I take a deep breath, inhaling the fresh morning breeze. It makes me feel alive somehow. The last few days were rather distressing. It feels like eternity since I last took a walk outside. Being cooped up in Amber's apartment made me realise I took my old town for granted. I miss the freshness, the freedom it offered.
"We are finally out. You happy, my boy?" I ask Milo, nudging my nose on the crook of his neck. He meows in contentment, being excited for the walk outside. My Milo is a hyperactive cat which is very usual. Maybe he wants to bring a balance in our lives as I'm always gloomy and dull. This very thought sounds absurd in my mind but sometimes I come to believe it.I put Milo on the ground, letting him run while I held his leash. Taking a mask and a pair of sunglasses out of my hoodie pocket, I wear them to hide my identity. Amber has strictly forbidden me from stepping out of the house in fear that someone might recognize me and it can lead to a greater disaster. I would comply with her words completely if it wasn't for my Milo. He was getting sad, being confined within the four walls of Amber's apartment. I do hope Amber won't find out about our little advantage.With calculated gaze, I examine my surroundings. The animal park is huge and is littered with hundreds of dogs and cats and their humans. I feel anxious as people start to crowd the park. More people means greater chance of having an interaction with someone. While I've always been kind of anti-social, today I'm on the brink of being paranoid, all thanks to the possibility of my identity getting leaked."Slow down, Milo." I scold my enthusiastic cat who doesn't pay any heed to me.Shaking my head in amusement, I find myself following his pursuit. Milo is too friendly. He can interact with anyone and make them fall in love with him. That's how I found myself adopting him when I could hardly provide necessities for myself. However, I couldn't digest how his past owner wanted to put him down for being too large and having a big appetite. I knew they weren't the kindest. They were also involved in shady business, causing fights to break out every now and then, taking the shape of either major or minor casualties.That day was the first day when I gathered my courage and talked to them to give me Milo. They were happy to give the cat to someone else rather than burying it. After my mother's death, I lost the meaning of life. Every second was hard to spend. Life was nothing but an agonizing torture. With Milo stepping into my life, I found a little bit of hope in my life. He will always be my best friend.I try not to dwell on the past and let the past memory sway me. Warning bells ring in my ears continuously as I see my large black cat jumping on a little Persian kitten."Milo!" I scold him in a serious tone, trying to control him by the leash. However, it appears that he has taken a liking towards the cat."It's alright. He isn't hurting my kitten so I don't mind." A lady speaks suddenly whose existence my mind blurred out earlier because of the sudden panic I felt.Once again I find myself tongue-tied in the presence of a stranger. So, I just hesitantly nod my head at her, trying to spare an awkward smile which isn't visible because of my mask."Cold?" The woman asks me, regarding me with worried eyes.Thinking it's the better option for me to just play by her rules, I nod my head at her. The mask probably left that impression on her. An amicable smile blooms on her face suddenly, making her look at least a decade younger than she actually looks. She looks like she is in her mid thirties. But she radiates a joyful aura around her. It's been just a few minutes that we have met but her smile says thousands of words at once and none of them are even remotely negative or offensive."I had a terrible cold last week. I swear to God, I thought I had Covid or something. Turns out, it was just viral fever and cold." I awkwardly stand there as she keeps pouring extra information about her which I haven't asked. She gives off the vibe of my Milo. Both of them are a little too friendly."Take a seat. Your feet must hurt standing for so long." She says, patting on the vacant space on the bench.I find Milo playing with the little kitten. He looks so happy that I don't have the heart to take him away. So, finding no better choice, I took her offer."Your cat is adorable." She compliments, looking at the cats with heart eyes."Yours too." I finally find myself saying something after battling the anxiety inside my heart.I hope she isn't from around here and doesn't know Amber. It would be a total disaster if that's the case."I live close by so if you want your cat to have a mate, my Spiro will be available." She grins, clapping her hands together as she dreams about things I would rather not think about."So, what's your name? I'm Lailah."I take a few seconds to come up with a fake name in my head and not so surprisingly, my brain stops functioning."Reg……" I whisper all of a sudden, not really knowing what I'm saying."Reg?" She chuckles but there's no sign of mockery in her tone, "Short for Regina, I hope." I just nod my head with whatever she says.She keeps talking about things I hardly understand. I'm here for the sake of Milo only. When she finally stops talking, I find myself getting relaxed a little bit. To my luck, the relaxation doesn't stay for long when she starts squealing all of a sudden."The star of the show Mr.Ivanov is here!" She yells in utter joy, turning to her left.My breath hitches as soon as I hear her. Mr. Ivanov? This can't be the same jerk whom I met that day, can it? I try to follow her gaze and at the far corner of the park, I catch a glimpse of the jerk I wanted to avoid.The bitter memory of that day rushes into my mind. Amber never let me hear the end of it when she knew what I did. She was panicking that he would do something. I wouldn't grasp why she was freaking out as I didn't have much knowledge about him but I figured out he must be a dangerous personality. My heart clenches in utter terror when I realise he can turn to this corner anytime and find me here. What will I do if he recognizes me?"He is such a Casanova." The lady beside me gushes over him, drooling for the man who doesn't even know how to behave."You…..you know him?" She turns so fast at my question that I'm afraid she might snap her neck."Do I know him? Girl, do you live under a rock?" She gasps dramatically before asking, shaking her head in disappointment."I.. I know about him." I mumble, playing with the hem of my hoodie as I try to work on my breathing to get rid of the anxious feeling.I should get away from here. But where should I go? What if I start walking and he catches up to me? The park is large. I pray for my lucky star that he won't come here.I find myself stealing some glances on the man. He is here with a husky, playing with it. He is laughing like he doesn't care about anything about the world. His careless laugh does something to my heart. He seems gentle, polite and everything good. If I didn't know how much of an impolite person he is, I would assume him to be a gentleman who harbours immense love for animals."He is my boyfriend's boss." Lailah reveals, keeping her eyes on the man only.It does nothing but intensify my panic by tenfold. She is talking like she knows him personally. In this situation, it wouldn't be wise of me to stay here and have a friendly conversation with her."He is such a gentleman. You know he booked a whole ass movie theatre for us when my boyfriend decided to propose to me." She continues on, turning to me to show the utter joy in her face.The unbounded happiness on her face tells me that Mr. Ivanov is a great boss who looks after his employees but that doesn't magically turn him into a good man."I… I n-eed to go." I stutter out as soon as I find Elliot advancing towards the area where we are at, holding his husky by the leash.My heartbeat fluctuates constantly. Without giving her time to reply, I turn my heels and start running the opposite way with Milo. Despite Milo's continuous disappointed meows, I don't look back and keep on going, taking deep breaths to calm myself down. I'm not gonna make it difficult for Amber. I tell myself. We haven't heard anything from Mr. Ivanov after our date three days ago which has both Amber and I on the edge of our seats. I don't know what consequences we will have to tackle if I have to face an unwanted encounter with him as I don't have Amber with me to guide me through it.My cat's mind seems to work in different ways with him having thoughts that contradict mine. I love Milo with all my heart but my heart turns out to be too small compared to the fear that I'm faced with when he gathers his strength and runs the other way, making me turn with him all of a sudden. Strings of curses leave my mouth as my cat runs towards the Persian Kitten. I'm too much into panic mode to see the person running in front of me. As a result, I collide with the person hard. So fierce is the force that I find myself on the ground, wincing in pain I endured due to the fall."Are you alright, miss?" A familiar voice asks. It holds the same thickness of the Russian accent that I heard before but to my surprise, the voice doesn't have the edge of bitterness to it.My mind goes frantic when I finally put two and two together and realise that the person standing in front of me is none other than Elliot fucking Ivanov. I'm fucked.My breath quickens as soon as Elliott's hands find mine and he helps me to get back on my feet. His warm hands set my body on fire with just a simple touch, sending waves of shiver. I'm not used to getting touched by strangers. Precisely, by strangers as gorgeous as Elliot Ivanov. "Are you alright, miss?" The raw concern in his voice forces me to see him in a new light. I dare to look up only to find him scanning my body worriedly to look for any visible injuries. My hands shake in anxiety. The way he is looking at me, it feels like I'm only seconds away from being recognized by him. Deep down I know his act of being a gentleman will fly through a window if he learns that it's me and not a random lady he bumped into. I nod my head slowly, letting him know that I'm fine. I dare not say anything. Elliot Ivanov may be an asshole but I believe he is extremely smart given the fact that he built his empire on his own. While my voice isn't distinctive, it can still give away my identity.
The ride is silent, almost eerie. If I didn't know Elliot, I would be fearing for my life. The situation seems like a scene straight out of a movie where the damsel is being kidnapped, in the process to be in distress. The irrational part of my brain scares me by making me think that I'm the damsel and I'm gonna be in distress soon. Elliot has billions of dollars in his name. Why would he try to kidnap a nobody like me? I tighten my hold on Milo as Elliot keeps driving. Shouldn't I panic? I'm in the car of a person who is literally a stranger to me. How did I become such a fool to hop in his car? Worry and fear rolls off me, making my stomach knot in anxiety. Where's the damn shop? Where is he taking me? My uneasiness doesn't go past his notice and like the gentleman that he is, he clears his throat to grab my attention and points at the GPS. "We are going to the nearest shopping mall." He informs me as I watch him navigate through the roads as instructed by the GPS. My eyes are g
My eyes fall on the big picture of Amber as soon as we enter the shopping mall. My heart swells up with pride, seeing my sister's accomplishment. I've been told that she is a successful designer but I never got to see her in action. Her big picture in front of the fancy store screams how valable she is in her field of work. While my eyes sparkle with joy and pride, Elliot's case is different. He looks disgusted as his eyes land on the banner where Amber is smiling, surrounded by her designed clothes. If looks could kill, Amber would be ashes by now. My blood boils in anger, seeing him disrespecting my sister like this. He has no right to judge Amber based on his little knowledge while possessing a nasty personality himself. "Let's go to some other store." Elliot urges, already walking away. But I refuse to take even a step in the other direction. Acting like I didn't hear him or even if I did, I didn't find his offer appealing enough, I rush into the store that has Amber's picture.
I've always been afraid of confrontation. I have spent minutes, hours, days, months and years hiding from the eyes of people so that I didn't need to control them. I can hardly contain the tears in my eyes which are threatening to fall. My eyes linger at the petition figure, working in the kitchen. How do I face her? It brings back memories. Back in the golden days, I would find my mom in the kitchen when I came back home after a long day. Somehow she would know it beforehand if I had a bad day. So, I would find her making grilled cheese and tomato soup; my comfort food. Gone are those days, what remains is the silhouette of her memories engraved in my mind. There stands the woman who is supposed to be my biological mother. Who, for some reasons unknown to me, decided to erase me from her life. And here I stand, watching her, my cat in my hand, longing for the love I never received from her. How do I confront her when I can't even trust my own voice? My heart is hammering against my
I've thought a lot. By a lot I mean I thought all night. It won't come across as a surprise if I have bags under my eyes. I wasn't even able to grab a wink of sleep last night. Not after waiting for Amber to show up and talk about the situation at hand. When she arrived though, she was too drunk to be holding a civil conversation. When I woke up in the morning, she was still snoring like there is no tomorrow. However, the first thought that popped into my mind was to hack into Eliiot's systems and expose his hypocrisy. The only problem is that I don't know how to hack a million dollar system and I don't know anyone who will be willing to do that for me. That made me think of my second choice. Hire a spy to collect dirt on Elliot. But there's an obstacle, of course. A spy really? How would I get hold of one? My mind was generous enough to think of hiring a hitman to scare the shit of Elliot so that he backs off. But how would that go? I can only imagine Elliot grabbing the gun from th
With precise steps and strong determination, I walk towards the room until I'm right outside it. "Shh…Stay quiet. She will hear us otherwise." Elliot whispers to someone. My heartbeat quickens as I grab the door knob. How can someone be so shameless? He is planning to get married and yet he is sleeping around with different women. He didn't have the decency to get rid of his lover when he knew his fiance was just a few steps away from his room. Luckily the door isn't locked. He probably didn't think that I could go past his henchman or woman and get here. I turn on the camera of my phone as I open the door and step in. "You bastard-" My words die down in my mouth as I find Elliot trying to squish himself in his closet, trying to close the door. "What's happening here?" I mutter awkwardly, taking my phone down. I look around but there is no sign of any woman. Is he a child that is hiding his body in a closet? Did he hear me come? I get my answer when a kid emerges from behind th
"You look great." Amber says cheerfully as she finishes my makeup. "Though I hate the dress." She scrunches her nose in disgust, " This dress really didn't deserve the award." She complains, fixing my hair. "That stupid bastard really wanted to test my patience by sending me this dress." She mumbles to herself. "Amber, I don't think I will be able to do it." I take her hands in mine and confess to her. We had a lot to talk about last night. Though I wanted to get away and go back to my actual life or let our parents know about my existence, Amber's cry for help held me back. Apparently, she doesn't know what's the deal with Elliot. She assured me there's nothing underneath the surface. He is just an asshole who tries to establish the fact that he is superior to us. But she is afraid of Elliot. He can be considered as a damn powerhouse. "I know, I know." She reassures me, squeezing my hands gently. "But it's the last favour I ask of you, Willow." She promises, her big doe eyes be
"Having fun, aren't we?" Elliot asks as soon as he places his warm hand against my clothed waist, pulling me closer. "Not anymore." I reply to him, holding his burning gaze. His smirk only widens at my reply, looking more sinister than playful. He takes my hand, twirling me around. Unlike the first time, I manage to twirl elegantly like others this time. Though I would love to give myself the credit, I know Elliot's strong composer and expertise is partially responsible. When I'm done with the spin, he brings me so close to his body that I can smell his rich cologne. He smells like sandalwood, fresh out of the forest. His smell hits my nostrils like a pleasant surprise. I had to physically stop myself from sniffing him. That's embarrassing, even more because I just got caught by Elliot. He flashes me a sweet smile. That's a first. "For someone who wants to call off this alliance, aren't you too obsessed with me?" Elliot teases me, moving his body in perfect rhythm against mine. Hi
No. She is definitely joking. It can't possibly be true. I heard the conversation between Elliot and Leo in the car. He has the reputation of being a playboy. The fact that he is a virgin contradicts all other allegations. “Stop joking around.” Lailah’s facial expression says that she didn't expect that reply from me. “You are talking about things which are exactly opposite. He is a well- known playboy. How can you say that he is a virgin? It's like the joke of the year.’ I scoff. My strong reaction shocks them momentarily. I sound so jealous that it shocks me as well. I realise how far I've fallen. Elliot has turned me into a lovesick girl. I don't remember ever being jealous over anything or anyone. But now, there's a bitter taste in my tongue, in my mind. In fact, jealousy is written all over my face. Lailah doesn't say anything. She looks back at Leo who gives her a “told you so” look. “Leo?” He looks at me, responding to my call.“Yeah?”“Now that you know I'm Amber, you mus
“Are you sure she will be alright?” I can hear an angry tone even when I think I'm deep into sleep. The angry tone itself tells me that it's none other than Elliot. Is he talking about me? “Elli, I'm not a doctor but I have ears, fully functioning ears. And those ears heard what the doctor said.” A new voice emerges, sounding sarcastic. My consciousness can't pick up the voice but I feel like I heard it before. I know who talks with this kind of sarcasm. I try to open my eyes and see who it is, but I just feel so tired. My eyelids feel too heavy to move. “Leo, don't be mean. Elliot is just worried about his wife. Be good!”A female voice chides him. Leo? What's he doing here? If the guy is Leo then the girl must be Lailah. What are they doing here all of sudden? I want to know, I want to open my eyes. “I'm sorry.” But he doesn't sound sorry at all. Typical Leo. “I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings, Mr.Ivanov. And yeah, your wife will be alright. That's what the doctor said. So, now
“Are you serious?” My hands are on my hip like a classic mom who is angry at something. “What?” He feigns innocence, looking at me with puppy eyes. “You want me to believe that you could manage only one room?” He nods his head. “Isn't that what the receptionist said? If you don't believe me, go ahead and listen to him again.” He shrugs his shoulders, walking ahead of me. “You are a billionaire for God's sake!” I say behind him, walking behind him. “So?” He halts which causes me to collide with his chest. “You want me to waste my money just because I'm a billionaire?” He asks, bending down a little and touching the bridge of my nose with his finger.“Yes. I do.” I swat his hand away, “How are we supposed to share a room here as well? If you have forgotten, let me remind you, we aren't married.” He looks bored of my speech. “Not yet.” He corrects me, “Besides, weren't you too bold, too eager earlier?” He whispers in my ear. I push him away and walk towards the room. It's not lik
“Is the greatest of all, the strongest mafia leader the world has to offer, afraid of flight?” My voice is teasing, eyes twinkling with newly found interest. Elliot scoffs at my face, not admitting it. He plays cool by picking up a glass of liquor. But I can see his discomfort. It's written all over his face. It makes me wonder if he has always been like this. I can't even imagine it. He has to fly all the time for his business. It must be a hassle to always feel uncomfortable and slightly scared while flying, that too so frequently. It's not my first time flying. But it's definitely my first time flying in a private jet. Who would have thought that the girl who was fighting poverty, working overtime to get meals 3 times a day, would have the luxury to ride on a jet like this? Definitely not me. I'm still awestruck by that fact. However, my joy of being in such a majestic vehicle doesn't last long. The reason? Elliot fucking Ivanov. You are wrong if you think I'm saying this because
“Can I talk with you for a while, dad?”I ask him over the phone. “Well, you are talking now, baby girl.” His voice is humorous as he speaks. “Yeah.” I don't let my annoyance show at all, “But I want to talk about something private, something serious.” He sighs loudly over the phone. “If something is bothering you, we should talk face to face. I will swing by your place tonight.” He offers. The affection that he holds for his daughter is unparalleled. It's hard to believe that he has done anything wrong. Maybe it's his love for his daughter which led him to the wrong path. “No need for that. I'm standing right outside your office.” I let him know. I can imagine the confusion on his face. “Then why aren't you coming in?” He proceeds to ask. “Because your secretary told me you are busy with work. So, I decided to call you.” He laughs out at my answer, probably getting the shock of his life that Amber decided to wait and call. “Now that I'm talking to you, I think you are not as bu
“Get dressed.” Elliot orders me in a cold voice after we are done. His behaviour hits me like a bucket of cold water. He was such a gentleman, treating me like a princess. His tone has totally changed. He has come back to his usual cold self which makes him a self-centred jerk. Was I really getting ahead of myself? Is he gonna be more of an asshole to me from now on because he has gotten a taste of me? “Come on, hurry up.” His voice gets rougher, “We haven't gotten all day. What if someone comes through?” He asks, buttoning his shirt which is all crumbled up. “Didn't you say you don't care about what people think about you?” I ask him, my voice bitter and is battered with hurt. “Yeah.” He agrees, using the dresser to check himself out in the mirror, “But I do care what others think about you.” My heart pounds like crazy against my ribcage with that one sentence. Elliot may be the most confusing person I've ever encountered. The rough edge of his voice went into hiding, making an
“Are you gonna sleep now? I know I'm soft and comfortable but, I can't possibly be a substitute for a pillow or a mattress.” Elliot's soft voice brings me back from my reverie. I feel so embarrassed that I don't even want to look up at him and keep burying my face in his chest. Apparently, I've grown so comfortable with him that I don't mind our close proximity. I don't mind that I'm hugging him for my dear life. If my old self peeked into this situation, she would be so surprised to see herself in this position. “Aren't I a jerk anymore?” He jokes humorously, taking his hand off of me. Did he really have to make me so embarrassed? I'm already thinking of digging my own grave. What did I think before breaking into a fit of tears in Elliot's arms? Apparently, nothing. But I'm glad he is at least a decent human being. No. He needs more credit than that. No one held me like that while I cried since my parent's death. No one made me so comfortable without even saying anything. No one ma
Keep telling myself it's a do or die situation, and I need to fight back, I turn back only to find Cara standing behind me. This crazy bitch! I pick myself up quickly before she can take advantage of me being in a disadvantaged position and attack me again. Like I said, she strikes at me again but I dodge her skilfully, causing her to collide with the sink. “I will fucking kill you today, you bitch.” She hisses like a snake, coming towards me again. Just when she thinks she has me in a tight position, I grab her by the hair and turn her around, making her face the mirror. She messed up with the wrong girl if she thought she could easily overpower me. I was never physically weak. My father used to teach me how to fight when I was a little kid because he was a frantic fan of wrestling. I wasn't weak, I was just a coward. I belonged to the bottom of the food chain. How was I supposed to fight with the rich kids who had everyone and everything to back them up? So, I had to keep my mout
Cara isn't as foolish as she lets others believe. She didn't make a haste call to one of her men demanding answers. She called her sister, talking about the design of a girl's dress that she liked. Who could have thought that even at a time like this, she was thinking of her work? She doesn't fool us either. She is trying to distract us, playing safe. While Elliot is busy talking to different people, I get a call from mom. Finding a less quiet place, which would be ideal for the phone call, I pick it up. “How's the date going?” She squeals like a schoolgirl with a crush. Her enthusiasm doesn't cease to make me smile brightly. “Mom.” I say in a gentle yet scolding tone, “We are attending a party, not a date.” I remind her. I can imagine her disappointed face right now. “That's a bummer.” She even sounds disappointed. Sometimes, I feel as if she is stuck in an old person's body. Her spirit is still so young. “Right. It's so sad.” I add, putting salt in her burn. “But I would let y