Astrid
"I want a divorce." For a split second, I wasn't sure if I'd actually said those words, or if it was my head playing tricks on me. My heart hammered in my chest, the beats so loud I was sure he could hear them too. A part of me wanted to take it back. To swallow the words and pretend I hadn't said them. But another part of me didn't want to. I was tired and exhausted. It was like all the years of chasing after him were weighing heavily on my back, stopping me from moving forward. I kept hoping he would wake up one day and realize I was worth fighting for. I wanted him to see me as someone he couldn't live without. So I convinced myself I had to be the perfect wife. Maybe if I were better at everything, he would grow to love me. But God, was I stupid. Why was I trying to save a marriage that was meant to fail from the beginning? Why was I trying to act like everything was fine, when it clearly wasn't. Nathaniel stared at me, blue eyes flickering with disbelief, as if the idea that I could leave him was absurd. "What did you just say?" "You heard me." I took a deep breath, forcing the words past the lump in my throat. "I want a divorce. I'm done with you." He blinked, his surprise slowly giving way to irritation. "A divorce? You? What a fucking joke. You've been chasing after me for years, clinging to me like a shadow. And now you think you can just walk away? Please, you wouldn't last a day without me." I froze. His words hurt more than a thousand daggers, piercing my heart. "I've been living without you for years, Nathaniel. You always made me feel like I'm nothing more than an object to be used however you please. You were never there when I needed you the most." My voice cracked, and I could barely recognize it. "Stop saying nonsense, Astrid." A bitter laugh escaped my lips. "And I was still ready for you to use me, if that was the only way for you to keep me by your side." For a moment, just a brief moment, something flickered across his eyes. Something I have never seen before. But his face hardened again, twisting into a sneer. "Oh, don't act like a victim in this. You are not innocent. I don't know what my grandfather saw in you, but you married into a rich family. Instead of complaining, you should be thankful that you had that opportunity. Other women would die to be in your position." My body trembled. I felt a cold, numbing pain spread through my chest. Nathaniel was every woman's dream at the hospital; Handsome, hot, and the chairman's grandson. He was perfect. The kind of man you would fall for in a romance book. But that was not the reason the twenty-two-year-old me fell in love with him. I fell in love with the man who stayed after his shift to take care of the grumpy elderly woman. I fell in love with the man who listened when I talked and remembered the little things about me. So when his grandfather proposed a marriage between the both of us, I was over the moon. I thought I could make him happy. "I loved you, Nathaniel. It wasn't about the money. All I ever wanted was for you to love me back." "Enough Astrid, you can't force me to love you. I can't never love a woman I'm not sexually attracted to. It's common sense. Just continue to act like an obedient wife and don't make a big deal about everything." His words hit me like a physical blow. My eyes burned, tears threatening to spill over, but I fought them back. I was done crying for a man like him. "I don't want it anymore. Give that wife title to someone else. I've made up my mind—this marriage was never meant to happen. So I'm giving you a way out of it," I said with uncertain determination. Unable to bear the sight of their faces any longer, I spun on my heel and made my way toward the door. Just as my hand touched the doorknob, Nathaniel roared. "You'll regret this! I'm the head of the Cardiology Department. You work under me. If you think you can still continue working after divorcing me, you are deceiving yourself. Astrid Davis." My face stretched into a forced smile. "Do whatever you want. But please call me Astrid Adams, Mr. Nathaniel." With that, I strode forward, head held high, refusing to look back. The night air was biting, but I barely felt it as I trudged out of the hotel. My chest was tight, and my vision blurred with unshed tears. I swallowed the tension in my throat. ‘Don't cry, Astrid. Don't you dare cry. They don't deserve your tears.’ I told myself, nails digging into my palm painfully to stop myself from crying. My legs were weak. I was slipping away with each passing second, but I kept walking until I was able to get to the car. I inhaled sharply as I entered the car before slamming the door. For a brief second, I just sat there in silence, my hands gripping the steering wheel, my knuckles white. I couldn't breathe. I closed my eyes shut as every scene replayed in my head. The way he held her as if she was the only person that mattered, the sweet words he whispered, the smile he saved just for her. It was everything he could never give me. "I am such a fool." I choked, a tear rolled down my cheek. Why did I ever think I could make him love me? Deep down, I knew he was cheating. I saw the red flags. But I still chose to stay and protect our marriage. His actions cut me deeper than I could put into words. No matter how I tried to stop the tears, they kept falling. Time slipped away as I cried in the empty parking space. I had no idea how long I had been sitting in the car. Where would I go? I couldn't go back to that house. Not after everything that had happened tonight. I didn't want to pretend everything was fine. I wanted to snap out of that dream. Before I could think twice, I turned the key into the ignition and drove to my parents' house. I pulled into the driveway and stared at the villa, the one that Nathaniel's grandfather bought for them when we got married. My stomach tightened, and a bitter taste dwelled on the back of my throat. I opened the door and when I stepped inside; I froze. The color drained from my face as I stared at the scene in front of me. My sister, sitting on the couch, her face buried in her hands, her shoulders shaking with each tear. Her sobs echoed through the room, the kind of dramatic crying she'd perfected over the years—just loud enough to draw everyone's attention, but not so loud that it seemed insincere. I took a shaky breath as I looked at my parents fawn over her with care and love. "What is the meaning of this?" My parents turned towards me with a stern expression, it made me instinctively take a step back. "I should be asking you, why the hell did you pull your sister's hair? Are you crazy? She's a model. What if you damage her hair?" My mother turned red in anger. "I understand you're jealous of your sister's beauty, but this is unacceptable" "I-" "Enough" My father raised his hand, shutting me up. "Don't try to make any excuse, just apologize to your sister, this instance. Whatever the reason was, you shouldn't hit your sister. I didn't raise a barbarian." Barbarian? I almost laughed, but the sound got stuck in my throat. Serena had always been their favorite child, their pride and joy. I spent my whole life trying to get them to notice me. I gave them perfect grades, became a doctor because it was always what they wanted, but it was always Serena. No matter how perfect I was, she was the golden child, and I was the black sheep of the family. I looked at them coldly, "You didn't raise a barbarian, but you raised a slut who opens her legs for married men." My mother's brow furrowed in confusion. "What?" "Your perfect daughter is a cheap whore!”AstridA sharp sting erupted across my check as soon as the words left my lips. I stood there, stunned. My skin was stinging from the impact, but the pain was nothing like the emptiness in my chest.The two men I wanted love from the most had slapped me twice today, and the reason was my sister.My gaze flickered to my mother, but she looked away, her lips pressed into a thin line, pretending she hadn't seen anything.She was always indifferent when it came to me, her only focus was her second daughter. She would always make a fuss when something little happened to Serena, but she didn't even blink an eye when father raised his hand on me.I blinked, my vision blurred. The sudden ache in my chest was too hard to ignore. Why was it always Serena? I wasn't even asking for all their love. I just wanted them to treat me like I was their daughter, not some random child they picked from the street.Was that too much to ask?"Don't you dare talk to your sister that way!" My father growled. "
DamienONE HOUR EARLIER My jaw clenched as I stared at the shattered glass on the floor. The heat of my anger burned beneath my skin, but I kept it tightly under control. I had no interest in losing my temper. That wasn’t my style.I leaned against the couch, legs crossed, as I tried to control my breathing. The entire room was tense, as nobody dared to talk. They knew better than to speak a word without my permission."You must have a death wish." I spoke, my voice hoarse and raspy despite trying to control my anger. "Should I send you to your maker if you're that eager to meet him?"The waitress kneeling flinched, her face pale with fear as she instinctively moved back. But there was nowhere to run. She would be foolish to even think of running after what she did.I tilted my head, watching her squirm. "Or maybe I should just make sure you never use those hands again?" "M-mr Russo, please forgive me. I must have been out of my mind for a minute. I..... I am so sorry." She sobbed l
Astrid I groaned in pain at the relentless pounding in my head. It felt like someone was happily driving nails into the inside of my skull. Sunlight tickled my face, stabbing my eyes with its brightness. I used my palm to shield the light coming from the window."Two more minutes." I muttered, facing the other side of the bed, but I froze when my head slightly bumped into something hard....and warm.What a damn minute.My eyes shot open, and I found myself face to face with someone's chest. A naked man's chest. Fucking Christ. I jerked instinctively, but the pain that shot into my body made me freeze. Shit, it's like I'd been hit by a bulldozer.My blood ran cold, and my pulse quickened at that somewhat familiar discomfort between my legs. What was I saying? Even Nathaniel had never made me feel this way. I looked down to find myself naked.I turned my head slowly, forcing myself to look at the man responsible. My breath hitched at his attractive face. His body was still, chest raisi
Astrid The room was so quiet, I could hear my heartbeat, rapid and unsteady. If it weren’t for his firm hand holding me in place, my legs would have given way, and I would have collapsed on the cold marble floor. Sweat trickled down my back and panic gripped my chest. It felt like I was trying to breathe through a straw. I was sold to my husband? No, that can’t be true. Nathaniel couldn’t have bought me as if I was a piece of livestock. Even if I was treated like a servant by everyone, even if I wasn’t my parents’ favorite. I refused to believe they would stoop so low as to sell me like a commodity. “Y-you are lying.” I muttered, shaking my head in denial. My throat was tight, the words felt like stones rolling off my tongue. “They wouldn’t do that! My parents wouldn’t sell me. I....I’m still their daughter. No parents would sell their child.” Nathaniel didn’t flinch. He looked at me, cold and amused. It was like he was watching a little kid throw a tantrum. “Answer me! Thi
Nathaniel I stood there, frozen, staring at Astrid as if I didn’t recognize the woman in front of me. The words she had just thrown at me echoed in my mind, each one sharper, more vicious than the last. She’d never spoken to me like this before. Never. Astrid had always been quiet, the perfect, dutiful wife. She would always control her tongue no matter how terrible my family and I treated her. But now......now she was staring at me with so much disgust and hatred in her eyes, as if she was looking at an insect. A scowl darkened my face, fists clenching at my sides as I fought to keep my anger under control. How dare she? Who does she think she is? She is just a clingy and ugly wife that had forgotten her place. I could divorce her myself, but grandfather would not approve. Yes, my grandfather. He was the reason I could never divorce this woman. There was no other reason. Nothing else. If I had the choice, I would have married Serena, a sexy model who matched my ideal type instea
Astrid It had been three days since I walked out of that house, three days since I’d left behind the hollow remnants of a life I’d once believed in. Did I regret it? Not even a little. But was I still hurting? Yes, in ways I couldn’t even put into words. I didn’t know how many times I’d woken up each night, only to cry myself back to sleep. How many times I’d told myself to keep living, despite the feeling of despair tugging at my heart every morning. I pushed my glasses up the bridge of my nose for the seventh time today—a nervous habit I couldn’t seem to control. My eyes skimmed over the small pile of belongings on my desk and the walls. A few medical journals, my diplomas, old charts and scribbled notes, letters, and gifts from my patients. Everything felt strangely distant, like I was looking at someone else’s things. I picked up a box and started stuffing my things inside. This is it, Astrid. Time to move on. This place had drained me both physically and emotionally. It w
Damien I stepped into the boardroom, my secretary trailing six feet behind me. The people who were already seated scrambled to their feet. I glanced at them briefly before taking my usual spot, signaling with a wave of my hand for everyone to sit down. My eyes drifted lazily to the floor-to-ceiling windows beside me, fingers tapping rhythmically against the leather armrest of my chair. The room was tense; no one dared to look me in the eye for more than a second, their gazes darting back to their papers, their screens—anywhere but at me. “The goal… today is to…” The head of marketing cleared his throat, attempting to push through his presentation. His voice wavered slightly. Normally, I might have given him a chance to finish, might have let him fumble his way through his notes with a slight air of tolerance. But not today. “I didn’t realize I’d hired a stutterer," I interrupted, my tone colder than the marble floors beneath my feet. "Or did your brain freeze in the Atlantic
For the first time in what felt like forever, I had a nice dream. It was soft and warm, filling me with a sense of peace I didn’t even realize I’d been craving. In that dream, I had a family—a good family, one that felt like home. Laughter echoed around me, hands held mine, and I didn't have to put on a mask to be loved. For once, I felt whole. I was happy. If this was heaven, I wanted to stay here forever. But slowly, that warmth began to slip away from my grasp. My chest tightened as I tried to hold onto the fragments, but they faded. And I was alone in a dark room, with no sunlight or warmth. Cold, mocking faces stared down at me, enjoying my pain as they kicked and stabbed me to the point I wished I was dead. I begged, cried, prayed—but nothing happened. I was left to rot in darkness, with no one to turn to. No one to hug and love me. I should just give up. There was no use fighting for something that would eventually be taken away from me. Just as everything was about t
Aurora I stared at him in disbelief. What just happened? Did he just catch the knife with his bare hands? Did he just save me from getting killed? At the moment when the knife was about to make contact with my body, I thought about a lot of things. A lot of people that meant so much to me—people I couldn't leave behind. But unexpectedly, he saved me. Nathaniel saved me from being killed. Blood dripped from his palm onto the floor, but he didn’t even flinch. Why? Why would Nathaniel do that? "Who the hell are you?" The man shouted, bringing me back to the present. Nathaniel straightened, his bloody hand still clutching the knife, and pushed me behind him. He stood tall, his presence commanding the room as he looked the man directly in the eyes. "I am Doctor Nathaniel. I don’t believe we’ve met, but I was the surgeon who performed your daughter’s operation." The man’s eyes widened, his face twisting with rage. "You bastard! You're the person that killed my Juliet." he shouted, y
Aurora I stared up at the massive hospital in front of me, The building was both inviting and intimidating. It was slightly larger than my brother’s hospital, which was not surprising, given its history. This place had been around for decades, building its reputation as not just a place of healing but also one of hope. Known for its work with patients who couldn’t afford treatment, it stood out in a world where healthcare was often ruled by greed. But, more than anything, this hospital was known for him. Dr. Nathaniel Davis. The surgeon everyone adored. The media’s golden boy. The man who seemed to embody perfection every time he appeared on TV or in interviews, his kind smile and composed personality made people swoon. A family man, a husband material and the perfect father. Trust me, I could say more, after all I had done my research. I ran a hand through my blonde hair, letting out a quiet sigh. We agreed to meet after that day and I was the one who set the time and th
X The photos spread out before me were like pieces of a puzzle I’d been working on for years. I picked up the one on top, running my thumb over her face. A stepping into the hospital, carrying herself with grace. Such a confident woman. But then, there was the other one. Her on the road, clutching her chest in panic. Vulnerable. Weak. A side of her the world rarely saw. I chuckled, the sound low and dark as it echoed in the empty room. Spinning lazily in my chair, I plucked another photo from the desk. This one was different—her holding her kids. That smile of hers, soft and full of love. How quaint. How perfectly motherly. But then there were the others. Damien, standing beside her. I scoffed, tossing that photo back onto the desk. Then there was Alexander, all charm and smiles, looking at her like she was the center of the goddamn universe. That one? I crumpled it, tossing it without a second thought. “Fools,” I muttered, shaking my head. “They don’t deserve her.” I leaned
Damien I stepped into my grandfather’s room, the faint aroma of freshly brewed tea filling the air. He sat beside the window, gazing out at the hospital grounds below. Patients and their families walked back and forth, some chatting, others lost in their thoughts. From this view, you could see it all—life continuing in its chaotic rhythm. "Don't you think that was too much?" my grandfather said without turning around. “You're too hard on the poor girl. She was waiting for you all this time.” I waved my hand dismissively, walking over to the chair next to him. “She waited for nothing,” I said indifferently, settling into the seat. He glanced at me briefly before setting his cup of tea down on the small table beside him. Without a word, I reached for the teapot and poured another cup, sliding it toward him. He nodded his thanks, and for a moment, the room was silent except for the faint clinking of porcelain and the muffled sounds from outside the window. I stared at the cup of tea
Damien The elevator doors slid open with a soft chime, then began to close again when no one stepped inside. I leaned back against the wall, hands tucked into my pockets, watching the numbers tick down on the screen. Another stop. The doors opened, revealing a group of people standing outside, murmuring amongst themselves. But no one moved to enter. They avoided my gaze. Some shuffled awkwardly to the side, while others stared intently at their shoes, pretending not to notice me. They’d wait for the next one, just like everyone else. The elevator felt ten times colder, but it wasn’t the temperature—it was me. I clenched my jaw, my composure slipping as I ran a hand through my hair, attempting to calm the rage threatening to destroy everything in my path. The soft act I’d put on in her office—the restraint, the civility had shattered the moment I stepped out. I was back to who I truly was: cold, ruthless, and distant. But this time, there was something different. An
Aurora Did I just feel bad? Me? Aurora Williams? Impossible. Why would I feel bad when I didn’t even do anything wrong? I sighed inwardly, crossing my arms as my thoughts spiraled. But why do I hate the idea of him hearing about another man bringing me home? It wasn’t like I owed him anything. I didn’t. I wasn’t his girlfriend, his wife, or even anything close to it. So why was my chest tightening at the idea? Why did I feel this ridiculous pang of guilt? I must’ve hit my head on something. Or maybe… maybe it was the way he kissed me. The way he made me feel. That overwhelming sensation, the pleasure that still lingered on my skin like an imprint. Was it really that good? I bit my lip, heat crawling up my neck. No. It wasn’t just good. It was incredible. It was enough to completely scramble my brain, apparently. Because here I was, getting worked up over a man who wasn’t even mine. And for the first time in my life, I wasn’t sure if that fact bothered me… or sca
Aurora A date? With him? Why? He didn’t seem like the type of man who went on dates. He seemed more like the type of man who took what he wanted and left without a second thought. “Aurora,” Damien said, his deep voice snapping me out of my spiraling thoughts. I blinked, my eyes refocusing on him. He tilted his head slightly, studying my expression. “You don’t want to?” he asked, his tone calm but curious. “I’m not asking you to marry me this time. I’m asking you to go out with me. Isn’t that why you were angry last time? Because I was being too straightforward?” His words pulled me back to the day he had asked me to marry him like it was the most normal thing in the world. I swallowed, trying to push the memory aside. But this man…he seemed different. His usual arrogance was still there, but there was something else now. Something softer, like he was trying to go slow, trying to meet me halfway. It didn’t match the version of him I thought I knew. I hesitated,
Aurora I opened my mouth to respond, but no words came out. What could I possibly say? Thank you for giving me the best orgasm of my life? I pressed my lips together, embarrassed even by the thought. Instead, I did what I usually did in uncomfortable situations—I kept quiet. I avoided his gaze, letting my eyes dart anywhere but at him, pretending that the tension between us wasn’t suffocating. Deciding it was time to salvage what little dignity I had left, I stood up from the desk. Or at least, I tried to. The moment my feet touched the floor, my legs buckled beneath me. A rush of warmth spread through my body as I realized I couldn’t feel my legs properly, not after everything he’d just done to me. I stumbled, my balance giving out, but before I could hit the ground, his arms were around me. “Careful,” He muttered, holding me by the waist, and pulling me against him. I looked up at him, my heart pounding wildly in my chest. His eyes locked onto mine, and for a
Aurora “Then don’t make a sound.” I stared at him, wide-eyed, unable to believe what he’d just said. What was wrong with him? No, what was wrong with me? I could feel the panic rising in my chest as Noah’s voice echoed from the other side of the door, louder this time, more insistent. But Damien didn’t stop. He didn’t even flinch. Instead, his fingers moved faster, deeper, sending jolts of pleasure and panic through me. I gasped softly, my hands clutching at his shoulders, torn between pulling him closer and pushing him away. Why wasn’t he stopping? Why did he look so calm, so unaffected, like the fact that my brother was just outside the door didn’t matter at all? And worse—why was I letting him? My breath hitched as another wave of pleasure rolled through me, my body trembling under his touch. I could feel his gaze on me, watching every flicker of emotion that crossed my face. My body responded to him. Heat pooled low in my belly, coiling tighter and tight