him. But I stand my ground well, having been at the receiving end of his humiliating behaviour.I just nod my head at him, acknowledging his apology. He looks apprehensive but nods his head back, finally leaving my hand. I suck in a breath. Tugging at the leash of Milo, I try my best to make an exit but Elliot seems to have another plan."The coffee was hot. Are you sure you aren't hurt?" Elliot asks me, making me confused.Coffee? What's he talking about?I follow his concerned eyes and that leads me to my stomach. My hoodie is drenched in that particular spot. Apparently, I was so busy panicking that I didn't even realise that he accidentally poured hot coffee on me. Now that he has pointed out the obvious, I can feel my skin burn. It hurts. But my desire to get away from his gaze is much more acute than the little pain caused by coffee. I want to yell at him. Who jogs with hot coffee? But I hold myself back."Your hoodie is ruined." He comments, still looking at my white hoodie which is now stained with coffee."Thank you for your contribution to this great artwork." I want to say but I hold myself back. He is lucky that I'm trying to hide my identity."I know my sorry won't mend anything. If you aren't hurt then at least let me buy you a new hoodie?" He asks politely, looking at me with tender eyes.His eyes have the power to pull anyone to himself. It's too powerful. Is he even aware of the power that his eyes hold? Knowing how arrogant he is, he must have an idea. Having been at the receiving end of his captivating gaze, I find myself nodding my head without even meaning to do so. When my mind finally comprehends what I'm doing, I try to rectify my mistake and shake my head furiously."Is that a yes or no?" He asks me, regarding me with his narrowed gaze.I don't know how to explain it to him. Finding myself in the right spot, I try to get my cat to act and dash out but he is stubborn. He goes to Elliott and nudges his head at his feet. The scene doesn't cease to amaze me. Milo is indeed a friendly cat but he is careful of humans. Elliot is the last person whom I would consider as someone who is likely to be adored by my Milo so easily. I just stare at my cat, being appalled by the betrayal.Elliot picks him up, a beautiful smile spreading on his lips. He looks genuinely happy as he pats my Milo's head. It melts my heart to some extent."Aren't you a good boy?" He cooes, smiling brightly at my cat, totally ignoring my presence.My heart jumps out of my chest when Milo jumps away from his arms and runs ahead to God knows where."He should be fine. I have my men there watching over my dog. He went there too. See?" Elliot informs me which calms me down a little.But his reassurance isn't enough for me not to be restless. However, he tries to earn my attention again by waving his hands in front of me. Suddenly, he starts to use his hands and starts doing strange signs. It takes me a few seconds to understand that he is trying to use sign language to communicate with me.Yet another person who thinks I'm mute and deaf. I shouldn't be angry. The fault is all mine but I can't help the negative feeling. The memory of that day resurfaces where I tried my best not to stutter and acted according to the rules set by Amber, only for my confidence to be brutally crushed by this man. And now look at him being such a gentle man. His two faced behaviour is a mystery. A mystery that piques my interest.I don't know how to use sign language. If I did, I would definitely give him a "fuck you" sign. Oh wait, I can flash my middle finger!Without thinking anymore, I show him a middle finger, making him halt in his speech. He appears confused at that. I can understand his confusion. He has been nothing but a gentleman and here I'm flashing a middle finger like I'm holding a lifelong grudge. But when I realise how Amber forbade me from upsetting him further with my, for the lack of better word, rowdy behaviour, I immediately plan something else to handle the situation before it can escalate.I show him another middle finger with my right hand and make a cross with both middle fingers as if to tell him that I don't understand sign language.His lips temple as he tries to stop himself from laughing, amusement overtaking the confused expression on his face.Not being entirely sure if my answer has come across right, I make a cross with my arms."You don't understand sign language?" He asks finally, making me sigh in relief.I nod my head, eyes blazing with anger when he laughs. The desire to smack his head is too tempting."I'm sorry." He mutters a fake apology, still laughing like he has seen something amusing, " It's just that I have never seen someone saying no that way." He admits, trying to hold his laughter back."If you were smart enough, you would take the hint and understand that I indeed meant it." I hold myself back from retorting once again, cursing him in my head only."Mr.Ivanov!" Lailah spears suddenly, holding the leash of the Husky with whom Elliot was playing a while ago. Behind her, I can see my Milo playing with her Kitten."Hey, Lolo!" Elliot greets her, giving her a side hug."I've been observing you two for a while now. What's happening?" She enquiries, looking at him after sparing me a short glance."I accidentally poured hot coffee on this beautiful lady's hoodie." He gives her the insight.But I'm just stuck on one word. Beautiful. Did he just call me beautiful? He did and for some reasons that made me happy."Oh no! Are you fine, Reg?" Lailah asks hurriedly, scanning me from my head to toe.I nod my head assuringly though I'm not sure if I've succeeded as her eyes linger on me for a while."You two know each other?" Elliot questions, pointing his finger at us, his middle finger at that. It gets unnoticed by Lailah but not me and it successfully pumps anger in my veins. He is trying to poke fun at me. The mischievous glint in his eyes tells me that."We met a while ago. We just exchanged our names though. It was nice talking to you, Reg." Lailah smiles at me, making me nod my head."You can talk?" Elliot narrows his gaze at me, regarding me suspiciously."But she is rather shy, I must admit." Lailah hears the accusatory edge to his tone and jumps to my rescue which makes me grateful."Alright. Can you take Marshal to your home? I will have to buy her a new hoodie to compensate for the inconvenience that I've caused." He requests her politely."Now if you say it like that, how can I deny, Mr. Ivanov?""But please don't let him eat something funny like last time. I really don't want to go to the vet." Elliot says, looking pitifully at his dog to which Lailah rolls her eyes."I will try." She replies much to Elliot's disappointment who shakes his head.Soon Lailah leaves us alone and by that time Milo comes back to me. I pick him up and place him on my arms, not wanting him to wander around again."Let's go?" He asks again, looking at me with the same tender look.I don't know why and how I agreed to this. It's a bad idea, very bad idea to spend time with him. I'm at risk with him. But my mind doesn't listen to me. It wants to uncover the truth behind Elliot's two faced behaviour and what's better than spending time with him to do that?Even though the rational part of my brain is telling me to sprint away and save myself from the trouble, the detective in me wants to solve the mystery called Elliot Ivanov. I need to know that to save Amber. I say that to myself, trying to justify my reckless decision.The ride is silent, almost eerie. If I didn't know Elliot, I would be fearing for my life. The situation seems like a scene straight out of a movie where the damsel is being kidnapped, in the process to be in distress. The irrational part of my brain scares me by making me think that I'm the damsel and I'm gonna be in distress soon. Elliot has billions of dollars in his name. Why would he try to kidnap a nobody like me? I tighten my hold on Milo as Elliot keeps driving. Shouldn't I panic? I'm in the car of a person who is literally a stranger to me. How did I become such a fool to hop in his car? Worry and fear rolls off me, making my stomach knot in anxiety. Where's the damn shop? Where is he taking me? My uneasiness doesn't go past his notice and like the gentleman that he is, he clears his throat to grab my attention and points at the GPS. "We are going to the nearest shopping mall." He informs me as I watch him navigate through the roads as instructed by the GPS. My eyes are g
My eyes fall on the big picture of Amber as soon as we enter the shopping mall. My heart swells up with pride, seeing my sister's accomplishment. I've been told that she is a successful designer but I never got to see her in action. Her big picture in front of the fancy store screams how valable she is in her field of work. While my eyes sparkle with joy and pride, Elliot's case is different. He looks disgusted as his eyes land on the banner where Amber is smiling, surrounded by her designed clothes. If looks could kill, Amber would be ashes by now. My blood boils in anger, seeing him disrespecting my sister like this. He has no right to judge Amber based on his little knowledge while possessing a nasty personality himself. "Let's go to some other store." Elliot urges, already walking away. But I refuse to take even a step in the other direction. Acting like I didn't hear him or even if I did, I didn't find his offer appealing enough, I rush into the store that has Amber's picture.
I've always been afraid of confrontation. I have spent minutes, hours, days, months and years hiding from the eyes of people so that I didn't need to control them. I can hardly contain the tears in my eyes which are threatening to fall. My eyes linger at the petition figure, working in the kitchen. How do I face her? It brings back memories. Back in the golden days, I would find my mom in the kitchen when I came back home after a long day. Somehow she would know it beforehand if I had a bad day. So, I would find her making grilled cheese and tomato soup; my comfort food. Gone are those days, what remains is the silhouette of her memories engraved in my mind. There stands the woman who is supposed to be my biological mother. Who, for some reasons unknown to me, decided to erase me from her life. And here I stand, watching her, my cat in my hand, longing for the love I never received from her. How do I confront her when I can't even trust my own voice? My heart is hammering against my
I've thought a lot. By a lot I mean I thought all night. It won't come across as a surprise if I have bags under my eyes. I wasn't even able to grab a wink of sleep last night. Not after waiting for Amber to show up and talk about the situation at hand. When she arrived though, she was too drunk to be holding a civil conversation. When I woke up in the morning, she was still snoring like there is no tomorrow. However, the first thought that popped into my mind was to hack into Eliiot's systems and expose his hypocrisy. The only problem is that I don't know how to hack a million dollar system and I don't know anyone who will be willing to do that for me. That made me think of my second choice. Hire a spy to collect dirt on Elliot. But there's an obstacle, of course. A spy really? How would I get hold of one? My mind was generous enough to think of hiring a hitman to scare the shit of Elliot so that he backs off. But how would that go? I can only imagine Elliot grabbing the gun from th
With precise steps and strong determination, I walk towards the room until I'm right outside it. "Shh…Stay quiet. She will hear us otherwise." Elliot whispers to someone. My heartbeat quickens as I grab the door knob. How can someone be so shameless? He is planning to get married and yet he is sleeping around with different women. He didn't have the decency to get rid of his lover when he knew his fiance was just a few steps away from his room. Luckily the door isn't locked. He probably didn't think that I could go past his henchman or woman and get here. I turn on the camera of my phone as I open the door and step in. "You bastard-" My words die down in my mouth as I find Elliot trying to squish himself in his closet, trying to close the door. "What's happening here?" I mutter awkwardly, taking my phone down. I look around but there is no sign of any woman. Is he a child that is hiding his body in a closet? Did he hear me come? I get my answer when a kid emerges from behind th
"You look great." Amber says cheerfully as she finishes my makeup. "Though I hate the dress." She scrunches her nose in disgust, " This dress really didn't deserve the award." She complains, fixing my hair. "That stupid bastard really wanted to test my patience by sending me this dress." She mumbles to herself. "Amber, I don't think I will be able to do it." I take her hands in mine and confess to her. We had a lot to talk about last night. Though I wanted to get away and go back to my actual life or let our parents know about my existence, Amber's cry for help held me back. Apparently, she doesn't know what's the deal with Elliot. She assured me there's nothing underneath the surface. He is just an asshole who tries to establish the fact that he is superior to us. But she is afraid of Elliot. He can be considered as a damn powerhouse. "I know, I know." She reassures me, squeezing my hands gently. "But it's the last favour I ask of you, Willow." She promises, her big doe eyes be
"Having fun, aren't we?" Elliot asks as soon as he places his warm hand against my clothed waist, pulling me closer. "Not anymore." I reply to him, holding his burning gaze. His smirk only widens at my reply, looking more sinister than playful. He takes my hand, twirling me around. Unlike the first time, I manage to twirl elegantly like others this time. Though I would love to give myself the credit, I know Elliot's strong composer and expertise is partially responsible. When I'm done with the spin, he brings me so close to his body that I can smell his rich cologne. He smells like sandalwood, fresh out of the forest. His smell hits my nostrils like a pleasant surprise. I had to physically stop myself from sniffing him. That's embarrassing, even more because I just got caught by Elliot. He flashes me a sweet smile. That's a first. "For someone who wants to call off this alliance, aren't you too obsessed with me?" Elliot teases me, moving his body in perfect rhythm against mine. Hi
I'm well acquainted with fear. It's something I've always felt in the pit of my stomach. It's something which always accomplished me even though everything and everyone abandoned me at some point. I faced my real and worst fear when my mother was still alive and living with me. We were anything but happy. Dealing with my father's untimely death wasn't easy. It hit us out of nowhere, whacking our lives, shattering our hearts. Mom's condition worsened after his death. She was showing severe signs of schizophrenia. I didn't have enough money for her therapy and treatment. I lived in constant fear when I left her alone and went to work to earn our livelihoods. Every second I feared that she would do anything drastic and harm herself, every second I felt like a failure as a daughter. Fear. I'm feeling it now. However, in different stages of my life, fear wears a different disguise. One time it's life threatening and the other time it's mind numbing. Like right now. I don't know how to pr
No. She is definitely joking. It can't possibly be true. I heard the conversation between Elliot and Leo in the car. He has the reputation of being a playboy. The fact that he is a virgin contradicts all other allegations. “Stop joking around.” Lailah’s facial expression says that she didn't expect that reply from me. “You are talking about things which are exactly opposite. He is a well- known playboy. How can you say that he is a virgin? It's like the joke of the year.’ I scoff. My strong reaction shocks them momentarily. I sound so jealous that it shocks me as well. I realise how far I've fallen. Elliot has turned me into a lovesick girl. I don't remember ever being jealous over anything or anyone. But now, there's a bitter taste in my tongue, in my mind. In fact, jealousy is written all over my face. Lailah doesn't say anything. She looks back at Leo who gives her a “told you so” look. “Leo?” He looks at me, responding to my call.“Yeah?”“Now that you know I'm Amber, you mus
“Are you sure she will be alright?” I can hear an angry tone even when I think I'm deep into sleep. The angry tone itself tells me that it's none other than Elliot. Is he talking about me? “Elli, I'm not a doctor but I have ears, fully functioning ears. And those ears heard what the doctor said.” A new voice emerges, sounding sarcastic. My consciousness can't pick up the voice but I feel like I heard it before. I know who talks with this kind of sarcasm. I try to open my eyes and see who it is, but I just feel so tired. My eyelids feel too heavy to move. “Leo, don't be mean. Elliot is just worried about his wife. Be good!”A female voice chides him. Leo? What's he doing here? If the guy is Leo then the girl must be Lailah. What are they doing here all of sudden? I want to know, I want to open my eyes. “I'm sorry.” But he doesn't sound sorry at all. Typical Leo. “I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings, Mr.Ivanov. And yeah, your wife will be alright. That's what the doctor said. So, now
“Are you serious?” My hands are on my hip like a classic mom who is angry at something. “What?” He feigns innocence, looking at me with puppy eyes. “You want me to believe that you could manage only one room?” He nods his head. “Isn't that what the receptionist said? If you don't believe me, go ahead and listen to him again.” He shrugs his shoulders, walking ahead of me. “You are a billionaire for God's sake!” I say behind him, walking behind him. “So?” He halts which causes me to collide with his chest. “You want me to waste my money just because I'm a billionaire?” He asks, bending down a little and touching the bridge of my nose with his finger.“Yes. I do.” I swat his hand away, “How are we supposed to share a room here as well? If you have forgotten, let me remind you, we aren't married.” He looks bored of my speech. “Not yet.” He corrects me, “Besides, weren't you too bold, too eager earlier?” He whispers in my ear. I push him away and walk towards the room. It's not lik
“Is the greatest of all, the strongest mafia leader the world has to offer, afraid of flight?” My voice is teasing, eyes twinkling with newly found interest. Elliot scoffs at my face, not admitting it. He plays cool by picking up a glass of liquor. But I can see his discomfort. It's written all over his face. It makes me wonder if he has always been like this. I can't even imagine it. He has to fly all the time for his business. It must be a hassle to always feel uncomfortable and slightly scared while flying, that too so frequently. It's not my first time flying. But it's definitely my first time flying in a private jet. Who would have thought that the girl who was fighting poverty, working overtime to get meals 3 times a day, would have the luxury to ride on a jet like this? Definitely not me. I'm still awestruck by that fact. However, my joy of being in such a majestic vehicle doesn't last long. The reason? Elliot fucking Ivanov. You are wrong if you think I'm saying this because
“Can I talk with you for a while, dad?”I ask him over the phone. “Well, you are talking now, baby girl.” His voice is humorous as he speaks. “Yeah.” I don't let my annoyance show at all, “But I want to talk about something private, something serious.” He sighs loudly over the phone. “If something is bothering you, we should talk face to face. I will swing by your place tonight.” He offers. The affection that he holds for his daughter is unparalleled. It's hard to believe that he has done anything wrong. Maybe it's his love for his daughter which led him to the wrong path. “No need for that. I'm standing right outside your office.” I let him know. I can imagine the confusion on his face. “Then why aren't you coming in?” He proceeds to ask. “Because your secretary told me you are busy with work. So, I decided to call you.” He laughs out at my answer, probably getting the shock of his life that Amber decided to wait and call. “Now that I'm talking to you, I think you are not as bu
“Get dressed.” Elliot orders me in a cold voice after we are done. His behaviour hits me like a bucket of cold water. He was such a gentleman, treating me like a princess. His tone has totally changed. He has come back to his usual cold self which makes him a self-centred jerk. Was I really getting ahead of myself? Is he gonna be more of an asshole to me from now on because he has gotten a taste of me? “Come on, hurry up.” His voice gets rougher, “We haven't gotten all day. What if someone comes through?” He asks, buttoning his shirt which is all crumbled up. “Didn't you say you don't care about what people think about you?” I ask him, my voice bitter and is battered with hurt. “Yeah.” He agrees, using the dresser to check himself out in the mirror, “But I do care what others think about you.” My heart pounds like crazy against my ribcage with that one sentence. Elliot may be the most confusing person I've ever encountered. The rough edge of his voice went into hiding, making an
“Are you gonna sleep now? I know I'm soft and comfortable but, I can't possibly be a substitute for a pillow or a mattress.” Elliot's soft voice brings me back from my reverie. I feel so embarrassed that I don't even want to look up at him and keep burying my face in his chest. Apparently, I've grown so comfortable with him that I don't mind our close proximity. I don't mind that I'm hugging him for my dear life. If my old self peeked into this situation, she would be so surprised to see herself in this position. “Aren't I a jerk anymore?” He jokes humorously, taking his hand off of me. Did he really have to make me so embarrassed? I'm already thinking of digging my own grave. What did I think before breaking into a fit of tears in Elliot's arms? Apparently, nothing. But I'm glad he is at least a decent human being. No. He needs more credit than that. No one held me like that while I cried since my parent's death. No one made me so comfortable without even saying anything. No one ma
Keep telling myself it's a do or die situation, and I need to fight back, I turn back only to find Cara standing behind me. This crazy bitch! I pick myself up quickly before she can take advantage of me being in a disadvantaged position and attack me again. Like I said, she strikes at me again but I dodge her skilfully, causing her to collide with the sink. “I will fucking kill you today, you bitch.” She hisses like a snake, coming towards me again. Just when she thinks she has me in a tight position, I grab her by the hair and turn her around, making her face the mirror. She messed up with the wrong girl if she thought she could easily overpower me. I was never physically weak. My father used to teach me how to fight when I was a little kid because he was a frantic fan of wrestling. I wasn't weak, I was just a coward. I belonged to the bottom of the food chain. How was I supposed to fight with the rich kids who had everyone and everything to back them up? So, I had to keep my mout
Cara isn't as foolish as she lets others believe. She didn't make a haste call to one of her men demanding answers. She called her sister, talking about the design of a girl's dress that she liked. Who could have thought that even at a time like this, she was thinking of her work? She doesn't fool us either. She is trying to distract us, playing safe. While Elliot is busy talking to different people, I get a call from mom. Finding a less quiet place, which would be ideal for the phone call, I pick it up. “How's the date going?” She squeals like a schoolgirl with a crush. Her enthusiasm doesn't cease to make me smile brightly. “Mom.” I say in a gentle yet scolding tone, “We are attending a party, not a date.” I remind her. I can imagine her disappointed face right now. “That's a bummer.” She even sounds disappointed. Sometimes, I feel as if she is stuck in an old person's body. Her spirit is still so young. “Right. It's so sad.” I add, putting salt in her burn. “But I would let y