I CRIED and begged the driver. “Please. Please get me out of here. I need to get some help for my parents.”
“What happened to you, woman?”No words left my mouth. Instead, I pulled out the taxi’s door. As I sat in the backseat of the taxi then I stared at the driver. His eyes stared back at me but landed on my now-drenched shirt. I suspect my boobs are now showing underneath my shirt that got drenched by the rain. Fear jolted inside me once again, making my stomach churn.I slowly covered myself as I looked out through the window and gave the address to the driver. Westbent Street. The biggest mansion I could see. It didn’t help that the streets were dark and damp from the rain. It was almost empty with only lights from the lamp posts. I kept my hope. I prayed for my safety. And my mothers. Even if it sounded impossible.With no cash in my pockets and not even a phone in my hand. I unlocked the gold necklace that my parents gave me when I turned eighteen. Soon, the driver slowed down his taxi somewhere. We did not stop in front of a house though. There was a very large black gate, behind it was a long road. The sides of the road are filled with trees with leaves so thick that it prevents even a bit of moonlight from shining through the road. Towards the end of it, I spotted a mansion with only a few lights on.“I can’t drive further,” said the driver. He looked at me from the rearview mirror.“Just right here,” I said, still taking in the dark road that I had to walk by and the gate I had to pass through just to get some help for my family.“Are you sure you’re heading that way, woman?” The driver looked perplexed and somehow worried. I could see it from the way he shrugged his head when I only answered him with a nod.“The people in that house are not merciful,” he added.I didn’t listen to him. Instead, I handed the gold-plated necklace to the driver’s palm. Only the chain, because I removed the pendant and grasped it around my palms. “I don’t have any cash with me, sir. Please take good care of it.”I saw his eyes go big. “This is gold…” He immediately recognized it was gold, glad he did. I don’t have to convince him anymore. With no other things to do today, I got out of the taxi. Only then did I feel that I was barefoot.The road was hard when I was running earlier. But this time, I felt a sharp pain in my ankle when I stepped onto the rocks.My eyes kept looking at the mansion behind the gate. It was the only house on this street. It didn’t look large from the spot where I was standing right now but I had no other choice but on this. The sooner I could get help for my mother, the greater the possibility that she might still be alive.Not knowing if it was what my mother had told me, I started walking. Each stride felt more and lighter as I almost ran towards the gate if only I was not limping from a wound on my feet.I was rushing through the gate with no other plans but to press the doorbell repeatedly or maybe shout just so anyone would notice that someone was waiting in front of the gates. There was a car that was running fast from the inside of the compound.I braced myself. Get ready to talk to anybody that I can talk to. As long as they are from that mansion, they might know what I will be talking about. My father’s agreement with this family living in this secluded part of town.I looked at the sky and the moon was right above me. I reckon it is probably midnight. Someone is leaving the house at this hour. I thought I was the only one under serious mischief.The gates opened automatically when the car was about to pass through. The lights from the car landed on me as I didn’t leave my spot. I kept standing in the middle of the road, preventing them from driving through.The car beeps several times. But I didn’t falter. Until someone in the passenger’s seat got out and lifted a gun from his waist. He looked muscular. His suit hugged his body and when he raised a gun right at me, I gulped.“Move, beggar, we don’t give alms in here,” said the man in a rushed tone.I didn’t move. I raised my chin high. Challenging the person who kept pointing his gun at me. I am not afraid of that… I whispered inside my head. Repeatedly. Just to evoke a strong presence on the outside but the truth is I was shivering. From the cold. From fear. From my father’s death and my mother’s… risk of dying as well.The car’s engine halted right in front of me. And several men got out, in their suits. 4 of them lined up in front of the car and I stood looking at them frozen in my spot. All of them raise their guns at me.I was about to raise both of my hands as a sign of surrender. When I opened my mouth, the backseat of the car opened as well.There was a guy—lean, masculine, and formally dressed from head to toe with an expensive watch on his wrist that glimmered under the moonlight. Amid the darkness, I saw his slicked-back hair, his chiseled face, and his eyes… They bore on me. Not a single expression could be read from his face.He was the one who got out of the car last.“H-hello, sir! Are you a ravij?” That was the only thing I could say as I rushed towards him.The four men wearing black suits and ties lined up in front of him, blocking me from getting to the man that they seemed to be keeping away from anyone like some sort of protecting him.“Are you their first son?”His bodyguards tried to push me away. The man looked at me from my face… to my knees which were now bleeding at this moment. He stared at them for seconds before he looked at me in the eyes—his gaze cold and judging.“Who’s she?” His domineering voice echoed through my ears even if it was low. He looked at this bodyguard, waiting for an answer. But they all just shrugged.“I am to marry you,” I said, mumbling under my breath. Taking in the shame of barging into someone else’s house. Meeting my supposed fiancè in this time of need and desperation.I SHIVERED under the piercing gaze of the man—his presence so eerie and cold, who just stared at me in disbelief. Then I saw him raise his eyebrows and scan me and my entire body once again. “You’re sexy underneath those already-drenched clothes. I could understand if you wanted to get fucked. But you’re crazy enough to tell me you’re marrying me.” Then he laughed in disbelief. His actions were timid and so were his expressions. But his words… hit a mark inside me that I have to collect my thoughts. Swallow my guilt and shame. Maybe I was indeed irrational to be right here. In the middle of the night, standing in front of a car, with guns pointing at me. But I had reasons… I had my last words and my mother’s command. The man, in a well-tailored suit, smirked at me as he motioned to his bodyguard to drag me away from their car. “Get her away. We won’t splash blood in front of our gates for tonight,” he said with a low voice. If I was not in a position of pain and panic, I would ha
THE MANSION looked unreal right in front of my eyes. It’s massive and furnished like the house of a royalty. I was sure it looked amazing from afar but no words could describe how magnificent it is right in this spot. It settled at the end of the long road, the lights from the inside glimmered in the middle of the night. Amid the coldness of the evening, the light that surrounded this area somehow gave vibrance—like some sort of warmth. It didn’t take long before the cars stopped right in front of the double doors of the mansion. I looked around as I was guided by the men to step out of the car. The last car that arrived was the car where the elderly couple settled. As soon as their car opened, I went near them and landed on my knees. I shivered at the sharp cold that the tiled floor sent onto my skin. The men stood right in front of the house in a guarding stance, they all glanced at me.I bowed down my head and pushed my eyes close. “My parents need to be rescued at our house. Ple
I COULDN’T go near our house as it was already morning. And Callan kept preventing me to even take just a single step farther from the car. “It’s not safe for you to go,” he said, his voice low. Why do you care? I wanted to blurt out but I had no voice. I had no more strength. It felt like my soul had been sucked out of me. I stared at nothing and felt nothing. “My men will inspect the house and will inquire what happened,” Callan kept saying. Even if I wasn’t responding to him, it was a shock that he was still talking to me. How could a man you don’t know be this concern after he had just blatantly neglected me the night when I was desperate for help? I glared at him and tried to stand up, but he held me by my wrist and stared back at me—as sharp as he ever could, like he was sure I could understand what he meant with just a hint in the eyes. It took long before I tore away my gaze at him then back to our house—burnt by the fire and a faint smoke snaking through the atmospher
MY EYES HAVE never stared at anybody this long. I may not be the most outgoing person but I sure do know how to be social. But standing right in front of a man knowing I was defenseless, and noticing every single change in his reaction as he stared back at me… some may call this suicide. I may think the same. Knowing that I am not even aware of what this man can do. His words failed to bring me down as my heart already weighed to my knees. But I remembered the warning that was told to me by the driver of the cab that I hailed as I ran for my safety hoping I could get rescued… ‘The people in that house are not merciful.’ ‘You’ve come a long way to meet the ravij. I hope you won’t regret that.’ I gulped, and suddenly fear started creeping in on my veins. Callan took a step towards me and I took a step back. Unexpectedly, my heart started beating erratically not knowing what he would do. Addressing him through his first name felt so strange because I only overheard his name and didn
Callan’s POVSHE DOES NOT belong here. The exact thought I had when I saw her, barefoot and crying outside of the gates. She did not— certainly with those weak begging eyes desperate for help.Help can’t be given without anything in return at the ravij mansion. What does this girl have that she’s willing to give up?You ONLY get what you want if you give something in return for it. I’d say I am damned looking at the same woman right now, with fire of anger in her eyes as she looked back at me not even knowing what she had to bear now that she decided to meet meMarry me, huh?I held onto her wrist preventing her from stepping out of the mansion. Unlike earlier, she looked quite decent. Had showered and… my gaze landed on her noticeable breasts. She had no bra on.How could a lady with an innocent face have a body that a man would die for? I held my breath as I looked away, her nipples were perky underneath the plain white shirt she’s wearing.She realized what just happened and pulled
Callan’s POVIN THE HEAT of the moment, I was lost from any inhibitions. My hands grip on her hips as she encircles his arms around my neck. Nothing clouded my head more than the feel of this woman’s skin on mine. Her small waist, wide hips… and my hands roamed further until they almost reached her back.I growled as my hands roamed lower… towards her thigh.Then she positioned her face closer to mine and latched onto my bottom lip before she broke out into another sob. The heat from our bodies vanished in a matter of seconds. The sudden urge to be acquainted with those sensations once again had me remembering that it had already been quite a long time since I gave in to a woman’s temptations. Holy fuck.I held my hands up high. This woman looked at me with tears as she once again started crying. I was left with confusion and disgust. How could a woman feel bad after I gave her that ravaging kiss?I plastered a grin while looking at her, dismissing thoughts of concern about her situ
I WAS LOST I didn’t know what I had been doing after having a shower. As I was leaving the house, Callan spotted me and the next moments were completely a headache.On top of that, I was too broken to argue, feeling so lonely that I ended up in the arms of someone with whom I have a looming anger.Recalling what just happened, I was sure on the receiving end of being stupid. Why did I end up close to his body to the point that he could just press his lips on mine without any difficulty let alone hesitation?Shit, I need sleep. Then there was an explosion from the distance. Callan had to leave and I was left inside the mansion. Standing in the middle of the spot near the door in front of their huge grand staircase. I hadn’t slept since yesterday.My eyes were starting to feel droopy and my head had been aching for hours now.I did not have any care for the world. My parents were gone. I should be preparing a funeral for them. And their bodies—God, the tragedy they had been in wa
TWO HOURS PASSED and after another shower, now I’m settled on a chair in Callan’s home office. After having dinner with him—without meaning to but it just happened. He told me about his parent’s plans to talk to me and then led me to the stairs. Still barefoot on the ground. I feel like a homeless girl way out of place inside this mansion. He opened the first door on the right and then motioned me to get in first. Didn’t think he’d have a few gentleman traits in him despite his lack of compassion. It looked like an entire room without a bed on it. Just a large sofa and a desk. The interior had minimal designs; I could say it was organized to Callan’s liking because when he stepped inside the room he was whistling. Then there was a wall that was made of entire glass from the ceiling to the floor which made anybody take a good look at the surroundings outside. As it was tinted no one could see us inside. White and black were the dominant colors inside this room. It was cold as the a
Growing up, I have had a sense of good and bad in the world. I learned that people make choices and sometimes they make bad actions, which makes other people label them bad. Yet, there’s more to people being and choosing to do bad things. I had never seen people do the most brutal bad things until I saw men barge into our house and fired bullets at my father’s already dead body. And my mother—which wounded my soul to the point of not even knowing if I could ever get back on my feet once again, only to discover that I have been betrayed by my own mother. She’s already dead. For real this time. I have not forgiven her, but I have learned to move forward. But the sudden turn of events of my life allowed me to grow in ways I wouldn’t have imagined and led me to the arms of the man that I could trust, fight, and grow old with. And today’s our 5th wedding anniversary. Even if we had to go through hell and fight for our lives, it led us to this paradise that I wouldn’t trade for anyth
TWO MONTHS after staying in our new house in Chicago, I have grown much closer to my husband. Our routine was basically waking up and preparing meals for us both. On some days, he’ll be joining me in the chicken, and on other days, he’ll still be there but will be doing work on his laptop. Callan had been hands-on in collecting real estate properties in our area as part of the expansion project of Chevalier Holdings. I love staring at Callan as he gets lost in his work, conducting meetings with his colleagues. While I cook in the kitchen and prepare snacks for him. Then I would get lost in doing my own tasks as well. On these days, I have seen Callan in every mundane moment that I could think of and I have loved him more. The way we lay in each other’s arms around evening after all our tasks are accomplished it certainly felt like home. Ever since I lost my family, I have learned that life must go on even if you feel like the world has just collapsed on your shoulders. A significan
I COULDN’T believe that a day like this would still arrive in our lives. I was standing in the middle of the airport with people roaming around. While Callan had just paid our travel tax and was smiling widely raising our first-class plane tickets up in the air. He looked better than he did weeks ago, I must say. He could smile now. Joke things with me. His face has more color time, and the dark circles under his eyes start to fade away. As for me, I still wake up in the middle of the night from nightmares of the chaos we experienced. I remember there were nights when I dreamed of the people I killed. That night when I shot Aldo Cato. Things haven’t been easy for us to return to living our normal lives. We had been deeply affected by the loss, battle, and exhaustion that we had gone through just to sort out the mess in the mafia world, at least in our lives that involved dealing with the Cato clan and resolving things regarding the order and structure in the ravij organization. We
“Esmé you wanted to know why I did this? I wanted my daddy to prioritize me. I should have been the heir to the ravij organization! I was his eldest daughter! It wasn’t fair!”As she said that, Callan took a shot from the revolver she got from me, the shot left a dent on her chest as she looked upward towards me muttering soft voices leaving a faint fake smile on her face as if she was grateful.I then hugged Callan, replaced my face on started crying Callan patted my head and he tried to calm me down, “It is over, my wife. It is over.”Immediately afterward, someone spoke from the black boxes in the room, “What a great show this was. It is certainly not over. Definitely not. Please move upstairs.”Callan shouted, “Bastard, I will kill you for killing my men and for hurting me and I will break your limbs for hurting Don Thoron.”Callan laughed, “Whoa, well, you should be very careful what to say next. Move upstairs. I am right here waiting.’“It must be a trap. Husband, let us go bac
FURIOUS, I RAISED my face upright in the eyes of the man who was holding a sniper on the 3rd floor looking at us, and then one by one other men from other floors looked below from the balconies of that building and some started shooting from the windows. We covered ourselves and I aimed precisely, even though many of my bullets were not hitting the target, I managed to take down quite a few from the sight. The abandoned building was a 12 storey high and there were soldiers of the Cato clan inside and outside. The men that spotted us first were the ones on the balcony. As instructed, twenty of our men started running to the gate to enter the building. As they were running, one fell down and got shot. Another soldier tried to lift him up on his back but ended up getting shot as well. The others ran for their lives and got inside. As they went inside, they took down all the men of the Cato Clan on the first floor and started walking upstairs. I could only hear bullet after bullet, no
MAYBE IT IS true that when love finds you, the fear of losing it is greater than the risk of dying itself just so you can fight for the person you love.Is rescuing someone worth it? I do not know about anyone but for Callan, I will do everything.“Hey, Esmé. We are ready. It is only logical if you lead this mission in the absence of the underboss.”I cleared my throat and thought of the words he just said.I looked around; I don’t think whoever leads the troop will matter at this point. We are all marching towards a similar purpose.But if I were to judge the situation, Aakil should be the one to lead instead in the absence of my husband. Or maybe Capo Mariano.“Hmm… maybe Capo Mariano could be the leader. Or Aakil?”Aakil cleared his throat and then spoke, “The consigliere mentioned your courage and we saw it too. That gave us determination. This is what the organization needs. I cannot take Callan’s place. I am not a descendant of Ravij's head. They won’t accept me as their leader
CALLAN DID NOT SEND any updates and I was left without any notice. I woke up to an empty space beside me on the bed. With everything that happened for the past days and after learning that Don Thoron had been captured by the Cato clan and had been tortured by the men in their camp in town, I knew Callan was deeply affected by it. I saw it in his eyes before he left.The unwatchable footage sent to us was brutal. But Uncle Mariano said that Don Thoron particularly said not to risk the remaining troops to save him because Callan still has to be protected when he returns.If nothing is heard about him for three days straight, Callan shall immediately become the new mafia boss of the ravij family.Callan didn’t say anything, but he balled his fists and he was greeting his teeth. No one could talk to him other than me.Their mafia boss had been captured, tutored, and maybe already dead at this point.Preventing the urge to cry from the sinking feeling in my stomach, I got up in bed and gra
CALLAN'S POVI arrived at the hideout of the Cato Clan in my hometown… the silence was deafening.In the middle of the night, I moved in silence as well.I brought a gun with me and started looking through the surroundings.I saw a group of Cato’s men, feeling so complacent as they roamed around their camp—an abandoned building with almost no lights to light up the place. That was an advantage for me.I already hid my car with weapons somewhere nearby. As I stepped out of the darkness, I was welcomed by a group of henchmen who were carrying knives in their hands.One of the men tried to enrage me and said, “Look the dead man’s son is here.” I drew my gun and shot his head and they all went alarmed and hid behind the walls and barriers and I hid behind a stack of broken tires nearby.There is a room up ahead that they are guarding. That was their hideout. I remember when Arinya brought me to their hideout not knowing I was the first son of the ravij family. Her twin brother treated me
CALLAN'S POVMY MIND COULD only think of the darkest things that could happen as time passes by. I have no other means to unleash feelings of ease and lightness, I only hope Don Thoron, my father, was still breathing.Whoever that person was that dared to smash my father with a baseball bat, I don’t care if she’s a woman. If she’s as evil as the men that we come across in the organization she deserved the violence she was causing to others. And Aquila, the last time I saw him was at the bar when I broke things off with Arinya. They were stepping into the situation. The news was Aldo Cato died after all with the mission that we did.Esmé did well in shooting him multiple times, just like I told her. I will make sure that whoever was orchestrating actions from the Cato clan does not live to tell the tale. The lion of the ravij family that was once sleeping inside has now risen up and it will now obliterate all creatures that cross the path of his might. “We have to leave if we want t