...Xavien POV...
I am startled awake by Mekayla that is pulling at my arm; I have not seen her look so terrified in her life before. I immediately sit up straight and grab her by the arm."Princess, what is wrong?""Xavien, I think there is someone in the house," she softly whispers at me while getting dressed and getting out of bed."Oh, no," I stop her immediately. "Where do you think you are going?"I slip from underneath the covers and grab a pair of shorts from the corner chair. I reach for my gun that I always keep underneath the bed and head for the bedroom door."Stay here. Lock the door and stay here."With that, I sneak down the hallway, keeping my body tight against the wall. As I reach the stairs, I stick my head around the corner to see if I can see anything happening down in the lounge or hear anything in the kitchen.After waiting for but a brief moment, I slowly, step by step, creep my way down the stairs, all the way keeping m...Xavien POV...I sit there in absolute disbelief. I do not even know if I should ask the man how did he possibly get it right, for I can already see the look on Mekayla's face and not even mention the hysterical screams that will be coming from her mouth.The poor woman just lost her wedding venue, then her wedding dresses were ripped to shreds, and now our rings are gone.So I take a deep breath and ask Albert how on earth he manages to lose two rings, "Albert, please explain to me how you lose a ring?""Well, the driver that was supposed to have brought the ring from the city was off sick, so another driver said they would bring it, but now we can find the driver.""So you are telling me some guy is off with our rings somewhere."Then he says something that does quite shock me, "It was a woman; a woman was supposed to have brought the rings."I take a deep breath and try not to lose my cool even more with him; then, after about what seems a min
...Xavien POV...I stand in total disbelief and complete fear. First, this entire wedding has fallen apart, and second I am going to have to phone Mekayla and tell her about the caterers and flowers. I think the poor girl will by now have a fair idea due to a lack of communication from me that something is wrong. What is supposed to be the most important day of any girl's life has now turned out in a complete nightmare.I know that we can fix this all, that I will make sure of; it is just the initial pain that she has to go through that her best-laid plans have all failed. Mekayla is a girl that always has a plan, and she is confident that her plans are firm and fail-proof. This, well, this is going to knock her completely down. She is going to think that she is a failure and that, ya, let us not entertain that thought.So with the little confidence that I have, I decide to phone Tina first."Hey, Xavien, is everything okay.""Where is Mekayla? Is she doing
...Xavien POV...The day has finally arrived.Molly has pushed this birth out as far as she can so the birth date can fall on the same as that of her late father. Well, I do not see that happening anymore.So we all have piled into Billy's truck and are racing to the ranch. Now poor Billy is such a nervous wreck; I think the man is going to pass out. But that is not the problem. The pain is slightly drunk. Now I do not know how well Molly is going to receive that one.If he is not laughing hysterically, then he is crying. Now, if he is crying because the baby is coming or if he is actually scared of Molly, that I do not know. But poor Mekayla is sitting next to him, trying to get him to calm down. Then you have Tina trying to calm Tina down. Catalina is on the phone, busy phoning the entire damn town to give the news that Molly has gone into labor.This is an absolute circus.Now and then, when I am not trying to focus on the road, I have a sneak peek a
…Mekayla POV…After all the excitement of the past several hours, Molly gave birth to a healthy baby boy. Needless to say, it was all a big eye-opener for Xavien and me. We have been so busy with the planning of the wedding that we have not given much thought to the birth yet. All I know at this stage is that it is not going to be a natural birth for me. As for the rest of the excitement, well, it will probably be the same.Well, perhaps not the same; I do not want the entire damn town outside cheering me on. In fact, I am even considering having the babies in the city. It is not that I don't trust…yes, it is, actually. I don't like these small-town doctors at all. And if Xavien and me are ever going to move back to the city, which I hope is soon, then I would like to go to a Doctor that I know.I have been considering to talk to Xavien about this for a while, but I don't see how this living out here is working for us. I tried it again, and I am a
...Xavien POV...The countdown begins.Before sunset tomorrow, I will be married to the love of my life. To say that I am not a wreck would be a complete understatement.I do believe that I have told this once before, yet, again, I need to stop for one moment and take a step back, for, beyond all the craziness that fill our lives, I need to allow myself to remember what drives me. What makes this all worthwhile is the beauty that lies in my arms. Should I not have had her presence in my life, I would not have had the sheer willpower to take the impossible on.To have beauty in your life is easy, but to have the beauty of the woman that you love and the one that loves you in return is the greatest gift that one can experience. I can, with all honesty, say that there is no doubt that she completes my life. To be lonely for eternity can be seen as a life sentence, but having what you crave, is the greatest blessing.I have never been more assured to have chosen
…Mekayla POV…What I feared has happened, Tina has dragged me into her room just before sunrise to start getting me ready for a wedding that is only happening in eight hours. By the looks of her, it seems that she has not slept a wink. So I refrain from making any comments and allow her and my mom to pull at my head in every direction to get the perfect do that, as she says, will complement my face and, of course, my dress.After what seems like at least three hours, she looks at me very satisfied in the mirror and nods at my mom at their creation.Next is my wedding dressing, now if I thought that this would be easier, well, it is an understatement. If it is not bad enough that they cannot tuck my breasts in properly, which seems to have grown overnight, they try to move my belly into the perfect spot.With only but an hour two spare, they slip into their dresses, and we all look at each other, then of course mom has to say something, and there goe
…Mekayla POV…The time has come for me to turn the corner. The time has come for me to make my bridal walk towards the man that I will be spending the rest of my life with. This is the very last moment that I can still decide to do this and turn around and run. But as I peek my head around to where he is standing at the altar, I know that I am exactly where I want to be.With a very nervous Tina behind me, and an even more terrified father, I am being urged on to make my bridal walk down a carpet that is covered with, yes, much to Xavien's horror; it is covered in pink rose petals.So I slip my arm through my dad's, Tina pulls at my hair, mom checks my dress, and I have a quick look at my make-up. Tina then looks at me, "Now let us get this wedding on the way."I take one step forward and then another, short and hesitant, but slowly to my future. Then the wedding march starts playing, and I know that it is time to go. So I slip in that corning in ab
...Xavien POV...Our wedding was absolutely beautiful. After every disaster that happened, everything turned out perfect and just the way that Mekayla wanted it. It was her fairytale, and she was beyond happy. Apart from me being a ball of nerves and almost passing out a few times, I actually managed to get through the ceremony. And at least Mekayla did not say much about the amount of whiskey that I did have on my breath. I think if she could, well, she would have done the same.The reception was just as perfect; it was just with all our friends and the real family members that we needed. Thank god, there was not embarrassing speeches and story to be told from when I was a young extremely naughty boy. I think Mekayla would have been embarrassed if she heard of more of what I got up to when I was small.Our first dance was like the very first time I met her, it was special, and it is something that I will always remember. Though we really did not have much of a
...Xavien POV...Life does not always go as you plan. Your best-laid plans are sometimes going to fail. The question is, how do you deal with failure?Well, life is made up of these defining moments; it is up to you have you let these moments affect you, for they shall shape who you are and what you will become.How do you deal with a marriage that you thought was completely stable, a marriage you thought was heaven-born.You cant.I simply don't.I have never known failure in my life, yet though, I have had my share of heartache. Heartache makes up that defining moment. And my choice is never to love again.Yes, it sounds like some country and western song; hey, I can even throw my boots on and dance to it. The sad what is, when something comes to an end, then it comes to an end.Mekayla was, well, yes, as her name says, Mekayla. Mekayla that comes with sunshine, that brings a new day. She was the light of my life. I will not
...Xavien POV...The day has finally arrived.Today the babies are born.Mekayla is completely petrified, pacing the room as she is trying to get into her hospital gown. She has been going to see this doctor, but to me, it does not seem that there is any approvement. Now, I have asked her and the doctor what is going on, but neither of them wants to tell me. And as for Tina, Mekayla has not told her either.Now she is here working herself up, and believe me; I ain't the one telling a pregnant woman that is about to give birth to calm down. Well, not that she would listen because what I say really does not count, for she does keep on reminding me that we have separated. She does not want to understand my perspective, and I don't know what is wrong with her. At this rate, it is not helping us both.So once she has put on that godawful hospital gown, the nurses come to push her bed through to the operating theatre. Not once does she hold my hand as we move thro
…Mekayla POV…I am losing my husband; in fact, I think that I have already lost him. My insecurities have taken me over. I fear that I am not strong enough, or even a good even wife for him, for I cannot keep myself together. I have taken my failure to trust him about how I feel out on him. How is he supposed to have meant to know that I was going through a hard time dealing with what happened? If I only sat down with him, then he would not have left our home.So here I have Tina, that is just as frustrated at me for not wanting to listen, for refusing to go speak to a doctor that will listen. Have I really gone that mad that I find myself in this room? I have trusted no one to help me; why should I trust someone to help me now? Our precious little babies are to be born in a few weeks, and here I cannot control my emotions. Not the hormonal ones, but the ones that will drive you to insanity.I guess I drove the man away from me that I truly did love. I h
...Xavien POV...I have moved back to the ranch and have been here for two weeks now. I can honestly say that I feel more relaxed and myself again. I have been able to do the things that I enjoy and still run my company at the same timeAs for Mekayla, yes, I miss her a lot. We keep in contact regularly, but that is mainly talking about the babies though. I try at all costs not to say anything else to avoid getting into an argument. Well, not that I am saying that the arguments have stopped, for I do get the angry message and then a call out of the blue.It has been a real challenge having to start a new life again when you thought that you had the perfect one. Every time I look at those divorce papers, I really wonder if we did just moved into things too quickly. Perhaps, if I did not insist on us marrying so soon, things would have been different. Who knows? All that I know is that our marriage has not been working.Tina has been struggling to get Mekayla to th
…Mekayla POV...Things between Xavien and me have not been going well. We are constantly fighting, and it just seems to me that he has lost all interest in the babies and me. His work has become more important to him. He is a completely different man; I honestly do not know who he is anymore. In a way, I think that Xavien and me moved too fast, too soon.I know that I am hormonal and that the pregnancy is taking more out of me than I thought it would. I am not coping; the idea of having to bring up two babies scares me. I don't know if I will even be a good mom if I cannot be a good wife. But then again, Xavien himself is not really trying.Instead of us talking this out, we are just running apart. I feel like I am losing my mind. I am falling into a deep depression. I want to have it all, I want to have two beautiful babies, a handsome husband, and a perfect career, but right now, all I have is the fear of bringing these two into the world.It is not like
. ...Xavien POV...I have moved out into the guest room permanently.Things in the Caruso household have gone from tense to nothing at all. Mekayla and me barely talk to each other, and when we do, we find ourselves in an argument. I have stopped counting the number of stupid things that we fight over. That damn cribs are still standing there; Grant told her to sort her shit out and to stop being so unreasonable. Now when I wanted to agree with him, I found a plate come flying towards my head.Mekayla has gone completely insane, and I mean that in the nicest of ways.She is working herself up to a frenzy every day, which the doctor told her to clearly stop doing for her stress levels are not good for the babies. She is going for thirty-four weeks soon, and she is going on like a complete lunatic.I have found any and every reason to stay at work these days, and of course, I am having an affair with Barbara. Well, if I wanted to have an affair, I wo
..Xavien POV...I guess at some stage in every marriage; the honeymoon phase becomes over. Well, that has no officially happened with Mekayla and me. Now, if I say that we want to kill each other, then that is a slight understatement. We cannot be in the same room for longer than a few minutes before heading out into an argument. Mekayla has become completely unbearable to be around. I do understand the woman is pregnant, but her behavior is completely irrational.This morning I am trying to sneak out of what has been my new room, the guest room, for what is now the third night in a row. I am trying to get out of the house before she sees me to start yet another fight over something that I have not done or, even worse, that I have forgotten about.So after having a shower, which, unfortunately, I cannot do in silence, I quickly get dressed and head downstairs with my laptop bag in hand. The moment I step my last step towards the door, I near jump as I hear her voice c
...Xavien POV...It is a very long and painful drive back to the Winters's mansion. My dear wife is not in a good mood today. She, as of a few minutes ago, decided that she does not like the dress that she is wearing. So guess what?I had to turn around and go home.Now we are finally back on the road to the town, officially extremely late. Yet, she is still not in a better mood. Mekayla is absolutely grumpy. The snacks that I packed for her are completely wrong. The way I cut the pickle is not right and let us not forget that I did not put enough strawberries with the chocolate spread.She is absolutely impossible.I am already annoyed as it is because we are living in the damn city again, and now my wife is driving me insane. Mekayla is in her own world by herself; she only lives for her; I don't know if she sees the babies as real little people or toys that she can dress up. She has been buying the most ridiculous outfits online, I am putting it
...Xavien POV...It is a very long and painful drive back to the Winters's mansion. My dear wife is not in a good mood today. She, as of a few minutes ago, decided that she does not like the dress that she is wearing. So guess what?I had to turn around and go home.Now we are finally back on the road to the town, officially extremely late. Yet, she is still not in a better mood. Mekayla is absolutely grumpy. The snacks that I packed for her are completely wrong. The way I cut the pickle is not right and let us not forget that I did not put enough strawberries with the chocolate spread.She is absolutely impossible.I am already annoyed as it is because we are living in the damn city again, and now my wife is driving me insane. Mekayla is in her own world by herself; she only lives for her; I don't know if she sees the babies as real little people or toys that she can dress up. She has been buying the most ridiculous outfits online, I am putting it off to be