VANESSA'S POV đź’‹I looked in the mirror at my two month bump, worried it would get noticed.I had started wearing longer clothes, and some pyjama slippers when I paraded around the house. When in school I wear my favorite pair of converse, but they hurt my already swelled feet.When I am in school I always feel like somebody's watching me. And I know I'm not wrong because everytime I walk down the hallway, Lauren's eyes are watching me like a hawk.It feels like she knows something, I dont.I tried not to think of anything related to her as I got ready for school.Today is Wednesday I had maths first, I grabbed a granola bar, my pills, and a couple of fruits. Then off to school I went.Once I had arrived to school, I headed to homeroom. Not bothering to look for Micah nor Liyah.Even though I'm pretty sure Liyah wouldn't be to school because today is her birthday.* * * * * *As the day went on, I noticed that Leo wasn't to school either."Hey hunny" Micah has been keeping me company
VANESSA'S POV đź’‹At the end of the day I didn't really have a choice, Friday night Valerie convinced me to move in with him. She said it would be 'safer'.Whatever that's suppose to mean.I watched as the men moved all of my belongings into a moving van.Demetrius wasn't here today, so he left me here with Jace to make sure I get 'settled in'.Jace was surprisingly nice as he comforted me, when I was crying hysterically not wanting to let my sister's shirt go. Liyah and Micah were laughing at my red face and snotty nose.Now we were sitting in his car, the moving van long gone. We were driving past trees when I finally decided to speak."How far do you live?" I asked, my voice still hoarse from all the screaming and crying I did. "Far" He answered curtly.Then it suddenly came to me, Demetrius was an Alpha and Alpha's had packs, and in packs there are more people. I don't like people.I groaned and sulked in the passenger seat, burying myself in my black hoodie. Which I paired with da
DEMETRIUS POVI threw my head back and groaned. Now I would have to take a cold shower.Seeing her walk out of that bathroom with her hair wet, and she was wearing one of my shirts. My pants tightened even more as I watched her plump lips mumble out a goodnight.She walked away from me and I couldn't help but notice how her ass swayed side to side.As I took my shower, I tried to think of anything except her which was really hard. Eventually I gave up and just went along with my vulgar thoughts.* * * * * *I had put on some Calvin Klein briefs and socks and walked out of my room to get a snack. It was pass one in the morning, as I rounded the corner I heard shuffling in the kitchen. I craned my neck to see who it was, nobody was stupid enough to break inside of an Alpha's house. Only to meet Vanessa frantically searching the kitchen for something."Peanut Butter? Who the hell doesn't have peanut butter" She surfed through the cabinets.I watched for another minute before walking over
VANESSA'S POV đź’‹{2 Months Later}I was already 4 months and my belly had looked like an unmatured watermelon. I was struggling to find something to wear to school.UhH, I hate Wednesdays.Putting on a shirt a size bigger than me, with some gray tights and converse. I had pulled it off with a gray cardigan and grabbed my bag, I ruffled my hair a little and I was ready for school.Val had been picking me up everyday from since I moved in with Demetrius.Nobody had known I moved here, not even my boyfriend of two months. I still had yet to tell him.Ms. What's Her Face didn't come to school today, and the whole class was rejoicing.Caleb was seated on the side of me, with his hand on the back of my chair. Ever since the school had found out about Caleb and I being together, Lauren had been hounding me.I would see her EVERYWHERE, literally stalking me, as if she was waiting for me to slip up. The hours passed and the day went on until school was over.I usually waited for Val to come an
Warning: it's a little smut but you don't have to read itDEMETRIUS'S POV đź’˛I was seething, how dare that boy touch what is mine.Hold on, wait.Mine?As I pondered over the thought and how I made me feel, my phone began to ring."Hello?" I answered grimly, Vanessa still had me in a mood."Hi hunny!" A cherry voice exclaimed from the other line. I sat up straight as I recognized the voice."Patrice sweetie, how are you?" I asked smiling softly."Im fine, but I could be better if my mate called me on a regular" She said.I chuckled,"I've been busy is all Patrice" I said as Vanessa and the baby ran cross my mind."Mhm, I called you to tell you that we will be arriving tomorrow" She said, my eyes widened in shock."Tomorrow, why?" I asked."Why?, Bentley wants to finally meet his father" She explained shortly.Bentley was only 4yrs old, I doubt he was asking about me already."Alright" I agreed, hearing my sons name softened my heart."Bye bye, hunny love you" She said blowing kisses in
VANESSA'S POV đź’‹I slept by Valerie last night and went to school from there. It was basically a foreign feeling since I became acustomed to living with Demetrius and waking up to see his face.Demetrius had made me upset last night, he wasnt my father nor my boyfriend to tell me what to.You want him to, my subconcious spoke.No I don't, I fired back.We may have grown closer in the past months, He was really sweet and he had a great laugh that just tingles your insides.The bell snapped me out of my train of thought, school had went by pretty quickly. And before I knew it, school was over and I was in Val's car.We were jamming to Carly Rae Jepson 'Call Me Maybe'.When we pulled up, Micah and Liyah were already there. I think it was because we had to make stops."Let's go watch a movie" I suggested, since I had nothing to do because I had finished all of my homework in school.So basically it was schoolwork.Nerd, my subconscious snorted. I decided not to reply.It was past 5 when t
Quote: Nobody is a mistake, one day you may be someone's miracle.VANESSA'S POV đź’‹Today was Friday and that meant today was my doctors appointment.I had stood in the mirror for at least 30 minutes talking to my baby."Don't worry baby, mommy loves you," I rubbed my belly. "You aren't a mistake, your a miracle" I spoke soothingly.I put on a white tank top, black nike tights, my black crocs and I carried my black hoodie in my hands. I had realized that I had started to get stretch marks, and my breast looked full.My nipples had started to poke out and even my navel disappeared, not literally but my large stomach made my navel push out.My stomach stretched the tank top, I walked (more like waddled) down the stairs and into the kitchen.Patrice was cooking and Demetrius and Bentley ate what was served."Here Vanessa, I saved you a plate" She passed a plate of food to me."Thanks." I stared at the plate before sliding it back to her. "But no thanks, I'll just have cereal" I said faki
VANESSA'S POV đź’‹Everyone's eyes were on me, as my eyes left to right and took them in.All of the people there were dressed nicely in black. And here I was in white, signifying purity.How ironic, huh?A couple came up to me as soon as I was down the stairs, introducing themselves."Hi, my name is Ramera and this is my husband George" The woman introduced herself.She had light blonde hair, and her husband had brunette hair."Hello, my name is Vanessa" I said politely, shaking both of their hands."It's so nice having to see a new face around here" Ramera said laughing, I could see the faint laughing lines she had around her eyes.She looked to be in her late 40's and so did the man, who was pretty quiet on the side of the chatty woman.I continued to chat with the short woman, George added in his two cents. A woman with black hair came up to me and introduced herself."Oh I apologize Ramera, I've been waiting to talk to Vanessa for awhile please excuse me" The woman had hazel eyes,
Demetrius' POVI felt frozen in my own body as I watched my mate leave me, I could feel a hand on my shoulder as I saw her left. It felt as if my life was being taken away. The sky grew dark as I stared into the distance a while after she left. A pit of rage filled me and I stepped away from Patrice's hands.I stalked inside and went inside the living room, and an awful pain struck my head. There it was, the pain of glass being struck against me. I finally came to my senses and touched my face.When I pulled my hand away, there was blood on my fingertips. I didn't remember what happened before being hit. But I i know ill never forget the look on Vanessa's face.Hurt. Betrayal. Regret.I did that.And I felt stupid for it as I yearned for my family, Patrice watched me closely and came up to me placing herself between my legs. I looked up at her and pushed her away."You!""Me?" She said e
Demetrius and I haven't had a full conversation in weeks, mostly mornings and goodbyes. There was little to no affection. I partially felt bad but I couldn't help the way I felt. I didn't understand how he could put his crazy ex-wife over his loving wife and family. Yet there she was back into our life, slithering and making her moves. Taking my family away from me piece by piece. "I mean I understand it a little on his part, it's still Ben's mom," Lizzie said, taking a sip from her coffee and resting it back on the coaster. I had met up with my friends today, and instead of staying at home and talking I wanted some privacy so we left and went to a coffee shop about two towns away from the pack. Since Patrice moved in a few weeks ago, I haven't been able to have any privacy to myself, between dealing with the kids and avoiding Demetrius. Patrice is practically everywhere I turn now. "Yeah, but it isn't like he's Ben's real dad," Micah said pushing his glasses up further on his
Vanessa's POV My eyes had begun to close, sleep almost surrounding me, allowing me to forget that I was pregnant and a small child was in front of me. Ben snuggled up closer to me, I had just finished reading him a bedtime story and he was about to fall asleep. His small breaths became more rigid as he started to cry out for help. "Mommy, please don't leave me!" Tears started to fall his sleeping face, his small chubby face was filled with pain. He was scared I would leave him as his actual mother did. "Ben, baby I'm not going anywhere, I won't leave." I tried to calm him down the best way I could. I woke up to an empty bed, Demetrius' side was cold as if he never came home. But he did only he didn't sleep beside me. He sat in the chair across from our bed and watched me the whole night. That's how most of my night went. Both of us stared at each when he came in after three, I knew he had been to see her. He'd been spending all of his free time with her. I took off in the bathro
Vanessa’s POVI placed my hand on my chest, feeling for the necklace I had grown so fondly to love over the past few years. Demetrius gave it to me a few years ago. I’d never forget that day. It was a symbol of a family we had made together. The ringing sound from my timer startled me from my train of thought. A small smile formed on my face when I realized what it meant. The cookies I had been baking were finally done. Sighing in content, finally getting sometime to myself. Lila was at daycare, Bentley was at school, and Demetrius went to work. It was the first time in a while that I had time to myself.Ever since I moved in with Demetrius and we had the baby I barely had anytime to myself. It was family time all the time. Not that I was complaining. I loved my little family. Soon enough, it was time for them to come home. Waiting patiently, I allowed the cookies to cool on the cooling rack before placing them on a dish. “Mommy!, you baked cookies” I could hear the excitement
Quote: There was an ending before there was a beginning.VANESSA'S POV đź’‹I watched as Bentley played with his baby sister, he pointed at the glowing Christmas tree. She looked at them excitedly and she was smiling widely.Today was Christmas Day and Lila was already six months, making this her first Christmas.It felt as if it were just yesterday when I had her.Everyone was so sure I was going to have a boy, Martin was fairly upset when he found out he was wrong. But once he met her she was already his princess.After I had given birth, I blacked out from the overbearing pain in my body. I had to take certain medication for it.Demetrius had Patrice and Tyler locked up and he lost all his rights as Alpha, for now his Beta was in charge until Bentley was the right age to take over.Tyler was his father after all, but Bentley didn't acknowledge neither of his biological parents.Demetrius and I took full custody of Bentley so he no longer had Patrice' last name, we both took Demetrius'
Bentley's POV 🍫I took off running when mommy told me to.Trees and branches hit me in the face nonstop as I ran through the forest, it scrapped my arms and my legs but I couldnt stop running.Mommy looked as if she was in so much pain when that mean lady attacked her. That mean lady is my ex-mommy, she used to hurt me real bad.I gripped the cloth that was in my hand tighter as I saw lightning strike across the sky and I sped up."Daddy!" I shouted into the dark forest.My heart was pounding really fast as I called out my daddy's name.Suddenly I bumped into a tree with legs, but when I looked up I saw it was an unfamiliar man.He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder, I started to kick and scream as he carried me through the forest."NO!, Put me down. My mommy is in trouble!""Alpha we have found your son, but the Luna is yet to be found" I hear the man say.He set me down on the ground, I glared at the man."Bentley" I heard daddy's voice as arms wrapped around me."DADDY!" I
VANESSA'S POV đź’‹"Ah-ah, don't think you could get away" Tyler wrapped his hand around my throat.I gripped the piece of glass tightly as he pressed his palm against my face.My movements were quick as I rammed the sharp object in his hand making him scream in agony, I then kicked him in his baby maker.He bent over groaning in pain, I saw the knife in his back pocket and quickly took hold of it."You talk to much" I spat kicking him once again, I turned around about to sprint out of the wooden shed when Tyler gripped my ankle.I kicked him in the face and he let my ankle go free, feeling the immediate pain after in my stomach I ran out of the shed.I saw Patrice walking towards me with Bentley, running to the side I turned my body so she couldn't see me."Hurry and pee, you dog" Patrice hissed at the young boy. I could see he was looking for a place to let it go, luckily he came right over where I was.He was about to pull out his wee-wee and do his business until he saw me. Bentley
Demetrius POV đź’˛"Demetrius, where's that mate of yours?" Dad asked, walking in front of me."Her and Ben went outside for some air" I answered, shifting in my seat."Oh well, I wanted to have another dance with my daughter in law" He told me.Dad called one of the pack members over and sent them outside to fetch Vanessa and Bentley."She is truly something, son" Dad said, smiling sincerely."Yeah, she is" I smiled genuinely, my mind ran off to her making me even more happy."I can see you love her alot, do me a favor and never lose her" Dad said and looked me in my eyes."I won't""Sir, the Luna is lost" The pack member that Dad sent out came back in a panicked state.I could feel my heart dropping,"What do you mean lost?""As in can't find her, it means not found" I pushed passed the babbling idiot and ran outside.Her scent was nowhere to be found, I felt tears prick in my eyes."VANESSA!," I shouted aloud, rattling the forest.VANESSA'S POV đź’‹I felt water being splashed on my fa
~FLASHBACK~I watched the butterfly flap its beautiful wings across the sky, it landed directly on my nose.Valerie and I were outside gazing at the sky, pointing at the animal shaped clouds.We had been playing with the pack children but soon enough I didn't want to play anymore."Valerie and Vanessa, it's time for lunch!" Mom shouted.I got up at the sound of Mom saying lunch, my stomach had been coaxing me to go inside.However, Valerie still lied down on the green grass, her eyes focused on the sky intently."Come on Val, its lunch time" My 7 year old self squeaked to my sister.I nudged at her, and when she still hadn't I pushed her over making her roll onto her face."I'm coming,Van" She groaned as she pulled herself up off the grass.She grabbed onto my small hand and carried me inside, at the pace she was moving my shoe had slipped off my foot.I tugged my hand out of hers and went back for it, I saw a man in the distance watching the house.Not trying to stay outside any lon