Catherine’s POV
His sand brown hair settled perfectly in a classic side part; soft and sleek, well-groomed, slightly darker brows and trimmed lashes that matched his short stubble beards. Sparse freckles lined his under eyes, nose straight and pointed, thin lips sliced to form a dominant smile,exposing snow white teeth; His broad arms spread in his Oxford suit and tapered pants cuddled his firm calves, Damn, he looked delicious; I purred, as my eyes paraded the large sized portrait picture of Harry Clifford hanging in the Clifford mansion. A mixture of dominance and sex exuded; just like I pictured in my fantasies; a white fantasy God, perfect for resurrecting my stowed dangerous fantasies and lighting a spark in my pathetically boring life. My teeth dug into my lip, shamelessly tearing at the black cast portrait. Dominic Kent had insisted I marry, he put his foot down and bullied me to submission. He wasn’t in love with the Cliffords, he was in love with the Cliffords money; the Cliffords were the richest family in Sussex; the biggest car dealership tycoons. I didn't share my father’s sentiments anyhow, I didn't care much for the money, I just wanted a man who was good to look at and offered a life that was far more adventurous than the boring life I had been used to. Thank you Daddy, for once you made the right pick, I wink mentally at the picture of Dominic Kent. Now I just had to wait for my intended to arrive and I’d live happily and die after I’ve exhausted my deepest fantasies. “Miss Catherine'' A solemn voice invades, I turn; Simon, Harry’s legal aide as he had earlier introduced himself when he welcomed me into the Clifford mansion. “Mr Simon” I flash a smile, his eyes lowered, avoiding my gaze. No words, just lips pouting upwards, trembling. My smile starts to waver on my face. “Is there a problem Mr. Simon?” My eyes focused, peeling his throdden gaze. Slowly, he lets up his head, eyes sunken red, my fingers fist, nails grazing into my palms, an indication of my fear. Something had gone wrong? Had the Clifford Estate been hijacked? Was there an earthquake happening somewhere? Was there a call from home? Has Dominic Kent commanded me back to Wales? Shivers trickling down my spine. Damn it Simon, spill. “It’s Harry” He hushed. My heart trod its foot hard against my chest wall. What about Harry? Was he not on his way to me? Had he expressed disinterest? Was I to return home to Wales? Damn it! Simon put me out of my misery, wide eyes drilling into his. “There’s been an accident” Another heavy trod on my chest, then seized. My feet paralyzed to the ground, tearing at his fallen gaze, demanding for more. “He’s dead” A barring sound rang in my ear, then seized, noiseless. Dead? Dead? But we are to be wed, how could he die? Are you cursed Catherine? Are you fucking cursed?! He died on his way to you! You must be fucking cursed! “I’m sorry” Simon mumbled, shrinking away from me. Speechless, my fist crush itself, drilling my nails into my palms, head spinning, eyes pinching, my chest bouncing with heavy breaths as the walls start to spin around me. I hadn’t known anything of him save for his name and the pictures I binge watch to sleep but I had built castles with bricks of my deepest, wildest, dangerous fantasies and now they crumbled before my eyes, piece by piece. •••~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~••• Alexander’s POV Her pelting moans of pleasure pitched like the chorus of an Oprah, soaring like a sonorous melody in my ears as my riveting thrusts slammed into her, grinding my greedy fingers into her full breasts. I grunt with satisfaction as her fingers clutch tightly unto my lower back propelling me to crush her, to ruin her, to bar my sexual prints into her; I respond throwing my full weight into her, her rapid cries explode, teeth marking my shoulder, I curl a hand full of her brunette between my fingers in a firm grasp, the other hand, picking her up so we were in Kama sutra position. I reveled in her wiped face telling stories of my sexual prowess. I bounce rhythmically on her. Come on Alex, take her to the peak, send her to the clouds, make her see the Gods, I pelt a low growl as I assemble my last chakra. Go Alex. Fuck! the dandy sound of my ringtone invades, unending. “Don’t” Oliva heaves, trapping me away from my phone. Her hot breath slapping my ear. I continue pounding her, ignoring the unyielding dandy sound but I am distracted, just too distracted. The phone won’t stop beeping. I peek my head, eyes reaching for my phone screen, Simon? Simon? What the fuck does Harry’s lawyer want with me? He only called when I needed to pick a suit for Harry’s birthday. And even though I had been plowing his sister, we both never mixed. “It’s Simon” I huff, half pounding, half contemplating. “Simon?” She pants, her eyebrows furrow, her eyes hang, she’s shocked too. We are both distracted, half in, half out, my cock barely hitting my destination, an air of separation between us, save for her hands holding me captive. Curiosity gets the better of me, I stretch and grope my phone, cursing under my breath, I engage. “Simon…” I rasp. “Why the fuck are you blowing up my phone?” His solemn voice creeps in. I freeze, my erection slumps, I feel Olivia’s eyes on me, her body disengaging, her grip yielding. Slowly, I make her impatient eyes, investigating me, she can read the trouble in my eyes. “What the fuck Alex? What’s happened?” She pitched, her eyes tracking my discoordinated movements. “It’s Harry an—and Arthur” I stammer, my breath failing, my eyes wander, I disentangle my body from hers, her eyes glued to mine. “Damn it! Speak Alex” I take her peeking eyes. “There was an accident….” Her eyes snap, glued to my mouth, demanding for more. My words evade me. I muster only a little courage. “They didn’t make it” I barely whispered, She recoiled, eyes turning down and then right, utter silence, I could hear the inner conversations in her head. She was fucking her step son while his father was dying. The image of Arthur Clifford’s ghost, winding in; you irresponsible, invaluable cunt, Arthur’s ghost raged at me. How dare you fuck my wife?! In my fucking Manor, how dare you?!; well your wife cared for me since you never did, so fuck off old fool, I throw back at his ghost. The thoughts provoke me, heavy breaths continue from my mouth then it slows when I see Harry, my mental image of him splashing before me; the stench of his disappointment fills my mental space. I adore Harry. I adore even the air of his entrance even though I mostly masked it with nonchalant derision and now he is gone, never to be made aware of my masked love and respect. Damn! I exclaim inwardly. Silence abounded, guilt showering over us like rain.Alexander’s POV Harry Clifford, the chosen brother, the best of the Clifford genes, loved, celebrated, doted on, the child everyone wanted and me neglected, ignored, overlooked, not his worthy opponent, not his second, not even his spare but invisible. Harry Clifford, now hanging on the wall, nothing but a fucking portrait on the wall. Obliterated from the world. I blow a huff, digesting the giant portrait of my brother in his favorite place at the Clifford Manor. The boring, dandy, depressing study, an empty room of books and echoes. I often wondered why he loved this place so much and now I wonder what it will be without him. I had taken the next flight out of Spain back to Sussex; leaving Olivia to simmer in the Clifford Manor, until I was well away. We couldn’t have anyone finding out about our affair, especially not fresh after her husband’s death; people would crucify us, Olivia more than me. Not that I cared for people’s gossip but Olivia definitely needed a breather, so be
Alexander’s POV “Are you making this shit up?” I tackle him, walking him over with crude eyes. He shakes his head. “The constitution exists, all three hundred pages of it. I can have it sent up right now” He appears serious. My blood heats up another degree, my veins feel like they could pop out from my skin. Three hundred fucking pages of disaster about to ruin my life. No freaking way. Simon continues amidst the chaos in my head. “And the union has to make a year for it to be acknowledged or you would be removed as Clifford’s forerunner immediately and then Clifford Empire would….” “Shut up…shut up…shut up” I nearly want to bite his head off but he saves himself with a swift retreat. I drag my feet. “This is bullshit…bullshit…bullshit” “Alexander I don’t believe it would be hard to find a happy Mrs. Clifford. There would be at least a thousand offers, you have nothing to worry about” “So what the hell am I supposed to do now?” Now that the fucking constitution has me fuc
Catherine’s POV How could someone be so beautiful? dark eyes glistened under very relaxed black brows. His medium length mid-brown hair tucked behind his ears, slightly parted at its corner. His hawk nose pointed to his thick lips, red, like it had color in it. full, they looked so skilled, like they had done a lot of kissing, perfect for fantasizing. His chiseled jaw hosted his perfectly carved stubble. I imagine running my fingers through. My teeth biting into my lower lip, lusting dangerously. His eyes had a fire, like it was on a hunt, I got the sense it was always that way. My eyes did a full walk over his 6 foot 5 inches of biceps and calves cuddled by a lazy black polo shirt winged by a leather jacket; the kind only bad boys wore. A walking fantasy, a proper fantasy God, I moan inwardly. Catherine Kent! Stop lusting, his brother just died; your intended just died, behave yourself. My eyes fall to his long legs kissed by tight black jeans. Damn I wish I were the pants. I
Alexander’s POV “Is it true?…” Olivia blazes into Harry’s study, wearing a scowl. She crosses her arms over her chest, adjusting her weight on one hip. “You’re really taking a wife? The news is all over the Manor” She ensues, anger flashing in her feline eyes. My eyes cruise her figure, walking up her black, high waisted, split hem mini skirt, her snatched waist holding her tucked shirt and her famous push-up cleavage standing out. Her high cheek bones jut upwards, clenched jaw and burgundy lips pointing forward. Her fuming anger makes her even more inviting, stroking my appetite for her. I already know the reason for her infested mood, Catherine Kent. I draw closer to her. “It’s the fucking Clifford constitution” “And since when does the rebel of Sussex care about a fucking constitution…much less, Clifford’s?” She flares, taking my eyes fiercely. “I don’t… I guess I am just not pathetic enough to let Clifford Empire dissipate into thin air or maybe I just want to piss on A
Alexander’s POV The burial ceremony commenced with hymns from the choir and sermons from the priest. I was seated at the front row seat of the two way funeral arrangement with Arthur’s widow by my side. Partners, friends, dignitaries from all around the world spread out around me. Arthur Clifford was a powerful man and everyone wanted to pay their last respect. Stop! I yell inwardly as sympathetic gawks track me; concoctions of pity, gross care and attention flood my direction. Where were they when I needed them?. No one saw invisible Alexander, until now when my grandfather and beloved brother lay lifeless on the ground, I finally get a little bit of attention. Well guess what? Alexander Clifford does not need it, he outgrew it, he survived without it, he can do without it. Simon was delivering the Eulogy of my grandfather and brother and as I listened, it dawned on me why I refused to deliver it in the first place. I couldn’t speak of a love that I neither showed nor received
Alexander’s POV “Alexander…” A crusty voice calls from behind me. I summarize one felicitation and turn to the other. It’s uncle Richard; Daddy’s younger brother. “Or should I say Rebel of Sussex” His lips slice with a smile. “Uncle Richard” I give a half-suppressed laugh. It’s been a while since I have seen him. My fault anyway. I was mostly a ghost around these parts. “I am so sorry Alexander” He cups a hug, about fifty seconds long. I almost yank him off me but he saves himself, letting me go. “Olivia” He turns to her, a riddled smile slices his lips. She was standing right next to me. “Richard” She releases her rich artificial smile, one that indicates irritation rather than pleasure. Olivia doesn’t like Richard, I gather but I am glad I know nothing of it. I hate drama and I run fast enough from it every single time. “Looking beautiful as always” He takes up her hand and pecks the back of her palm. “I am so sorry for your loss” His derisive undertone, very palpabl
Alexander’s POV “Did your father not teach you not to eye another man while your husband is standing right there in front of you?” I rake, tearing at her vapid blue eyes. Her lips parted and then her eyes fell to the tight grip of my hand on her wrist. I unplug my hand instantly. She rubbed on her tender wrist, her eyes milking mine. Don’t do that Angel; that’s not going to work on me. Answer the fucking question. “Would you rather be in Simon’s bed?” I drill her further, refusing to allow her emotional tantrum work on me. “No” She trembled, a teardrop leaving her right eye. Fucking soft angel, I curse under my breath. “Don’t cry” I command. Her cheeks flush, her jaw tightens, her nostrils flare outward and it is evident that a struggle was going on in her mind. Come on Angel, say what you want to say. “Are you jealous?” She rasps. I scoff and then laugh a little. I actually find it amusing that she would think she could muster the power to make me jealous. “You flatter y
Catherine’s POVThe rippling sounds of the shower continued as I laid still in the bed, feeling crudely unsatisfied, abandoned, and used; I felt worse than a whore, more like a hen ravaged by a cock in heat. Undignified. Not even a single touch, just a quick rump and it was over. But that's what you signed up for Catherine. He was explicitly clear with you; the arrogant demon was very clear; this is what you accepted.Fuck you Alexander Clifford! Fuck you for killing my fantasies; fuck you for making me feel this way; I scrambled to my feet with what was left of my dignity. I cringe at first when my feet touch the cold ground, convincing me to lay back in bed but I refuse. My dissatisfaction had transposed to rage, fierce rage and I could burn him if my eyes met him in this instant. I tiptoed, ignoring the warnings of the cold floor to fetch my dress, I wore it over my body as quickly as I could, timing the sound of the shower. I would kill him if I saw him, best I disappear while we