I’m furious at Killian. What the heck? I should be grateful it wasn’t the professor but what if I’d spilled everything out thinking it was him? What if I’d addressed him by his name and Killian got the whole story?
Bile rises in my throat and I force it now. Not today.
I give Killian the glare of a lifetime, hoping he gets my message. Leave me alone. I place my free hand on his chest and push him away from me.
“Quit it, Killian. It’s getting creepy.” I suspiciously eye him one more time, quickly turn on my heels and make it to my next class.
“Andrea!” He shouts behind me and I hasten my footsteps. Has Killian been a stalker this whole time and I didn’t realize? Oh my gosh. I have to tell Nicole when I see her.
Goosebumps rise on my skin as I think about all the times I’d felt someone behind me but turned back and saw no one. Honestly, what the heck?
The professor for my following lecture arrived ten minutes after I got to the class. And so, that’s how my day went. From one class to another until five p.m.
Being a college student is like having a full-time job but with little pay and just you stressing your brain.
The sun is exploded in all shades of orange and purple in the sky by the time I get out of the academics building.
The evening cool air carries the smell of pastries from a nearby restaurant not too far from the college. My mouth waters at the aroma of bread my nose catches a whiff of. I can’t wait to get my regular shawarma combo from the restaurant.
Nicole texted me earlier and told me she’d be late and I should head home without her. Why do I get the feeling that she’s trying not to talk about her cousin, the hot professor?
I grab an ice cream bar from one of the campus's famous dessert shops as I make my way to the campus gate. The red supercar from early in the morning is waiting by the side of the road across from the gate.
A new student who already has a girlfriend? Wow. The girl must be lucky to snatch such a man.
The glasses are tinted so I can’t tell who is in the driver’s seat. Other students like me who are walking are also trying to get a glimpse of the car owner but the door never opens. No girl comes forth either.
I have a double combo shawarma to catch so the identity of the driver or the mystery girlfriend is none of my business. The restaurant is just a minute's walk from the gate.
I go into the brown and black building. Aaron, one of the waiters smiles at me as he goes to attend a table at the corner.
“How are you doing today, Andrea?” He beams at me after serving the table their orders.
“Oh, you know. Trying to combat the school system.” I feign tiredness like a Victorian child who has been forced to milk cows as punishment.
Aaron laughs at my antics and shakes his head. He just graduated from our college last year and is looking for a regular job but decided to come work here as he continues to look.
He’s got this boy next door look and vibe about him which I like. Aaron walks with me to the counter and we continue to talk, catching up on our day.
Fiona, the sous chef is already preparing my shawarma order in the small kitchen behind the counter. I can see her through the open door.
“She saw you come in,” Aaron points out when he notices me staring.
“She’s so nice.” Which is true. I admire Fiona. It’s because of her I try to be nice to people, sometimes. No matter how much tempting a jail sentence is.
The door dings signaling a new customer. I don’t turn back to see the person but Aaron does.
“Another regular customer I have to attend to,” he says when he faces me again.
I still don’t turn back to see who it is so Aaron continues talking.
“He just became a regular like two or three weeks ago? He’s really handsome. If my sister wasn’t married, I’d have set them up.” That gets my attention.
I giggle at Aaron’s funny expression before I turn back to see who this regular customer is. I don’t see anyone near the door and most of the tables are filled up so I ask Aaron who it was.
Aaron glances back and points to his right, at the farthest corner of the restaurant. My breath hitches in my throat. I whirl to face the counter, hoping he didn’t see me. But he did because he was already looking in my direction before Aaron pointed at him.
Aaron doesn’t notice me panicking and leaves me at the counter to go attend to him. Two minutes later, Fiona brings my order in a package.
“Andrea, sweetie, are you okay?” Trust a woman who has two daughters to know when something is wrong with you.
I try to school my expression into something more comfortable and smile brightly at her. I hope it doesn’t look forced.
“Of course I am. It’s always good to see you and have one of your treats! I was dreaming about this the whole day during my classes,” I joke.
This eases the concerned frown on Fiona’s face as she laughs with me too.
"You’re always funny, my dear." She hands the packaged shawarma to me and I bring out my card to pay.
Fiona’s about to run it through the cash machine but a voice from behind me says, “Allow me,” stopping her in her tracks.
I know who the voice belongs to but I don’t dare look back.
I feel the heat of him surround me and his expensive cologne wafts into my nostrils. The expensive scent combats with the mouth-watering aroma of the restaurant but the cologne wins.
Fiona looks to me for confirmation and I nod meekly, not wanting to bring any more attention to myself. Knowing the kind of gossip Aaron is, he’ll be asking me about this tomorrow.
Fiona accepts Professor Lambert’s card and returns mine to me. She processes my payment and gives him his card.
“See you tomorrow,” I tell Fiona, sounding as if all this is normal. I even throw in a little wave just to be more convincing.
“I didn’t know you two knew each other,” I can hear the skepticism in Fiona’s voice as her eyes question me.
“He’s my professor in school!” I blurt out. It’s the truth. He’s my professor and I’m his student. As of this morning.
“Oh, how lovely. You mentioned you were going to start teaching soon. I didn’t know it was in her college. Congrats!” Fiona grins at the professor.
“Thank you, Fiona. We’ll be going now. Have a good evening.”
The professor takes my package from me and heads to the door. I smile at Fiona before following him out. Aaron is serving another table so I didn’t get the chance to tell him goodbye.
Outside, the sky has gone from the sun’s orange and purple spread to a pink and blue one.
The professor is walking with my package to the red supercar. My brain doesn’t make the connection until he opens the door to the driver's seat. Wait a minute!
He is the owner?
My feet screech to a halt when he puts my package in a compartment.
“Come on, get in.” He says when he notices my hesitation. I look around the area to see if there’s any student from my school lurking about. I don’t see anybody I know but it’s still a bad idea.
I shake my head at the professor, declining his offer. My heart breaks at the thought of abandoning my shawarma and making a run for it but the professor catches on to my escape plan.
“Don’t think about running, Andrea.” The smile on his face is malicious. Then I realize I never told him my name at the club or even during our class.
How does he know my name?
We go to his car which I am still surprised to find out is actually HIS. I didn’t know professors could be loaded. Back at the club, I thought he was a CEO but to find out he’s actually a professor is even, dare I say, hotter?I’ve always liked people who are smart. When I climb inside, it smells like new leather. The seat is soft and cozy. A sudden urge to not leave the car, ever, possesses me but I keep it down.The professor joins me later, dropping my meal into my lap. I want to ask him how he knows my name but my brain has a little talk with me.It tells me that he’s my professor so it’s expected. That explanation doesn’t sit right with me though so I abandon my brain and let my mouth take charge.“How do you know my name?” I ask, averting my eyes from his veiny hands. I swallow hard when I remember the way he’d fingered me back at the club, during my birthday. It was the hottest thing I’d ever experienced.“Your little friend told me that night.” At the mention of my best friend,
Andrea “Well?” I asked Nicole when I got back to our apartment. I told Christian to drop me off at my parent's home because I needed to get something from my mom. She was surprised to find me home, especially that late but she was happy to see me. Dad was not back from work so I missed him. Or is it the other way around?It doesn’t matter. Anyway, I had to take a taxi back to my apartment. I didn’t expect to find Nicole already waiting for me. She dropped her phone when I entered the room so I guess she’s ready to spill the beans. She rubbed her palms on her pajamas. I could tell she was nervous but what was she nervous about? I just want to know how she and Christian are related. That’s all. “Okay, don’t be mad.” She started. Why did she start with that? It’s a universal fact that when someone starts with don’t be mad, the other party who is listening would most definitely be mad. It means you’re going to say something that will make the person mad and therefore, make them ant
AndreaThe class I’m currently sat for is such a boring one. The lecturer’s voice is like background noise I’ve muffled with the aid of pillows.I’m not with pillows in the class but my thoughts are loud enough to cover it. Nicole doesn’t have this class with me so I’m alone.I think back to our conversation nights ago. It hasn’t been that long. It’s still fresh in my mind. My thoughts are also filled with earlier moments of that night, when the professor had kissed me.No, Christian. I wonder what he’s up to now. I’ve not had any of classes since the first day I saw him. We have his classes only once a week so I have to wait till next week to see him again. I cannot go look for him in his office or after school hours. I suppose he wouldn’t do the same because he knows what risks are involved if he does.The lecturer continues to drone on about women scholars who were philosophers in ancient Greece. The dude next to me taps the girl in front of him.“Hey, seen this?” He shoves his pho
Christian I knew this was going to happen sooner. It just had to, with the way the students have been gawking at me since I arrived at this establishment.The school board won’t take it up. I’m too important for them to and the court denied all charges against me. I did not kill her. That night was traumatic but I know I didn’t kill her. Whatever she took. Whatever she was high from that night...I close my eyes and bend my head low as my therapist had instructed me to when my chest gets tight and I find breathing difficult.As soon as the panic subsides, I lift my head and scrub my face with my hands. I’ll have to be in my office until I’m sure the whole of this floor has been cleared.I wasn’t even meant to come into school today but I just wanted to get a glimpse of her. Sweet, sweet Andrea. The way she’d looked at me in the hallway sent chills down my spine.It was going to be hard to convince her I’m not a murderer. Nicole could help but I don’t want to ask her for anything. I’
AndreaIs she being serious? I thought as his cousin, she’d have more accurate information but all Nicole had supplied in the past hour was just the same as the rumors. What then is the truth?If he really killed the woman, he shouldn’t be anywhere near students. Near me. I feel my body shake again. It’s been doing that since I read the article on that guy’s phone.I can’t help but think I’d have been his next victim the night I saw him. What if he’d taken me somewhere else under the guise of wanting to make out?Oh, man.“I didn’t think it was necessary to bring it up because I believe he wouldn’t do such a thing. He’s such a gentleman. Christian would never hurt a fly,” Nicole tries to reassure me but it’s not enough.I have to know if there was anyone else there at the time of the crime. “It’s not enough, Nics. It’s not. He could have done it.”Nicole’s head shakes violently as she dispels my words. “No. He’d never do it. Take my word for it.”A tired sigh escapes me. I don’t kno
Andrea“What’s happening?” I say the same time with Nicole. There’s a crowd in front of the academic building. It’s packed. I can’t even push my way through.Nicole tries to peer up by jumping but the students in front of us are taller than us. We just stand there as we wait for someone to fill us in. There are adults on the second-floor balcony. One of them is holding a megaphone. I recognize her from the school board.“Attention!!!” She screams into the cone and everyone goes silent. It’s like you could hear a pin drop and it’s broad daylight. “Would someone like to volunteer for the rest of you and state why you’ve decided to cause commotion this fine morning?” She asks. The people in front of Nicole and me just turn to each other. Left and right.No one wants to man up and say what they want. Which brings me back to the question. What the hell is going on? Who even started this?A blonde guy steps up. I can see his head well above the others. He must be on one of the platforms.
Andrea Not only did he show up at school, but he had me cornered in the secondary hall right next to the business principles block. “Hey, little birdie.” He taunts. He doesn’t look like someone who’s been bothered by rumors. All I can see in his eyes is playfulness and lust. He’s too relaxed for someone who’s an alleged murderer. I look both ways before focusing on him. If someone sees us, I’m fucked. “What do you want?” I hiss. “I’ve missed you. I couldn’t stop thinking about you after that night.” My mouth waters, and I swallow hard, avoiding his piercing brown eyes. Is this right? He’s my professor and a rumored killer but why is my heart beating so fast? Christian’s hands reach for my chin, and he tilts my face so that my eyes meet his. The playfulness is gone, replaced now with darkness. What made him change in less than a second? For some weird reason, I’m not intimidated by the turn of his moods. I feel safe. He did say he’d protect me, but I feel his promise this ve
There's a pregnant pause, a void waiting to be filled with his response. But instead of an answer, Christian diverts the conversation like the professor he is. I like that he doesn't try to gaslight me into starting another conversation but tells me he just can't spill his secrets, yet."That's a chapter I'd rather not revisit," he deflects gently, his voice carrying a hint of reluctance. "There are things in life that haunt us, things best left buried in the past."His evasion is evident, leaving an unspoken ache in the room, a void where answers should have been. Yet, despite the unaddressed question, there's a silent understanding between us—a mutual recognition that some topics are too raw to be probed further.I respect his evasion, sensing the boundaries he's drawn around that particular part of his history. There's a tacit agreement to let sleeping dogs lie, a quiet acknowledgment that some stories aren't ready to be told.The atmosphere shifts, the unspoken question still ling
There's a pregnant pause, a void waiting to be filled with his response. But instead of an answer, Christian diverts the conversation like the professor he is. I like that he doesn't try to gaslight me into starting another conversation but tells me he just can't spill his secrets, yet."That's a chapter I'd rather not revisit," he deflects gently, his voice carrying a hint of reluctance. "There are things in life that haunt us, things best left buried in the past."His evasion is evident, leaving an unspoken ache in the room, a void where answers should have been. Yet, despite the unaddressed question, there's a silent understanding between us—a mutual recognition that some topics are too raw to be probed further.I respect his evasion, sensing the boundaries he's drawn around that particular part of his history. There's a tacit agreement to let sleeping dogs lie, a quiet acknowledgment that some stories aren't ready to be told.The atmosphere shifts, the unspoken question still ling
Andrea Not only did he show up at school, but he had me cornered in the secondary hall right next to the business principles block. “Hey, little birdie.” He taunts. He doesn’t look like someone who’s been bothered by rumors. All I can see in his eyes is playfulness and lust. He’s too relaxed for someone who’s an alleged murderer. I look both ways before focusing on him. If someone sees us, I’m fucked. “What do you want?” I hiss. “I’ve missed you. I couldn’t stop thinking about you after that night.” My mouth waters, and I swallow hard, avoiding his piercing brown eyes. Is this right? He’s my professor and a rumored killer but why is my heart beating so fast? Christian’s hands reach for my chin, and he tilts my face so that my eyes meet his. The playfulness is gone, replaced now with darkness. What made him change in less than a second? For some weird reason, I’m not intimidated by the turn of his moods. I feel safe. He did say he’d protect me, but I feel his promise this ve
Andrea“What’s happening?” I say the same time with Nicole. There’s a crowd in front of the academic building. It’s packed. I can’t even push my way through.Nicole tries to peer up by jumping but the students in front of us are taller than us. We just stand there as we wait for someone to fill us in. There are adults on the second-floor balcony. One of them is holding a megaphone. I recognize her from the school board.“Attention!!!” She screams into the cone and everyone goes silent. It’s like you could hear a pin drop and it’s broad daylight. “Would someone like to volunteer for the rest of you and state why you’ve decided to cause commotion this fine morning?” She asks. The people in front of Nicole and me just turn to each other. Left and right.No one wants to man up and say what they want. Which brings me back to the question. What the hell is going on? Who even started this?A blonde guy steps up. I can see his head well above the others. He must be on one of the platforms.
AndreaIs she being serious? I thought as his cousin, she’d have more accurate information but all Nicole had supplied in the past hour was just the same as the rumors. What then is the truth?If he really killed the woman, he shouldn’t be anywhere near students. Near me. I feel my body shake again. It’s been doing that since I read the article on that guy’s phone.I can’t help but think I’d have been his next victim the night I saw him. What if he’d taken me somewhere else under the guise of wanting to make out?Oh, man.“I didn’t think it was necessary to bring it up because I believe he wouldn’t do such a thing. He’s such a gentleman. Christian would never hurt a fly,” Nicole tries to reassure me but it’s not enough.I have to know if there was anyone else there at the time of the crime. “It’s not enough, Nics. It’s not. He could have done it.”Nicole’s head shakes violently as she dispels my words. “No. He’d never do it. Take my word for it.”A tired sigh escapes me. I don’t kno
Christian I knew this was going to happen sooner. It just had to, with the way the students have been gawking at me since I arrived at this establishment.The school board won’t take it up. I’m too important for them to and the court denied all charges against me. I did not kill her. That night was traumatic but I know I didn’t kill her. Whatever she took. Whatever she was high from that night...I close my eyes and bend my head low as my therapist had instructed me to when my chest gets tight and I find breathing difficult.As soon as the panic subsides, I lift my head and scrub my face with my hands. I’ll have to be in my office until I’m sure the whole of this floor has been cleared.I wasn’t even meant to come into school today but I just wanted to get a glimpse of her. Sweet, sweet Andrea. The way she’d looked at me in the hallway sent chills down my spine.It was going to be hard to convince her I’m not a murderer. Nicole could help but I don’t want to ask her for anything. I’
AndreaThe class I’m currently sat for is such a boring one. The lecturer’s voice is like background noise I’ve muffled with the aid of pillows.I’m not with pillows in the class but my thoughts are loud enough to cover it. Nicole doesn’t have this class with me so I’m alone.I think back to our conversation nights ago. It hasn’t been that long. It’s still fresh in my mind. My thoughts are also filled with earlier moments of that night, when the professor had kissed me.No, Christian. I wonder what he’s up to now. I’ve not had any of classes since the first day I saw him. We have his classes only once a week so I have to wait till next week to see him again. I cannot go look for him in his office or after school hours. I suppose he wouldn’t do the same because he knows what risks are involved if he does.The lecturer continues to drone on about women scholars who were philosophers in ancient Greece. The dude next to me taps the girl in front of him.“Hey, seen this?” He shoves his pho
Andrea “Well?” I asked Nicole when I got back to our apartment. I told Christian to drop me off at my parent's home because I needed to get something from my mom. She was surprised to find me home, especially that late but she was happy to see me. Dad was not back from work so I missed him. Or is it the other way around?It doesn’t matter. Anyway, I had to take a taxi back to my apartment. I didn’t expect to find Nicole already waiting for me. She dropped her phone when I entered the room so I guess she’s ready to spill the beans. She rubbed her palms on her pajamas. I could tell she was nervous but what was she nervous about? I just want to know how she and Christian are related. That’s all. “Okay, don’t be mad.” She started. Why did she start with that? It’s a universal fact that when someone starts with don’t be mad, the other party who is listening would most definitely be mad. It means you’re going to say something that will make the person mad and therefore, make them ant
We go to his car which I am still surprised to find out is actually HIS. I didn’t know professors could be loaded. Back at the club, I thought he was a CEO but to find out he’s actually a professor is even, dare I say, hotter?I’ve always liked people who are smart. When I climb inside, it smells like new leather. The seat is soft and cozy. A sudden urge to not leave the car, ever, possesses me but I keep it down.The professor joins me later, dropping my meal into my lap. I want to ask him how he knows my name but my brain has a little talk with me.It tells me that he’s my professor so it’s expected. That explanation doesn’t sit right with me though so I abandon my brain and let my mouth take charge.“How do you know my name?” I ask, averting my eyes from his veiny hands. I swallow hard when I remember the way he’d fingered me back at the club, during my birthday. It was the hottest thing I’d ever experienced.“Your little friend told me that night.” At the mention of my best friend,
I’m furious at Killian. What the heck? I should be grateful it wasn’t the professor but what if I’d spilled everything out thinking it was him? What if I’d addressed him by his name and Killian got the whole story?Bile rises in my throat and I force it now. Not today.I give Killian the glare of a lifetime, hoping he gets my message. Leave me alone. I place my free hand on his chest and push him away from me.“Quit it, Killian. It’s getting creepy.” I suspiciously eye him one more time, quickly turn on my heels and make it to my next class. “Andrea!” He shouts behind me and I hasten my footsteps. Has Killian been a stalker this whole time and I didn’t realize? Oh my gosh. I have to tell Nicole when I see her. Goosebumps rise on my skin as I think about all the times I’d felt someone behind me but turned back and saw no one. Honestly, what the heck?The professor for my following lecture arrived ten minutes after I got to the class. And so, that’s how my day went. From one class to