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I watched him combed his hand into his head, rushed to the bathroom and I can hear splash of water.

I went to meet him there, he stood splashing water on his head and face.

I asked him if he was alright. He stopped and stare at the mirror, took a white towel and began cleaning his wet head and face without a word.

I can see his bare chest going up and down. He was still in his trouser.

I coiled my hand around his chest while standing behind and kissing his back.

He gently moved me to the front, kissed me for sometime and as I try to remove his belt again he stopped me.

"Becca, I'm sorry. We can't do this. I don't think I'm fully ready for It. Maybe not now. Please. I know you want me, Becca....I also do... even more but this is not the time. I'm sorry I caught you off guard, if I didn't do that I may regret my actions later. I love you and don't want just a night stand...I want to spend every day of my life with you. I just want you to know that you means so much to me.

He gently kiss