I sit up frantically. I must’ve fainted and that frightened me but what was even more frightening was where I was. I was in a hospital bed, and I heard a man speaking with the doctor just outside the door. It sounded as though they were talking about me. Just as I tuned into their conversation,
They come into the room. The doctor introduces himself and asks how I’m feeling. I give a quick reply. I was more curious as to who he was talking to. Just then I see the man who saved me walking in slowly, peaking around the corner before entering. It wasn’t Leo although I remember exactly who he is. “What are you doing here?” I should’ve said ‘thank you’ or ‘hello’ but shock same first. It was Jordan Taylor. We had graduated Architectural school together although I hadn’t seen him in many years after he took a job opportunity abroad. He was famous in school for his innovation. Jordan was one of the only people I’ve ever considered a friend. “Hey, I was out walking my dog Boomer when I saw you on the sidewalk. You turned pale so I ran to help you and brought you here. It’s nice to see you, Claire.” He says in a gentle smile as if a smile alone could break me into a billion pieces like glass. “Last time I saw you - you were packing your bag and holding a one-way ticket to Europe. When did you come back?” I was happy to see him but confused and shocked that we’d meet again like this. I was always happy for Jordan’s success, but I didn’t think I’d ever see him back here. The doctor asks if he can examine me once more to make sure I’m okay. “You arrived without a moment to spare.” He turns to Jordan. “Your wife could have miscarried had you not brought her in as quickly as you did.” I see Jordan blush. Clearly the doctor was mistaken. “I’m sorry doctor but this isn’t my husband. He’s just my friend.” I see what looks like disappointment on Jordan’s face. He didn’t know I was married. “Oh, I apologize for assuming. Well then, i would like to add that is very important you share this with your husband. This could have been serious. Signs of miscarriage during early pregnancy can bring many complications - some life-threatening. Your baby is okay now, but you need to be careful.” With that the doctor wishes his best, gives me his contact information for emergencies and leaves the room after I thank him for his advice which I intended to follow religiously. My thoughts drift to Leo and I feel my heart aching. He had abandoned me in a time of need once again. He didn’t stop the car, and he was with Charlotte while I sat in the hospital at risk of losing our child. A repetition of before when I had fell in the bathroom and hurt my leg. I had called Leo urgently but was sent to voicemail as he was with Charlotte. I was alone so I had to call an ambulance myself, go to the hospital and order an Uber back to our home. He wasn’t there then. And he wasn’t here now. What would have happened if Jordan hadn’t seen me today? Would I have miscarried, or would I have died? Having made it in time and hearing the doctor say that another moment longer and I would’ve lost the baby and potentially life - was devastating. It sent a shudder through my entire body. “I can take you home... or call your husband to come get you, if you’d like?” Leo was with Charlotte and blamed me for everything that had happened today. He would only humiliate me if I asked. He wouldn’t come to my rescue like he does for Charlotte. At this moment, I didn’t want to love and care for him anymore. It was one-sided and it was destroying me emotionally trying to salvage something that will never blossom. “Thank you for helping me today but I don’t want to be a bother. I’ll just call a taxi to take me home.” I say with a small smile. “Claire.” He trailed off deciding whatever he was going to say didn’t need to be said at this time. “Well, I just started my own construction company and it’s home-based so I’m here permanently. You can call me at any time if there’s anything you need.” He hands me his business card. It was a beautiful metal dimensional card. He was always thinking outside of the box, and I appreciated everything he’s done for me today. He had become so successful in the years since graduation. He built a company and worked on previous projects whereas I became a housewife. I intended to continue working after marrying Leonardo, but his family imposed - stating it would cause unnecessary rumors and hostility in the company and Leonardo agreed. “I’m happy for your success! You finally found your dream!” “Thank you. Which company are you working for now? I would love to recruit you, well more like steal their greatest architectural asset, and hire you in my Company. We offer competitive salaries.” He was trying to convince me. He’ll be more than disappointed to hear my lack of success, and I was already embarrassed. “Actually, I’m a full-time housewife now. I’m not actively working in architecture.” I give a self-pitying smile. I was disappointed in who I had become and for the person I became it for. “Claire, you were brilliant in school and your skills are astounding. How could you waste your talent?” He looks surprised and then places his hand on my shoulder. “I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. I don’t want to upset you.” He cared about my feelings. That was something I hadn’t experienced in a long time. “It’s okay.” I go to grab my bag which Jordan must’ve brought for me and look back at Jordan. “You’re right. I need to go back to work. Wasting my degree is a mistake.” I smile at Jordan. He always knew just what to say and when I needed to hear it. “Claire.” I hear from the doorway behind me. I turn knowing that voice instantly. It was Leonardo. I see his eyes look into mine and then settle on Jordan’s hand that still placed on my shoulder. I see an emotion that I hadn’t seen in him before - jealousy.I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw Claire on the sidewalk in my neighborhood. I haven’t seen or spoken to Claire in over five years. Although I did think about her often. I was in the midst of walking up to her to say hello when I see her start to sway. It didn’t look good. I run to catch her mid-fall as Boomer (my dog) looks up in his own way of concern. This wasn’t good. I rushed back to my house with her in my arms and got us into the car after putting Boomer inside and sped to the hospital. What was she doing walking alone? Was she going to be okay? What happened to her? I hasted through every question as I rushed Claire to the hospital and carried her in. I went to get her bag which I had left in the car as they strolled her into a room and returned to her side. Leaving Claire like this wasn’t an option. I waited while the doctor assessed her and I spoke to him ensuring her safety. I think he only shared her health information - thinking I was her husband. I always liked Cla
I remember the first day Claire walked into my office. Her eyes were undeniably familiar. I knew I had seen them before. For a secretary, she had an extreme level professionalism which led me to forget about where I knew her from and focus on work - we worked well together. She was always in sync. One day, I received one of the many calls from my parents urging me to get married. I had every intention of marrying one day but it wasn’t a priority and having constant reminders was tiring. By the end of that conversation, I was spent and a migraine had already begun to surface. I had multiple girlfriends before and our relationships were always great in the beginning, that is until Charlotte would intervene. I was always available to Charlotte with no exceptions and that was intolerable for each one of them. None of them could accept the amount of attention I’d dedicate to her or the relationship I had with her. One of my exes went so far as to label Charlotte a ‘home wrecker’ and
Leonardo rushed to my side, place his arm around my shoulder and looked at Jordan in an assertive manner. I watch as he says “Allow me to introduce myself, I’m Leonardo Park and I am Claire’s husband” in a serious tone.Jordan slowly dropped his hand from my other shoulder.“Nice to meet you. I’m Jordan Taylor, owner and president of JT Constructs and Company.”Was he mentioning his company in an effort to establish some sort of masculinity? “I believe I’ve heard of your company. We are in the same business after all.” Leo smile coyly. “That’s interesting. Where do you work?” Jordan seems casual as if he hadn’t noticed what my husband was doing.“Oh, I thought I mentioned it. I’m the president of Barters to Builds Co.”Jordan seemed taken aback to hear that my husband was the president for Barters to Build Co. it is the largest ship trading group in the country, and real estate construction is one of the many successful sub-businesses within its’ corporation.Once Leo caught a glimp
“Leo, we’ve been married for five years. You know me better than anyone. I would never purposely hurt anyone.” I’d be lying had I said that Charlotte’s constant attention-seeking, and intrusions into my marriage didn’t bother me. They absolutely did. But I’d rather talk to my husband about resolutions - not bludgeon Charlotte.Leo stood there with his arms crossed and I felt a metaphorical knife to the pit of my stomach. He would never believe me when it came to Charlotte. I could my throat growing a lump. Tears threatening to escape and tried to control my urge to sob.“Claire, she was hurt and you were the one who caused her injury.” He repeated himself as though this were a fact. It wasn’t. I didn’t hurt Charlotte.Charlotte had set me up and trapped me once again. She was looking for a way to insert herself between Leo and I and she had found it.“I understand she got hurt. But I didn’t hurt her.”“Claire, you took her out. You should’ve been responsible for her and keeping her sa
Could Clair and Charlotte have argued? Something must’ve happened when they were alone.I remember Charlotte’s scream reaching the house and gaining everyone’s attention and myself running to her as fast as I could.I had seen some of what happened. As I stood at the top of the hill, I had seen Charlotte’s wheelchair tip to one side, Charlotte falling to the ground and her forehead starting to bleed. Then Claire panicking while trying to help Charlotte back into her chair and Charlotte dodging her hand and cowering as if she were afraid.I remember running to help Charlotte, shoving Claire to the ground and not caring about her in that moment.Then after Charlotte was assessed, I argued with Claire.She should’ve taken care of Charlotte. She should’ve protected her.I know she said it wasn’t intentional but I knew Claire was upset that I had skipped our anniversary to be at Charlotte’s side to celebrate the news. I still didn’t believe her.But after having a moment to think, I realiz
I arrive at Leo’s home. Normally I would say ‘our home’ but it didn’t feel that way after everything that’s happened today. I enter the house and it’s once comforting warmth has shifted to bitter coldness. It didn’t matter. I was simply here to get my things and head to Jasmine’s. She was more than willing to let me stay with her while I figure things out. I’m sure after my refusal to apologize to Charlotte that Leo wouldn’t mind my absence. I start gathering my things from our bedroom when I feel the front door open. I didn’t expect him to be home so soon. I thought he’d stay by Charlotte’s side - like he always does. As I continue packing, Leo enters the room and immediately looked anxious. He grabs my hand. “Where are you going?” “I’m moving in with Jasmine for a bit.” I keep my head low. I knew that looking in his eyes would spark more tears. “Can we talk about it?” I continue looking at the ground. “Claire, I know you’re angry and hurt because I blamed you for what
I came home expecting to see Claire. I owed her a conversation. What I didn’t expect to see was her gathering her things - packing them all. I knew I had taken things a little too far today with my reactions and felt obligated to apologize after seeing how upset I had made her. I thought she was upset that I had demanded an apology be given to Charlotte.I didn’t expect to hear my wife was moving out. I tried to talk and reason with her. I even offered her the chance to veto an apology to Charlotte in an effort to correct my wrongs and have her reconsider. It angered her more. It wasn’t hard to tell that what I had done today - had broken her.I had broken her. So much so, that she asked me for a divorce and returned the ring I had made specially for her when I asked her to spend her life by my side. A ring that was worth more to me than my entire fortune.And I watched her leave right from our bedroom window. I didn’t have the ability to chase her. I was in complete shock. I should
I arrived at Jasmine’s house and remove my things from the taxi. I had forgotten how large Jasmine’s home is. Jasmine was a second-generation wealthy woman by birth right and a fashion designer by talent but she’d never make you feel that way. She was giving and genuinely kind. She was an amazing friend and I was grateful for her. Especially after what’s happened todayI bring in my belongings and sit on the couch allowing Jasmine to comfort me after I share every detail of this disastrous day that was supposed to be one of the happiest days of my life. “What about your marriage, Claire? Do you really want a divorce?” I could see the worry on her face. She knew much I loved Leonardo. “I think I’ve suppressed myself for so long by being with Leo. I have to consideration that I have a child now. I’m pregnant.” I look into her eyes expecting the worst of reactions. But Jasmine was beaming in a smile. She was so excited for me and excited I’d told her.“Does Leonardo know?” She asks qui
I listen to the rain as I work on a few contractual agreements and architectural finishes in my home office. The pitter pattering reminding me of the early morning I left Claire’s side to run to Charlotte. The day everything began to change. I remember the disgruntled tone of voice I took to her as she asked if I had to leave. I acted poorly towards her in that moment and my behavior continued to tumble negatively throughout the day. I could never forget the way I treated her that day. It’s haunted me since. I sit back and decide to do some research on a doctor said to cure muscular atrophy through a surgical procedure that has yet to make medical clearing. The doctor was well-known in creating medical findings and had a unique approach to treating physical disabilities. I decide to email him in an attempt to get Claire’s hand assessed.‘Hello Dr. Asum, my name is Leonardo. My wife, Claire, was in a horrible accident a few months back and her hand was completely disfigured. After doi
I wake up to the sound of rain pattering on the bedroom window. It’s eeriness reminding me that today was the last day of my fearlessness. Charlotte would be out soon and her petition was still not granted. She would be free for at least another forty-eight hours meaning I would be in eminent danger for that time. I stare out the window and watch as the raindrops race to the bottom of the frame just like I had as a child. I rub my belly as the boys seem active this morning and head to the kitchen for a snack. I’m surprised to see Nathan is up and sitting at the table working on what looks like a contract.“Good morning.” I say softly as I approach.“Hey, what are you doing up so early?” He says softly with a smile as he turns his attention to me.“Just getting a snack. The boys are hungry again.” I didn’t feel the need to share my anxiety. Everyone was aware of what today would bring.“Here, I’ll grab them for you.” He says as he gets up quickly and brings me a few of my staples. “Le
I lay in bed enraged by Leo’s words and actions. How could he possibly keep choosing her? Why would he? I was everything that she wasn’t and I was more of status than the wretched peasant. She couldn’t even get the approval of his mother which I held for years. How could she amount to more than me or hold any value above me?“She’s kind, honest and caring. You will never be any of those things. You are a monster on the brink of destruction.” I hear my mother’s voice echo through the room as she sits on the chair across from the foot of my bed.“I just want him to pick me. The way he should have.” I argue.“How could anyone ever love you? You destroy everything you touch.” He says as she crosses her legs.“You don’t even know me. You died years ago.” “I know what I gave birth to. I’ve always known who you’d become.” She says intuitively.“You should have stayed dead.”“Oh darling, I am. I’ve been dead for years. I only exist in your mind.”“Like a parasite.” I hiss. I feel the room gr
It was nice to walk through Jas’ front doors Leo brought in some of the baby items we purchased today. I asked that he leave them by the door. It was better than him and Nathan not see each other for right now. Leo kissed my cheek before leaving and as I started to move the bags from the door to my room, I could hear footsteps hurrying down the stairs.“Woah, heavy lifting isn’t good for you right now. I’ll get those.” Before I can protest, Nathan is removing the bags from my hands and heading to my room.“Thanks Nathan.” I say he comes back to grab the other bags.“Sure thing. So - how was your day?” He asks as though he were curious.“It was fine. We shopped for the babies and went out to eat before our appointment.” I shrug. I didn’t know what else to say. I didn’t feel the need or want to mention my emotional episode at the restaurant or the intense kiss that happened in the exam room. “That’s nice. I was sort of worried about you.” He says as he scratches the back of his neck.“
It’s my fault? Did Charlotte really think that I was to blame for her wretched and vengeful behavior? I look over at the woman I had cared for - for majority of my life and I see a shell of who she once was. She was dressed in a sweatsuit, her hair was a mess and she looked bewildered.“I never asked you to harm Claire, Charlotte!” I slam my hands down on the table as I feel the heat rise to my ears. Mason puts a hand on my arm - a silent order to sit back down and get the answers I need. I sit back down as I continue. “Why did you attack Claire?”“I needed her to leave. And she just couldn’t take a hint.” She says calmly.“She had already left when you orchestrated her attack on both occasions.”I refute. Claire had left the house already and was contemplating divorce long before Charlotte’s attacks.“But you kept running back to her. She was parasitic to you, Leo. Don’t you see? She could never satisfy you. She’d simply feed off of your success and kindness.” She tried to convince me
After my useless therapy session, I head back to my room and grab a book left on the shelf in front of my bed. Oh great, I self-reflection book. I skim the pages as I wait for freedom. My insufferable mother had finally left and I was hoping it’d stay that way. I hear a knock at my door and the nurse enters before I even answer along with the two male nurses. “Charlotte, you have a visitor. Please follow me.” She turns to talk out and the male nurses wait until I am standing to follow me after her. I’m walked down a long hallway until we reach an empty room with a table and three chairs.“Have a sit. They’ll be coming in shortly.” She instructs. I sit down and watch as they leave the room. I sit in pure silence as I hear the door open and see the Chief Commissioner enter and Leonardo follow in behind him. A flutter begins in my heart and surely enough, I see my mother walk in behind them. She seems furious.“Hello Charlotte, I’m officer Mason and I’ve brought Leo with me. He wants to
I’m sitting in my office after having sent the testimonies directly over to the judge. He seemed pleased to see my diligence today. I sit back and wonder what could’ve happened to Charlotte to have made her so sour. To driver her off the edge to kill her own mother and hurt Claire so badly? It was unthinkable.My thought process was interrupted by the sound of my phone ringing. I see that Leo is calling me and answer promptly.“Hey, I’m at my office. Is everything all right?” I assume it has something to do with Claire and that thought alone made me nervous.“Claire is fine. I just dropped her off at Jasmine’s. I wanted to see if you had time to assist me in seeing Charlotte today.” He was serious. He had no intention of leaving this be and wanted to pursue an answer from her even if it hurt Claire.“Do you think that’s a good idea?” I ask as I text a few of my officers to inform them of Claire’s whereabouts to switch rotation as well as location.“I don’t know, man. There has to be a
It’s been another day. I’ll be out of here by tomorrow night and I couldn’t wait. My freedom meant that I could see Leonardo again and finalize my pursuits in ridding him of his parasitic partner.I sit on my bed eating my breakfast as I hear the nurse knock at the door.“Come in.” I groan as I continue eating. “Good morning Charlotte! Today, you have another therapy session. Would you like to head over or would you like to go later?” She asks with a pleasant smile. “I’ll go later.” Couldn’t she see that I was still eating? What is it with this place?“They want you to confess.” My mother’s voice rings in my ears as I see her appear at the foot of my bed. I ignore her as the nurse agrees to come back in an hour and leaves.“Why the hell do you want now?” I ask annoyingly.“A confession.” She says as she stands tall.“Yeah, that’s not for you to decide, is it? You’re dead.” I mock as I finish my food.“You will never rid yourself of me until you confess.She threatens. She seems to f
I had my hopes diminished when I heard Leo asking to speak to Charlotte but the shopping was helping. I could tell it was exhausting for him but it brought me joy so he continued until our cart was overflowing. I bought almost double of everything for both houses. It seemed like a good idea as we wouldn’t be living together when the boys arrived. I could see the relief on his face when I told him we were done. He was exhausted.“That was nice of them to include a diaper bag for you.” He says as he pushes the cart out to the parking lot. “And it was just the right color.” I smile in return. I see Leo’s driver pull up to the car. “Is he taking us somewhere?” I ask confused. Leo had drove us here.“No. I texted him to take these bags back to the house and assist Elena once the delivery crew arrived with the furniture. I didn’t think everything would fit in my car.” He jokes as Arthur comes to help put the bags in the trunk and backseat. He nods hello to me and I wave shyly at him.“Tha